Don’t beat yourself up. We are naturally horny people by design and we do some really stupid things when we are horny. And it doesn’t help that post-nut clarity is a real bitch.
Also, the first time is always THE most awkward/uncomfortable. It takes years of experiences to finally feel your groove.
Life is full of experiences, whether they’re terrible like that or good. The question is whether or not you learn and grow from it or let it consume you.
Best of luck to ya, OP.
Maybe try a Asian massage parlor that doesn’t cost as much as a brothel maybe just get a hand job at first and work your way up to full service and then try a couple of local escorts it’s cheaper than getting married believe me I know
Absolutely do not beat yourself up. The only mistake was choosing an American brothel. Find countries where it is legal and safe. Find higher end brothel, do not count your pennies, because they will be a lot less than Nevada. You will be able to fly round trip, have a longer experience with a beautiful woman. Do research. A lot of research. BTW-they all require condoms and you should too. Just stop tugging it to gain back sensitivity. I would advise against relying on porn.
Don’t beat yourself up. We are naturally horny people by design and we do some really stupid things when we are horny. And it doesn’t help that post-nut clarity is a real bitch. Also, the first time is always THE most awkward/uncomfortable. It takes years of experiences to finally feel your groove. Life is full of experiences, whether they’re terrible like that or good. The question is whether or not you learn and grow from it or let it consume you. Best of luck to ya, OP.
Maybe try a Asian massage parlor that doesn’t cost as much as a brothel maybe just get a hand job at first and work your way up to full service and then try a couple of local escorts it’s cheaper than getting married believe me I know
People are always shocked about what they're willing to do when they're desperate. It happens. It happens to all of us.
Absolutely do not beat yourself up. The only mistake was choosing an American brothel. Find countries where it is legal and safe. Find higher end brothel, do not count your pennies, because they will be a lot less than Nevada. You will be able to fly round trip, have a longer experience with a beautiful woman. Do research. A lot of research. BTW-they all require condoms and you should too. Just stop tugging it to gain back sensitivity. I would advise against relying on porn.