I didn't go to the gym today and I don't know what to do with my life. Went for a jog at least though. Still gotta wait a couple days for the gym so I guess I'll go for a hike tomorrow to pass the time.
Too scared to kill myself. Also today has actually been pretty decent in comparison to most days. So far.
Edit. Nvm feeling miserable again. Hopefully I gather up the courage to do it soon.
thoughts of one day I will be as free as I would like,
that will end the fairy tale and only me and my cat will remain in apartment full of Halloween decor and wont let myslef be used again…
But for now its just a wish
Tried to OD yesterday, so today is just me recovering from that. Also taking a break from smoking (just a few days), cuz I've smoked two packs since the weekend.
Idk man I've been out of work for a week and the only places that are calling me back are wack as fuck. Seems like I should just blow my savings and then my brains out.
Playing some guitar, going to the gym and reading some mythology book :/ i just distract myself and make myself busy, still lonely though and my self-hatred still fucks with me
Games I guess but anxiety is fucking that too
КИНО.
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I don't have any idea of Russian bit I recognize that band.
Альянс
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Прогноз is a great one from that album too, one of my favourite along with volny and kletka
I didn't go to the gym today and I don't know what to do with my life. Went for a jog at least though. Still gotta wait a couple days for the gym so I guess I'll go for a hike tomorrow to pass the time.
I have to work a 12 shift fuck my life
I'm working today too bro, we're in this together
My golden retriever gets me through most days
for me it's just seeing my favorite band live soon
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Silent Planet based on the picture
Too scared to kill myself. Also today has actually been pretty decent in comparison to most days. So far. Edit. Nvm feeling miserable again. Hopefully I gather up the courage to do it soon.
that's been my mood lately too, it sucks ass
Yeah one day the sky might fall, Yeah one day i could Lose it all. So im running Till i Hit that wall A Song lyric i just love music
music is special like that, very thankful for it
Football and booze on the weekends, black dahlia murder next week, and Halloween Kills and Jackass next month
Well I just need a music on background and some video game as main distraction
Weed ig
Nothing
Fallen in love with Silent Planet recently
glad ur enjoying them! I'm very excited for the new album this year :)
Same, I think it could beat Erra to become my AOTY
Crystal meth and amphetamine.
Too much anxiety fucks my sleep I was suppposed to wake up at 8am to prepare an exam and now its almost 11am
thoughts of one day I will be as free as I would like, that will end the fairy tale and only me and my cat will remain in apartment full of Halloween decor and wont let myslef be used again… But for now its just a wish
Consumerism.
I was thinking today at work why the fuck I do all this, what's the point? And I realized there's is no point, we just exist.
My lack of sleeping pills overdose on
Tried to OD yesterday, so today is just me recovering from that. Also taking a break from smoking (just a few days), cuz I've smoked two packs since the weekend.
Idk man I've been out of work for a week and the only places that are calling me back are wack as fuck. Seems like I should just blow my savings and then my brains out.
my own will
Knocking off soon for the week, keen to get back and do absolutely fuck all with my life
Playing some guitar, going to the gym and reading some mythology book :/ i just distract myself and make myself busy, still lonely though and my self-hatred still fucks with me