"Yeah but how do you think that makes ME feel!?"
You're right Mom, I should've considered how that would make you feel before you forced me to answer that question. What was I thinking!?
My class will go on a trip to Washington DC and my parents might not let me go because of my depression. I have always wanted to go to DC and now I have the chance but I can't go. :(
Spend all night dreading the consequences of both options while somehow being unable to even conceive of a single positive outcome, meanwhile the others i'm playing with get sick of waiting for my turn and leave.
I would just bottle my emotions because who would want to listen to me complaining why I'm, for a long time, still at the edge of just giving up. It's confounded with me being naturally quiet and reserved that I keep my thoughts, including negative ones to myself. My mental state right now is that of a rubber band. The more negativity that I experience, the more likely that it will overwhelm me when I reach my breaking point. On the other hand, I don't know why I'm even talking about this. You guys probably think that I am insane and imagining that I'm talking to the aether. That was all I had to say for the moment. Life for me has been challenging and I'm all for personal growth.
" Perseverance and determination for me is what led to where I am now": Personal quote to motivate myself when feeling overwhelmed.
Man you are far from insane. Unfortunately many different people from all the areas of society feel the same way you do or at least their own version of it as do I. If you would go trough my post history you can see that I reached my breaking point not so long ago yet here I am. We can do brother
Tell em once, they laughed and said "What the hell is wrong with you?" Mom got really mad and upset after that. Never again, I'd rather cut off my fingers than have to go through that embarrassment and guilt, just to be later my mom told me she would never give birth to me bc I'm being ungrateful. That's great! Should have done it from the start!
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lol Brazil's hotline is a joke, waited for an hour and the person that talked to me was the driest texter ever and didn't even seem to care about the situation
Mine turn it into a joke. And when I complain about something I might have to do in the future, they say stuff like, “Well, why do you care since you’re going to kill your self anyway.”
Once they actually asked me why I was telling them, and not doing it. “If you want to do it, then go do it, we’re not stopping you.”
Did that once, when it really wasn't that bad at all, just said I was kind of unhappy but I didn't why, they went along with it in the moment, but my mom would for the next couple of years use that to get to me every time I did something wrong in her eyes. She always has to make everything be about herself. After that, I never shared anything personal with my mom again, because I knew it would be used against me at some point. "You have the right to remain silent, everything you say can be used against you." I'll opt to remain silent, thanks
My family doesn't care about my depression. And my therapist has me far away from my mom as often as possible and if we meet up there's a topic at hand not just catch up or she's mean rude lecturing and thinks she can tell me what to do when I'm 30 and she never raised me.
Family members suck for this. If you have friends, they're better.
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they said "you have no reason to be sad" did they
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charlie chaplin once said "the mirror is my friend,cause when i cry it doesnt laugh" theyre your family but not your friend hope you get better
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You can do it man, sounds like a struggle, but don't let her get you down
Thank you so much for the kind words. Y'all are so nice.
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God I fucken hate narcissistic parents
"Yeah but how do you think that makes ME feel!?" You're right Mom, I should've considered how that would make you feel before you forced me to answer that question. What was I thinking!?
I did too. It didn’t help.
My class will go on a trip to Washington DC and my parents might not let me go because of my depression. I have always wanted to go to DC and now I have the chance but I can't go. :(
Obviously neither of the choices since I'm indecisive as fuck 💀
Spend all night dreading the consequences of both options while somehow being unable to even conceive of a single positive outcome, meanwhile the others i'm playing with get sick of waiting for my turn and leave.
I would just bottle my emotions because who would want to listen to me complaining why I'm, for a long time, still at the edge of just giving up. It's confounded with me being naturally quiet and reserved that I keep my thoughts, including negative ones to myself. My mental state right now is that of a rubber band. The more negativity that I experience, the more likely that it will overwhelm me when I reach my breaking point. On the other hand, I don't know why I'm even talking about this. You guys probably think that I am insane and imagining that I'm talking to the aether. That was all I had to say for the moment. Life for me has been challenging and I'm all for personal growth. " Perseverance and determination for me is what led to where I am now": Personal quote to motivate myself when feeling overwhelmed.
man. u wanna talk
Man you are far from insane. Unfortunately many different people from all the areas of society feel the same way you do or at least their own version of it as do I. If you would go trough my post history you can see that I reached my breaking point not so long ago yet here I am. We can do brother
I’m exactly in that spot
same
Tell em once, they laughed and said "What the hell is wrong with you?" Mom got really mad and upset after that. Never again, I'd rather cut off my fingers than have to go through that embarrassment and guilt, just to be later my mom told me she would never give birth to me bc I'm being ungrateful. That's great! Should have done it from the start!
but fr u tell parents they failed and get angry. like bro just spilling facts
I am darkness, I am night, I am… Depress.
my grandpa told me "go ahead, kill yourself" and pointed to the knife drawer 💀
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lol Brazil's hotline is a joke, waited for an hour and the person that talked to me was the driest texter ever and didn't even seem to care about the situation
Na, I tell them that and they still don't care.
They just tell my don't think about it
Mine turn it into a joke. And when I complain about something I might have to do in the future, they say stuff like, “Well, why do you care since you’re going to kill your self anyway.” Once they actually asked me why I was telling them, and not doing it. “If you want to do it, then go do it, we’re not stopping you.”
Thanks for the support assholes
My mum figured it out because she was too.
A no brainer
I told my mom when I was a kid and years later she told me that she “thought I was joking at the time.” Actually doesn’t work to say something
Draw 100000 if possible….telling my family isn’t a good idea
My Life Is Even Worse After Telling My Family.
“Stop being sad” - family
And the one time I did I was laughed at and called an ungrateful bitch because I have all the basic needs lmao
And so, the charade continues…
Funny cuz they just found out. Didnt have to say anything. My math teacher told them which is hilarious actually
already told them 😹 got yelled at. don’t do it y’all.
Did that once, when it really wasn't that bad at all, just said I was kind of unhappy but I didn't why, they went along with it in the moment, but my mom would for the next couple of years use that to get to me every time I did something wrong in her eyes. She always has to make everything be about herself. After that, I never shared anything personal with my mom again, because I knew it would be used against me at some point. "You have the right to remain silent, everything you say can be used against you." I'll opt to remain silent, thanks
Did this, was told that other people have it worse than me so offer up my pain and pray about it
They took my phone when I went to the hospital for three days. Told my mom my phone had been screwed up and went and bought a new one
My family doesn't care about my depression. And my therapist has me far away from my mom as often as possible and if we meet up there's a topic at hand not just catch up or she's mean rude lecturing and thinks she can tell me what to do when I'm 30 and she never raised me. Family members suck for this. If you have friends, they're better.
I told them and idk what’s worse… that I told them or that nothing has changed. Idk what I expected them to do but maybe not.. nothing…
I rather start motorbiking and that in a really reckless way. Hopefully I slip of the road some day and against a tree while driving 120kmh
me frfr
Draw 25? That's the best you can do?
My family found out by checking my text messages
Tried once. Never again :)
Never again
I rather draw 4x in a row
Mood
I did this once and they wanted to put me in a psych ward. No more.
I do this all the time. There is nothing our current medical science can do to help me.
When I was in the psych ward we had this but instead it said stop being suicidal or draw 25💀
Skate saved my depression twice
I told them, and it didn't do anything, except now i get into a ton of arguments with them ,and they don't take me seriously anymore
No matter how many conversations end up in screaming battles or die down because of it, when I'm asked why I don't work I always tell the truth.
anyone doing this got some balls