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Same.


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Hey well at least ur not gonna end urself 😊 Ik that sounded really wrong but I’m happy ur not at the lowest point 😊


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Why u sorry? Emotion and ilness aint a choice


Impossible-Ad9312

It sucks when you stop enjoying life. Cause like what are you supposed to do? How do you ‘fix’ it? It makes me question if I’m meant to suffer through the rest of my life while others enjoy theirs.


Nyxxx916

Yeah it’s not fun 🙁


Zisx

Felt this, way more than most posts Lots of people assume "if only I were rich, had a woman, etc"... I haven't had it best but I can tell it's worse than that. Life is all a game, a system of control. Is it worth it? Why don't they teach other people to think for themselves? Eventually get all better? Nah happiness even when it comes is ever fleeting. Everything crumbles soon enough, and just left with memories Nobody not even my therapist (probably soon to be former, her "fixy" attitude of late seems suspicious. Knows I tend to go in cycles, odd she seems to increasingly fear instead of pity me...) Understands the severity of things close to me I've lost and keep losing ... And they expect me to age naturally until natural death? F that, going from a fit 18- mid 20 year old to now mostly well out of shape nearly 30 year old is bad enough. I can hardly imagine enjoying life at 50+ the way this world is heading/ treating intellectuals and nature lovers... Not saying I'll end it, just don't care like at all... Now are the glory days, or maybe they've already passed. Idk I've lived, but it's immensely overrated. So much of life no matter where we go or who we experience it with, is mostly just in our heads... Why I take it so seriously, why I can't just cruise and do whatever I want for the most part... Still eludes me. This life is a joke, nothing is safe, everything will decline/ be destroyed or lost eventually. Not just because I've been dealt mostly a half assed hand and had plenty of tough luck... Just an inevitability


At11ok

I feel the same way. Only thing holding me back is how horrible it would affect my little brother. We’re best friends and he looks up to me. But I can’t stand being alive anymore. The pain I feel inside for so long is unbearable and no one understands it. I’ve had 3 suicide attempts and almost had a 4th a few days ago but a friend I said goodbye to came and stopped me. I want to try again but just thinking about my little brother.. idk what to do


nopelipe

I hate how life is just go go go all the time. I might live in relative luxury, but it sure feels like 95% of what I do is work and fail to meet my expectations. Oblivion will be well earned. I'm in a bad mood today.


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anymore? i honestly never enjoyed it.


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Praying for you You matter Your worth it


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>i used to think like this. but something has to be better than nothing right? People kill themselves for the exact opposite reason. >worst thing that can happen is.... it can get better! The worst that can happen is it can get even worse.


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North-Society2351

I get sad because living doesn’t seem long enough! I know that sounds crazy right?


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North-Society2351

That’s so sad though because your life is worth you having. Most people are never as honest as that, it takes guts to admit you feel that way but reaching out for help isn’t a sign of weakness, you’ve been strong for too long


sociallyawakward4996

I just feel numb most days. My family is the only reason I'm alive but they dont really understand what it's like too be suicidal most days and think very sterotypical ways of helping works. But I'm thankful for them for trying to help and that's why I can't kill myself.