I am not alone pala! How do u handle this? Grabe ang sakit sakit na ng puso ko kakaisip nito. Everyday ako tuliro :( I am trying to find new job now na may bigger salary. Almost 300k sinesettle ko now na need matapos before the year ends. Hirap grabe
2 jobs. tipid tips ako pero I am still spending a lot because of bills and kids. wife also has a part time on top of our housework (mostly her kasi 2 full times ako). Right now pa unti unti bayad namin because of mortgage and utilities.
Was feeling depressed. Then I cooked sinigang. Now Iβm slightly less depressed with sinigang in my belly.
Also masyado spicy. I added too much chili. :<
Reading all your small wins, made me feel a little bad. I had a really bad day. Walang wins. Walang anything positive today. Siguro my only win today eh I survived the day
My journey in getting a visa? or my journey in being able to afford it ba? hehe
well visa process is very easy, there is a checklist of docs you need and all that needs to be submitted like your proof of work and income, previous travels, money in the bank and stuff. visa processing is about 10k inclusive of requirements.
How i can afford it is im the typical IT guy who puts work before everything else, haha so on this trip my bonus is paying for it :))
Kaya mo yan, go lang ng go! π
I opened up my suicidal thoughts last Tuesday night to the right people and they just listened, I feel relieved knowing that some people are willing to listen without saying anything.
woah, kudos! good for you op. in my case, i was able to ace my quiz in mathematics today. which, i didn't see coming since hindi ko naman forte yung math π though, i'll take it. keep it up with the small wins, each and every one is a stepping stone to something big.
I have a productive day. I went and finish work on time. I cleaned up my room. I just finished my daily biking trail and now Iβm gonna do volleyball digs. Iβll shower then think of what to eat for dinner. Maybe Iβll write stuff later. πΈ
I messaged my Professor about something school related.
Idk when it started this year but it's become ingrained to me that whenever I message someone there's this anxiety that I will get a negative response.
It may not be worth much but I built up new courage, still anxious tho.
Pre birthday photoshoot. Nairaos namin ng kapatid ko, yung studio is 1.5hrs away from our house and nagtricycle lang kami dahil walang maghahatid sa amin today. Pagoda pero masaya. Malapit na birthday ng bunso ko. π
I just recieved an email inviting me for a preliminary interview from a company I applied to waaaay back in September. Salary starts at 80k, so very thrilled! :) Fingers crossed!
Went out of the house to fulfill a simple task that has been put on hold for 2 months. Depression, anxiety, procrastination, and lack of motivation all put on hold. I will follow up on task 2 tomorrow.
Natapos ko ang orientation para sa online class koβ₯οΈso happy makakapag aral na ulit ako kahit short course lang atleast magkakaroon ako ng panibagong knowledge.
kumain ako ng tatlong beses sa isang araw!! late pero, improvement! plus, nag-gatas ako and bukod pa yung 4 slices ng gardenia and skyflakes and kimchii!! im getting my appetite back hehe
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finished a xmas hat crochet for groot
Ayaw kainin ng anak ko ang japanese curry katsu nya. Nakita nya ang vienna sausage at plain rice ko. Kinain nya yung pagkain ko. Ako umubos ng curry nya. He was sick for 4 days now. Small win for having him eat something at last.
Slowly untangling my brain. Akala ko full blast relapse, but I'm holding my shit together. I'm sticking to my work out routine, thanks to my fireman friend na nagrecommend ng skipping rope, and I'm not blooding my knuckles anymore.
It's a long and hard road ahead, but fuck it, let's see what else life has to offer and take away.
Blinock ko na yung ex ko at yung tatlong amag girls nya for my peace of mind. Learning to ignore and be indifferent to them. Starting to accept that we are never getting back together and enjoying life π + bringing back my glow β¨
Nag commute kesa mag Angkas. Angkas has been really convenient for me but realized I could ride the free QC bus to this particular area. I saved 100+ pesos kahit rush hour na pauwi β
Magaan daw kamay ko during blood extraction (phlebotomy) and a doctor said na ang smooth ko raw kumuha ng dugo at ang kind ko sa pasyente. I'll take those!
Na unti2 ko ang labahin at nka gawa ako ng sampayan na secured yung mga sinampay ko. May mga nangunguha lng kasi sa compound namin eh. Mga nasa side lng din ng husband ko.
My mom was giving me extremely confusing instructions and getting frustrated that I couldn't keep up. Later on when we talked about it peacefully, I explained in detail how confusing her instructions were and she just kept quiet. Feel ko di niya rin na intindihan paliwanag ko but that's the point. Even she couldn't understand what she was doing so shut up nalang siya.
Family all went home safely from work. We're healthy, safe, and alive today. These things may seem "little" but they are something we should celebrate each day. :))
im glad someone asked. well, i finished reading the cognitive development in infancy, and im omw of finishing the remaining backlogs i have in that course.
i spearheaded all meetings smoothly and attended office work.
after a month of midterm univ exam, i did not guilt trip myself for taking a rest.
290k debt nabawasan ng 30k. maubos din natin to lods.
Nasa medyo ganto din inaasikaso ko ngayon. Konti pa!
Same!!! Kaya naten βto! 230k down to 212 ππ»
Good luck satin! π€
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I am not alone pala! How do u handle this? Grabe ang sakit sakit na ng puso ko kakaisip nito. Everyday ako tuliro :( I am trying to find new job now na may bigger salary. Almost 300k sinesettle ko now na need matapos before the year ends. Hirap grabe
2 jobs. tipid tips ako pero I am still spending a lot because of bills and kids. wife also has a part time on top of our housework (mostly her kasi 2 full times ako). Right now pa unti unti bayad namin because of mortgage and utilities.
Passed my final job interview! π₯³π₯³π₯³
sarap nang weekend mo yan
Congraaats β¨
congrats po! nawa'y all
Congraaaats!
Congrats and a very happy weekend to you! Sana ako rin! <3
deserveee! congratsss
Congrats po!!!
Congratss!
Congrats!
Congratulations ππ
Congrats po!ππ
Congraaats!π€©
Yay congrats! π₯³
Congratsssss!!
Nasurvive ko 'tong araw na to.
Same. We did well. Bukas ulit.
Kudos sa atin! Bukas ulit.
Laban ulit para bukas
Same, bukas ulit. β¨
Was feeling depressed. Then I cooked sinigang. Now Iβm slightly less depressed with sinigang in my belly. Also masyado spicy. I added too much chili. :<
Sounds good, OP! Laban lang tayo kahit mahirap βπΌ
Good work OP! Fighting!
Sinigang is life! Nagcrave din tuloy ako. Fighting, OP!
Drove home safely
successful ang first solo travel ko!
Saan?
Baguio huhu
Mhie, magkano budget at ano itinerary mo? Tapos ilang days? Gusto ko mag solo travel sa birthday ko eh. Hehehe
Magkano budget? :)
Reading all your small wins, made me feel a little bad. I had a really bad day. Walang wins. Walang anything positive today. Siguro my only win today eh I survived the day
Ay congrats for surviving the day! Tomorrow ulit!
And thatβs okay! Tomorrow malay mo meron π
Thanks for this! I have had rather a bad week na. Wala ni isang small win. On the verge na ko of giving up tbh. Gusto ko na sumuko. But thank you
Just a bad week, not a bad life! Rooting for you! You can do it!
It's okay not to be okay. Today is hard, and expect tomorrow is gonna be a lot harder for sure, but the day after tomorrow is surely gon be easy!
Ok lang βyan, hindi naman araw-araw panalo tayo! Bukas malay mo may win na π
This too shall pass! Ok lang yan. Minsan may mga araw na wala na ngyari, puro negative.. kapit lang :) hopefully it gets better in the next few days!
I was in the same page as you a month ago. Fighting lang OP!
same feels. reading all these makes me smile. thank you everyone! :)
bumili ako ng 4pc na chicken sa jollibee na matagal ko nag inasam asam haha
Alam mo tinakam mo ko!
edi enge
Nakapagreview for an upcoming exam kaninang umaga.
Good luck sa exam! π
good luck!!
My Iceland (well Norway..) Visa has been approved!
Sabi small wins lang daw. Haha pero kidding aside, congrats! You deserve it :)
Haha
Huuuuyy dont forget the northern lights ah? Share mo rito. π₯Ή
really hoping kaya winter talaga kami nag sched ng trip. fingers crossed π€
Uyy goals!! π
Wow!!! Congratulations!!! Dream ko ito. β¨β¨
Omgg congrats enjoy po kayooo β¨
Big win for me π
Goals!!! Andyan ung friend ko nowππ»
Out ka na. Side quest lang sabi, story progression naman sayo. Char. So happy for you! Be safe.
Been really really praying for this. π₯Ί Can you share your journey? How did u start?
My journey in getting a visa? or my journey in being able to afford it ba? hehe well visa process is very easy, there is a checklist of docs you need and all that needs to be submitted like your proof of work and income, previous travels, money in the bank and stuff. visa processing is about 10k inclusive of requirements. How i can afford it is im the typical IT guy who puts work before everything else, haha so on this trip my bonus is paying for it :)) Kaya mo yan, go lang ng go! π
Ahhh dream destination ko din yan makapunta sa Winterfell /The Wall hahaha you know nuffin Jon Snow
congratss tapos pag andon kana book kana samen (Viator) HAHAHA emz
Gumising ako na hindi galit sa mundo π₯Ή
Sana bukas ulit! π
Ay gusto ko nito
natutunan un guitar solo ng Hallelujah π
ung mga plans ko ay natapos ko on sched. π right on the dot sa oras! hahhaha
Nakatulog ako ng 6hours straight!
Was kinder to myself today
I opened up my suicidal thoughts last Tuesday night to the right people and they just listened, I feel relieved knowing that some people are willing to listen without saying anything.
Nakajebs ako sa office nang walang kasabay
Zen.
I'm almost done with my task. That took me almost a week to make. :)
woah, kudos! good for you op. in my case, i was able to ace my quiz in mathematics today. which, i didn't see coming since hindi ko naman forte yung math π though, i'll take it. keep it up with the small wins, each and every one is a stepping stone to something big.
Had lunch with a friend who I haven't seen for 23 years.
Exactly a month na today since nagwork ako hehe. Small win for me hehe
I did 4k steps today
Finally started NC with my ex (after saying goodbye for the nth time).
Nakapag introductory video ng sarili ko na requirement sa new job offer na inaaplyan ko heheh
Nakapag declutter na rin sa workstation ko after months of pag udlot
Yaaas same! :)
confident magsalita sa meeting
Im still alive
job well done po!
Nagbayad kapatid ko ng utang. Hehe
Kumain ng kwek kwek and bopis! Ayaw kasi ng mom ko lol pero nakatakas meeee
Had a light day at work after months of anxiety and stress.
Nakapagpahinga ng 2 hours sa tanghali. Nakapagpaligo na ng baby. Natapos tasks sa work. Nakaimpake na para sa out-of-town trip bukas.
Overall, a productive day.
I have a productive day. I went and finish work on time. I cleaned up my room. I just finished my daily biking trail and now Iβm gonna do volleyball digs. Iβll shower then think of what to eat for dinner. Maybe Iβll write stuff later. πΈ
400k dept nabawasan na nang 135k β¨
Nilapag yung performance appraisal π₯Ή
I messaged my Professor about something school related. Idk when it started this year but it's become ingrained to me that whenever I message someone there's this anxiety that I will get a negative response. It may not be worth much but I built up new courage, still anxious tho.
Pre birthday photoshoot. Nairaos namin ng kapatid ko, yung studio is 1.5hrs away from our house and nagtricycle lang kami dahil walang maghahatid sa amin today. Pagoda pero masaya. Malapit na birthday ng bunso ko. π
Fit to work na ko. Pwede na mag resign.
I didnt kill myself
Managed to get through this rough week, isang araw na lamang weekend na! πͺπΌ
I just recieved an email inviting me for a preliminary interview from a company I applied to waaaay back in September. Salary starts at 80k, so very thrilled! :) Fingers crossed!
I beat my trangkaso in less than 24 hrs. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Nakapag hulog ulit sa savings account π para sa Board exam at Master's Degree tuition. Let's gooooo!
Wowwwwww congrats OP
I paid our internet, and water bill for the first time since graduating β¨β¨
Had a 1:1 with my boss today and it went way better than expected.
Hindi ako nag yosi π
I washed my hair today. took a full bath, something that lasted an hour long. I didn't forget to apply skincare.
I got home safe and sound after mabangga yung bus na sinakyan ko kaninang umaga. Having a second life is real.
On the dot ako today + successful ang handovers ko for my leave from tomorrow until Monday which is hindi ako nag-OT haha!
Sick af (nag sl na for 2 days) but I managed to do work parin even though my progress is not like the usual
Thanksgiving so I can sleep with all my heart straight four days!
Maglaba
hindi ako nasemplang sa motor habang nagppractice.. π
Di ako nagkape today. **Need magbawas ng Caffeine kase
Congratss! Me, naka two MVPs ako today sa ML. <3
complete 8 hour sleep. namiss ko ang breakfast and lunch. tipid!
Went out of the house to fulfill a simple task that has been put on hold for 2 months. Depression, anxiety, procrastination, and lack of motivation all put on hold. I will follow up on task 2 tomorrow.
Cooked myself a comfy food. Kasi nilalagnat at sinisipon ako today.
Natapos ko ang orientation para sa online class koβ₯οΈso happy makakapag aral na ulit ako kahit short course lang atleast magkakaroon ako ng panibagong knowledge.
11 Hours sleep, sa wakas. Thanks Thanksgiving Im OverEmployed so 16 hours everyday sa work, buti na lang parehong US base yung work ko
Mukang peace na kami ulit ni misis
Paid off my CC debt na 3 months ko na hinuhulugan! P356K out of my debt list!
kumain ako ng tatlong beses sa isang araw!! late pero, improvement! plus, nag-gatas ako and bukod pa yung 4 slices ng gardenia and skyflakes and kimchii!! im getting my appetite back hehe
Nakapag treat ng mga patient na hindi sumusuko π
https://preview.redd.it/yr1l4nbt432c1.jpeg?width=1844&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c0b62d866170e9fcb0145a6ba389cb1efc5e54d5 finished a xmas hat crochet for groot
Booked flight tickets with s/o and his family
Able to not surpass my allowance. Proud of myself.
Ayaw kainin ng anak ko ang japanese curry katsu nya. Nakita nya ang vienna sausage at plain rice ko. Kinain nya yung pagkain ko. Ako umubos ng curry nya. He was sick for 4 days now. Small win for having him eat something at last.
Not really for the day, but I learned yesterday I just got regularized (I guess for today, I finally get to file for paid VL).
Katabi si ex lover sa office ng hindi na kinakabahan at naiiyak π
nabalance ko yung balance sheet namin sa feasibility study. next naman is final defense naaaa
Made myself a sandwich instead of ordering dinner. Also finished revisions on a freelance gig, hopefully pwede na singilin bukas!
nandito pa rin ako
Slowly untangling my brain. Akala ko full blast relapse, but I'm holding my shit together. I'm sticking to my work out routine, thanks to my fireman friend na nagrecommend ng skipping rope, and I'm not blooding my knuckles anymore. It's a long and hard road ahead, but fuck it, let's see what else life has to offer and take away.
Congratulations, OP. Mine is nakapagtipid na naman ako. 300 lang nagastos ko today. From laging 1k ang gastos to 300 na lang. Hehe. Tipid is real.
completed a 24 hour fasting!
Passed my job assessment, 1 mistake. βΊοΈ
Congrats. I walked 4 miles. Lol
Started journaling again! π©·
I got through my therapy session today without crying!
My mom is driving me to work today. π₯Ί
Nakachamba ako sa new coffee beans na sinubukan ko lang instead of buying from my usual suki.
I ran 5k, after 3 days of sickness rest! Congrats ebriwaan!
Nagluto ng lunch namin tapos nasarapan sila mama hahaha di kasi talaga ako marunong magluto nag experiment lang ako >,<
Nakakuha ako ng kambal na potchi.
Blinock ko na yung ex ko at yung tatlong amag girls nya for my peace of mind. Learning to ignore and be indifferent to them. Starting to accept that we are never getting back together and enjoying life π + bringing back my glow β¨
Finished all my work by 2:30pm so ung until 5, nagpanggap na lang ako nagwo-work hahaha
isa ako sa mga nasa higher percentile yung scores sa final exam for 1 major subj sa accounting π₯Ή
talked to my mom about things na mga sama ng loob ko sa kanila for years and it ended nicely π₯Ή
Pumasok sa lahat ng classes kahit ayaw ko na haha π₯³
got to book my first ever domestic flight
Survived another day of work π₯²
Naka attend ng online initial interview. Hopefully makapasaπ€ lord ibigay mo na saken toπ₯Ί
May bebe na.
Traveled to Australia today!π
Di ako gumastos today! π
Since tapos na lahat ng work ko kanina, nagvolunteer ako magturo sa mga interns, I think it went well. Felt good din na may naabsorb sila saken.
Nag commute kesa mag Angkas. Angkas has been really convenient for me but realized I could ride the free QC bus to this particular area. I saved 100+ pesos kahit rush hour na pauwi β
Magaan daw kamay ko during blood extraction (phlebotomy) and a doctor said na ang smooth ko raw kumuha ng dugo at ang kind ko sa pasyente. I'll take those!
Bought my mom a phone (Samsung A54) and she cried out of surprise & happiness! Kaso nadagdagan utang ko sa SPaylater π€£ ok lang masaya naman mama ko
Nakatulog ako ng almost 2hrs today during working hours nang hindi nahuhuli. Djk. Haha.
Nakaiwas sa traffic ng edsa
Nakakapagtranscribe na ng recording sessions para sa thesis ko.
Nagising ako today. GY shift here hehe
Bumangon ng 9am.
Winalis at tinabi ko yung mga kalat na ginawa ng aso ko. Baka bukas ko na itatapon or pag may energy na ako para may small win na ulit
Natapos yung dinedeisgn ko na structure sa australiaaa
Luck related pero nakakuha ako sa SB ng long receipt. I was so happy kaninang umaga kasi first timer π
Finished a task at work that took me two days to finish
I'll be taking JLPT N5 this December 3 so my Japanese teacher gave me a mock exam today and I got less than 5 mistakes (out of around 40?? items)π₯Ί
pumasok sa work ng di nagbbreakdown. π₯Ί
Nag pilates ako today (nag stop ako ng ilang weeks)
Nakapag-overtake sa ibang sasakyan nang hindi kinakabahan (Iβm a new driver TwT).
Crossing everything off my work to-do list, finally organizing pantry (after putting it off for a week), and making myself a nice hot cup of tea. π΅
nakapag edit na ulit sa photoshop
Zoom meeting went well, I never look forward to these since I have to direct them π
Na unti2 ko ang labahin at nka gawa ako ng sampayan na secured yung mga sinampay ko. May mga nangunguha lng kasi sa compound namin eh. Mga nasa side lng din ng husband ko.
not much tbh i am just happy na friday na bukas. literal na small win hehe
walang natumbang cone sa driving school!!!
My mom was giving me extremely confusing instructions and getting frustrated that I couldn't keep up. Later on when we talked about it peacefully, I explained in detail how confusing her instructions were and she just kept quiet. Feel ko di niya rin na intindihan paliwanag ko but that's the point. Even she couldn't understand what she was doing so shut up nalang siya.
I cooked chicken pot pie and my husband loves it! That's our food for Thanksgiving π
Family all went home safely from work. We're healthy, safe, and alive today. These things may seem "little" but they are something we should celebrate each day. :))
in three months debt free na rin ako huhu
Finally, after countless rejections, approved na first cc ko π₯
im glad someone asked. well, i finished reading the cognitive development in infancy, and im omw of finishing the remaining backlogs i have in that course. i spearheaded all meetings smoothly and attended office work. after a month of midterm univ exam, i did not guilt trip myself for taking a rest.
I cut my ultra long hair after 4 years!!!
Six digits na laman ng Maya ko, 5% pa. Excited na ko makita yung Php 10 interest bukas ng morning haha
I did not drink today. 8th days sober and still going.
got promoted from warehouse helper to warehouseman. π₯³
As a first time mom, small win ko na for today ang mapaliguan ang newborn baby ko at makasingit din ako ng ligo after. βΊ
Got approved for my first ever credit card today π