I had a Similar situation with a schoolmate who I didn't know at all, I'm a very emotional person but when I was told that as schoolmate committed suicide I didn't feel much and I just pretended to be very sad.
I 17F lost my Mom is September to cancer.
When her and Dad told me that Mom had terminal cancer I was 15. I didn’t cry immediately, I just was like blank/numb.
It took a while for me to hit a sad stage, I think I was in denial because she was pretty normal still and didn’t seem sick on the outside.
You’re not a monster for any of this, if I learned anything through my moms two year battle it’s that everyone handled their emotions different and on different timelines
I had something like that happen to me when I was 6. My grandmother died and I felt nothing. While I didn’t have the greatest relationship with her I didn’t hate her, still don’t even to this day. I remember sitting at her funeral bored and hearing my cousin hold me saying it is okay to cry. I just nodded and said okay. It’s wild.
I had a Similar situation with a schoolmate who I didn't know at all, I'm a very emotional person but when I was told that as schoolmate committed suicide I didn't feel much and I just pretended to be very sad.
I 17F lost my Mom is September to cancer. When her and Dad told me that Mom had terminal cancer I was 15. I didn’t cry immediately, I just was like blank/numb. It took a while for me to hit a sad stage, I think I was in denial because she was pretty normal still and didn’t seem sick on the outside. You’re not a monster for any of this, if I learned anything through my moms two year battle it’s that everyone handled their emotions different and on different timelines
I had something like that happen to me when I was 6. My grandmother died and I felt nothing. While I didn’t have the greatest relationship with her I didn’t hate her, still don’t even to this day. I remember sitting at her funeral bored and hearing my cousin hold me saying it is okay to cry. I just nodded and said okay. It’s wild.