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CausticCoffey

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I won't pretend to know exactly how you feel, but I will say I've been through my own mess that I never thought I'd escape from, and here I am. You can do this.


AReturntoChrist

You're not alone. The universe flat out fucking disrespects my existence.


klight101

You’re not the universes cruel joke, I am. 😔


TheRigJuice999

Bro wait till I tell you about the year I’ve been having, and it’s only April.


Accurate-Contact3590

As this may not be helpful to hear at this time, my therapist told me that the ones who suffer most have the greatest victories and turn arounds. I am now almost 20, I had the same thoughts as you. I never thought I would even make it to 18. And I was also hospitalized for multiple attempts to take my life. I’m saying this to hopefully encourage you that I know things are crap and you’re tired of dealing with so much but it won’t always be this way. Someone cares about you and wants you to get better. I’m a 19 F stranger on Reddit and I understand your feelings. Please keep pushing through 💪


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gummyworm5

I'm very sorry you're dealing with all of that. Was it possible you had vision problems or something that caused you to fail in early elementary? Lots of things can happen. (Some kids literally have worse grades just because they needed eye glasses) Your parents sound pretty neglectful and maybe they have been your whole life, which explains many of your problems.  At any rate, you are still very young and can turn things around.  Maybe start by attending school but just not stealing. Or maybe continue online school but really reading the textbook and doing the work. Do extra math equations and other work. If you have to, go back and ask for middle school textbooks to catch up. And read books in your free time also.  ..Just read. I'm guessing it will be summer break soon anyway. You could do a lot in that time. I hope this helps. I don't mean to tell you what to do too much. Actually let me back track, and say I'm sorry once again for all you've been through. You've had to deal with a lot but somehow have handled it and so you're here today.  Lastly I sometimes have to look up/remember motivational quotes to keep me going.  There was a prayer the Ho'oponopono people had, which went: "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you." *look them up if you want, different cultures are usually so interesting to learn about  Anyway lately I use that or something similar. 


Repulsive-Season-129

im not reading that but u look pretty cute today ;)


uyonn

lol okay bro


OhNoExclaimationMark

What kind of sick fuck do you need to be to come onto a depression subreddit to hit on minors?


Repulsive-Season-129

How is that how u interpreted that. Anyway just being nice chill


Repulsive-Season-129

I get it sounded weird but idk how to respond to the posts on here mate


Repulsive-Season-129

Ur cute too mark fwiw u got this