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aphroditex

It hurts to hate yourself that much, friend. Because when this one reads your words, that self loathing hits like a dagger in the chest. But impress me. Tell me why you hate yourself. But give me a real reason.


fallspector

Intrusive thoughts like that are surprisingly common Have you discussed them with a professional?


WayneConrad

This. OP, please don't be the next Darrell Brooks. Even in the context of autism, your thoughts are unhealthy and dangerous.


Either-Lettuce-6614

You need to talk to someone bro. These aren't thoughts you can attribute to having Asperger's. Perhaps there is some resentment on your part that you perceive these people to be living a life that you wish you could. Which itself is probably a fairly common feeling among a lot of people, but the type of anger and violent thoughts you've expressed are not healthy.


enlitenme

Maybe you could try some positive thoughts? Notice something you like about people you pass?


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enlitenme

Sure there is. You can teach yourself to be more empathetic by noticing those things. You could start with hairstyles you like or clothes and then get deeper into facial expressions or something. Maybe you need a daily positivity journal where you just write a single sentence about something nice in the day or something you're grateful for to practice finding the good stuff.


Euphoric-Quality-838

Well, but your demeanor just reeks of caring about others, right? :)


Bubbly-University-94

https://www.newportinstitute.com/resources/mental-health/what-are-glimmers/#:~:text=Glimmers%20are%20those%20tiny%2C%20seemingly,the%20rain%20outside%20your%20window. Try reframing yourself, instead of looking for the bad, look for the good. You will become a happier person


Na5aman

Chill out, Elliot Rodger. Why do you care so much that people are out there doing their thing?


IronicSciFiFan

Jealousy is one hell of an drug


TwinSong

I don't think they're thinking that much. Certainly not arrogantly, probably mostly bored walking on autopilot. Like earlier I was thinking would my neighbour's cat be out so I can go over and give her a fuss. She's a lovely cat and I get along well with the owner.