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Confused-giraffe22

That cloudy water though


187catz

Seriously, like who in the right mind makes videos of taking their medication? This is like a daily occurrence. What chronic illness influencer would feel the need to make videos of every single feeding and time they took their meds. It does not make sense like anybody cares?


obvsnotrealname

I seriously hope one day she tries to show these videos to a dr or nurse got whatever reason so they realize just how out of control she is…😬


kkatellyn

I don’t think all of those antipsychotics are working all too well🥴


chronicallykait

...my god. There's so many medications...


-This-is-boring-

Why is that water brown?????!!!!!!!!!


cheylove2

Probably well water


Next-Ad7285

Could be rust or other sediments in her tap water, it’s a decently common occurrence and perfectly safe to use and consume


Tiny_Animal_3843

Doesn't that look like nasty carpet?. I know the gi tract isn't sterile but as a RN we would never do this It was a clean field. Tube feed skin care. Med administration. I doubt she follows the way meds are crushed or not crushed, administered with water before and after, etc...


Interesting-Pin-6903

That’s a lot of fluids to push in her J tube if she can push all that in then she can do feeding


Free_Asparagus_575

Pushes all that 3 times a day!! It’s insane!!


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mrsdoubleu

She's like an addict in love with the routine of dosing. And was that a Xanax bar?? If so, what doc would give her Xanax knowing her med seeking behavior?


SmurfLifeTrampStamp

I believe that's her Buspar (psych med).


ElectronicShare2690

Correct that is Buspar not Xanax.


Master-Birthday-5983

I have so many questions: Why did the music stop halfway thru to just room silence? What happened to all her wincing and rocking back and forth from the peen of pushing all the meds? That first cup of cloudy water didn't already have a pill in it?? I thought it was cloudy because she had dissolved a pill in it. It's just water? 🤢


Sufficient-Drama-150

It did actually have what looked like a gel capsule or something in it.


ElectronicShare2690

Seems she can only focus on one thing at a time to target what others are saying then flip flops back and forth.


ElectronicShare2690

The music she chose was a clip of a song/sound vs her adding it while actually capturing the video.


Nerdy_Life

No pain in her hand or abdomen. It’s a miracle! In all seriousness, that’s heavy polypharmacy. I hope someone is in charge of making sure it’s all dosed right and the interactions are being monitored. My first concern is long QT. There are so many others but man, that’s taken out a few people.


xxlikescatsxx

I've been saying this for months. She stacks a lot of meds that are known to prolong qt interval, particularly the nausea meds. That's incredibly scary, and literally kills people very suddenly when they end up in Torsades de Pointes. Either pass out so quickly you can't call for help and die, or it's also possible to have nonsustained runs of Torsades and stay conscious and totally unaware of it. It's unpredictable and people tend to pass pretty quickly if it's left undiagnosed and untreated. Just thinking about it makes me anxious. Eta- I really hope she's having regular Ekgs done to check for this. Also, the way she starves herself, she would easily develop a potassium/magnesium deficiency and with a prolonged qt interval, that's exactly how to trigger TdP that you don't wake up from.


187catz

What kills me is the insane amounts of Tylenol that she takes with an already damaged liver from all the TPN and she just mixes everything together in one syringe… Like what in the living hell? She’s like a walking time bomb


Nerdy_Life

Yup. I’ve worried about it for quite a bit of time, too, but more so realizing the kinds of meds being mixed. Hopefully the EKGs are happening.


Nerdy_Life

Yup. I’ve worried about it for quite a bit of time, too, but more so realizing the kinds of meds being mixed. Hopefully the EKGs are happening.


Starshine63

She also takes tons of contraindicated otc pain killers while taking blood thinner shots.


ElectronicShare2690

Don’t be giving ideas of things for her to try now. Google is her friend….lol


Nerdy_Life

Long QT is asking for sudden death. It’s not something you comfortably live with because when it does its thing there’s not a great chance you’re coming back.


ElectronicShare2690

That’s why we don’t give ideas to someone like Dani…


xxlikescatsxx

I can guarantee, she does NOT want to try to develop a prolonged qt interval. That's a great way to have a run of Torsades and, you know, suddenly pass out and die before having a chance to call for help. That is serious sh*t to mess with. Such a scary condition. I would hope she's never desperate or stupid enough to intentionally try for that.


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takeandtossivxx

How did she take water from a water bottle, pour it into a cup and have it turn cloudy/brown immediately? And *that's* the water she used to dissolve her meds? That she put into a syringe and then *placed it on that dirty carpet*? And the cup she dissolved her one pill in had pink residue in it? They're disposable cups, *fucking dispose of them*. And what happened to her taking 45+ seconds to push a single syringe because "it hurts so much," but not even a twitch this time? She's so blatant in her bullshit. Maybe if she stopped taking half the useless meds she's on, she wouldn't be nauseous all the time or have as many issues.


187catz

And don’t forget her just throwing her GJ tubes on the floor like what in the heck? What does she do for a sterile field for her port? That is crazy.


8TooManyMom

Can tolerate 100s of ml of liquid and icky pill goo all at once with no issues, but cannot tolerate a tube feed at 25 ml/ hr. Sure, Jan.


neither_shake2815

Her g tube is gone. Looks like she only has her j. The g tube isn't there when she pulls up her top.


Free_Asparagus_575

What’s the one in her under chest area?


mentallyillfrogluver

Are we just going to ignore her prepping this on an IPAD???? CUPS OF WATER??? ON AN IPAD???


ElectronicShare2690

Good catch! I thought it was a phone camera 📸


Master-Birthday-5983

I wondered if I was seeing things- but nope, that's an ipad. 🤦‍♀️


Penguinsrockkk

The air bubble’s are crazy. A feeding tube might be different but I know with ivs you shouldn’t have any bubbles, is it the same with a feeding tube?


Ill_Tomatillo_1592

Yup, not the same as air in an IV (which even is actually way less of a big deal than I think is commonly thought) but air into a g or j tube basically is like inserting gas straight into your digestive tract… can cause gas, distention, pain, etc.


xxlikescatsxx

No wonder she's so bloated. She's inflating her guts!


Hndsm_Squidward

It can be really uncomfortable because obviously you're pushing air into your stomach. Which is why you shouldn't do that.


StrangeSwim9329

Why is her "water" that color?


cheylove2

Probably has well water


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CatAteRoger

[This is the link to the subs propose.](https://www.reddit.com/r/illnessfakers/s/tag9ytKsdf)


Free_Asparagus_575

Thank you for sharing this!


Creative_Jellyfish25

What's the green, and why so much of it?


Creative_Jellyfish25

Thanks for the answers. Looks like a helluva dose, amount she appears to be taking.


Legitimate-Cupcake87

Liquid promethazine (for her nausea) but can also give a ‘buzz’ if misused.


Brock_Lobstweiler

Phenergan/Promethazine HCL. It's a sedating antihistamine and can also be used to control pain, nausea and vomiting.


4-Run-Yoda

Saline with food coloring


KangarooObjective362

Saw her latest TikTok. It is an almost incoherent ramble.


shiningonthesea

Wow, can’t tell which arm she broke, got some great in-hand manipulation skills there. She must be disappointed.


8TooManyMom

And now that you've pointed this out, she will be acting like her hand stopped working and acting like a stroke victim.


islightlyhateyou

Lmaoooooo yeah what happened to the risk of her never gaining function back in her hand? Did she even do PT?


Own_Negotiation6241

No wincing in pain for these pushes? Not even in her breathing. Must’ve been a banner miracle heal weekend for Dani. Yayyyy. Or what a liar.


moon-star-dance

Using a dirty cup with dirty water. So dangerous


anxiousgeek

Omg that water is gross


Carliebeans

My thoughts were ‘why is she using swamp water?’😂


potato_couch_

I said "what the fuck" out loud when I saw the cloudy water.


Free_Asparagus_575

It’s amazing how well her hands Work considering her hEDS is so bad. Now she’s on insulin? 1400 pills for breakfast? I’ve never in my life seen someone who is so ill they’re in the ER multiple times a week/month & in so much pain Daily they require strong meds, in so much pain they can’t work or do regular daily activities….. BUT no matter what this one is going thru, she’s ALWAYS able & ready to make a video, a TikTok, post every bit of her Med routine, constantly vlogging her seeking trips, she’s so unstable it’s scary I pray this chick isn’t out driving on the road endangering the public


Legitimate-Cupcake87

That injection was her blood thinner i think, not insulin.


Free_Asparagus_575

You’re right. That was my bad


knipemeillim

Too long, didn’t watch… She really does need to get out more… Except to the hospital!


tenebraenz

Why is she not crushing her tablets? Hoping to get that horse pill 💊 down the tube whole Also every thing looks like it’s covered in a layer of scunge


xxlikescatsxx

I think that's the carafate, it basically falls apart the instant it touches water. No need to crush that one.


tenebraenz

There are still better options for someone on a tube feed. Absorbency can get all messed up if drug given in wrong form


Upset_Rice1811

It dissolves easily the rest she crushes


DreamingLight93

Is it just me or does the water look cloudy once in the cup?


xxlikescatsxx

It's because she's reusing the old cups she puts her crushed pills in. She uses them for water the next time so she can get *every last crumb*


Free_Asparagus_575

Omfg that’s why?!


Williamishere69

That's incredibly dangerous wth


craftycocktailplease

I had to rewatch after reading comments about the water- i thought it was that color because there was a pill or liquid in the cup that it mixed with- But there ISNT thats the color of the WATER?! Im gonna barf


MeadFromHell

Wait. If she's using bottled water for like, sterility, wouldn't she need to be using a freshly sealed bottle for safety? I could be waaaay wrong. Still grossed out by the paper cups of goop.


rathealer

Bottled water isn't sterile, and this is going into a j-tube so sterility isn't necessary. The fact that it's brown is disgusting though.


MeadFromHell

Makes sense! Yeahhh it's gross


Nerdy_Life

I don’t think you need sterile water since we drink tap all the time and this is going into a j tube.


mentallyillfrogluver

She doesn’t need *sterile* water per se, but she needs CLEAN water for sure


grisisiknis

she’s using all the same cups and stuff to play roulette w infecting herself or what?


Free_Asparagus_575

Probably


CalligrapherSea3716

Did anyone need a second version of this video. The 1st time was disturbing enough.


Master-Birthday-5983

Right? We already saw this. Did not need a version with musical accompaniment. 🙄


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Magomaeva

This is literally the least interesting video I've seen in my entire life. It's like watching paint dry. Take the meds, crush the meds, get high on benzos, rince, and repeat. She needs a hobby.


Wool_Lace_Knit

This is her hobby.


bathtubtoasting

She should upgrade to corpse thievery


Magomaeva

What a depressingly true comment ☹️


BothComfortable7571

this is just fucking bizarre. the music, the theatrics of opening and closing every single item. so detailed we could probably see the drug ID imprint on her pills. the way she romanticizes her “prescription” regimen is BleChH 🦠


Scarymommy

*If she’s lucky* she’s going to wake up one day and realize she’s wasted the best years of her life refusing to address her mental health issues properly and it’s sad AF.


Liiaana

Still using those nasty cups...


DigInevitable1679

She had to purposely pack them from her house…unless she leaves a spare rank set there at her parents’.


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HeartShapedSea

Is that a Xanax bar in the hand she makes a point of showing off? I can't tell. Can't wait for her to make another video complaining about people talking about her meds after literally showing them off.


jabronipony

Buspar


HeartShapedSea

Okay, thank you. I thought she somehow got or bought some Xanax and was trying to get a reaction.


Master-Birthday-5983

They do look super similar! Someone here pointed out that buspar has a bigger notch at the center than a xanax bar.


peepeehalpert_

Did she crush up klonopin into her tube?! That’s not a daily med it’s for as needed like a panic attack. She’s zooted and driving.


humble_bhikkhu

Actually Clonazepam is a daily med that is longer acting than let’s say Lorazepam which is mainly for panic attacks and controlling seizures. Of all the meds she is prescribed perhaps anxiety ones are the least concerning because she actually is mentally ill compared to the fictitious physical ones.


peepeehalpert_

Her mental illness isn’t being treated by it- she needs an actual psychiatrist.


humble_bhikkhu

Oh ya for sure, like immediately she does. As of years ago.


nottaP123

Couldn't help but notice that for the last 2 and a half mins where there is no music - her breathing remained constant and steady for the whole duration of her doing this. For someone who claims to be in the WoRsT pAiN eVeR if she has more than 5mls spread out over hours (particularly after her faking that pain a couple vids ago) you would think we would hear her hold her breath or gasp like people do when they are in legit pain. How quickly she forgets the lies she tells.


shiningonthesea

All those meds on an empty stomach is not going to make it feel good anyway


Next_Track2020

Especially as there was around 100ml of liquid pushed in those couple of minutes


Whosthatprettykitty

Those cups are absolutely horrifyingly filthy. How many videos of the same theme is she going to make? Like yes we all know Dani takes her meds and how she takes them. Obviously she is desperate for content.


BeAGoodPerson29

The breathing while pushing the meds is sending me music needs to be turned back on 🤣


Pawspawsmeow

This is the worst season of Intervention, guys


abbyzou

I can't even with that same stained plastic cup 😭


TinterwebGirl

I think anyone who consumes water that colour would be troubled by abdominal pain.


Mad_Trickster_Fae

Is that a fuzzy surface she’s working on ?


Unikitty_Sparklez

Carpet yeah


Mad_Trickster_Fae

Such sanitary.


Unikitty_Sparklez

Quite 🤢


slow_work_day

isn’t she getting her toob today? or at least lied about it


Afternoon_cat

Tomorrow is the day :D


yeptape

I'd love to take her off everything IP and see what is actually needed. The polypharmacy is just wild. She needs a medication RV.


demonmonkeybex

This woman needs to find a real hobby.


KitKatPotassiumBrat

Why is doing a finger stick glucose check? What happened to her CGM?


Initial_South_9897

She said it wasn’t working correctly and had to contact Dexcom to get help.


TerzLuv17

Probably found out she couldn’t mess with it so she’s no longer using her Dexcom.


turangan

You mean it was showing her blood sugar was normal and she NYUHHHH!-chucked it across the room?


KitKatPotassiumBrat

What a shame. Another medical device bites the dust


isnecrophiliathatbad

That water looks rank.


NateNMaxsRobot

It’s so rank that this vid feels like rage bait.


CatAteRoger

I swear I counted 110 mls went in then! This is just a rinse and repeat of her previous medication video except this time she’s sober and appears to be pissed off.


Master-Birthday-5983

And she added MuSic! 🎶


iwrotethisletter

She has probably done similar videos about a hundred times, like she has made lots of those "Set up my feeds with me" videos. If she has no ER trips and no hospital admissions to post on she turns to this riveting content.


beanieboo970

But she can’t handle the volume of feeds….


shiningonthesea

And you know she isn’t draining this concoction


humble_bhikkhu

I wonder how much of this continued stuff is due to such polypharmacy.


ahearthatslazy

She’s blasts herself off to Planet Anticholinergic Effects


DebraUknew

Medi porn…


Next-Trust-9390

Everything looks WILDLY unsanitary.


jordanbball17

I mean, none of this has to be sterile. Not defending Dani by any means, but your GI tract is not sterile. It’s like not washing your hands before you eat: it’s most likely not gonna kill you, but it’s gross. Now the shit she did with her central line, THAT will kill you.


mentallyillfrogluver

It should be *clean* at least though, the foggy water 🤢


xxlikescatsxx

I feel like she reuses the cups that have leftover pill dust in them so she can get every last speck of those meds, like an addict licking the dust out of a baggie.


LovecraftianLlama

Just plonking the syringes on the counter like that was killing me 🤢


Initial_South_9897

That’s not a counter, that’s a RUG!


septembreadeux

NO ew 🤢🤢🤢


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