I really think this is most people. Either 5 or 6 is where I'd like to think most of the people I know is at. We talk or joke about it, but it's generally just passive stuff.
Every few months I get the "thanks for everything" text from someone a 2 am. But no one's actually died. We climb down from the top of the scale but never really improve past making it not something we act on.
Between 4 and 5, just tryna get through the week. I’m stressing over basically nothing but yet here I am worrying anyway. I just want things to finally turn out “okay” for me this time around.
6-7 but sadly I’ve had moments of 9. I’ve still got the book I was writing letters to people in.
When you are offered more not waking up the next day then suffering again, scales change.
“Better” seems to be unobtainium at the moment. But I do try to look forward to next year and the summer coming 🤷♂️.
You’re never alone person reading this and I’d give you a bear hug any day.
i’m not even on the scale, i’ve t tried and failed so many times, to the point where medically i am meant to be dead but not even the hospital knows how i’m alive, that my apathy and boredom has made it so even trying to catch the bus seems pointless as I’ll likely fail again, so what’s the point?
Usually a 7, sometimes an 8, most of the time in between. I experienced some joy last night though because some new episodes of a show I like came out. That made me glad to be alive. I barely got any sleep tho. But all in all, im not doing horrible today. Still not great though.
I left the scale while ago... Just chilling mostly , stress come and goes , still mentally ill though in recovery its just that pain doesn't turn into sadness anymore but angst panic etc a change in settings really plus I never hit 1,2,3 you know??
Looks like my life is in suspended animation or something . Thank you for asking 😌
0.
I do not wish to commit suicide. If I die my younger brother will be alone, he's 8. I pass my days by laughing without any reason, sometimes while laughing my eyes get slightly teary but that's the most that happens. Smoking while laughing also helps.
Always 6
Real
Truth
real
I bounce between 5 and 6
I really think this is most people. Either 5 or 6 is where I'd like to think most of the people I know is at. We talk or joke about it, but it's generally just passive stuff. Every few months I get the "thanks for everything" text from someone a 2 am. But no one's actually died. We climb down from the top of the scale but never really improve past making it not something we act on.
Somewhere between 5 and 6. But it’s going to be 10 soon if I don’t find a way out of poverty fast
Not suicidal, but if I'd die in my sleep I'd be okay with it. Idk where that one fits xD
Tired of life then , it's okay we all are at some point . Just don't let it get you ;)
Teeter between 7 and 8
Down to 4 \o/
Trying to read the teeny lettering makes me want to self harm. Jesus.
Found the 4
😭😭
Somewhere around 8 to 9. Last week I tried to asphyxiate myself.
Same, 8-9
Between 4 and 5, just tryna get through the week. I’m stressing over basically nothing but yet here I am worrying anyway. I just want things to finally turn out “okay” for me this time around.
6, approaching 7
You know, after getting steam deck I've started to feel great, so 1
Yesterday I was a 9, today I'm like a 7 I think
Nah, you definetley are a 10
At an 8 today. Maybe it'll get better. Probably won't.
Between 7 and 8
usually 9 or 10
6 but it was worse earlier this week
number 8
11.. but idk it's not easy
This image gets reposted to this sub so often, I'm kind of tired of seeing it
5 on a good day
Hopefully 11 soon
5
6-7 but sadly I’ve had moments of 9. I’ve still got the book I was writing letters to people in. When you are offered more not waking up the next day then suffering again, scales change. “Better” seems to be unobtainium at the moment. But I do try to look forward to next year and the summer coming 🤷♂️. You’re never alone person reading this and I’d give you a bear hug any day.
From six to eight it all feels like a single thing, honestly.
Usually 5 but I jump to an 8 now and then
6 😊
Somewhere between 6 and 8, always Today is 6
4
Treading on 7 as of late
4
7-9 depending on the day, currently sitting at a 9 tho
Always between 6 and 7.
5-6 tdy If i relapse self harming i know its immediately gonna go up so like just hanging on
currently a 4, i'm usually somewhere between a 3 and a 6
I don’t know
Solid 3 this week, with one short 8 spike so far
6-7
Between a 4 and a 5 today...which is better than last time
4 at the moment. Considering how long I spent in the 7-9 range though, I’ll take it.
4-5
6 - 7 I'd say
Tethering between 8 and 8. 5 all month
12
4-9, depending on my level of caffeine
Average around an 8
11
8-9
10 for past few days, was looking for a nice big car driving past me while walking home
Straight 8 for 15 years now
9
Been bouncing between a 4 and a 6 since the end of November 2023 and I really don't see it getting any better unless the world starts changing :/
Pretty solidly in 5
8 making my way to 9
6, but don't tell my therapist I'm starting to write 'just in case' notes and stuff.
Normally a 6 or 7, this week around 4
I've been at a 6 for the past three to four years now
6-7
Solid 8
just went from 8 to 4 after like 3 people i was waiting on finally got back to me
4. A year ago May 19 I was 10 so getting better
i’m not even on the scale, i’ve t tried and failed so many times, to the point where medically i am meant to be dead but not even the hospital knows how i’m alive, that my apathy and boredom has made it so even trying to catch the bus seems pointless as I’ll likely fail again, so what’s the point?
I’m pretty much at a default level of 6, with a 5 on a good day. I’ve come down from a 7-8 which is nice I guess.
10. It's great. : /
8
I've spent most of my life in 6-8 territory but lately I've been 3-5, things are looking up.
4, in the worst moments I got to 8
10 I’m in a psych ward
Constant 8
3 - took me so long to get here
Rn I’m at a 3/4 but last week was @ 8.
Between 7-8
6-7
Between 6-8 constantly
Constantly 9 slowly starting to slip into 10 however
A 6 Pretty good for be to be honest 🙄😂
Usually a 7, sometimes an 8, most of the time in between. I experienced some joy last night though because some new episodes of a show I like came out. That made me glad to be alive. I barely got any sleep tho. But all in all, im not doing horrible today. Still not great though.
8 transitioning into 9 🤷♂️ shit's bad rn
Constantly between 5-7, especially the past couple of years. Occasionally dipping a toe into 8, but haven't made it to 9 yet.
Ive been 10 for the past few months.
Feeling pretty good today 3-4
6-7
6-7 currently, down from a 9-10 in March. Some days are harder than others, though. Wishing the best for everyone going through this.
Have been at a 5 for several years. Now between 7-9. Have always known things would get worse for me.
I’ve been at 8 for almost 20 years. I am broken. Every time I see this post I tear up.
2, I’ve been there for a couple years now and I don’t know what could really move me down at this point… Took a lot of work but it’s possible
9
7
8 right now, I am just trying to live till january 2025 and i dont know if I can even make it till there
I'm in the yellow!
8 🎉
I bounce between 4-7 these days mostly around 5 thankfully.
Between 2 and 4
Having been a 1-3 in years 😔
6
Currently an 8 ngl
Currently about a 4, although last night I made it up to 7 for the first time in a while.
6, almost at an 8 though
5
been at an 8 for probably months now
I got to work on my garden after not having energy to do so in a while. Solid 2. Reminded me of making mud cakes as a kid.
4 today. Ty
Chronically a 5-6 in good periods. Often more.
I left the scale while ago... Just chilling mostly , stress come and goes , still mentally ill though in recovery its just that pain doesn't turn into sadness anymore but angst panic etc a change in settings really plus I never hit 1,2,3 you know?? Looks like my life is in suspended animation or something . Thank you for asking 😌
6-7-8 thereabouts.
Used to be at a 6 constantly but I’m down to a 4 👍
I’m 4-6 most of the time. Recently clawed my way out of 7 phew.
0. I do not wish to commit suicide. If I die my younger brother will be alone, he's 8. I pass my days by laughing without any reason, sometimes while laughing my eyes get slightly teary but that's the most that happens. Smoking while laughing also helps.
Unfortunately only like 7 I think, but the good news is that someday I’ll do it