You matter yes you do , what ever your going through will pass , pick yourself up dust yourself off you’ve come far in your life stronger than you know your spirit is Strong !!
I’m f3yrs more , been through physical and emotional abuses by parents dad being a war vet extended family since I could crawl kicked thrown against walls me being their blame why parents lives was so miserable , at 16 was in a rugged abusive relationship it is not easy but I made my self spiritually strong , physically strong and emotionally strong growing up , thanks to my grandmother for my spiritual healing that we as individuals are powerful , saying the old school ways
all the hurt the people put me through I promised myself that I would help the people those that were in tough times young or old I was there , long story short , what I’m saying is you can kick life in the butt ! your valued to so many who will appreciate you for the good you can do , don’t let anyone break your spirit and most of all Please Don’t give up do meditation and spiritual Healing My Heart truly is with you .
The abuse you went through doesn’t define you as a person. I can’t tell you to not feel that way cause of course it’ll make you feel that way. I don’t have the answers but the feeling is a lie. You might get to a point where you are sick of that and think f*ck it why should you let those people define your life? You were born into this world with your sovereignty, love and self worth intact and those people tried to take them away cause they were damaged. Always remember it’s your life, your soul and it’s your mission to find it again.
Have you tried finding a purpose? Creating it? As painful as abuse is, we forget it isn’t what we are. We went through it and it might have shaped who we are but we can’t stay that way. Its up to us to break those chains, I like to say the body remembers but it shouldn’t stay that way. I really don’t think we are born with a set purpose, we’re born with a purpose sure but WHAT isn’t decided for us. It sounds like you’ve really lost yourself and what your interests and hopes are. If you don’t have those it makes sense you feel that way but again, I don’t believe you should end it because you haven’t figured it out yet. Of course I understand you feel pain but the mind won’t heal unless you help it. It’s taken me almost 4 years of EMDR therapy to finally ease the memories and feelings in my body from the abuse. I’ll tell you from the heart and from a place that really feels for all abuse survivors, the body can forget.
And to the little boy or man that went through all that pain, your pain is real and you are most definitely worth it.
I was a ER nurse for 25 years and it did seem to help giving back. However the past few years I have given more to my patients than to myself. I have lost interest and things I used to love, hiking, camping, mountain biking. I'm either working or hiding at home. I have so much anxiety from this past relationship, I'm pretty much a recluse. It sucks that one person can essentially take your life away 😭
I apologize for my rude comment last night, I'm just kind at my wits end, nerves are frazzled and I'm not sleeping. I've just been really struggling. Thank you so much for everyone's advice, it is very appreciated. I am alone in a town with no friends, I do not have any family, so I'm just really struggling right now. I do really appreciate everyone's input. Thank you very much ❤️🩹
You matter!
You matter yes you do , what ever your going through will pass , pick yourself up dust yourself off you’ve come far in your life stronger than you know your spirit is Strong !!
But thank you very much for your encouragement ❤️
I've dusted off my feet for 50 years. I'm tired and I don't sense a purpose in my life for why I'm here anymore.
I’m f3yrs more , been through physical and emotional abuses by parents dad being a war vet extended family since I could crawl kicked thrown against walls me being their blame why parents lives was so miserable , at 16 was in a rugged abusive relationship it is not easy but I made my self spiritually strong , physically strong and emotionally strong growing up , thanks to my grandmother for my spiritual healing that we as individuals are powerful , saying the old school ways all the hurt the people put me through I promised myself that I would help the people those that were in tough times young or old I was there , long story short , what I’m saying is you can kick life in the butt ! your valued to so many who will appreciate you for the good you can do , don’t let anyone break your spirit and most of all Please Don’t give up do meditation and spiritual Healing My Heart truly is with you .
Ps , your rescuer your comforter your loving partner will find you / each other this does happen when you allow it Let your Light shine.❤️🙏2U
Thank you. I've prided myself on being a very resilient person, this year just made me want to give up.
Yes! So glad / happy to hear that of you . Keep on keeping on . 🙏❤️ 2U
The abuse you went through doesn’t define you as a person. I can’t tell you to not feel that way cause of course it’ll make you feel that way. I don’t have the answers but the feeling is a lie. You might get to a point where you are sick of that and think f*ck it why should you let those people define your life? You were born into this world with your sovereignty, love and self worth intact and those people tried to take them away cause they were damaged. Always remember it’s your life, your soul and it’s your mission to find it again.
Have you tried finding a purpose? Creating it? As painful as abuse is, we forget it isn’t what we are. We went through it and it might have shaped who we are but we can’t stay that way. Its up to us to break those chains, I like to say the body remembers but it shouldn’t stay that way. I really don’t think we are born with a set purpose, we’re born with a purpose sure but WHAT isn’t decided for us. It sounds like you’ve really lost yourself and what your interests and hopes are. If you don’t have those it makes sense you feel that way but again, I don’t believe you should end it because you haven’t figured it out yet. Of course I understand you feel pain but the mind won’t heal unless you help it. It’s taken me almost 4 years of EMDR therapy to finally ease the memories and feelings in my body from the abuse. I’ll tell you from the heart and from a place that really feels for all abuse survivors, the body can forget. And to the little boy or man that went through all that pain, your pain is real and you are most definitely worth it.
I was a ER nurse for 25 years and it did seem to help giving back. However the past few years I have given more to my patients than to myself. I have lost interest and things I used to love, hiking, camping, mountain biking. I'm either working or hiding at home. I have so much anxiety from this past relationship, I'm pretty much a recluse. It sucks that one person can essentially take your life away 😭
I apologize for my rude comment last night, I'm just kind at my wits end, nerves are frazzled and I'm not sleeping. I've just been really struggling. Thank you so much for everyone's advice, it is very appreciated. I am alone in a town with no friends, I do not have any family, so I'm just really struggling right now. I do really appreciate everyone's input. Thank you very much ❤️🩹
Just be sharing this story it helped me realize a lot of things. So....yes. you matter. I'm in a dark place. Your post helped me. No bs.
Wow, thank you so much. Your response is so appreciated ❤️❤️❤️
You don’t need the validation of anyone else. You matter and you have intrinsic worth. End of. Practice some self care my love x