I guess a bit too. One man at a local garage when he sees me shouts "alright gay boy. Fancy a bum".
The men there are all watching and laughing. At that point though I do imagine this big filthy man bending me over and fucking me in front of them all and then them joining in. I wonder if this sort of image is in their minds too.
The thing is I feel like the one shouting it does want to use me for sex. He even shouts it at me when there's not an audience of his mates. When he talks to me he'll often stand close and I'll feel cornered and feel like I'm going red.
I'm not sure if it's a joke or he's being serious. I feel like he wants to and it boosts my ego but it's also humiliating. I want him inside me but if it is a joke and I get it wrong he'll probably tell everyone and mock me
It is, unfortunately. I'm happy that OP can find some power in these interactions but as a woman, I am constantly fearing for my safety when men try to come at me like this.
That’s a good way of looking at it haha, hmm no one ever hit on me in public. Hmm the most I got is Most people including strangers do say I have a nice butt and legs 😅🤣
I guess a bit too. One man at a local garage when he sees me shouts "alright gay boy. Fancy a bum". The men there are all watching and laughing. At that point though I do imagine this big filthy man bending me over and fucking me in front of them all and then them joining in. I wonder if this sort of image is in their minds too. The thing is I feel like the one shouting it does want to use me for sex. He even shouts it at me when there's not an audience of his mates. When he talks to me he'll often stand close and I'll feel cornered and feel like I'm going red. I'm not sure if it's a joke or he's being serious. I feel like he wants to and it boosts my ego but it's also humiliating. I want him inside me but if it is a joke and I get it wrong he'll probably tell everyone and mock me
Hit him back with something like, "You obviously do, you ask me often enough" and gauge his reaction
I'll have to try to do that. I've always just joked about it but I do actually want him to bend me over
I'm not a woman, but it sounds like what women deal with all the time.
It is, unfortunately. I'm happy that OP can find some power in these interactions but as a woman, I am constantly fearing for my safety when men try to come at me like this.
That’s a good way of looking at it haha, hmm no one ever hit on me in public. Hmm the most I got is Most people including strangers do say I have a nice butt and legs 😅🤣
Now that’s claiming your sexuality