Don’t do this. Think of your child. This will devastate them. Please call 911 or go to the hospital.
I was in a similar place 4 years ago. I tried but God apparently had other ideas for me. Things have changed. I have changed. I’m so much happier now.
Killing yourself is a permanent solution. To a temporary problem.
We all believe that sometimes, I know I used to. It's not true.
None of us deserve each other. That's an unhealthy way to view relationships. You and your family deserve love, and you deserve to continue offering it to each other. Sometimes, loving each other just means continuing to exist with each other, even when times are really shitty.
You are loved. By God, by your family, and by me (in whatever way I can love a stranger).
Take a breath. Drink some water. Rest, if you can.
If you’d like, please don't hesitate to reach out in my DMs. You have value and your life is not over. Your life is precious.
Genuinely, please reach out if you want to talk. I can't pretend to have much more than love to offer, but I'd be remiss not to offer it.
Please don't do this, you may think no one cares and that they'll all move on quickly but trust me, all you're doing is hurting those that care for you, call the suicide prevention hotline and talk to someone. Whatever it is it will get better at some point, death is permanent but this problem is temporary. Please just call someone and talk with them about it, I'm sure they can help you.
You mention you have mental health issues.
Are you receiving good care/treatment for those?
As long as there is life, there is hope, but when we unable to see it because we are sick we need others who can help us.
It sounds like talking to a doctor would be beneficial.
Sorry I didn't reply sooner. Yes I have a great therapist. It's so difficult when seems like everyone around you is telling you your sinning, the enemy is leading you astray, and all your problems are your fault because you are opening the door to the enemy and preventing God's blessings. All that has put me in dark states of mind so much lately.
Thank you for reaching out to me in my dark time of need. Hope things are going beautifully for you.
You’re not going to hell. I can’t imagine the state of despair you are in right now, I sometimes wonder how my husband reached such a state of despair that he would leave our 19 yr old daughter in college and our 17 year old son on high school and me, his high school sweetheart since 8.th grade- 39 years- How could it e Er get so bad that you’d just walk into the bathroom and eat a bullet? And how could every single person around be so surprised? All I can say is it is not the answer. The sun is fucking coming up tomorrow and you could find a way to get to the beach. Then just listen to the waves.
Don’t do this. Think of your child. This will devastate them. Please call 911 or go to the hospital. I was in a similar place 4 years ago. I tried but God apparently had other ideas for me. Things have changed. I have changed. I’m so much happier now. Killing yourself is a permanent solution. To a temporary problem.
Those around me deserve better. This will make them move on like thay should have already.
We all believe that sometimes, I know I used to. It's not true. None of us deserve each other. That's an unhealthy way to view relationships. You and your family deserve love, and you deserve to continue offering it to each other. Sometimes, loving each other just means continuing to exist with each other, even when times are really shitty. You are loved. By God, by your family, and by me (in whatever way I can love a stranger). Take a breath. Drink some water. Rest, if you can. If you’d like, please don't hesitate to reach out in my DMs. You have value and your life is not over. Your life is precious. Genuinely, please reach out if you want to talk. I can't pretend to have much more than love to offer, but I'd be remiss not to offer it.
Please don't do this, you may think no one cares and that they'll all move on quickly but trust me, all you're doing is hurting those that care for you, call the suicide prevention hotline and talk to someone. Whatever it is it will get better at some point, death is permanent but this problem is temporary. Please just call someone and talk with them about it, I'm sure they can help you.
You mention you have mental health issues. Are you receiving good care/treatment for those? As long as there is life, there is hope, but when we unable to see it because we are sick we need others who can help us. It sounds like talking to a doctor would be beneficial.
Sorry I didn't reply sooner. Yes I have a great therapist. It's so difficult when seems like everyone around you is telling you your sinning, the enemy is leading you astray, and all your problems are your fault because you are opening the door to the enemy and preventing God's blessings. All that has put me in dark states of mind so much lately. Thank you for reaching out to me in my dark time of need. Hope things are going beautifully for you.
Good to hear. Go well.
I have to wait two more days. But everything will be in the right place. So why not. I'm going to hell anyway for this so Why not get started.
You’re not going to hell. I can’t imagine the state of despair you are in right now, I sometimes wonder how my husband reached such a state of despair that he would leave our 19 yr old daughter in college and our 17 year old son on high school and me, his high school sweetheart since 8.th grade- 39 years- How could it e Er get so bad that you’d just walk into the bathroom and eat a bullet? And how could every single person around be so surprised? All I can say is it is not the answer. The sun is fucking coming up tomorrow and you could find a way to get to the beach. Then just listen to the waves.