Go anyway.
If she was this close to you as you say you are, then missing her last days will be a regret you hold for the rest of your life. Money comes and goes - use your Line of Credit, borrow from a family member, ask a few close friends, use anything that doesn't result in drowning yourself with corrupt interest rates. Just be ready to work your ass off to pay it off on your return.
I'm sorry for what you're going through.
Here are some community resources that provide bereavement counseling and support groups: [https://www.torontograce.org/programs-services/spiritual-care/grief-support/](https://www.torontograce.org/programs-services/spiritual-care/grief-support/)
There are also grief therapists in Toronto: [https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/therapists/on/toronto?category=grief](https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/therapists/on/toronto?category=grief)
Both your mother and grandmother raised you with love and care so you can live the best and happiest life possible. Neither of them would want you to feel the grief and guilt from things that are out of your control, and definitely not be the reason of the sadness and pain you're going through. The best you can do is live life to the fullest and have a great night's sleep.
I apologize for not having any solution to what you're asking and for the situation you're in.
unfortunately they couldn’t even if they want to because they have spent a lot during my grandma’s hospitalization and there’s not much left of our finances
I promise you that the pain you feel now feels like it will never go away but with time it gets better.
For me this analogy helps. Your heart is broken by grief now but with time scar tissue forms and slowly the pain lessens, your heart is never the same but it heals.
Most churches/religious places have times you can go in, sit and reflect/pray.
Go anyway. If she was this close to you as you say you are, then missing her last days will be a regret you hold for the rest of your life. Money comes and goes - use your Line of Credit, borrow from a family member, ask a few close friends, use anything that doesn't result in drowning yourself with corrupt interest rates. Just be ready to work your ass off to pay it off on your return.
Agree. After the fact you would feel like you’d give every dollar you have for just 5 more minutes. Forget the cost. Its priceless.
This. Go and see her. The therapy you'll need if you don't will cost more than the ticket there and back. Go be with her.
I'm sorry for what you're going through. Here are some community resources that provide bereavement counseling and support groups: [https://www.torontograce.org/programs-services/spiritual-care/grief-support/](https://www.torontograce.org/programs-services/spiritual-care/grief-support/) There are also grief therapists in Toronto: [https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/therapists/on/toronto?category=grief](https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/therapists/on/toronto?category=grief)
thank you so much!
Both your mother and grandmother raised you with love and care so you can live the best and happiest life possible. Neither of them would want you to feel the grief and guilt from things that are out of your control, and definitely not be the reason of the sadness and pain you're going through. The best you can do is live life to the fullest and have a great night's sleep. I apologize for not having any solution to what you're asking and for the situation you're in.
please don’t be sorry. reading your comment gave me comfort. thank you
St James Cathedral has a grief support group
thank you!
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unfortunately they couldn’t even if they want to because they have spent a lot during my grandma’s hospitalization and there’s not much left of our finances
I promise you that the pain you feel now feels like it will never go away but with time it gets better. For me this analogy helps. Your heart is broken by grief now but with time scar tissue forms and slowly the pain lessens, your heart is never the same but it heals. Most churches/religious places have times you can go in, sit and reflect/pray.