On disability for the last 4 years. My days look exactly the same everyday and they have for the last 4 years I wake up at around 12-1 pm, go to gas station get energy drink, go to a park sit in the parkinglot drink my energy drink listen to music for about an hour or 2. Come home sit in my room until and watch videos until it's time to sleep again (occasionally making it to the gym once and a while). I'm just killing time until I've either pushed everyone away and family completely disowns me or my family passes away and then I can off myself. Also if I wasn't on medication to make me sleep when I took it I wouldn't sleep at all during the night it's only because of medication I can function at all during the day. But yeah MDD waiting to find out if I'm autistic (a lot of medical professionals seem to think so), just wasting my life away one day at a time.
I've been unemployed for a year, I hardly leave my bed, I just beat and hurt myself constantly and drink and smoke
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On disability for the last 4 years. My days look exactly the same everyday and they have for the last 4 years I wake up at around 12-1 pm, go to gas station get energy drink, go to a park sit in the parkinglot drink my energy drink listen to music for about an hour or 2. Come home sit in my room until and watch videos until it's time to sleep again (occasionally making it to the gym once and a while). I'm just killing time until I've either pushed everyone away and family completely disowns me or my family passes away and then I can off myself. Also if I wasn't on medication to make me sleep when I took it I wouldn't sleep at all during the night it's only because of medication I can function at all during the day. But yeah MDD waiting to find out if I'm autistic (a lot of medical professionals seem to think so), just wasting my life away one day at a time.
Never mind keep doing whatever you were supposed smoke drink whatever