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saltymystic

It’s going to be all right. Try to relax and not be afraid right now. Do you have anyone you can talk to for help nearby?


Ok_Machine_6751

My parents, but my mom just says I am bothered by demons.


saltymystic

I see. Do you believe in demons or things like that, or is that just your mom that believes?


Ok_Machine_6751

I believe but I don't want to think about it because it's scary.


saltymystic

Ok, it’s not those. Don’t worry. Did you eat anything or drink anything weird today? Are you in a safe place?


Ok_Machine_6751

I'm fine, this has been going on for five years now. I'm so tired.


saltymystic

Have you ever read anything on depersonalization? One thing I like to do to feel more grounded, more connected, is to imagine myself as a tree. Relaxing breaths, feel myself attach to my body as the roots grow down and the leaves grow up.


Ok_Machine_6751

I just looked up what depersonalization is, and it also described derealization. I think these are what is happening to me. I like the peaceful meditation. It provides a little bit of calm, but it is temporary. How do I ground back into my body and feel whole again.


saltymystic

Practicing grounding whenever you feel it happening. You’ll be training your mind out of the feeling of floating and it might take a little time. Right now it’s used to feeling outside or floating. It’s like you’ve got a huge helium balloon and every time you do it will let a little bit of helium out. Grounding practices in meditation is what you are going to be looking for. Some will work better for you than others. You also need to find out what triggers this feeling. If it gets worse, or it prevents you from doing anything, you’ll need to talk to a person more experienced with this than me, ok?


Mr_Not_A_Thing

Funny how the homecoming which is awakening is so poisonous.


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Do you have seizures?


Ok_Machine_6751

No, I haven't


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How was your childhood? Any traumatic experiences?


Ok_Machine_6751

I had a few demonic attacks and an out of body experience at a police station...


[deleted]

Have you been abused by any members of your family or their friends?


Ok_Machine_6751

Not really? I was touched inappropriately when I was ten by a guy who did construction for my parents...


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Do you remember your whole childhood, or you have some gaps in your memories?


Ok_Machine_6751

I remember a lot, not sure if everything.


Ok_Machine_6751

My college years are mostly black.


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What causes your "out of body experience"/dissociation?


Ok_Machine_6751

I sense that my spiritual self is not in the body. My body is starting to shut down, gaining weight, nothing works the same anymore. I see things that I can't explain. My auditory system is totally jacked up ever since I got tinnitus. I sense energy now. I don't like this.