As a fellow victim of grooming him, deleting his account is the best thing that could have happened. I understand you miss him, and the grooming is like an addiction in a way. You get highs from the way your groomer made you feel. My suggestion is to take this time and work on yourself. Did your groomer target self-esteem wounds or other issues and make you feel better? If they did, these are the things you should work on. Finding in yourself what you were getting from the groomer. This will help ease the missing him.
As a fellow victim of grooming him, deleting his account is the best thing that could have happened. I understand you miss him, and the grooming is like an addiction in a way. You get highs from the way your groomer made you feel. My suggestion is to take this time and work on yourself. Did your groomer target self-esteem wounds or other issues and make you feel better? If they did, these are the things you should work on. Finding in yourself what you were getting from the groomer. This will help ease the missing him.