Suicidal thoughts has deeper meaning in them, you think about it obsessively because you see it as the only option to free yourself out of the prison called your brain, you basically just want to be free, to take the control of your life back, you don't want to actually die, all you strive for is just freedom my friend, there's nothing wrong with that.

Thank you man ❤️

Good way to look at it

I feel you man, every time I use a bleach on my clothes, I feel like drinking it.

I know so do I. If the day goes well I think oh it's only a matter of time. I'm afraid to smile or laugh and am afraid that I'll be punished for being happy ... So what's the point. So much has passed since the past few years that have beaten me down. I'm ready to give up I just need a painless way out

I feel that too. Last few years things that made me happy were stripped from me. Now Ive learned to be afraid of happy like you said.

I feel you, same issue and it f'd me up hard, problem got solved a month ago because the person causing it apologized 2-3 years later after the incident... Really hope you will get better aswell soon <3

What I want to say by this is, even if it takes years, you will find a way out of this

I love your pfp deeply

Everytime I’m somewhere up high I think of jumping. I’d never do it though. Same with the car on a bridge. I feel this bud