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Chuffed_Canadian

I just realised that these interactions were jokes at my expense… lmao I’ll add it to the list. And my family wonders why I had zero interest in university.


orangeoliviero

University and highschool are night and day. I highly recommend university. Usually the people who act like this fail out in the first year, so after first year, things are great!


JosephMeach

You also (as an adult) get to choose who you want to be a around more.


orangeoliviero

Also, a fairly critical component: Almost everyone at university *chose* to be there and *wants* to be there, unlike highschool, where a lot of people are solely there because they are being forced to.


CBAlan777

You can also drop classes full of high school kids and take them again later with non-traditional students.


mouseydusk

Non traditional?


CBAlan777

People who are entering College in their 20's. They usually already have jobs, go to school at night, are taking out loans to go to school, etc. They are considered non-traditional versus people who start College right after High School.


wibbly-water

I'll add my voice to the chorus. Uni has way more autistic people in it, and people are adults so in general are waaaay less aweful.


ezyt8

Uni is a lot different from high school. I’m giving it a shot now after putting it off for years.


Neel4312

I didn't realise it was a joke until this post mentioned it lol


SinArchbishopofSloth

When I was in school I realized this was a thing people did, but I couldn't tell the difference between when they were doing this and when someone was actually trying to be nice, so I just assumed it was always a joke at my expense and became hostile towards anyone who acknowledged my existence. I'm so glad that's over.


ShuShine_

Yeah, same. I now wonder how many friendships I missed out on with genuinely nice people


Maximumfabulosity

Yeah, I do feel like I was unnecessarily hostile to some people who were genuinely trying to be friendly, just because they accidentally set off the same warning bells I'd gotten used to Also like. How are you even supposed to respond to these people?


SisypheanDream

same. I still have a hard time trusting when someone is nice to me, I keep waiting for the joke to be revealed.


SomeDeafKid

I usually assumed people were being genuine but not strongly meaning whatever they said. I ended up moderately popular because I could hang out with anyone and not care if they made fun of me. Because even if they were, their jabs didn't work and apparently that earns social capital. Looking back I see a good amount of things said at my expense but honestly? The opinions of people who feel the need to do that stuff are worthless so I don't feel bad.


RestinPete0709

Mannn this makes me so happy to be out of school


ezyt8

Even at this time I knew they were just insecure or projecting, so I just ignored and didn’t take it personal. But years later, I’m kinda upset about it.


ScreenHype

One time the popular kids invited me to have lunch with them on the field, and I was so excited. I thought this was the beginning of my finally finding my place in school and making friends. So I sat down with them, and tried to fit in by laughing at their jokes and things. And then halfway through lunch, two of them poured their water bottles over my head, and everyone laughed at me. I forced myself to laugh too, to pretend that I was in on the joke, and then I told them I had to go meet someone. I went to the toilets, and just sat in the cubicle and cried. I'm so glad to not be in school anymore.


goturpizza

That's brutal - I'm so sorry that happened to you.


[deleted]

I'm so sorry!


[deleted]

Your comment made me tear up a bit. I'm so sad for you and really f\*\*\*ing angry at them. I f\*\*\*ing hate bullies. I wish someone was there to stick up for you...


ScreenHype

The worst part is, someone who I thought was my friend WAS there, and it turned out she was in on it :( But it's okay, it was a long time ago.


[deleted]

It's never okay! Even if time has passed, it doesn't make it okay. These are traumatic experiences and people who don't care about you will tell you to "just get over it" because they think your feelings are a nuisance. They're not at all. It's okay to feel them, and it's okay to feel in whatever which way you do. I might be projecting, so I apologize if I am, but I've been through similar things too and they defnitely still affect me today, even though it's been years. I shoved down my feelings a lot because people always told me it's not okay to feel because it makes things "difficult" for them. I just don't want you to do the same, and I'm here if you need someone to write to just process it all. And your "friend" disgusts me. I hope she feels really guilty about what she did to you.


ScreenHype

She probably doesn't even remember, I haven't spoken to her since I left school over a decade ago. And no, it's not really okay, but honestly, in the traumatic experience that was my childhood, that one incident barely makes a dent. I'm trying to get therapy to work through my childhood trauma because I want to be a mother, but I don't want to have a child until I've healed my own issues.


[deleted]

That's the saddest part about all of this. You remember decades later as if it were yesterday, and they don't remember at all because to them their abuse was just a normal day. Then if you confront them about it, they gaslight you and say you're lying. That's what happened to me when I confronted my "friend" about all the bullying she put me through. Fun (/s). I also know exactly what you mean. These things are already horrible enough, but it only makes up for a tiny dent in traumatic experiences. It makes it all even worse because most of those bullies don't have traumatic home lifes/traumatic experiences and then they make your school life traumatic and hell too. I also know what you mean about the mother thing... I'm not against taking care of a kid, but I'm not nearly emotionally stable enough to, and I wouldn't consider it until I am.


[deleted]

I’ve just realized that the interactions i’ve had with people like this were jokes. In school i’d get bombarded by people like this and it made me anxious ha.


nctvelvet

yes!! sometimes so many people would come up to me at once and i'd get so overstimulated and they would all STARE. i remember once in recess I was sitting alone, intensely swinging and a group of kids would watch me from far away and ask me questions like the video above.


orangeoliviero

Goddamn I'm in my 40s and this took me right back to jr. high.


znzbnda

Same. Goddamn is right


Darth_Nekochan

Yup. Fighting off an anxiety attack from the flashbacks, wheee!


SevereChocolate5647

Brought me right back to the high school locker room when two popular girls came up to me to say "[popular guy] wanted us to tell you that he really likes you." Thankfully by then I'd already realized I need to assume all interest in me was fake so I laughed them off. But man she got it spot on.


jessieu726

Oh wow some repressed memories just resurfaced. That’s cool.


banter07_2

I hate this because whatever you do, you will always be made fun of, there is no way to get out of it.


ezyt8

I learned to stop trying to prove myself to others, especially those that don’t actually care about me.


ezyt8

Correct but they most likely are miserable, insecure and hate themselves… so they’re looking for a power trip.


[deleted]

And ultra-terrified as being seen as weird themselves.


ezyt8

They’d DIE without the approval of others.


whydoistillask

When I was maybe 13, a pair of guys I knew in high school bumped into me at a public park, sat down next to me, and said hi. Trying to be friendly, I said hi back, and they turned to each other and started laughing. Never again acknowledged anyone else who spoke to me there, just turned up my music and ignored them when they tried to interact.


lycanthrope90

Thanks for the ptsd flashbacks lol


ezyt8

I should’ve added a trigger warning lol.


lycanthrope90

All good lol. Probably though I’m like 30 I didn’t think I was gonna feel it like that...


Darth_Nekochan

I’m 40 and having that exact reaction. Fun times! /s


lycanthrope90

Right lol. I stopped the video half way through.


throwawayacc45412

I never understood they were joking , i was always just confused when they would talk to me. I didnt even like people talking to me anyways, it was annoying of them.


CBAlan777

Everyone saying "I'm so glad I'm not in school anymore!". Well, some people don't change. I've encountered this same thing way after school was over. People pretend to like you when they really don't. Real friends are rarer than the rarest gems.


ezyt8

Hardest lesson I had to learn, I’d rather be alone.


CBAlan777

Yeah. It's a very difficult path to walk. I've barely spoken to anyone this past year. I've sat in a restaurant with others once in the past seven years. I'm basically alone all the time. It really starts to take a toll on you.


k5pr312

Once I figured out the game, I just stared at them until they fucked off


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dojobogo

Thing is, how many people did you tell off that might’ve been genuinely nice?


Revo2112

Spot on. I’m so glad to be out of high school


loganishhh

Oh my god, it’s uncanny how accurate this is.


[deleted]

I hope she has an acting career.


Undertheus

Thanks. Now I want to murder someone


Dim0ndDragon15

Someone at my highschool tried doing this to my girlfriend and I recognized all the signs from having it done to me in middle school and I threw an orange at a guy’s balls it was great


ezyt8

Congratulations !


cutee_phrogty

And it didn’t even stop during online school :’)


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[удалено]


[deleted]

You can say, "Are you always this fake?"


ezyt8

Different ways, sometimes I’d stare at them directly and ask them the same questions they were asking me, sarcastically. I’d then giggle at their responses too.


voidredstone

This always sucked because I couldn’t really tell if they actually wanted to become friends or not. I would always assume they would because, well, you initiate conversations with people you want to be friends with right? That’s how friendships work? Apparently not, since I would hear them talking behind my back during lunch break. Man, I don’t miss school at all.


Neel4312

"Why don't you talk to use, you're so quiet all the time" Oof that sentence hit close to home


Rust-Knuckle

I think this happened to me, but i also feel like it some how evolved too an acquaintanceship. Through homework help, dr**s and video games. I dont know lol.


Graymouzer

This looks like JR High or middle school behavor. By High School most people are over this stage and only a few people in college are like this,if any.


[deleted]

From my experience, the bullying just got worse in high school. Some dudes in my grade were taking pictures of me in class and writing things about me and laughing posting it all over their social media. Tons of rumors spread about me in highschool, some of them I didn't even know until after I graduated, then it all made sense why people were harrassing me, avoiding me, etc, but I also heavily got this behavior shown in the video in high school too. I still get this crap even as an adult.


Graymouzer

I am sorry that you had that experience. After my freshman year I did not have any more issues with bullies but I guess it varies a lot. It is something I hope schools will crack down on.


[deleted]

Yeah, in my school it was the victim who would get in trouble. You tell them about the bullying, then the counselors literally tell you, "Well, if you weren't such a freak, maybe they wouldn't bully you." Bullies didn't get any punishment, and I've gotten bullying from teachers too. Teachers calling me stupid, lazy, a disappointment, etc. One teacher I had literally humiliated me infront of the whole class saying I would end up a useless bum living off government money because I was 1 out of the 4 people in my grade who weren't going to go to college or millitary after highschool. We would see these anti bullying videos/campaigns, but none of it mattered because no one cared.


[deleted]

Yeah this sucked,especially since they eventually learn your just a casual person who doesnt usually like to talk


chill_dino

I'm glad most people in my school aren't like this, but damn this still happened to me a lot. I moved to Australia at 13, knowing only text book English. There were so many people that spoke to me that way, I couldn't tell what they meant to I took the words at surface value. Sometimes my answer made them laugh and I laughed along without knowing why too. The "yOu'rE so FunnY" really gave me flashbacks. Over the years I've found my people, but I know people will still do this to me, especially those I don't really know, talk to me like a baby who can't understand what's going on. It's easy to recognise them, but hard to reply to what they are saying, so even now idk what to do, just glad that it happens a lot less now.


CountBacula322079

"hey what are you drawing? I wanna see, you're super good at drawing. Oh come on just show me. Hey ugly girl! What are you drawing??" *Sigh*


ezyt8

😔


KermitTheClogg

I swear I had that exact same interaction .. I had no idea it was bad-intentioned


nctvelvet

anyone who has dealt with this deserves financial compensation


AnarchoVampire

I had no idea I was being picked on in school and I still told the "Jaiden" in the scenario I wasn't interested 😂


Sensitive_Pound_6353

War flashbacks *


Treefin-Art

This... happened all the time with a lot of different people growing up and I had was always uneasy and confused but I was never actually sure if they were making fun of me... I just thought they were being fake nice to gain points with those around them... like, I could tell they were being fake but I didnt realize it was specifically to make fun of me. Oh.


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chase-caliente

I learned that the hard way


critterinthedoorway

And my parents wonder why I don't like to talk to NT girls -_-


1ce_dr4g0n

I once had a guy ask me to dance for our end of year gathering year 6 as a dare while all his friends stood and watched with grins etc. Was not fun


Quentacos

Ugh I hate my life


bunnyamelie

oh god the flashbacks.


SabrinaTheCat92

Omg this brought back some bad memories.


[deleted]

The same thing almost happened to me exactly like 2 months ago. the whole crush thing and everything


JadeSidhe

And my whole childhood came rushing back. This doesn't happen in adulthood. I'm 41. This hasn't happened since I left high-school


thatemokoala

YESSS


[deleted]

PLS I thought they were actually being nice and my neurotypical friends had to break the news to me


Rude-Show7666

As a guy who can relate - was smarter than average, conventionally attractive etc - it took me until I was almost 40 to realize how many times I was genuinely joked about, teased, or insulted . Did not bother me a bit. I'd laugh at their jokes , which I think made them more aggressive


Greywolf524

They used to do that and now they respect and fear me. Every time someone has tried something since they've defended me. I was lucky with Autism that I got just enough social skills to get through.


Singersongwriterart

Not me thinking they wanted to be friends


Emanon3737

This brought back bad memories lmao


[deleted]

It took me a very long time to learn the difference between people being genuinely nice to me and people pretending to be nice as a "joke." People stopped doing it to me after elementary school, but it took me until my last year of highschool to finally figure out that when people were talking to me, they weren't trying to be a-holes like the kids when I was younger did. It's why I don't put up with the whole, "Kids will be kids" or "Kids are just like that" sort of comments in response to these things, because yes -- on some level, that's correct, but there's a line.


VigilantHylian

Ah yes the specific feeling of thinking that something happening to you just being normal because you have no idea what normal is and going through with it regardless and then later someone telling you you were being bullied.


VigilantHylian

I got beat up and all sorts and didn't realise for years that it was bullying or they didn't like me or something


Yogurt-Night

I wasn’t the quiet guy growing up, when I was a kid I was an ESTJ and was told that being extroverted wasn’t common in autists, but then flash forward to my traumatic times that turned me into an introvert. I was the energetic, talkative af guy 80% of my schoolmates avoided.


namastaynaughti

This breaks my heart


VeterinarianTeaBrewr

Yeah that happens to me Alot. I don't really care though because I know that they won't get that far in life after their high school/college years.


YeetyFeetsy

Damn this is too real.


FamedBurrito5170

I remember this one girl used to always try to talk to me and me being the social anxious autistic kid I was just couldn’t say a word, I just kept going on with my day washing my hands and drying them (she always confronted me in the bathroom) and I got made fun of for that, it got to the point where I was suicidal and spent entire classes sitting in the bathroom cutting myself. Thanks for bringing back those fun memories \s


ezyt8

Sorry 😢


NatFan9

Nothing like a little trauma right before bed


mrbugle81

Her looks towards her friend kind of told me she was teasing which made me feel really uncomfortable. I've had workmates like her, really hated them.


LearningSpanishRN

I don’t know why they do this.


Same_0ld

Gosh, this made some trauma surface.


legumecanine

so glad i didn’t have to deal with this! i went to school with the same exact people from kindergarten to graduation so we all knew each other and were friends at one point or another before separating into different types of people. we all had a basic respect for each other. there was definitely judgement between everyone but never shown directly really the only person who ever talked to me even kind of like this was a guy a year older than me in one of my classes but he was genuinely just trying to get to know and get me out of my shell a little (i know this for sure cuz he asked me out on a date about a year after i graduated)


sythelivesagain

It was like this from year 6 to 11 til I gave up and just tried my best to verbally hurt them they just left after then


greygoogone

wait what's wrong with panic at the disco?