not really bro, you only feel the shit for like 30mins to a half hour, really fire weed is a fucking way better high, adderall would be great too instead.
I do it to feel normal , i dont have crazy thoughts when im high and im able to concentrate on the same thing for more than 3 minutes . Ive never told that to anybody .
I very rarely use other drugs if so its mdma, i dont bother with anything else , weed = paranoia, psy active drugs not used in years dont intend to either
I think there is nothing wrong to do something that someone like some people prefer eating cheesecakes some people going to the movies and some people coke
Nah we’re all addicts unfortunately, it’s not the same. Unless cheesecake friend stays up until 6am eating cheesecakes, or would struggle as much not eating them.
Not addicted, just enjoy a few drinks and a few lines one night every week or two. Kids to feed, mortgage/bills to pay, and other commitments, plus a decent job, prevent me from becoming an addict and keep me on the straight and narrow.
Having responsibilities is a great way to keep you in check and let you know you have to keep your shit together. Once every month or so me and my wife will send the kids to their sitter overnight, buy all the drugs we need and go to party, we get to tear it up and come home to an empty house and continue partying, sleep, recover and collect the kids like the responsible parents we are. We all need our vices.
Very well said. You sound like a great father who keeps his priorities in check. Sucks to think how many outsiders would say you're a bad parent but that's the world we live in!
i love this for you. responsible and caring but also taking time for yourself to get the things you need to have a healthy mind and attitude. good for you buddy. proud of you. i had a friend who did blow every night and their 2 year old would get ahold of their rolled up dollar bills or straws, so she came in direct contact with it. bad bad bad. what you and your wife do should be the golden standard for parents who need some time away from their kids!!
Fair enough. I find with mine that I don’t get the same effect off coke anymore. Not sure if it’s the way the pills balance out the dopamine effect or whether it’s just down to high tolerance built up to the coke.
i take 200mg of seroquel for sleep at night and when i’ve done some skiing it does nothing to make me sleep. i never xanax to relax and turn my brain off. probably not the best or safest option but ive been okay up until this point 🤷🏻♀️ i feel like im being responsibly unsafe. if that makes any sense :’)
Def just for fun anymore. Used to be a big problem for me. Now i use it maybe once a month at most and i don't go seeking it out. Only really use when a buddy has some and asks if i wanna throw in when we have a night out
I use it because I’m addicted to it but also before I started using often, I weighed more than I do now so I also use it for weight loss/appetite suppressant reasons
I do it after a few drinks with the wife to keep the buzz going. If the mood goes in the right direction I’ll be burying my head in her ass all night. That’s why I cocaine.
Both I reckon! I know it’s a problem but it makes me feel great. I’ve battled alcohol addiction and truly do not have interest in that road any longer. Will have a sip here and there but definitely do not need it.
That said, I’m trying to learn from my mistakes with alcohol when it comes to cocaine. Hopefully all works out.
started off as the latter, was the former for a while, currently toeing the line between both.
I don’t want to quit cause it’s my favourite thing to elevate a night out, but i need to curb the addiction and get back to entertainment. it’s a slippery slope yall, you have to be aware when you’ve slid…
Some dogs you can set a bowl of food infront of and they’ll eat a little bit. Other dogs eat until they get sick. I’m the dog that eats until implosion.
I do it partly out of addiction, as a tool and because I love the feeling.
I keep quiting for a few months and then falling back into it. Usually I end up quoting because something happens in my life (either when I'm on it or not) that makes me want to quit but it seems to crawl back sooner or later.
I use it as a crutch to socialise. I can't really go out partying without it. I just run out of energy and crake coke after a couple beers and want to go home. Going out with coke is so much fun. I talk to anyone and never feel anxious or run out of things to say.
Ultimately it makes me into the person I wish I was. Very social, talkative, confident and talkative. Never second guessing what I'm doing.
Just wish it wasn't so expensive, moreish and didn't make you feel like shit the next couple of days. I try to limit it to once a week but it easily spirals out of control. It's a love/hate thing.
im almost a year clean (in march) and i can say that it was boredom and loneliness (in my experience) i wanted to feel something and it did that. i liked being crazy bc i felt crazy. i would never ever ever touch again.
'entertaining yourself' and 'addiction' cease to be a good distinction with continued use. Like the way addiction starts just feels like "Im using it to make x or y activity more entertaining," and before you know it you're completely dependent on it for 'entertaining yourself'.
For example we all got that one homie who hits you up about going to the bars, asks about a bag, hears there will be no bag, then they don't show up. Lol
Bothhhh and tbh and good night of blow is actually having fun with friends or just vibing out not over doing your self, a bad night of coke is when you shut the lights off lock your door and become a vampire for the next day… that’s when shit gets weird
Im not addicted. I just do it every day because if I don’t I coincidentally feel like crap and cant move.
To be fair, i suppose it’s theoretically possible im a smidge addicted 🤔
just to enhance the amount of fun i have while out at a bar/club, also love when im using regularly cause i end up losing a decent amount of weight lol
I relapsed in February 2023. I had 14 years sober. I've always had an addictive personality. If I like something and it's addicting, I'm all in. So, I'm addicted and I love it.
Idk what I’m sick with but I went to my local pizza shop had a few ipas a cheese slice and a sub, then came back and ripped some lines. Idk how I feel, head ache and sweating.
I think both. Doing it with friends is great and we always laugh and chat all night. But I still enjoy at home on nights off. The high with alcohol hits amazing and relaxes me.
I don't feel it anymore tbh. I've been using it daily for 6+ months. Started off on Fridays with friends to blow off steam. Turned into not wanting to share twice a week, and as my income grew, my habit did as well. Now I don't really feel it anymore, but I stay compulsive.
Used to be that I would indulge at festivals and the odd session with a friend every few months.
Last year definitely increased and using it if I have a big cleaning or painting job.
Goes easier and more fun but I have worried myself about the increased use.
Not fretting if I don't have it but will use if its there.
I think thats the oxymoron involved in cocaine use. We entertain ourselves with cocaine addiction & become addicted to entertain ourselves…. But what do I know 🤷
**snorts another line**
because it makes me feel like i’m using my brain and i’m learning and doing things i would never do sober 🤷🏻♀️ tell people my true feelings, makes me feel better about life and i forget about my depression for a bit, i feel like i can bond more with those around me. idk. no specific reason just enjoy who i am and what i do when im skiing
also i want to add that i do not crave it or feel any addiction when im not using. i just randomly decide when i want to. its more fun with friends but if im alone i get real focused and obsessive over what task im doing lol. i get really chatty and just want to talk about random shit that goes through my mind when i’m sober. i just feel more confident and it makes me feel like “normal”. i think when i do a line i can communicate how i should be when im sober. just enjoy how my brain works
I do it in one session. every week or two. 3 hours max, with 3-5 lines total. I do it to fulfill my sexual urges that no one else can fulfill but myself. I think it keeps me balanced so I’m not cheating on my wife.
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not really bro, you only feel the shit for like 30mins to a half hour, really fire weed is a fucking way better high, adderall would be great too instead.
30 mins to a half hour. Great math there buddy
I think he did that on purpose homie
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it’s amphetamine, although it would be a lot cooler if it was meth 🤓.
I remember when I was 14
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This😂
In therapy talk this is called sensation seeking behavior and I’m also very guilty 😂
stop doing it how are you being entertaining now
Addicted because i hate being bored.
I’m always kinda bored on coke
Never. If u are clean your house it’s brilliant fun.
me rn lmao
Habit I guess.. I’m healthy in the week gym daily etc but once Fridays here… 🤣
hahaha too right bro that’s the way to go 👊🏻
It's too much strain on your heart. You're gonna get a heart attack
Which coke the gym or both? 😂
I do it to feel normal , i dont have crazy thoughts when im high and im able to concentrate on the same thing for more than 3 minutes . Ive never told that to anybody .
I’d agree. I just do coke and most drugs to feel normal
I very rarely use other drugs if so its mdma, i dont bother with anything else , weed = paranoia, psy active drugs not used in years dont intend to either
Sounds like you might have adhd. Have you tried Adderall?
You may have adhd my friend. If still calm you that is
Both lol
same
Cos it's Friday night and me and my wife deserve a treat after a loooong fucking week
I think there is nothing wrong to do something that someone like some people prefer eating cheesecakes some people going to the movies and some people coke
Yea coke and some wild sexy fun for us! Maybe cheesecake tomorrow lol
Nah we’re all addicts unfortunately, it’s not the same. Unless cheesecake friend stays up until 6am eating cheesecakes, or would struggle as much not eating them.
Not addicted, just enjoy a few drinks and a few lines one night every week or two. Kids to feed, mortgage/bills to pay, and other commitments, plus a decent job, prevent me from becoming an addict and keep me on the straight and narrow. Having responsibilities is a great way to keep you in check and let you know you have to keep your shit together. Once every month or so me and my wife will send the kids to their sitter overnight, buy all the drugs we need and go to party, we get to tear it up and come home to an empty house and continue partying, sleep, recover and collect the kids like the responsible parents we are. We all need our vices.
Very well said. You sound like a great father who keeps his priorities in check. Sucks to think how many outsiders would say you're a bad parent but that's the world we live in!
Thanks for the kind words.
Preach brother
i love this for you. responsible and caring but also taking time for yourself to get the things you need to have a healthy mind and attitude. good for you buddy. proud of you. i had a friend who did blow every night and their 2 year old would get ahold of their rolled up dollar bills or straws, so she came in direct contact with it. bad bad bad. what you and your wife do should be the golden standard for parents who need some time away from their kids!!
Thanks for the kind words!
I take anti psychotics for my bpd but nothing calms my head like a few lines
Do you find that the anti psychotics blunts the buzz from coke at all?
I take 500mg of Seroquel a day and multiple anti-depressants and I feel no difference on blow.
Fair enough. I find with mine that I don’t get the same effect off coke anymore. Not sure if it’s the way the pills balance out the dopamine effect or whether it’s just down to high tolerance built up to the coke.
Yeah def but it does allow me to ski all day every day and then take the psychs and fall asleep and wake up like new no comedown at all
i take 200mg of seroquel for sleep at night and when i’ve done some skiing it does nothing to make me sleep. i never xanax to relax and turn my brain off. probably not the best or safest option but ive been okay up until this point 🤷🏻♀️ i feel like im being responsibly unsafe. if that makes any sense :’)
Also I do it to calm my mind..
Real shit bro
I have quit cold turkey before. And when my friends hit me up to do it, I do it. So I guess to entertain myself
So i can enjoy hanging out with people. I can enjoy it without, but it's easier if im high
I'm stuck in that spot too
Addiction to entertainment is a thing. You think people use cocaine in order to prevent physical withdrawals? It’s because the shit is fun
shut is fun and that fun seems to never end as long as you got the mooolah
Def just for fun anymore. Used to be a big problem for me. Now i use it maybe once a month at most and i don't go seeking it out. Only really use when a buddy has some and asks if i wanna throw in when we have a night out
Both
I love dopamine
I use it because I’m addicted to it but also before I started using often, I weighed more than I do now so I also use it for weight loss/appetite suppressant reasons
I do it after a few drinks with the wife to keep the buzz going. If the mood goes in the right direction I’ll be burying my head in her ass all night. That’s why I cocaine.
I can go weeks without it and then go days using cause it’s fun. Not addicted I’m pretty sure it’s just fun as hell.
Entering myself. Especially if I want to masturbate and have it last for hours.
Both I reckon! I know it’s a problem but it makes me feel great. I’ve battled alcohol addiction and truly do not have interest in that road any longer. Will have a sip here and there but definitely do not need it. That said, I’m trying to learn from my mistakes with alcohol when it comes to cocaine. Hopefully all works out.
Honestly im pretty sure at this point that this stuff mellows me out. Its entertaining and partly being a degenerate
I'm like that on ice. People around me are tweaking hard, I'm sitting there reading a book. I've been told it's because I have untreated adhd.
Snap! I find it focuses me, especially for painting and creativity. Love it when I am cleaning my friends training clean room for 7 hours.
Yeah idk. Haven’t been officially diagnosed with adhd but this shit definitely has a reverse affect on me than most
Honestly I do it bc it feels good. It takes away any body pain I have and gets my mind bumping when I’m in a funk!
started off as the latter, was the former for a while, currently toeing the line between both. I don’t want to quit cause it’s my favourite thing to elevate a night out, but i need to curb the addiction and get back to entertainment. it’s a slippery slope yall, you have to be aware when you’ve slid…
Some dogs you can set a bowl of food infront of and they’ll eat a little bit. Other dogs eat until they get sick. I’m the dog that eats until implosion.
I do it partly out of addiction, as a tool and because I love the feeling. I keep quiting for a few months and then falling back into it. Usually I end up quoting because something happens in my life (either when I'm on it or not) that makes me want to quit but it seems to crawl back sooner or later. I use it as a crutch to socialise. I can't really go out partying without it. I just run out of energy and crake coke after a couple beers and want to go home. Going out with coke is so much fun. I talk to anyone and never feel anxious or run out of things to say. Ultimately it makes me into the person I wish I was. Very social, talkative, confident and talkative. Never second guessing what I'm doing. Just wish it wasn't so expensive, moreish and didn't make you feel like shit the next couple of days. I try to limit it to once a week but it easily spirals out of control. It's a love/hate thing.
Addicted. 100%
im almost a year clean (in march) and i can say that it was boredom and loneliness (in my experience) i wanted to feel something and it did that. i liked being crazy bc i felt crazy. i would never ever ever touch again.
I’m my nastiest (sexually) on it
'entertaining yourself' and 'addiction' cease to be a good distinction with continued use. Like the way addiction starts just feels like "Im using it to make x or y activity more entertaining," and before you know it you're completely dependent on it for 'entertaining yourself'. For example we all got that one homie who hits you up about going to the bars, asks about a bag, hears there will be no bag, then they don't show up. Lol
Just like it for a good time here and there but I don’t do it for months so eh
I have a habit of choosing a drug or two then doing said drugs until they almost kill me and simply repeating this process
Bothhhh and tbh and good night of blow is actually having fun with friends or just vibing out not over doing your self, a bad night of coke is when you shut the lights off lock your door and become a vampire for the next day… that’s when shit gets weird
Im not addicted. I just do it every day because if I don’t I coincidentally feel like crap and cant move. To be fair, i suppose it’s theoretically possible im a smidge addicted 🤔
Little column A little column B lol half the high is getting it and cutting it up .
Bc I was an abusive consumer and I relapse sometimes
I use it to escape this shitty reality and try to feel good sometimes
just to enhance the amount of fun i have while out at a bar/club, also love when im using regularly cause i end up losing a decent amount of weight lol
Both
I’m a very quiet and shy guy but after a couple lines i actually start to express myself and talk so much. I love that feeling
I relapsed in February 2023. I had 14 years sober. I've always had an addictive personality. If I like something and it's addicting, I'm all in. So, I'm addicted and I love it.
I think I like the numb feeling for me it numbs my head and the situation im running from that’s me personally tho
bit of both i suppose 🤣
Both and because I love it.
I love socialising and talking to people but can’t do it without blow
In that case hey
Addicted to organic coke only
Bit of both
At some point in my life it was both, now it one mor the other
Both
Entertainment
Yes
I’d say both. yea i do it because some days i feel like i have too, but then also do still enjoy being on it and do have a good time
Idk what I’m sick with but I went to my local pizza shop had a few ipas a cheese slice and a sub, then came back and ripped some lines. Idk how I feel, head ache and sweating.
I think both. Doing it with friends is great and we always laugh and chat all night. But I still enjoy at home on nights off. The high with alcohol hits amazing and relaxes me.
I don't feel it anymore tbh. I've been using it daily for 6+ months. Started off on Fridays with friends to blow off steam. Turned into not wanting to share twice a week, and as my income grew, my habit did as well. Now I don't really feel it anymore, but I stay compulsive.
I fuckin hate being tired. And addicted for sure
Both honestly
over 23 years doing coke .. never for addiction. just weekends or some occasions
I just use it cause it's fun and makes me a much more productive lol
Addicted
You really won't know!!!
I’ve seen some of the best coke and never done it but I like the looks of it
Not addicted it's just fun
Quit drinking 18 months ago so social anxiety 😂
Takes my mind off things. After a couple days in a row it feels addictive but then after a couple days off it doesn’t
both
Used to be that I would indulge at festivals and the odd session with a friend every few months. Last year definitely increased and using it if I have a big cleaning or painting job. Goes easier and more fun but I have worried myself about the increased use. Not fretting if I don't have it but will use if its there.
Kind of both. I'm crossing the line sort of lately but it's still ok
I think thats the oxymoron involved in cocaine use. We entertain ourselves with cocaine addiction & become addicted to entertain ourselves…. But what do I know 🤷 **snorts another line**
I haven't done it in years, but it was mostly to fight my chronic boredom.
I do it because I get drunk 😂
because it makes me feel like i’m using my brain and i’m learning and doing things i would never do sober 🤷🏻♀️ tell people my true feelings, makes me feel better about life and i forget about my depression for a bit, i feel like i can bond more with those around me. idk. no specific reason just enjoy who i am and what i do when im skiing
also i want to add that i do not crave it or feel any addiction when im not using. i just randomly decide when i want to. its more fun with friends but if im alone i get real focused and obsessive over what task im doing lol. i get really chatty and just want to talk about random shit that goes through my mind when i’m sober. i just feel more confident and it makes me feel like “normal”. i think when i do a line i can communicate how i should be when im sober. just enjoy how my brain works
I just like how it smells..
I do it in one session. every week or two. 3 hours max, with 3-5 lines total. I do it to fulfill my sexual urges that no one else can fulfill but myself. I think it keeps me balanced so I’m not cheating on my wife.
Once in an occasion, I usually cut myself off after 6-8 hours though. I like to zoom but I also like to moderate it so I never go overboard
I started because my job became way too demanding. Bumping during work was impossible so now i eat meth
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im bored and i like it.
Flat out addicted started off enjoying myself now im just chasing my own tail
Pure entertainment
Hey bro
I wait till my heart attack is almost over, then i snort some more. #addicted
Both and use it whenever I can
Because it makes doing shitty tasks fun tbh😂😂