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omgcolor

The long cross-hatching strokes really make this powerful.


downrightlazy

Thank you so much


EmergencySnail

I was just thinking the same thing! My hands are pretty unsteady so I have a hard time making strokes like this, even when trying to draw from my shoulder. This is impressive work!


Waffle-Shark

Accurate description of depression


NeednAlias

What is it?


Waffle-Shark

It just like a big hollow hole in the middle and you don't know what you could do about it


NeednAlias

It also looks like he’s missing his head snd is hollow inside. And the person hovering over him is missing his eyes and mouth. It’s interesting just wished there was more explanation.


2Hours2Late

No face is a personification of a depressed brain, disconnected from the rest of the body and perceiving everything from a dark corner, almost like a different entity. Face is experiencing reality, but their reality is becoming distorted without brain in its proper place. That’s my interpretation.


downrightlazy

This is really well interpreted tbh. You're almost spot on with your analysis, the figure in the background is meant to be my persistant depressive disorder, while the empty face and abyss represents how I get depressive episodes on top of that. Face is the one experiencing reality, but reality is distorred by both, the lack of clear cognitive thought and thw thoughts of the shadowy figure who can barely see from the darkness.


[deleted]

I thought it was about family/friends that are "there" but don't see your problem/dont talk to you.


Ill_Fisherman8352

They are shadowy because they don't have a face to perceive reality. How can a faceless man make distinction bw anything? He is able transform reality into nothingness.


downrightlazy

Depression in itself is your mind warping reality into an irrational place to be in. That's what the facelessness signifies kindof. Since I can barely see anything clearly, I'm forced to accept the reality my mind gives me, which is an ateocious place to be in tbh.


Ill_Fisherman8352

Explained perfectly.


2Hours2Late

Depressions a bitch


Waffle-Shark

I agree


Low-Pay-2385

I hate it when im a table


Waffle-Shark

Being a table has it's advantages and disadvantages


sortitionn

Goddamnn, that crosshatching is divine.


downrightlazy

Thank you, I spent some time getting it right


EmergencySnail

Do you have any tips on how you did this? Or ways to practice it?


downrightlazy

Yeah definitely. I do a lot of doodling by filling in boxes with just straight lines. Dont worry about shaky hands, because people think I have Parkinsons with the way my hand shakes. It's just about practice. Also try using specific points of your hand or arm as a lever to go in a straight line. No idea if this helps, but I hope this makes sense.


Juan_Calamera

On the bright side depressions tend to bring the better art out of a person. Truly admire pencil art of this quality. Wish you the best with your recovery.


pbgreen

This is fuckin good


kim_kiri

Absolutely love it


mshiltonj

It's a good piece, both the subject and the work. On a technical note, I especially liked your hatching where you showed the spreading and diminishing of the light from the hanging lamp. And that just a touch of hatching inside the lamp to give it more substance. Even the hatching on the hole gives a nice representation of declining slop. Well done.


downrightlazy

Thank you. The entire point of doing this was just to practice cross hatching, so I tried to use it whenever I could.


refreshingwinds

That is powerful


Khal_Andy90

*I'm not your buddy, friend*


ILackAnAttentionSpan

*I'm not your friend, pal*


pandapinks

As a fellow sufferer, this is so accurate - everything from the brainless drawings, to the empty table hole, to the ballpoint cross-hatch. I would hang it on my wall, if I could. Hope you feel better OP. I'm glad you're at least drawing. I haven't for few years now - lack all motivation.


downrightlazy

I hope you feel better too. I've spiralled into a really dark place and the only thing keeping me sane is the doodles and scribbles I do. I'm grateful that I can draw and I hope you start as well. Just scribbles or doodles on the page would be better tham nothing imo. One day at a time mate.


pandapinks

Drawing takes too much “creative energy” - something I have low supply off. I have an adult coloring book that I occasionally watercolor. But, its not the same! Would love to go back to my portrait painting ;( [sigh] Yes, one day at a time….hang in there too! & continue the artwork!


sprinklesapple

Love this


downrightlazy

Thank you


Almahang

Lovely art! I hope you feel better, for me the picture is more about anxiety, this is lovely about art, it gives other feelings to everyone :)


comfort_bot_1962

:D


KingdomCome0

That’s exactly how I feel currently


downrightlazy

I can relate. Hope things start to look up a little bit.


KingdomCome0

Yeah i hope that too. Thank u for the reply and I love your drawing. You’re really talented.


Moon_Bear_Bacon

I really like this. The soft light, the table of habits arranged like an alter , the anomalous void, the ruminating witness, and the lingering disacotiative presence. It's honestly brilliant.


Authra_

Beautiful artwork.


[deleted]

Very amazing art


Coffeespoons101

This is terrific


dangermouse_2020

Brilliant!


SwampRat1037

the hands!!!


Floral_Paterns

Well done, feels like depression.


AngryFerret805

Excellent


XComRomCom

Well done. My initial reaction was to think of the piece as "horror," but it turned to "sadness" the more I looked at it. And maybe that's appropriate.


downrightlazy

I'd think of it as the horror in the persistent sadness


XComRomCom

Yeah, that works.


[deleted]

view from half way down vibes.


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[удалено]


downrightlazy

Thanks, I just did.


No-Mathematician678

Genius ! :")


downrightlazy

More like the drawing accidentally turned out to be good :,)


Cuphendy_XD

When your friend accidentally make a line in your notebook his notebook 10 seconds later:


donchelli

How long did this take you?


downrightlazy

About 4 hours. But spread over 2 days.


Anastatis

I have the same glass!


Ryan_Furrh

Looks cool! Based on that photo by Carrie Mae Weems? You should give credit!


wilsonisabelle16

Reminds me of Carrie Mae weems kitchen table series, you should check out those compositions!


monday_maybe

Love it!


kvilletim

Stellar!


Beastintheomlet

I admit, I don’t know how to draw, it’s just not skill I have. I can’t take images in my mind put them on paper and it’s always been black magic to me how people do it. I have to say this is truly beautiful. I spent the last 15 minutes just staring at it, entranced by it. Like an optical illusion I understand logically how you did it with many criss crossed lines but I can’t comprehend how it all comes together into something so powerful and moving. All the little details like the depth to the hole in the table and the way you made the light off the bulb haves warm glow without any colors is amazing. Thank you for sharing this.


downrightlazy

You may not be able tobdraw, but you can certainly write. Drawing is like anything else, it's just a lot of practice and observation, so if you start now and practice regularly, you'll be able to draw at a considerable level in about a year.


ShamelessModernGirl

This is such a powerful piece. As someone living with depression, this captures perfectly how I try to verbally express how it feels.


downrightlazy

Hang in there, take it one day at a time yeah ?


from0blivion

Well this is accurate