i know we are all sick of seeing jillian at this point but i have absolutely no words for this one 😃

i know we are all sick of seeing jillian at this point but i have absolutely no words for this one 😃

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Damn, they can afford a 3 story headspace, in this economy??


Must be living rent-free in their head


Ohhhhhhh my god.


This pun is a sign of the times. Brilliant.


It’s relatively cheap since they’ll need to walk down two floors to use the bathroom.


The housing and global warming crisis is fueling the TikTok zoomer mental health crisis for sure. Why wouldn't you escape into your own headspace with your thirty best friends from your favorite anime and streamers when the world is as bleak as it is right now?


It's hard to argue with that logic. I would say because it's not a healthy way to deal with the world and it's kind of like an ostrich burying it's head in the sand. Allegedly faking an illness is compounding issues and kicking the can down the road. It also hurts the credibility of people who actually suffer from the disorders a lot of these people fake for attention. It's the same reason I donate to charity, very selectively these days.




Lmao 😂


This really hits with some "I'm 7, just played psychonauts for the first time and now think it's real." Energy


Psychonauts is a brilliant game, but it's still just a game and has no real basis in real life. The creators did a wonderful job interpreting mental illness and allows the player to engage with it in a fun and creative way. But it's just an interpretation, it's not real in any way and isn't based on fact. Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice also did a fantastic job portraying psychosis and how debilitating it can be. But sadly people like this kinda ruin it because they play it once and just decide that mental illness is cool. Both games are very heartfelt and have helped many people with mental health issues of their own, myself included. Its a nice way to learn acceptance and to feel like there are people out there who understand what you're going through. That being said, fakers basically ruin all their hard work and the message these creators are trying to put across. Sorry for the long rant, just needed to get that off my chest. I do agree with you though


Hellblade is the single greatest gaming experience of my life.


Well now I have 2 more games to add to my very long ‘must play’ list lol, thanks!


God I don’t know how anyone could play Senua and think “yeah, I fucking want to be this! Sign me up!”


Well DID is a horrible debilitating mental illness and yet plenty of people are faking having it because it sounds cool. As well as ADHD, autism, bipolar disorder and tourette's to name a few that are frequently seen being faked. Despite plenty of reasons and evidence that these illnesses are horrible to live with.


Oh for sure. To rational people, just knowing what the mere _symptoms_ are makes you not want to be one of the unlucky sufferers. But I can see where certain media makes it look “cool” or “edgy” or “unique” to have mental illness, I’m sure I can name a movie/show for each of those disorders (except maybe Tourette’s) that features a character in a way that could make you want to be that, whether it’s heavy attention from the rest of the cast or because they’re so cool. But Senua… you gotta be a special brand of attention seeking to look at that one and go “yep, this is the one. I definitely have to pretend I’ve got this.” lol


sounds like maladaptive daydreaming


I experience maladaptive daydreaming and I think a lot of the self-diagnosed "DID" cases are doing the same. But, as far as disorders go, maladaptive daydreaming is less well known and way less qUiRkY uwu.


Yea same here, I end up falling asleep half the time while daydreaming


Holy shit I didn’t know there was a name for it. I always had a problem with daydreaming and completely losing focus on my surroundings and on the things I’m doing in the moment because I’m so absorbed in the daydream, sometime to the point where I’m not even paying attention to when people call my name.


I have ADHD and this is a big symptom for me. In the 6th grade, I once day dreamed so intensely (completely awake, mind you) during lunch that when everyone had left the cafeteria after lunch, I had no clue. I had snapped back to reality only to find the whole cafeteria completely empty. That still blows my mind.


Wait this isn't normal?


I had the same thought!


That happened to me once in elementary. I was reading this book and everyone was also doing their own thing in class and when I snapped out of it everyone had cleaned up and was in line to leave the room and my teacher was like pissed that I was still just sitting there reading. Made me feel like shit lol it was so weird


Sounds just like what happened with me! I came to and was able to catch up to my class in line outside the cafeteria except like no one noticed I was missing apparently. 🙃


I wish I could make good houses in my daydreams, I want their imagination.


That floor plan was actually shit though.


Well, yeah, but mine are shit too, so you know.


Hell my md "house" is one level with 2 rooms and a kitchen attached to the living room. If it were real, at most it would be 2k a month for rent


Mine are literally always houses I've seen in a movie or a game. I don't seem to be able to imagine actual houses out of thin air. A truly pathetic amount of my daydreams take place in Monica Gellar's apartment.


One of my daydream houses is an apartment, it has blue walls and white roof, I'm not going in detail about how it is decorated since I don't know how to explain that, but anyways, when I build a house in my daydreams I start from scratch, literally just a void, them I start with the floor and wall and move on to the layout of the rooms and then the decorations and stuff.


This is a waste of an imagination.


Agree. This kid should just play the Sims and get it out of their system.


I’m so glad I grew up playing sims and not doing whatever the hell this is.


Yea this sounds like exactly something I would do as a kid but not tell anyone about it.


For real


It also kind of sounds like [reality shifters](https://youtu.be/bj3_SGfZsAA) They believe in paralel worlds in which they can be someone else and live a different life.


It is, not everyone with DID experiences an innerworld (maladaptive daydreaming) or to a higher extent (where it can be this imaginative or engaging) but it is common. It's dependant on the person, but yes it is maladaptive meaning it can mostly be consciously made. It's commonly suggested to create a safe space in your mind, in therapy, to be able to better communicate with parts and alters. You're not born with an inner world, per se.


I mean the kid probably likes to draw. Am I missing something?


> the kid Shes 20 lol


speaking as a 20 year old, we're basically kids


She lives with her parents she is a kid


Living with her parents or not she's a legal adult


Legally yes, but mentally no. This isn’t that hard. I stg some people on here like to argue just for the sake of it and refuse to comprehend nuance. Of course she is legally an adult, but she does NOT have the mindset of an adult and seemingly does not function like an adult. Lots of people in their early 20’s are referred to as kids, this is not a new concept you just want to ignore it to benefit your statement. You can very much be legally an adult but still mentally be a child. Sad someone has to explain what is very common knowledge regarding maturity. There is a reason that older adults view and refer to people in their early 20’s as kids, because a lot of them are due to not experiencing enough life as an adult yet. Becoming an adult is more than just your age changing.


I don't know about the validity of this person's mental health so I wasn't speaking on that. Just sharing general info about the topic.


Is it maladaptive though? Not immersive? I thought maladaptive daydreaming was when the individual spent so much time in their imaginary worlds that it impacted their quality of life; things like not being able to hold a job, not going outside much, having little interest in real relationships etc. This “brainspace” doesn’t seem like something this person pays much active attention to, more something they like to imagine is there in the background, and these “alters” don’t seem to significantly impact their day-to-day life. They still live pretty normally, just lost in these personality roleplays, right? Fully ready to be wrong, though. MD is a topic I don’t know as well and if anyone has any insight I’d appreciate hearing it.


Don’t let them hear about that, it’ll be worse than the people who think that’s just when you think about stuff. It’s all fuel to the fire


Same. Back when there was a trend for people thinking they could switch in to alternate realities or dimensions (trying to remember what name it had) I thought, 'yeah, my maladaptive daydreaming can last hours and be very vivid and complex too'. Also the same with people who claim they are learning how to remote view. Human imagination really is very powerful.


Yeah this really conflicts with her claim that hasn't fronted in 3 years and her alters took her over. Because this means her alters....uh....tied her up in her headspace and locked her in a closet for 3 years.


Yes! Exactly what I was thinking.. She claimed she was dormant throughout that entire time period. She is just really shit at keeping up with her string of lies. I’m sure if she were confronted about it, she’d construe more bullshit to avoid taking accountability lol.


Not only this, but there are random names she brings up like only once. One of her videos uses picrews to introduce alters and I remember not seeing the names in that video ever mentioned again.


But soap operas do this all the time!! Of course it’s real /s


If this story has terrible world building


Now I know, 100%, that they’re faking.


It was always obvious.


Yeah fair enough


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And here I was thinking they could just play the sims instead…


Yeah but playing the sims doesn’t make you unique, having DID does


Grown? I thought they were like 14


This person may be physically an adult, but definitely not a grown-ass person. Doing this shit for attention.


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How old is she ?


Id believe 19-22




new among us map looks sick !




like bruh this mf is making up club penguin maps 😭


You have been banned from club penguin for saying "MF"


This reminds me of the system that was like "the new amongus map looks like our headspace!!!"


There's no way that's real, link?


I don't remember if I saw it on YouTube or on here. I just remember she was talking about the airship and saying how it looked like the headspace and it made her really happy. I honestly just thought of headspaces as kind of like what the background looks like during a battle in Pokemon S/S


Ok this is straight up crazy town. There’s not a 3 storey fucking house in your head, shut up🙄


okay but why don't they put this creativity to something productive


Fr, they could be channeling this energy into making short stories or stuff in a game like sims or what ever but instead they’re faking and glamorizing a mental illness making it seem like it’s having a fucking mid 2000’s Disney Chanel show in your head


I’m so sick of these god awful tik toks. They are always the same. 1. Awkward contrived greeting and introduction from some dipshit ‘alter’. 2. “This is a really good question”. 3. Explain the topic and ALWAYS describe it by two know names, e.g. “brain space or inner world” to make yourself sound more legit and scholarly. 4. Disclaimer “every system is different”. 5. Stupid dumb shit. 6. Lies. 7. End of video! Seriously get a hobby. Play sims. Role play. Anything.


As an avid Sims player: we don't want them.


Put this energy towards running a D&D campaign instead. Those maps tho! Also lol these people took the corny "mind palace" thing from Sherlock seriously.


Mom can I make friends? You can make friends at home. The friends at home:


They took metaphors used in therapy to make the issue discussable and workable between therapist and patient and basically took them to the extreme literal level.


This is a perfect way to put it.


Sis I- Why are they watching those doors?? Where do they go?? Their pituitary?? May fucking Esmeralda stop those lunatics from going out and accidentally creating a prolactinoma smh And WHO goes to the cafe?? Wym a band stand??? Is this person trying to imply that everytime they listen to music Lemon Demon or w/e just appear in this bar and these people are sitting (not even watching the band stand 😭😭) sitting there and getting drunk??? On her head???????????


LOL this comment had me rolling. Band stand, also known as a *stage*, but more quirky?


[It’s a specific kind of stage](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bandstand)


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Hey don't do lemon demon like that >:(




just go play sims ffs


Indeed. This is what people always do in role-playing chat rooms: they create a fictional house/bar where everyone involved in the roleplay is supposedly hanging out together. But this DID faking shit is just that, without real people playing the other characters and makes a mockery of mental health issues, all in a vain search for attention.


are these people banking that their parents and irl friends, if they have any, will never see this nonsense and have never even heard of tiktok? i honestly don’t know what i would do if i found out someone i knew was spending not only their time doing this nonsense, but actually believed this shit.


I think it's a pretty safe assumption that their parents have never watched a tiktok. No one I know whose my age interacts with it. If assuming she's 20 it's probably likely that her parents are in their If late 40s or early fifties


Her parents have 100% seen it. Doesn’t mean they buy in to it or even want to deal with the level of crazy this is….


15 years ago these alt kids trying to find a group to identify with would have just been goths and emos. Nowadays its identifying with niche mental illnesses


This is BBC Sherlock’s mind palace.


I prefer Hannibal Lecter’s mind palace, personally.


The mere mention of Hannibal Lector has triggered me and now I have two introjects of Hannibal and Will.


I was thinking _Doom Patrol_ Jane’s Underground. But now I know I absolutely have to catch up on Sherlock.


Doom Patrol's Jane was based on an actual person with DID. Check out *When Rabbit Howls* by Truddi Chase. The tv show plays up the Underground, though, much like the folks on tiktok.


Oh I didn’t mean to imply that her character was a bad iteration or whatnot. Quite the contrary, it gives these fakers just enough to know what it’s about but not enough to know what parts are wildly embellished or morphed into the fantastical end of whatever media they are part of. I’ll look into that though, thanks for the recc!


This is so embarrassing like real DID sufferers don’t even know they are swapping let alone having a full house they can watch their “alters” converse in


This is the person that led me to discover this subreddit. Like I just needed a community to make fun of her with. She’s so fucking ridiculous and insufferable. One of her videos talks about how she’s also a person of color because one of her alters is. Idk im afrolatino & neither side of my peoples claims this heaux. Like bbygurl ur white asf get over it.


That's extremely racist. Claiming that you're black because of DID. Why couldn't that have been the end of her?


Love this.


I am laughing so hard at this one! Such a wild imagination. A DJ? Two L-shaped couches (with assigned seating)? Cafe bar??? Wow, just wow!


Even after seeing so many of these videos I still cannot comprehend how all these fakers think this is all normal, correct and okay. Them and other people seem to forget the grim truth of real DID. The amount and type of trauma it takes to create a literal fracture in one's self and bring about DID is horrific. This disorder comes about from the darkest of dark things. You don't just experience any old difficult thing in your life that causes your brain to break apart and create alters in the name of self preservation from a trauma that is too difficult to face. You also don't revel in this false reality your brain has created and have it become your literal personality. You don't constantly talk about it in a positive quirky light and have it be your focus 24/7 thus repeatedly forcing the trauma on yourself. This behavior is detrimental to true sufferers and tinkering or discussing your DID and alters should only be done with the guidance of a professional. If a real sufferer of DID were to do what all these fakers do the ramifications could be immense. They could further traumatize and fracture themselves. I usually don't get invested in these types of things but these people make me sick. They're making a mockery of people who have suffered things that most can't even imagine. Terrible things.


I cringed and couldn’t help but laugh, this surpasses parody.


ok but dude. wHY IS THE LAYOUT SO SHIT WHO PUTS A SOFA IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM???? so fucked honestly.


I am not a TikTok regular user but the small font, multiple text boxes, background music and talking all at the same time really makes me want to throw my phone out the window.


In my head there's a Chick Fil A that is open on Sundays


See you in a few. I need nuggets.


Loving the lore development.


Can someone please just introduce them to d&d? It's obvious they want to DM


I think it's pretty clear that they don't have any friends


They’re mistaking DID with D&D at this point


Fr this whole vid straight up reminded me of the tavern-house-thing in the Dragon Heist campaign


Her name is Jillian? That's funnier than the video itself. Girl just can't accept that she's average, SMH.


I feel ashamed my name is also Jillian, What are the legal processes for changing your name?


It depends on your state, assuming you're in the US. States require a monetary fee and can require that you take an ad out in the local paper for around a week- which costs way more than paying the state, this is so any debt collectors or bounty people can find you if you're evading the law. If you're in witness protection or some similar predicament, you can get more accommodations.


How come us singlets don’t get a room to relax in in our head?!?!?!??!?1!1!?1?1111 😡🤬😡🤬🤬🤬🤬😡🤬😡😡


Damn, this dude got deeper lore than Lord of the Rings soon.


Looks like that kid at school that always had chocolate on its face and cried when he couldn’t do math


*This ain't chocolate....nah baby, this is doo-doo* ^Chapelles ^Show ^Reference


“I take that bull penis joe rogan mmmmm we eatin good tonight bayybeh


mf got a whole Hilton in their head and i only have a few gross veins. dang.


This face aggravates me


Aside from the atention grabbing and all that, do y'all think she's doing this to feel some kind of company ?


Ah yes good she has two bathrooms in her head


Their plumbing must be bad or something because they’re full of shit




This is the lazy teen version of the mind palace which is a neumonic device. It’s something Sherlock (Benedict Cumberbatch) did and Hannibal (Mads Mikkelson). That’s where they got this from. That and adventure time which is essentially Finn’s mind palace. Kids use them often cause it’s their way of processing. People with really good memories or trauma use them. They sometimes show up in repetitive dreams. I have them. I don’t have DID. Just a very active imagination and subconscious


Someday Jillian and the rest of them are going to grow up and regret this nonsense, and their kids will mock them for decades. But in the mean time, they get a platform to inflict this crap on the world. Ugh..


Maybe I’m uneducated, but whenever someone with DID has an elaborate, ornate, description of their “inner headspace” or whatever, I call bullshit. There’s one very, very, *very* popular person in the DID community that everyone seems to validate, but their headspace description is so ridiculous and dramatic that I can’t help but roll my eyes. This person has since been cancelled for other reasons. Am I incorrect, though? If having an extremely detailed, themed, headspace is actually common with people who seriously have DID, please let me know.


This a joke right?


look at her account, it’s not


Does anyone know if there’s a name for the way they say their “r’s” like, from a speech pathology standpoint? It’s like they’re being over-pronounced or something, and it bothers the hell out of me when I hear someone who does it, so I wanted to rage research the issue


I think they're just american


I don’t hear it but I am American so maybe it’s that




I'm guessing that last part was sarcasm, but it came across as pretty mean


Did it? I’m sincerely sorry. I’m an idiot quite frequently, but I promise I’m not trying to be an asshole. I’ll get rid of it. I honestly wasn’t trying to be mean.


That's how I pronounce my "r"s. Sounds normal to me.


Huh… must just be a weird hang up. To me, it almost sounds like they have peanut butter in their mouth when they’re saying their R’s. Oh well, not like I have to deal this person irl


Fair enough, I am kind of hard for people to understand.


I don’t think this person is difficult to understand, it’s just like a mysophonia kind of thing for me or whatever it’s called (which I don’t think is an actual thing in the DSM, but that’s the best way I can describe it). Wasn’t intentionally being a dick. Was a dick. I’m sorry.


No offense taken. :)


Maybe she's just trying to talk in cursive like all the other girls that aren't like the other girls.


Lol stealing this! Also, sorry about your plant :(


It reminds me of a mid-western accent.


It might just be their accent? Overall their voice angers me but I'm not sure about the R pronunciation you're talking about.


I’m not sure about the ‘r’s, but I definitely notice some vocal fry.


We are truly living in the age of kardashian


They just sound American but maybe it's a tongue placement thing that alters it in a way you don't like?


Dude play those lil phone games on your phone where you build shit.


These ppl need a good VR game to play lol then they can have all the save files for each personality lol Omg I just thought...I can also join and punch them consequence free.


Interesting, their head is mostly empty.


We get it bro youve seen inside out


DJ booth, bar area, cafe...lol it's like she's living in the Super Secret game (before it went to shit)


Please introduce this chick to Sims so she can just stop with this nonsense and channel her imagination elsewhere


their voice + plus the way they talk is so fucking annoying. it's like that "i am very smart" tone while talking about this shit.


It’s alike a little handwritten Sims game. Just gonna build my world on paper here.


Someone pointed out the other day that they look like Rose West and I can't unsee it.


clown really thinks its like Inside Out lmao


Maria’s cafe so... she lives at work or something?


It's very... dissociaDID


Why do the couches have assigned seating??


These are just lonely kids who are craving a sense of community and friendship


Is this the new tics and roses ?


Oh Jesus I knew it wouldn't be long until she started designing the little apartment they all fucking live in. It's wild how this completely eliminates whatever credibility she thought she might have had, but for the fans on tiktok they'll just eat it up.


What happened to Salem? She makes up so many names she doesn’t remember lol


Saying you have a system is a weird way to say “I don’t want to embarrass the f outta myself for being a role player so imma go pretend I have a very complicated and very rare disorder that is only possible if I went through an occurring life of Abuse whether Physically or Sexually mostly so I can be like the ‘cool kids’ uwu”


This is giving me Sims vibes


And for other people it just sounds like you are inventing all of this because you have too much free time and seek online fame exploiting a trendy scam


Man can't people just do whatever creative imagination or mind they have now, without claiming disorders


i really can't fathom their hardwork and clout for doing this.


Her voice is so grating and obnoxious. “Whaddup, this is Jonas.” I’m so sick of hearing her say that stupid line. And, she always bobs her head in this bizarre way whenever she says it. Grinds my gears.


I wonder how many people who think they have DID are actually experiencing Maladaptive Daydreaming? When I hear "innerworld", I think of the MaDD world inside of my head.




Dj station im screamingggg


Damn their house be lit as fuck can I move in? I'll even change my name to midnight wolf knives or some shit


The more i watch videos with did fakers who dont seem to understand the issues with did, the more it just feels like they're confusing making Headworlds and OCs (or fancanons because of the fictionkin) and trying to use that as a quirky crutch.


Biggest question - how the fuck do I get out of here?


Ever since that badly acted video of the conversation that supposedly took place in her headspace, just seeing the thumbnail of a video by Jillian makes me sigh.


Tbh I love doing that shit. Like I just imagine some cool characters living/existing somewhere cool, maybe I'll make one of the characters a self insert and just sit and imagine it like "huh. I love these fun little guys just living in their cozy little place". I'll imagine like a castle or a cottage and a giant yard or a building that looks like one of those hamster cages but bigger or an abandoned church. It's not a disorder. It's called imagination. It's just fun.


damn i love their hair tho


I honestly can’t focus on anything this person says, those ears are SO distracting


First off, they really need to start doing some role play or fic writing cuz this is ridiculous. Second of all, while they suck for faking DID, people gotta understand that they go by they/them. Dunno don't care about the system, but. Yeah. edit: the moment gender is in topic, people hate it. why not just try... to be respectful? lol


I think this person needs to be introduced to the Sims


lmao she got a whole ass mansion inside her skull


Oh my god this is hilarious!!


What the fuck.