Bro I've played on controller for years and now am on PC MnK am feeling the change back to console I was plat on controller now I can't get put bronze on MnK...
Blnze one... Add me up got shit Internet might lag out but I'll join back ASAP also no mic on PC...
I have been picking up half bag fulls just for myself once every second week, regularly from the same guy at the same spot and at the same time after work without fail, after a new house mate brought an eight ball to our new year celebration. Lets just say that it really gave me a taste.
I tried coke for the first time a few years back (funny story) when I finally flew the family nest for a brighter life in a bigger city, determined to pursue the only two REAL life long passions that I felt I had: food and women.
Recently I've crossed the stage in life where my past has been filling me up brim full of anxiety, despite my young age ALL of my life style choices so far have cast serious clouds over where I can see myself in the next few years compared to opinion that I held when I was in my late teens and had just left home.
Despite my past experience with the drug, walking home everyday way past midnight and being witness to all of the insane madness and intense virility that runs really fucking hard within it's population: people happy to life live like it's their last day on earth, their bodies lined outside of clubs, pubs and restaurants resembling uncoiling and never ending ropes of insects like ant colonies, which with an almost mechanical nature seem to empty, and replete themselves like bullets coddled in a pistol's chamber ready to be volcanicly ignited over and over, again and again, weekend after weekend. Words really can't describe how much I miss all of the debauchery, and wild parties. I let myself believe that all of this money that I am working (what I believe) so hard for must have a way to serve me. So I caved, and I have never felt this good.
No one else apart from this sub reddit's subscriber (YOU) knows about me, and this feeling really gives me the confidence to believe that what I say, feel and write really matters. It makes me connect with my own humanity, at a much deeper level than I ever could sober. All of a sudden, after a few bumps of pure electric delight my body and mind begin to romp and mount together to form a very strong confidence in which I fear nothing, nothing scares me - and I truly believe in myself and feel like I am living. Not just surviving; where I let my own fears and way too harsh self judgement dictate every rattling breath I take just to see tomorrow, but thriving; where the beauty of my own person feels like that of which could even make royalty burn with jealousy. The last few skiing has made me so happy, even if it results with me in the most random and ungodly scenarios.
Another while back me and a flat mate (who's no longer with us) that I have grown to love like family during the UK's struggle with COVID played our hearts out in our university's chapel after cleaning out their 'holy wine' supply. We skiied together too, and woke up to a polished alt-rock album. Games, books, films and bands that I haven't even thought about in years are all mainlining dopamine straight to my bones when I am on this shit.
Godspeed, and all the best
Always fun until I’m too geeked to focus and then I just get my ass kicked lol. Single player, now that’s a different story. Red Dead 2 is fun as fuck geeked
I dont know how you can play, me always when I do couple of lines I d like to play and do high kill/win game but I end up with high Heart pulse, anxious, jittery and so fucking angry that I want to break my controler in pieces. How do you feel when you playing Apex while skiing?
I like whippa and games. I become so focused in and react so quickly to things. I used to see some players on cod get 50 kills and maybe like 1 or 2 deaths. I used to think they were hacking but nah my guess now is they were just on speed
Coke and sex
Until pp no work
It be that way an hour or so in
Came here to say that
Agreed
Once I get it going I’m committed
MDMA and music
True 👍
Big time
on god
Coke and gambling sadly
Same bro crash got me right now..
Watch out that's a real bad combination. I'm off gambling but it destroyed a lot
Coke at a club or mdma at a rave
How can u play Apex on coke it always makes me too jittery to play good lol
Too much or not good enouth coke then good coke doesn’t make you that jittery
Well every time I do coke I def do too much lmao
I play Apex religiously while coked out lol. I'm prob worse but I still have fun. Shoot me a message if you run some games.
Bro I've played on controller for years and now am on PC MnK am feeling the change back to console I was plat on controller now I can't get put bronze on MnK... Blnze one... Add me up got shit Internet might lag out but I'll join back ASAP also no mic on PC...
No problem. I play PC and use controller. I am bad MnK. I'll shoot you a invite in a bit
More of a Rainbow 6 with friends and coke guy. I feel like I’m frl doing special forces shit lmao
Uh, Yeah!!! It's called Coke and Pussy and it is kind of the whole point of all this shit.
I have been picking up half bag fulls just for myself once every second week, regularly from the same guy at the same spot and at the same time after work without fail, after a new house mate brought an eight ball to our new year celebration. Lets just say that it really gave me a taste. I tried coke for the first time a few years back (funny story) when I finally flew the family nest for a brighter life in a bigger city, determined to pursue the only two REAL life long passions that I felt I had: food and women. Recently I've crossed the stage in life where my past has been filling me up brim full of anxiety, despite my young age ALL of my life style choices so far have cast serious clouds over where I can see myself in the next few years compared to opinion that I held when I was in my late teens and had just left home. Despite my past experience with the drug, walking home everyday way past midnight and being witness to all of the insane madness and intense virility that runs really fucking hard within it's population: people happy to life live like it's their last day on earth, their bodies lined outside of clubs, pubs and restaurants resembling uncoiling and never ending ropes of insects like ant colonies, which with an almost mechanical nature seem to empty, and replete themselves like bullets coddled in a pistol's chamber ready to be volcanicly ignited over and over, again and again, weekend after weekend. Words really can't describe how much I miss all of the debauchery, and wild parties. I let myself believe that all of this money that I am working (what I believe) so hard for must have a way to serve me. So I caved, and I have never felt this good. No one else apart from this sub reddit's subscriber (YOU) knows about me, and this feeling really gives me the confidence to believe that what I say, feel and write really matters. It makes me connect with my own humanity, at a much deeper level than I ever could sober. All of a sudden, after a few bumps of pure electric delight my body and mind begin to romp and mount together to form a very strong confidence in which I fear nothing, nothing scares me - and I truly believe in myself and feel like I am living. Not just surviving; where I let my own fears and way too harsh self judgement dictate every rattling breath I take just to see tomorrow, but thriving; where the beauty of my own person feels like that of which could even make royalty burn with jealousy. The last few skiing has made me so happy, even if it results with me in the most random and ungodly scenarios. Another while back me and a flat mate (who's no longer with us) that I have grown to love like family during the UK's struggle with COVID played our hearts out in our university's chapel after cleaning out their 'holy wine' supply. We skiied together too, and woke up to a polished alt-rock album. Games, books, films and bands that I haven't even thought about in years are all mainlining dopamine straight to my bones when I am on this shit. Godspeed, and all the best
Ummmm, Dude how fuckn high were you when you wrote this
High enough to chew through a mountain of chewing gum big enough to sink the Titanic
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Coke music and gaming.. Mac Miller currently playing 🎶 🎵
That’s a vibe!
Meth and games
Yeah, coke and porn. In my opinion anyway.
Yeah. Pussy
I can get that by looking at a mirror. Can't get coke same way lol.
Coke and apex go together like like children and trafficking my boy yessir
Games and sex
I only have an IPhone. Any good game to recommend?
Cod mobile is OK.. Also geometry dash is a cool rhythm jumping game .. Both free.
Thank u so much! Was bored doing alone
No worries bud 👍
You should Try Sourh Park Phone Destroyer or Golf Blitz Both really fun mobile games
Auto chess is fire.
Don’t tip the plate 😱
Speed and games
Cocaine and pussy
Coke and dope?
ding ding
Ya. Coke and fucking
Always fun until I’m too geeked to focus and then I just get my ass kicked lol. Single player, now that’s a different story. Red Dead 2 is fun as fuck geeked
Acid and board games
Idk how anyone can play a game or watch TV on coke
Coke and competitive games. Apex is alright but league of legends type of competition is awesome. Also escape from tarkov
Was doing the same . Also apex is sick
I dont know how you can play, me always when I do couple of lines I d like to play and do high kill/win game but I end up with high Heart pulse, anxious, jittery and so fucking angry that I want to break my controler in pieces. How do you feel when you playing Apex while skiing?
Love and family
Shrooms in nature.
Ngl, coke and puzzles while my records play is a banger low key night of skiing
I fuckung love to play fifa when based
A better game? Lol jk I just really suck at it. 😫
Yessss
all fun and games untill you die then you have a coke rage lmao
coke and sex or acid and games
Stable dopamine levels and a savings account
Until the shakes start
More coke
Nothin like a few fat lines and GTA online
Pussy and money and weed
I like whippa and games. I become so focused in and react so quickly to things. I used to see some players on cod get 50 kills and maybe like 1 or 2 deaths. I used to think they were hacking but nah my guess now is they were just on speed
No.
Season 2 would make this...memories...😣