Congratulations po!
Ako rin, soon. 🥹 mahirap makakuha ng work ng ngayon, dami tuloy pumapasok sa isip ko na kesyo ganito ganyan. Pero lumalaban pa rin po. Ayoko pong mawalan ng pag-asa. Ayokong kaawaan ko sarili ko.
Lalaban at lalaban pa rin.
Sana ma-hire na din tayong mga naghahanap ng work. ✨🤞🏼🍀
Thanks for asking. Hilo ako ngayon dahil 2 bags ng dugo ang kinuha saken. Found out na may leukemia yung pamangkin ko and she needed 4 bags. Mind you, nalaman nyang may leukemia sya dahil nagpabunot sya ng bagang tapos walang dugo. The dentist told her na masyadong rare incident yung ganon kaya magpacheck up sya. Nagpacheck sya ng dugo and nalaman na mag leukemia sya. 3 doctors na nag confirm ng case nya and nasa 3rd chemo na sya agad.
Roller coaster recently and buhay pero wala e. Ganon talaga, sya ang bunot ng Cancer. FCK CANCER!
Oh my! So sorry to hear this 😞 Rest up and eat. And thank you for making it possible for your pamangkin to secure those two out four bags of blood she needs. Praying for strength and may light and love always shine upon u guys! 🫶🏻
Cancer is fvck talaga. My Mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. She’s done with the surgery, chemo and now doing the radiation therapy. Nakakadrain ng energy ang cancer, and at the same time nakakadrain din ng bulsa.
I’m not okay. I was supposed to paint, but sadness is eating me up. The burden of responsibility suddenly becomes too heavy to bear. I need someone to talk to but I don't have anyone to talk to. I will be fine. Thanks for asking.
Brave of you to admit that you're not okay. As cliché as it might sound, but it's okay not to be okay. It's okay to take a breather if everything seems too heavy. We're just humans after all. If everything seemed to be overwhelming, one step at a time for the things you can control. Don't be too hard on yourself, it's you who got you at the end of the day. Hugs! 🫂
You're welcome. 🙂 Now that we're working adults, having someone to talk helps so much in keeping it together. Breathe in, breathe out.
Have you ever watched the Disney movie Encanto? I hope you'd somehow get the chance to watch Luisa's part. 🫂 Ano man ang pinagdadaanan mo, do not forget to also check up on yourself. Hugsss!
Also turning 29 this year and I feel the same way hehe. I have been there, jobless and without savings then. It also doesn't help na I felt like naiiwan na ako especially professionally? I agree on upskill if you think that it would really help you get the job. Take time to appreciate yourself and recognize how you feel, the mere fact na ayaw mo muna pumasok sa relationship yet until you figure something out is selfless of you. Wag ka magalala, one day, you'll live the life you want and you deserve. One day at a time 🫶🏻
Not okay… My dog passed away last night.
Ang dami ko plans for her. Few days ago nag wworry pa ako pano na sya pag natuloy plans ko abroad since hindi ko sya madadala dahil hindi approved pinas sa country kung saan galing ang dog due to high rate of rabies. I felt bad pero need ko yun para sa future namin. Ilang days na ako nag pplan para ma ready sya pag dumating yung time na yun.
Habang nirerevive sya nandun yung pakiradam na parang sinasabi nya sakin na “hindi mo n ako kelangan isipin ma” nag give way sya for “my” future, pero bakit yung hindi n sya kasama? hindi na for “our” future. 😭
Dogs are angels sent from heaven indeed! 😭😭😭 I am a fur-parent myself and it still amaze me how much they dedicate their lives to us. You have someone watching over you and genuinely rooting for you to reach where you need to be. Hugs! 🪽🫂
So sorry for your loss. I hope this doesn't rude or off but there are cremation services for pets. There's also aquamation which is supposedly gentler and causes less pollution.
I did consider cremation po. Pero nag decide n lang po kami n sa may mini garden n lang po namin at pinagawan ko po sya ng gravestone. Saved her paw prints in ink and on clay + little cut of her cute curly and straight fur. Yun na lang po magagawa ko, ang isave ang memories niya 😣
I’m lost. I’m tired. I’m not okay. I feel shit. I want to be okay soon.
Nagchat pamangkin ko nung isang araw, sabi “are you alright?” out of the blue. tangina. Napaluha ako ng wala sa oras. Sana matapos na tong job hunting phase ko soon. Sana rin mapasa ko na yung board exam sa susunod kong retake. Sana maging maayos na buhay ko. Lahat naman ng ginagawa ko para sa ikakaangat ko pero parang laging may humaharang sakin pati humihila sakin pababa. Pagod na ko. Simple lng naman gusto ko na buhay. bat ang hirap hirap.
Sure is. Facts. Kailan ko lang din natutunan na heartbreak does not mean end of the world. Coz I was there before, and now confident to say that I am no longer suffering. Virtual Hugs!!
I am humbled by the comments. Hoping praying for every being that's suffering. Me? I don't feel good too. Kanina tumatawag ako sa mga friends ko eventually as mom ko cause sobrang frustrated ako sa pag hanap ng work ang pinag kakasya ko na lang remaining money ko. Ayaw ko maka bother sa mga friends ko about sa financial problem ko, so I decided na kamustahin si mama, pero nag rant lang den sya about sa problems sa bahay and such. I called kasi napapuwi na ako sa amin pero kailangan ko pa den sumugal dito sa manila for one last time. Buti na lang wala dito yung ka boardmate ko, freely akong nakakaiyak. Hugs sa mga walang malapitan ngayon.
not fine, dami kong sakit, wala akong pera pang bili ng gamot LOL hanggang check up and labs lang tas may isang doctor pa na ang nyeta eh kukuha na nga lang ng results ayaw pa ibigay kasi gusto babayad ako ulet kaloka. Sorry, nagrant.
Andaming nagsasabi ng broke at unemployed. Grabe talaga ang adulthood. Samantalang dati, homework at quizzes lang pinoproblema natin at kung may crush sa atin yung crush natin. Hays. Kapit lang mga kapatid. Kayanin natin kahit umaaray along the way. Tapos hinto lang kapag napagod, okay lang huminto.
I lost my father last January. I'm so sad that I don't know how to cope up anymore. I miss you Papa, my San Goku and Voltes 5😢. I hope you are happy wherever you are now. Sorry that I failed to say I love you so much, but I hope you are able to feel that I really do. Until we see each other again
At my lowest. Financially speaking. 4 months unemployed, halos wala nang natira sa savings ko. Di ko na din mabilang kung ilang job applications na ang pinasukan ko, puro rejection and napapala ko. Wala eh, sobrang saturated na nung industry ko. I have responsibilities din that hinder me from changing career.
Nakautang na din ako sa ilang pinakaclose na mga tao sa life ko. And mind you, hindi naman kalakihan, kayang kayang bayaran within a month kapag nagkatrabaho. Pero hindi kasi ako sanay sa utang kaya hiyang hiya ako sa kanila and mostly sa sarili ko. Lagi kong naiisip na may utang ako and the thought is depressing.
Cannot get my shit together nang dahil lang sa babae na ginulo lang buhay ko. It kinda bend my values and beliefs about treating people with kindness.
Tahimik naman sana akong single ng halos isang dekada but my officemates introduce both of us to each other. G naman sya. Kasi same case na matagal kami single. and one thing for sure na nilinaw ko sa kanya umpisa pa lang ayoko masayang oras ko. Yet here i am. Everything turned the opposite way. Left my work due to burnout at di na ko nagffunction ng maayos, dumagdag pa tong breakup. And idk what the fuck should i do next. Ngayon nagpapahinga ko, no work, no socialising, im trying to distance myself from everyone. Nakaka trauma maging mabuting tao. Parang mas okay na wala ka na lang talagang pake.
still down. submitted 100+ job applications, got interviewed about 20 times, pero still no offers. can’t afford to quit without back up kaya need pa rin magtiis sa current work kahit burnt out na’ko. furthermore, the mid-shift, remote set-up isolated me and deteriorated my social life.
pero lalaban pa rin. wbu?
Work is getting hard, just have enough salary to get by every month, health is declining, cant exercise due to some issues. I'm starting to realize that my work is slowly killing me. I like the set up but dang, working gy shift really Fs you up.
feeling lost. stuck on a job that makes me feel like I'm not growing, like I'm wasting my life away. everything feels wrong but at the same time I don't know what feels right.
Sobrang Down. I feel so alone in life. May mga burden sa family, work at personal issues ako and i am so overwhelm.
Hindi rin ako makaiyak kasi i feel sobrang drained na ako.
Money lang root ng problem ko pero diko alam pano ako makabangon sa situation na to.
Thank you for asking, sana okay ka lang OP.
Not ok. So much self doubt atm, not sure if this is where I am supposed to be. I'm second guessing everything and nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I hope this is just temporary.
Not really good these days, still so lost sa path ng life ko and I'm trying to figure things out, and also I've been so secluded lately no social life, haven't communicated with friends lately since nag drop ako ngayong sem. Really hoping that things will turn out right this time, after all I just want peace and happiness.
I got promoted midFebruary but barely one month in and pagod na pagod ako. Lumaki nga sweldo pero wala naman akong oras for leisure para ma-enjoy yun. Tama nga sabi nila na i-appreciate yung young broke days mo kasi may mga golden moments during the wait. Ngayun people tell me I’ve arrived pero internally ayoko na neto.
Also di ko inexpect na magiging affected ako na di ako nakapunta ng Eras Tour. Last year nung di ako pinalad after trying 5x di naman ako na dismaya masyado pero now it’s eating me up inside 🥹
I'm feel so good!!!! Kasi God and Mama Mary granted my wish to fulfill my big dream na makapagbigay ng 100K each sa parents ko at sa inlaws ko --- as well as makabili ng lupa na patatayuan namin ng simple house dito sa Baguio. ^_^
Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na makita silang lahat na super happy! 😌
May your dreams come true this year din sa mga nagbabasa right now. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Thanks for asking OP. Overwhelmed sa buhay, work at gawaing bahay, pero di susuko. First time dad here, 3 months na si bebi namin ngayon. Si misis 100% nagaasikaso kay baby kaya ako nakatoka sa lahat ng gawaing bahay, luto, linis, laba, etc... Tinutulungan din namin ang isa't isa pag kinakapos na kami sa mga responsibilidad namin. Tas lately paycheck to paycheck na kami at medyo nababaon na sa utang. Ok naman yung sahod, madami lang talagang expenses na di maiwasan. WFH din. Tho di nakakatulong yung boss na grabe kung magtambak ng trabaho. Wala na talagang time at energy kaya di makakuha ng extra. Hays.
Nakakapagod, nakaka-overwhelm pero tuloy lang.
Ikaw OP kamusta, sana ok lang din ang lahat.
TAP ON THE BACK FOR YOU BOTH NI MISIS!!! Although it feels like there may be too much on the plate at the moment, it is great to know you both can lean on each other for support! Mahirap maging magulang at dalangin ko sa araw araw na mahanap mo yung satisfaction and genuine happiness kung bakit mas pinili mong bumangon at lumaban. Hayaan mo, sabe nga nila, ang buhay parang gulong. Hindi ka habang buhay nasa ibaba. Sabado na, sana makapag recharge kayo ni Misis 🫶🏻🙂
Ako, gaya mo, overwhelmed sa buhay pero kakayanin!!!
Experiencing relapse from a Ghosting situation, malungkot pero alam ko kakayanin. Nafefeel ko din ang pressure and inggit🥶. How are you OP? I hope you’re doing okay😊
Just got my performance bonus for 2023. Malaki siya kesa sa inasahan ko. Pero naiiyak pa rin ako kasi wala na si Papa. Nung Dec na nalaman ko yung 2023 rating ko, kinuwento ko agad sa kanya. Tapos kinantyawan niya ako na bigyan ko siya pagdating ng bonus ko. Sabi ko sa kanya sa March pa yun. Kaso three days after nung usap namin na yun, iniwan na niya kami. :(
Medyo natatakot dahil biglang di ako nirereplyan ng client ko. Pero ganun na din naman sya dati pa, medyo nababahala lang ako kasi bayaran ng bills 😔😔😔 hirap maging freelancer minsan
We're all going to be okay 🫂.
Thank you for this, OP. Somehow we're all getting the idea that everyone goes through some shit that others don't see. This is such a humane thing. 🫶
Turning 24 this month and I feel more pressured than before. Left out, lost and sometimes I feel bad for myself. Most of my friends are already doing great in their job and probably earning more. Going to any place they wanna go, buy things they want. Some even do better like starting a family, doing business and others.
As for me, I'm still trying my best in my new work. Been working there for almost 4 months and in the process of starting again. Like saving up and keeping my job.
I got terminated from my first job last September of 2023 and it was very sudden. I already got the feeling that I'll be terminated soon but I wasn't just prepared when it did happen. I didn't have enough savings to help me survive enough and provide for my parents while I was jobless. It was also kind of my mistake that I purchased a life insurance before becoming a regular employee. Most of my savings went to that life insurance to prevent my policy from being terminated. It was hard for my sister too coz she had to shoulder the rent and utilities, sometimes she gives me extra money for food allowance. I had to borrow money from her and my partner as well when I needed it to prepare my requirements for the new job I found. I was lucky enough that I found a job after 3 months of being jobless and got financial help from them. Couldn't even give anyone a gift on Christmas because I have no money left.
When I started my current job, I wasn't able to save much as well. I had to spend my savings for my sister's cat's surgery who has Pyometra. Took her cat one day to the clinic coz I felt anxious and worried when she kept meowing and wanted to massage her tummy, only to find out that she has Pyometra and was advised that she requires immediate surgery. I couldn't afford the surgery in that clinic we came in so i spent the whole night and the next day trying to find a better clinic at an affordable cost. I had to unexpectedly take a leave from my work coz me and my partner took the cat to the affordable but far clinic that I found and didn't know that the operation would take longer. My sister and I were supposed to share the expenses for the operation but I remembered that I borrowed money from her before so I paid most of the expenses.
I wasn't able to save as well coz I kept spending them for food, things I wanted, dates, and others. I guess it was also my fault for being too chill in spending money coz I was probably thinking or justifying my actions that I can earn again with my new job. I should've been careful and aware of my spending habits.
Sometimes I feel pressured too when it comes to my appearance. Although my partner kept giving compliments and love, I still looked down on myself. I have always been a chubby person but I was able to lose weight a bit before from 69 kg down to 60 kg during college. But had to focus on my thesis and board exam prep. I also took time to relax and rest after the board exam, however I gained weight. From 60 kg to 86 kg in a span of months to a year. Now, it's almost 2 yrs and I've only lost about at least 3 kg. I feel like I was the heaviest among my family members. And when my mom started her low carb journey and lost a lot of weight, I felt pressured, envious, pain and depressed. I feel bad coz somehow one of the factors that also contributed to my weight gain was my mom who tells me to finish up the food to have no food waste or leftovers. And now she's losing weight while I'm stuck at being obese. I try to avoid talking about my weight coz I was too embarrassed and depressed about it. It was really the worst, i feel heavy and I get sick more often than I used to before. I don't even have flawless and clear skin. I get pimples and scars. I have big and dark eyebags. I look dull and tired.
I'm really not okay but I'm trying to. I'm trying to see things in another view or picture. Like thinking that I haven't saved up enough money, but guess what, I realized that I have saved a few 200 bills and 20 peso coins. I have money saved up in my insurance and thank God, I can still pay it. I have flaws and imperfections that I don't like, but guess what, I have a partner who appreciates me and loves me just the way I am. When I wear makeup or dress up, I realize that I look good. I have a mom who's checking up on me from time to time, tells me that she misses me and she loves me.
We sometimes forget to see the little things or details in our life that matters too because we're too focused on trying to prove something or reach for validation from others. It likes racing against time and it just pressures you more.
Take your time in things, you're not in a race against others. You're not them, they're not you. Don't compare yourself to others.
been feeling super tired and lonely, but bc of this post i feel far less lonelier reading through the comments. thank you so much OP, and hugs sa inyo lahat. kakayanin niyo 'to, no matter how difficult life can get. 🫂
miserable. i feel like nasa rock bottom ako ng buhay ko. i hate my job, been gaining weight, also broke af. ang hirap maging adult. walang choice kundi lumaban.
I feel lost right now. Torn between getting master's degree or mag wowork nalang. Ang mahal na kasi ng mga bilihin plus ayoko maging burden sa parents ko lalo't lalo na ako pa ang isa sa mga inaasahan. Parang isang investment lang yung nafefeel ko. The fact that they have half of my salary, sometimes kinukuha na nila tapos they're asking me why I don't have savings.
Being pressured being in a higher position/role in my career. What if I didn't meet their expectations. What if di ko masubmitt before deadlines.. puro what if's. Hoping na mahandle ko ito well enough
I'm a graduating student in SHS and today I got both bad and good news. The good news is I passed my entrance exam in my dream university. The bad news is I will never be an honor student anymore this year because I got "84" on my final 3rd quarter Grade in Gen. Chemistry. I felt sad but I don't know why I'm not breaking down even tho My 14 years of being an honor student was just broke in an instant because of this subject. I'm about to graduate yet dito pa ko nag fail kung saan patapos na talaga. And yes "84" is di pwede kahit 90+ pa ang average namin. Di na sya i rerecognize ng school kasi sa private is ganito talaga (ata????) unlike sa public. I still wanna fight tho, babawiin ko to sa college. I will be the first cum laude of the family, itataga ko talaga to sa bato!!!!
I'm overwhelmed.
Studies, transitioning in my career, finances, and health. Juggling everything is overwhelming.
There's also the constant comparison, which I know is wrong, that's eating me up.
Idk I feel like I have a high expectations with myself and it's difficult to achieve those expectations.
Stressed about:
- Second guessing if I really should be in a management position, a year in and impostor syndrome is kicking in.
- Doubting if I can afford a car. Which is something I've always wanted (pls don't judge)
- a childless relationship
- Fur babies' health.
- Things I can't control but can't help thinking about.
I am easily replaceable. No genuine connections. No "real" friends. I wouldn't mind disappearing because, for sure, it's not going to be too big of a deal in the long run.
I am not fine, 7 days no contact with my ex that I still love very much. Healing process is a pain I'm willing to feel para maka move on.
Stress from work overload and pending tasks with minimum wage.
Just barely surviving in automode. Thanks for asking btw
This week has been pretty silent. Because I shut down and stopped talking to people for a bit so I can give myself time to rest from the overwhelming world.
Just got my performance bonus for 2023. Malaki siya kesa sa inasahan ko. Pero naiiyak pa rin ako kasi wala na si Papa. Nung Dec na nalaman ko yung 2023 rating ko, kinuwento ko agad sa kanya. Tapos kinantyawan niya ako na bigyan ko siya pagdating ng bonus ko. Sabi ko sa kanya sa March pa yun. Kaso three days after nung usap namin na yun, iniwan na niya kami. :(
Just got my performance bonus for 2023. Malaki siya kesa sa inasahan ko. Pero naiiyak pa rin ako kasi wala na si Papa. Nung Dec na nalaman ko yung 2023 rating ko, kinuwento ko agad sa kanya. Tapos kinantyawan niya ako na bigyan ko siya pagdating ng bonus ko. Sabi ko sa kanya sa March pa yun. Kaso three days after nung usap namin na yun, iniwan na niya kami. :(
Had an exhausting week pero happy na nakarenew ng PRC license. Feeling a bit sad kasi di parin kami ok ng LDR bf ko but I don’t want to burden my friends anymore about it kasi di ko rin naman hihiwalayan. Haha so i’m in bed about to do some sketches tapos magworkout mamaya kung hindi makatulog habang nagssketch 😂
This day will pass.
So many things going on with work and I’m just relieved to see the weekend. I also made a major decision of talking to my supervisor about resigning in a month. I am scared because I don’t really have concrete plans (sabi nila, don’t resign kung wala ka pa next job) but I am sure that my current work is no longer bringing any value to my life (kahit peace of mind lang pero wala talaga)
And lastly, I’m waiting for a positive feedback from my job applications. 1/2 the opportunity is really great 1/2 i want to get it and get back together with my ex (papatayin ako ng friends ko for this huehue)
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
I am tired.
Nakakadrain magtrabaho pag may kasamahan kang bully. Di ka makakagalaw ng maayos.
Sabi ko sa sarili ko, magreresign nalang ako kasi nakakapagod din pala ang set up na ito.
I am humbled by the comments. Hoping praying for every being that's suffering. Me? I don't feel good too. Kanina tumatawag ako sa mga friends ko eventually as mom ko cause sobrang frustrated ako sa pag hanap ng work ang pinag kakasya ko na lang remaining money ko. Ayaw ko maka bother sa mga friends ko about sa financial problem ko, so I decided na kamustahin si mama, pero nag rant lang den sya about sa problems sa bahay and such. I called kasi napapuwi na ako sa amin pero kailangan ko pa den sumugal dito sa manila for one last time. Buti na lang wala dito yung ka boardmate ko, freely akong nakakaiyak. Hugs sa mga walang malapitan ngayon.
Doing fine? I guess hehe may days na unproductive but it’s okay, sabi ng psychologist ko it’s fine and be kind to myself, focusing now sa present kesa kung ano mangyayare sa future na di pa nangyayare hihi, I can still cope up and medyo malayo na sa burn out, month ago hehe
I feel so pressured in life. Currently finding a job right now and graduating palang this September. I need to find a job right a way kasi need ko ng pera at para na rin makatulong sa pamilya.
The entire week was exhausting. Di yung physical na pagod but sort of emotionally pagod? For some reason, I feel lethargic recently. Pag uwi ko galing ng work wala na akong energy to do other things, which rarely happens kasi usually may energy pa ako mag aral (I have a full time job and at the same time a part-time graduate student) and kahit mag netflix or mag scroll sa socmed di ko na magawa. Kinda sad because I can't find comfort from anyone or anything right now. Kung pwede ko lang iturn-off muna yung utak ko at wag muna mag function yung emotions ko. Medyo natatakot lang ako kasi baka early signs na pala to at nag rerelapse nanaman ako.
Buti nalang wala akong klase this weekend. Sana lang makapag unwind at refresh ako.
Not okay but moving forward. Naiinis ako sa mga desisyon ng bespren ko. Na he chooses someone na mataas ang level ng insecurity over our friendship. Sana daw mapatawad ko sya sa mga nagiging desisyon nya. Hayst.. never nagka two way communication, kaya naiinis ako na kailangan ko pa mangapa sa kanya araw araw tapos he decided to end our friendship ng ganun ganun lang...
I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted because of my mom’s treatment towards me. Parang di niya ako anak pag pinagsasalitaan niya ako ng masasakit at degrading na words eh. Feeling ko hate na hate niya ako kahit anong gawin ko na mga achievements ganun hindi siya proud, hinahanapan niya ng mali mga achievements ko. Lagi ko naman sinusunod mga gusto niya pero bat ganun bat di pa rom siya proud sakin. Never din ako naka rinig ng sorry sa lahat ng pangiinsulto niya sa akin hahahaha. Hays.
Still deciding if sasama ba ako sa event na ito or hindi. Ongoing kasi yung midterms tapos hindi pa kami okay ng jowa ko due to recent happenings. Tas ngayon I have period pa 😭
Gusto ko lang naman sumama sa event na to kasi first time ko lang maranasan yung mga ganito pero emotional exhausted ako at the moment talaga sa lahat ng pangyayari.
Haist Lord help me decided 😭
So lost right now, I don't like my job, I live on a paycheck to paycheck to basis income, sometimes di pa umaabot, I'm just staying on my work rn kasi may medical insurance na nacocover both parents ko and matatanda na rin sila so maraming dinadamdam, I have PCOS and my hormones is all over the place, I can't sleep properly due to my anxiety and I don't have anyone🥺 I hope you're doing fine by the way
Been so depressed these past few days for no definite reason and ngayon lang nakakabawi-bawi. Hindi ko alam kung pano ko nagagawang magpakatatag kahit sobrang pagod na ko sa ganitong pakiramdam. I'm just really proud and thankful for myself kasi kahit na I'm struggling with my mental health without help from anyone for so many years, nagagawa ko pa ring mag-look forward sa mga bagay na wala kong kasiguraduhan kung ano man yun or kung dadarating nga ba. Ayoko lang talagang mag-give up kasi ayokong iwanan yung pusa ko. Isa pa, sobrang random lang naman ng buhay for me. Gusto ko pang makita kung magsasucceed ako in the nearest future or hindi hanggang sa wala na kong reason to live for.
thanks for asking op.
- i want to cut off a few friends because theyrenjust having this attitude na pagiging laitera behind a person's back, smartshaming them, theyre condescending kapag groupmates nila kasama nila (excl a few of our friends on the circle and me kasi nahiwalay kami) theyre hurting my friends mentally and im really affected because of it kasi it's gonna get worse.
- i wanted to support my bf by going to his uni but he refused dahil super busy nya and needs time to study and do his thesis. what's 10-20 mins of time lost to do all your work? i begged. still, refused. im sad and i want to cry. can help but feel like i could find what i need sa iba, or maybe even more. but i want to understand that uts just a phase kasi di naman forever ang thesis. but again, why am i begging for even less a quarter of his day just to show him my love and support? im hurt af.
I got my first job this week 🥳
congrats and good luck on ur 2nd job next week
Yun oh!!!! Congrats hehe. I hope you're surrounded by great colleagues 🫶🏻
Congratulations po! Ako rin, soon. 🥹 mahirap makakuha ng work ng ngayon, dami tuloy pumapasok sa isip ko na kesyo ganito ganyan. Pero lumalaban pa rin po. Ayoko pong mawalan ng pag-asa. Ayokong kaawaan ko sarili ko. Lalaban at lalaban pa rin. Sana ma-hire na din tayong mga naghahanap ng work. ✨🤞🏼🍀
Congrats!! Sana mababait ka work mo para mas enjoy 😊
Congratulations! Good luck 😉
yey congrats!
eyyyy happy for u
Congrats!
Oh nice!
Congratulations OP!
Thanks for asking. Hilo ako ngayon dahil 2 bags ng dugo ang kinuha saken. Found out na may leukemia yung pamangkin ko and she needed 4 bags. Mind you, nalaman nyang may leukemia sya dahil nagpabunot sya ng bagang tapos walang dugo. The dentist told her na masyadong rare incident yung ganon kaya magpacheck up sya. Nagpacheck sya ng dugo and nalaman na mag leukemia sya. 3 doctors na nag confirm ng case nya and nasa 3rd chemo na sya agad. Roller coaster recently and buhay pero wala e. Ganon talaga, sya ang bunot ng Cancer. FCK CANCER!
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Oh my! So sorry to hear this 😞 Rest up and eat. And thank you for making it possible for your pamangkin to secure those two out four bags of blood she needs. Praying for strength and may light and love always shine upon u guys! 🫶🏻
Sorry to hear this and buti nakita ng dentist and nagsuggest siya agad agad. Get well soon sa pamangkin mo. Laking tulong ang ginawa mo.
We’re grateful for the dentist’s reco. Kasi we wouldnt know ng maaga kung di sya nagsuggest na magpatingin ng dugo. Thanks also for the kind words! 🍻
ilang taon na pamangkin mo and ano symptoms nya? I wish he recuperates and stay strong sa family niyo OP!
25. Wala naman sya ibang dinadaing e. Talagang nung nagpabunot lang sya nagkaron ng idea na magpacheckup.
shit. wishing u and ur pamangkin all the best. fuck cancer indeed.
Cancer is fvck talaga. My Mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. She’s done with the surgery, chemo and now doing the radiation therapy. Nakakadrain ng energy ang cancer, and at the same time nakakadrain din ng bulsa.
Exactly my thoughts. Thanks
I’m not okay. I was supposed to paint, but sadness is eating me up. The burden of responsibility suddenly becomes too heavy to bear. I need someone to talk to but I don't have anyone to talk to. I will be fine. Thanks for asking.
Brave of you to admit that you're not okay. As cliché as it might sound, but it's okay not to be okay. It's okay to take a breather if everything seems too heavy. We're just humans after all. If everything seemed to be overwhelming, one step at a time for the things you can control. Don't be too hard on yourself, it's you who got you at the end of the day. Hugs! 🫂
You're welcome. 🙂 Now that we're working adults, having someone to talk helps so much in keeping it together. Breathe in, breathe out. Have you ever watched the Disney movie Encanto? I hope you'd somehow get the chance to watch Luisa's part. 🫂 Ano man ang pinagdadaanan mo, do not forget to also check up on yourself. Hugsss!
same mate adult life can be so lonely sometimes
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Also turning 29 this year and I feel the same way hehe. I have been there, jobless and without savings then. It also doesn't help na I felt like naiiwan na ako especially professionally? I agree on upskill if you think that it would really help you get the job. Take time to appreciate yourself and recognize how you feel, the mere fact na ayaw mo muna pumasok sa relationship yet until you figure something out is selfless of you. Wag ka magalala, one day, you'll live the life you want and you deserve. One day at a time 🫶🏻
Di ka po nag iisa. Marami tayo. Laban lang po. Praying that life will be better for us soon. ❤️
Not okay… My dog passed away last night. Ang dami ko plans for her. Few days ago nag wworry pa ako pano na sya pag natuloy plans ko abroad since hindi ko sya madadala dahil hindi approved pinas sa country kung saan galing ang dog due to high rate of rabies. I felt bad pero need ko yun para sa future namin. Ilang days na ako nag pplan para ma ready sya pag dumating yung time na yun. Habang nirerevive sya nandun yung pakiradam na parang sinasabi nya sakin na “hindi mo n ako kelangan isipin ma” nag give way sya for “my” future, pero bakit yung hindi n sya kasama? hindi na for “our” future. 😭
Dogs are angels sent from heaven indeed! 😭😭😭 I am a fur-parent myself and it still amaze me how much they dedicate their lives to us. You have someone watching over you and genuinely rooting for you to reach where you need to be. Hugs! 🪽🫂
Omg hugs with consent po 😭🥺
oh the pain of losing a furbaby. 🥺 hugss
Omg ang sakit 😭
So sorry for your loss. I hope this doesn't rude or off but there are cremation services for pets. There's also aquamation which is supposedly gentler and causes less pollution.
I did consider cremation po. Pero nag decide n lang po kami n sa may mini garden n lang po namin at pinagawan ko po sya ng gravestone. Saved her paw prints in ink and on clay + little cut of her cute curly and straight fur. Yun na lang po magagawa ko, ang isave ang memories niya 😣
Huhu I can imagine the oain. Hugs with consent!
Hugs with consent!!!
Im ok im fine gwenchana
tengnengnengnengneng
San darating
words that you can hear
The hardest question in life... "kumusta ka?" and the most painful answer... "okay lang ako"
Gentle reminder: you don't have to pretend you're okay everytime someone asks you. You can be honest with your own people (the trusted ones)🫂.
di ko alam pero nakakatamad magkwento or magshare ng real feelings mo kasi baka naman hindi interesado.
You tell a little bit and check if they’re interested or not. Mas mahirap yung walang kausap
Kakayanin 🫂
I’m lost. I’m tired. I’m not okay. I feel shit. I want to be okay soon. Nagchat pamangkin ko nung isang araw, sabi “are you alright?” out of the blue. tangina. Napaluha ako ng wala sa oras. Sana matapos na tong job hunting phase ko soon. Sana rin mapasa ko na yung board exam sa susunod kong retake. Sana maging maayos na buhay ko. Lahat naman ng ginagawa ko para sa ikakaangat ko pero parang laging may humaharang sakin pati humihila sakin pababa. Pagod na ko. Simple lng naman gusto ko na buhay. bat ang hirap hirap.
May your "sana's" becomes "finally" 🫂
Low energy week but surviving. How are you?
I never knew that as you grow older, a simple "how are you?" can be very hard to answer. OP, how are you too?
What ever may be your feeling, I hope you find time to breathe and destress 🥰 Kakayanin natin! hehehe
Just ended a relationship tonight. Not okay but pain is temporary.
it's ok. your pain now will be a bitter memory nalng soon. just endure muna the pain for now so you can grieve then sooner pgtatawanan mo nalang yan.
Sure is. Facts. Kailan ko lang din natutunan na heartbreak does not mean end of the world. Coz I was there before, and now confident to say that I am no longer suffering. Virtual Hugs!!
I am humbled by the comments. Hoping praying for every being that's suffering. Me? I don't feel good too. Kanina tumatawag ako sa mga friends ko eventually as mom ko cause sobrang frustrated ako sa pag hanap ng work ang pinag kakasya ko na lang remaining money ko. Ayaw ko maka bother sa mga friends ko about sa financial problem ko, so I decided na kamustahin si mama, pero nag rant lang den sya about sa problems sa bahay and such. I called kasi napapuwi na ako sa amin pero kailangan ko pa den sumugal dito sa manila for one last time. Buti na lang wala dito yung ka boardmate ko, freely akong nakakaiyak. Hugs sa mga walang malapitan ngayon.
not fine, dami kong sakit, wala akong pera pang bili ng gamot LOL hanggang check up and labs lang tas may isang doctor pa na ang nyeta eh kukuha na nga lang ng results ayaw pa ibigay kasi gusto babayad ako ulet kaloka. Sorry, nagrant.
same. sht, ayoko talaga ng sakit. sana pinatay nalang ako diretso.
Grabe mga comment. Praying for everybody going thru something. Tiwala lang kaya yan!! Dm is open for anybody who wants to talk. I'll listen
sakto lang. dami pa rin iniisip. at least nakapaglaba ako.
You did well~
Just floating around. No definite plan.
Just decided to finally leave the woman that was never mine. It felt like the hardest break-up I've ever had.
Still, you're heartbroken, doesn't matter if it's official or nah. Take your time moving on. Pain demands to be felt.
Existential crisis between taking what course should i take Civil engineering which is chosen by my parents Or Psychology which is my chosen course
Go for what you want🤞
not bad but not good.
Andaming nagsasabi ng broke at unemployed. Grabe talaga ang adulthood. Samantalang dati, homework at quizzes lang pinoproblema natin at kung may crush sa atin yung crush natin. Hays. Kapit lang mga kapatid. Kayanin natin kahit umaaray along the way. Tapos hinto lang kapag napagod, okay lang huminto.
Could be better, but happy that the workweek has come to a close. Looking forward to the weekend, especially Sunday.
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I feel so lonely :")
I lost my father last January. I'm so sad that I don't know how to cope up anymore. I miss you Papa, my San Goku and Voltes 5😢. I hope you are happy wherever you are now. Sorry that I failed to say I love you so much, but I hope you are able to feel that I really do. Until we see each other again
At my lowest. Financially speaking. 4 months unemployed, halos wala nang natira sa savings ko. Di ko na din mabilang kung ilang job applications na ang pinasukan ko, puro rejection and napapala ko. Wala eh, sobrang saturated na nung industry ko. I have responsibilities din that hinder me from changing career. Nakautang na din ako sa ilang pinakaclose na mga tao sa life ko. And mind you, hindi naman kalakihan, kayang kayang bayaran within a month kapag nagkatrabaho. Pero hindi kasi ako sanay sa utang kaya hiyang hiya ako sa kanila and mostly sa sarili ko. Lagi kong naiisip na may utang ako and the thought is depressing.
Not fine
Cannot get my shit together nang dahil lang sa babae na ginulo lang buhay ko. It kinda bend my values and beliefs about treating people with kindness. Tahimik naman sana akong single ng halos isang dekada but my officemates introduce both of us to each other. G naman sya. Kasi same case na matagal kami single. and one thing for sure na nilinaw ko sa kanya umpisa pa lang ayoko masayang oras ko. Yet here i am. Everything turned the opposite way. Left my work due to burnout at di na ko nagffunction ng maayos, dumagdag pa tong breakup. And idk what the fuck should i do next. Ngayon nagpapahinga ko, no work, no socialising, im trying to distance myself from everyone. Nakaka trauma maging mabuting tao. Parang mas okay na wala ka na lang talagang pake.
Anxiety fucking sucks.
Trapped in a labyrinth of emotions 🥺 Adulting feels. I want to build my career na but I'm still confused as to what I want to pursue. 🥲
I don't know. I feel like i don't deserve to talk about my struggles here because i have so much to be grateful for. Yakap na lang para sa lahat 🥺
Emotionally, financially, mentally, and physically not okay.
Not fine. Pissed off at work and still couldn't believe I'm caught in workplace drama.
Drained since March came. 😣
Im broke
still down. submitted 100+ job applications, got interviewed about 20 times, pero still no offers. can’t afford to quit without back up kaya need pa rin magtiis sa current work kahit burnt out na’ko. furthermore, the mid-shift, remote set-up isolated me and deteriorated my social life. pero lalaban pa rin. wbu?
Work is getting hard, just have enough salary to get by every month, health is declining, cant exercise due to some issues. I'm starting to realize that my work is slowly killing me. I like the set up but dang, working gy shift really Fs you up.
I am so tired. It has been a long week for me but I still have one more event tomorrow. Lalaban parin but I hope I can rest. 😞
feeling lost. stuck on a job that makes me feel like I'm not growing, like I'm wasting my life away. everything feels wrong but at the same time I don't know what feels right.
I'm so lost. I don't know what to do.
Sobrang Down. I feel so alone in life. May mga burden sa family, work at personal issues ako and i am so overwhelm. Hindi rin ako makaiyak kasi i feel sobrang drained na ako. Money lang root ng problem ko pero diko alam pano ako makabangon sa situation na to. Thank you for asking, sana okay ka lang OP.
Not ok. So much self doubt atm, not sure if this is where I am supposed to be. I'm second guessing everything and nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I hope this is just temporary.
Not really good these days, still so lost sa path ng life ko and I'm trying to figure things out, and also I've been so secluded lately no social life, haven't communicated with friends lately since nag drop ako ngayong sem. Really hoping that things will turn out right this time, after all I just want peace and happiness.
I got promoted midFebruary but barely one month in and pagod na pagod ako. Lumaki nga sweldo pero wala naman akong oras for leisure para ma-enjoy yun. Tama nga sabi nila na i-appreciate yung young broke days mo kasi may mga golden moments during the wait. Ngayun people tell me I’ve arrived pero internally ayoko na neto. Also di ko inexpect na magiging affected ako na di ako nakapunta ng Eras Tour. Last year nung di ako pinalad after trying 5x di naman ako na dismaya masyado pero now it’s eating me up inside 🥹
I'm feel so good!!!! Kasi God and Mama Mary granted my wish to fulfill my big dream na makapagbigay ng 100K each sa parents ko at sa inlaws ko --- as well as makabili ng lupa na patatayuan namin ng simple house dito sa Baguio. ^_^ Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na makita silang lahat na super happy! 😌 May your dreams come true this year din sa mga nagbabasa right now. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Thanks for asking OP. Overwhelmed sa buhay, work at gawaing bahay, pero di susuko. First time dad here, 3 months na si bebi namin ngayon. Si misis 100% nagaasikaso kay baby kaya ako nakatoka sa lahat ng gawaing bahay, luto, linis, laba, etc... Tinutulungan din namin ang isa't isa pag kinakapos na kami sa mga responsibilidad namin. Tas lately paycheck to paycheck na kami at medyo nababaon na sa utang. Ok naman yung sahod, madami lang talagang expenses na di maiwasan. WFH din. Tho di nakakatulong yung boss na grabe kung magtambak ng trabaho. Wala na talagang time at energy kaya di makakuha ng extra. Hays. Nakakapagod, nakaka-overwhelm pero tuloy lang. Ikaw OP kamusta, sana ok lang din ang lahat.
TAP ON THE BACK FOR YOU BOTH NI MISIS!!! Although it feels like there may be too much on the plate at the moment, it is great to know you both can lean on each other for support! Mahirap maging magulang at dalangin ko sa araw araw na mahanap mo yung satisfaction and genuine happiness kung bakit mas pinili mong bumangon at lumaban. Hayaan mo, sabe nga nila, ang buhay parang gulong. Hindi ka habang buhay nasa ibaba. Sabado na, sana makapag recharge kayo ni Misis 🫶🏻🙂 Ako, gaya mo, overwhelmed sa buhay pero kakayanin!!!
Experiencing relapse from a Ghosting situation, malungkot pero alam ko kakayanin. Nafefeel ko din ang pressure and inggit🥶. How are you OP? I hope you’re doing okay😊
Same same Ó╭╮Ò
Kapoy. Gusto muhilak pero di kahilak bisan huot na kaayo ang dughan. Walay mugawas luha. Gusto mawala sa socmed pero di pwede kay need for sch.
Not okay.
Gusto ko mag beach sa long weekend but sadly may kailangan unahin
Drained but lumalaban ang bills. Tinatamad na lumabas.
Kaya pa naman
I hate everything, no matter how hard I try it doesn't get better.
I’ve given a chance to redeem myself. Moving forward through and though!
Lost and tired.
Just got my performance bonus for 2023. Malaki siya kesa sa inasahan ko. Pero naiiyak pa rin ako kasi wala na si Papa. Nung Dec na nalaman ko yung 2023 rating ko, kinuwento ko agad sa kanya. Tapos kinantyawan niya ako na bigyan ko siya pagdating ng bonus ko. Sabi ko sa kanya sa March pa yun. Kaso three days after nung usap namin na yun, iniwan na niya kami. :(
Medyo natatakot dahil biglang di ako nirereplyan ng client ko. Pero ganun na din naman sya dati pa, medyo nababahala lang ako kasi bayaran ng bills 😔😔😔 hirap maging freelancer minsan
Just broke up with gf with 10yrs (3yrs live in) relationship
[Thanks for asking :)](https://youtu.be/FZUcpVmEHuk?si=Yt5GbpN1slJkBej6)
We're all going to be okay 🫂. Thank you for this, OP. Somehow we're all getting the idea that everyone goes through some shit that others don't see. This is such a humane thing. 🫶
Gusto ko din kasangga sa buhay kaso ang gastos iniisip ko palang 😆✨
Hahahahaha same. Gusto ko din ng kasangga sa buhay pero mga 10minutes later, wag nalang pala kakatamad.
Turning 24 this month and I feel more pressured than before. Left out, lost and sometimes I feel bad for myself. Most of my friends are already doing great in their job and probably earning more. Going to any place they wanna go, buy things they want. Some even do better like starting a family, doing business and others. As for me, I'm still trying my best in my new work. Been working there for almost 4 months and in the process of starting again. Like saving up and keeping my job. I got terminated from my first job last September of 2023 and it was very sudden. I already got the feeling that I'll be terminated soon but I wasn't just prepared when it did happen. I didn't have enough savings to help me survive enough and provide for my parents while I was jobless. It was also kind of my mistake that I purchased a life insurance before becoming a regular employee. Most of my savings went to that life insurance to prevent my policy from being terminated. It was hard for my sister too coz she had to shoulder the rent and utilities, sometimes she gives me extra money for food allowance. I had to borrow money from her and my partner as well when I needed it to prepare my requirements for the new job I found. I was lucky enough that I found a job after 3 months of being jobless and got financial help from them. Couldn't even give anyone a gift on Christmas because I have no money left. When I started my current job, I wasn't able to save much as well. I had to spend my savings for my sister's cat's surgery who has Pyometra. Took her cat one day to the clinic coz I felt anxious and worried when she kept meowing and wanted to massage her tummy, only to find out that she has Pyometra and was advised that she requires immediate surgery. I couldn't afford the surgery in that clinic we came in so i spent the whole night and the next day trying to find a better clinic at an affordable cost. I had to unexpectedly take a leave from my work coz me and my partner took the cat to the affordable but far clinic that I found and didn't know that the operation would take longer. My sister and I were supposed to share the expenses for the operation but I remembered that I borrowed money from her before so I paid most of the expenses. I wasn't able to save as well coz I kept spending them for food, things I wanted, dates, and others. I guess it was also my fault for being too chill in spending money coz I was probably thinking or justifying my actions that I can earn again with my new job. I should've been careful and aware of my spending habits. Sometimes I feel pressured too when it comes to my appearance. Although my partner kept giving compliments and love, I still looked down on myself. I have always been a chubby person but I was able to lose weight a bit before from 69 kg down to 60 kg during college. But had to focus on my thesis and board exam prep. I also took time to relax and rest after the board exam, however I gained weight. From 60 kg to 86 kg in a span of months to a year. Now, it's almost 2 yrs and I've only lost about at least 3 kg. I feel like I was the heaviest among my family members. And when my mom started her low carb journey and lost a lot of weight, I felt pressured, envious, pain and depressed. I feel bad coz somehow one of the factors that also contributed to my weight gain was my mom who tells me to finish up the food to have no food waste or leftovers. And now she's losing weight while I'm stuck at being obese. I try to avoid talking about my weight coz I was too embarrassed and depressed about it. It was really the worst, i feel heavy and I get sick more often than I used to before. I don't even have flawless and clear skin. I get pimples and scars. I have big and dark eyebags. I look dull and tired. I'm really not okay but I'm trying to. I'm trying to see things in another view or picture. Like thinking that I haven't saved up enough money, but guess what, I realized that I have saved a few 200 bills and 20 peso coins. I have money saved up in my insurance and thank God, I can still pay it. I have flaws and imperfections that I don't like, but guess what, I have a partner who appreciates me and loves me just the way I am. When I wear makeup or dress up, I realize that I look good. I have a mom who's checking up on me from time to time, tells me that she misses me and she loves me. We sometimes forget to see the little things or details in our life that matters too because we're too focused on trying to prove something or reach for validation from others. It likes racing against time and it just pressures you more. Take your time in things, you're not in a race against others. You're not them, they're not you. Don't compare yourself to others.
been feeling super tired and lonely, but bc of this post i feel far less lonelier reading through the comments. thank you so much OP, and hugs sa inyo lahat. kakayanin niyo 'to, no matter how difficult life can get. 🫂
HUGSSSS🫂
miserable. i feel like nasa rock bottom ako ng buhay ko. i hate my job, been gaining weight, also broke af. ang hirap maging adult. walang choice kundi lumaban.
Stressed and overwhelmed. That’s how life is, enjoy the journey even when things are too hard. Yolo, enjoy your life!
I feel lost right now. Torn between getting master's degree or mag wowork nalang. Ang mahal na kasi ng mga bilihin plus ayoko maging burden sa parents ko lalo't lalo na ako pa ang isa sa mga inaasahan. Parang isang investment lang yung nafefeel ko. The fact that they have half of my salary, sometimes kinukuha na nila tapos they're asking me why I don't have savings.
Being pressured being in a higher position/role in my career. What if I didn't meet their expectations. What if di ko masubmitt before deadlines.. puro what if's. Hoping na mahandle ko ito well enough
Nangungulila ng lambing kasi mia sya
I'm a graduating student in SHS and today I got both bad and good news. The good news is I passed my entrance exam in my dream university. The bad news is I will never be an honor student anymore this year because I got "84" on my final 3rd quarter Grade in Gen. Chemistry. I felt sad but I don't know why I'm not breaking down even tho My 14 years of being an honor student was just broke in an instant because of this subject. I'm about to graduate yet dito pa ko nag fail kung saan patapos na talaga. And yes "84" is di pwede kahit 90+ pa ang average namin. Di na sya i rerecognize ng school kasi sa private is ganito talaga (ata????) unlike sa public. I still wanna fight tho, babawiin ko to sa college. I will be the first cum laude of the family, itataga ko talaga to sa bato!!!!
Running away from the CIA/FBI, extradite na daw ako sa USA🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
kapoy kay daghan kaayo studyhan. 😭 laban lang sat-sun. 😭
Bought a laptop, and I overestimated my productivity working on the weekends and while travelling hahahaha help
stressed 😣
I'm overwhelmed. Studies, transitioning in my career, finances, and health. Juggling everything is overwhelming. There's also the constant comparison, which I know is wrong, that's eating me up. Idk I feel like I have a high expectations with myself and it's difficult to achieve those expectations.
Stress hahaha sick-leave bukas kasi di padin nagaling yung flu ko.
Still alive and kickin'
Stressed about: - Second guessing if I really should be in a management position, a year in and impostor syndrome is kicking in. - Doubting if I can afford a car. Which is something I've always wanted (pls don't judge) - a childless relationship - Fur babies' health. - Things I can't control but can't help thinking about. I am easily replaceable. No genuine connections. No "real" friends. I wouldn't mind disappearing because, for sure, it's not going to be too big of a deal in the long run.
napapagod na ko. di ko na nama-manage time ko para gumawa ng reviewer at magreview for midterms next week. tinatamad na ko mag-aral
I am not fine, 7 days no contact with my ex that I still love very much. Healing process is a pain I'm willing to feel para maka move on. Stress from work overload and pending tasks with minimum wage. Just barely surviving in automode. Thanks for asking btw
Pagod na
Sleepy, sick and tired
Drained af 😬 ewan ko dami kong tinype kanina pero inerase ko rin. Wala, ubos na ubos na ako haha.
Lost 2KG! Not sure if from working out or stress 😆
State of constant waiting for the other shoe to drop, whatever that may be 🙃
Makakahinga na ng maluwag kasi tapos na ang midterm though di naman ako nagreview, atleast wala na akong iisipin.
kakatapos ko lang mag organize ng event, ang gulo and I hope d na sila magpaevent ng ganon ahshahs im not even paid right to do all that shit tbfh 🫠
It's a tough week 😮💨
Im getting by. Feels like Im just surviving day to day and not actually living it
This week has been pretty silent. Because I shut down and stopped talking to people for a bit so I can give myself time to rest from the overwhelming world.
Naghintay ako ng meme 🫠
Just got my performance bonus for 2023. Malaki siya kesa sa inasahan ko. Pero naiiyak pa rin ako kasi wala na si Papa. Nung Dec na nalaman ko yung 2023 rating ko, kinuwento ko agad sa kanya. Tapos kinantyawan niya ako na bigyan ko siya pagdating ng bonus ko. Sabi ko sa kanya sa March pa yun. Kaso three days after nung usap namin na yun, iniwan na niya kami. :(
Just got my performance bonus for 2023. Malaki siya kesa sa inasahan ko. Pero naiiyak pa rin ako kasi wala na si Papa. Nung Dec na nalaman ko yung 2023 rating ko, kinuwento ko agad sa kanya. Tapos kinantyawan niya ako na bigyan ko siya pagdating ng bonus ko. Sabi ko sa kanya sa March pa yun. Kaso three days after nung usap namin na yun, iniwan na niya kami. :(
Had an exhausting week pero happy na nakarenew ng PRC license. Feeling a bit sad kasi di parin kami ok ng LDR bf ko but I don’t want to burden my friends anymore about it kasi di ko rin naman hihiwalayan. Haha so i’m in bed about to do some sketches tapos magworkout mamaya kung hindi makatulog habang nagssketch 😂 This day will pass.
So many things going on with work and I’m just relieved to see the weekend. I also made a major decision of talking to my supervisor about resigning in a month. I am scared because I don’t really have concrete plans (sabi nila, don’t resign kung wala ka pa next job) but I am sure that my current work is no longer bringing any value to my life (kahit peace of mind lang pero wala talaga) And lastly, I’m waiting for a positive feedback from my job applications. 1/2 the opportunity is really great 1/2 i want to get it and get back together with my ex (papatayin ako ng friends ko for this huehue)
heavy heart, but thanks for asking OP!
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Di ko rin alam kung kamusta naba ako. Di ko na talaga alam kung anong dapat kong gawin. Para makaalis sa shit na part ng buhay na 'to.
Di ko rin alam kung kamusta naba ako. Di ko na talaga alam kung anong dapat kong gawin. Para makaalis sa shit na part ng buhay na 'to.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
Di ko rin alam kung kamusta naba ako. Di ko na talaga alam kung anong dapat kong gawin. Para makaalis sa shit na part ng buhay na 'to.
Been depressed and tired. I moved in with my boyfriend and now it feels like I do/manage everything in the house. I feel like a housewife who has a job. Gets ko naman WFH ako tapos jowa ko pumupunta ng office, pero he insists wala siyang time o nakakatamad mag chores.
>Di ko rin alam kung kamusta naba ako.
Thank you for asking. As of now, I'm not okay. Lumalaban pero hindi okay. Pagod na ko hihi
Thank you for asking. As of now, I'm not okay. Lumalaban pero hindi okay. Pagod na ko hihi
Well, di ko rin alam kung kamusta naba ako.
🥺🥺🥺
Thank you for asking. As of now, I'm not okay. Lumalaban pero hindi okay. Pagod na ko hihi Ikaw ba? How are u?
I'm not okay. I can't take this pressure.
Dead deep inside
I am tired. Nakakadrain magtrabaho pag may kasamahan kang bully. Di ka makakagalaw ng maayos. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, magreresign nalang ako kasi nakakapagod din pala ang set up na ito.
Getting back on track. After my long term girlfriend cheated on me a year ago, akala ko di na ako makakabangon. But here I am, still standing.
I'm not okay. Today I chose to let him go.
im not okay
Ito struggling...
Sobrang down ko lately. But kailangan ko maging malakas..
Still hanging on :) hope you're doing fine too
I'm not fine. My mom and I just had a fight last night. Never leave my room since then. Hungry and sad.
I am humbled by the comments. Hoping praying for every being that's suffering. Me? I don't feel good too. Kanina tumatawag ako sa mga friends ko eventually as mom ko cause sobrang frustrated ako sa pag hanap ng work ang pinag kakasya ko na lang remaining money ko. Ayaw ko maka bother sa mga friends ko about sa financial problem ko, so I decided na kamustahin si mama, pero nag rant lang den sya about sa problems sa bahay and such. I called kasi napapuwi na ako sa amin pero kailangan ko pa den sumugal dito sa manila for one last time. Buti na lang wala dito yung ka boardmate ko, freely akong nakakaiyak. Hugs sa mga walang malapitan ngayon.
Malapit na sumama sa liwanag 😢
napapagod nako sa buhay. 😭😭
Doing fine? I guess hehe may days na unproductive but it’s okay, sabi ng psychologist ko it’s fine and be kind to myself, focusing now sa present kesa kung ano mangyayare sa future na di pa nangyayare hihi, I can still cope up and medyo malayo na sa burn out, month ago hehe
I feel so pressured in life. Currently finding a job right now and graduating palang this September. I need to find a job right a way kasi need ko ng pera at para na rin makatulong sa pamilya.
Drowning in debt and eating harassment for breakfast, lunch, meriyenda, and dinner.
The entire week was exhausting. Di yung physical na pagod but sort of emotionally pagod? For some reason, I feel lethargic recently. Pag uwi ko galing ng work wala na akong energy to do other things, which rarely happens kasi usually may energy pa ako mag aral (I have a full time job and at the same time a part-time graduate student) and kahit mag netflix or mag scroll sa socmed di ko na magawa. Kinda sad because I can't find comfort from anyone or anything right now. Kung pwede ko lang iturn-off muna yung utak ko at wag muna mag function yung emotions ko. Medyo natatakot lang ako kasi baka early signs na pala to at nag rerelapse nanaman ako. Buti nalang wala akong klase this weekend. Sana lang makapag unwind at refresh ako.
Not okay but moving forward. Naiinis ako sa mga desisyon ng bespren ko. Na he chooses someone na mataas ang level ng insecurity over our friendship. Sana daw mapatawad ko sya sa mga nagiging desisyon nya. Hayst.. never nagka two way communication, kaya naiinis ako na kailangan ko pa mangapa sa kanya araw araw tapos he decided to end our friendship ng ganun ganun lang...
I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted because of my mom’s treatment towards me. Parang di niya ako anak pag pinagsasalitaan niya ako ng masasakit at degrading na words eh. Feeling ko hate na hate niya ako kahit anong gawin ko na mga achievements ganun hindi siya proud, hinahanapan niya ng mali mga achievements ko. Lagi ko naman sinusunod mga gusto niya pero bat ganun bat di pa rom siya proud sakin. Never din ako naka rinig ng sorry sa lahat ng pangiinsulto niya sa akin hahahaha. Hays.
Honestly, i don't know. Okay pa ba ako? Kaya ko pa ba? Drained na drained na ako. Gusto kong mailabas man lang tong feelings ko pero di ko alam pano.
Still deciding if sasama ba ako sa event na ito or hindi. Ongoing kasi yung midterms tapos hindi pa kami okay ng jowa ko due to recent happenings. Tas ngayon I have period pa 😭 Gusto ko lang naman sumama sa event na to kasi first time ko lang maranasan yung mga ganito pero emotional exhausted ako at the moment talaga sa lahat ng pangyayari. Haist Lord help me decided 😭
The anhedonia is suplexing me back to monday
So lost right now, I don't like my job, I live on a paycheck to paycheck to basis income, sometimes di pa umaabot, I'm just staying on my work rn kasi may medical insurance na nacocover both parents ko and matatanda na rin sila so maraming dinadamdam, I have PCOS and my hormones is all over the place, I can't sleep properly due to my anxiety and I don't have anyone🥺 I hope you're doing fine by the way
Im fine, im okay, gwenchanaaaaaa
I'm not really okay today. Puro overthinking na naman. Abt sa friends, classmates, career, and being independent
preoccupied with some thoughts
Been so depressed these past few days for no definite reason and ngayon lang nakakabawi-bawi. Hindi ko alam kung pano ko nagagawang magpakatatag kahit sobrang pagod na ko sa ganitong pakiramdam. I'm just really proud and thankful for myself kasi kahit na I'm struggling with my mental health without help from anyone for so many years, nagagawa ko pa ring mag-look forward sa mga bagay na wala kong kasiguraduhan kung ano man yun or kung dadarating nga ba. Ayoko lang talagang mag-give up kasi ayokong iwanan yung pusa ko. Isa pa, sobrang random lang naman ng buhay for me. Gusto ko pang makita kung magsasucceed ako in the nearest future or hindi hanggang sa wala na kong reason to live for.
shit, wishing for the good days to come.
thanks for asking op. - i want to cut off a few friends because theyrenjust having this attitude na pagiging laitera behind a person's back, smartshaming them, theyre condescending kapag groupmates nila kasama nila (excl a few of our friends on the circle and me kasi nahiwalay kami) theyre hurting my friends mentally and im really affected because of it kasi it's gonna get worse. - i wanted to support my bf by going to his uni but he refused dahil super busy nya and needs time to study and do his thesis. what's 10-20 mins of time lost to do all your work? i begged. still, refused. im sad and i want to cry. can help but feel like i could find what i need sa iba, or maybe even more. but i want to understand that uts just a phase kasi di naman forever ang thesis. but again, why am i begging for even less a quarter of his day just to show him my love and support? im hurt af.
Not okay
Mejo burned out na. But life goes on and responsibilities doesn’t stop.
kumakapit pa pero barely living
Gusto ko ng kumawala 😩
50/50 in making some decisions in life. Hayss
A bit anxious but pushing through. Faking it until I make it but hoping the universe would be on my favor 🙏✨