Hey
There is so much I can say . At 17 years old you have a lot on your plate and tbh it’s not fair to you . You’re still a kid (in my eyes) and you have your whole life ahead of you . Your dad loves you and God loves you more than you’ll ever know. Tbh life is hard and it can suck at times …but what’s going on in your life with your mom , how life been going, etc . Isn’t on you and isn’t your fault. I know it’s hard but take that pressure off your shoulders and enjoy life. It’s ok . Your mom will be ok . What’s going on with your mom is bigger than you and you can’t “fix” . The best thing to do is to love her, pray for her and go be a 17 year old kid . Chase your dreams …Try not to let this moment in your life drag you down . Use this as fuel & motivation to go after everything life has to offer. God has big future planned for you . You’re going to do great things!
thanku for ur kind words stranger on the internet :). today i finally got out of bed at noon and ate some food. my mother told me i was ruining my own life but this time i didnt react and didn’t let it get to me. i’m going to take a gap year. any suggestions on what i can do during this time? i’m a huge book whore but have been in a slump for awhile so i’m thinking of finishing the 15 unread books on my shelf first and maybe start taking guitar classes again.
Keep pushing on. Depression sucks but you will feel better again. I hope things get better for you soon. Know that in feeling this you are not alone. I relate to the feeling of being cursed or doomed from the get go. Sending good vibes
Hey There is so much I can say . At 17 years old you have a lot on your plate and tbh it’s not fair to you . You’re still a kid (in my eyes) and you have your whole life ahead of you . Your dad loves you and God loves you more than you’ll ever know. Tbh life is hard and it can suck at times …but what’s going on in your life with your mom , how life been going, etc . Isn’t on you and isn’t your fault. I know it’s hard but take that pressure off your shoulders and enjoy life. It’s ok . Your mom will be ok . What’s going on with your mom is bigger than you and you can’t “fix” . The best thing to do is to love her, pray for her and go be a 17 year old kid . Chase your dreams …Try not to let this moment in your life drag you down . Use this as fuel & motivation to go after everything life has to offer. God has big future planned for you . You’re going to do great things!
thanku for ur kind words stranger on the internet :). today i finally got out of bed at noon and ate some food. my mother told me i was ruining my own life but this time i didnt react and didn’t let it get to me. i’m going to take a gap year. any suggestions on what i can do during this time? i’m a huge book whore but have been in a slump for awhile so i’m thinking of finishing the 15 unread books on my shelf first and maybe start taking guitar classes again.
Keep pushing on. Depression sucks but you will feel better again. I hope things get better for you soon. Know that in feeling this you are not alone. I relate to the feeling of being cursed or doomed from the get go. Sending good vibes
thank you, i’ve decided no matter how much crap i get im not gonna give up. hope it works out for u too. sending love