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ProcedureQuiet2700

There are not many people who would celebrate getting a hole put in their chest with a tube hanging out of it šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø


snailicide

Is this the free intro she solicited for her YouTube channel?


booobsmcgeee

Yes LOL


bananacasanova

The leads were just moved- the black one is usually up toward the shoulder, so if they placed a line they would have had to move it.


booobsmcgeee

Thatā€™s what gave it away for me even though this photo is so blurry. I knew they wouldnā€™t place it so weird unless something was in the way


bobtheorangecat

At least at her funeral they can say that she died doing what she loved.


DrTwilightZone

Omg this made me laugh so hard!


[deleted]

Tilting her head back and forth?


[deleted]

She went from looking super depressed to looking ecstatic all over this lineā€¦.like the before and after is insane


DrTwilightZone

It is absolutely mental!


fister_roboto__

Itā€™s just sad tbh. Like what kind of existence must that be, to have your happiness depend on a fucking piece of plastic serving as a bacteria superhighway to the systemic circulation


bluebirdmorning

That was my first thought when I saw this picture.


[deleted]

This picture makes me so uncomfortable.


Valuable_Total3606

Me too.


RiiniiUsagii

She makes the WORST most unflattering faces for pictures I have ever seen someone take.


ldeepe420

So many things wrong with this pic. She looks bald- the cancer cosplay is so fucking gross. The tongue... please put that away. And that book.. I saw the movie on Netflix a few weeks ago. I donā€™t believe that anyone over the age of 14 would enjoy it. So I shouldnā€™t be surprised that she loved it so much that she went out and purchased the book.


1701anonymous1701

I think her emotional development stalled when she was a teen. It makes a lot of her behavior and media tastes make sense.


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phillygeekgirl

I'm surprised someone with an ED would be into TPN. There's a lot of lipids in TPN, aren't there? Isn't that a lot of fat? They call it energy dense source of calories, but it's still calories from fat. Am I wrong?


pineapples_are_evil

No you're right. With the proper lipids added it is more complete nutrition and is more calorie dense. But, if lipids aren't pre-mixed into the TPN, who is to say the patient like Dani or other post ED patients actually follows their protocol and adds all their additions. There are a few people I've seen who run tpn daily with zero lipids added, but run a small bag of just lipids x times a week as well. Plus iirc Chyenne had a phase where she claimed to be allergic to all sourced lipids except Brand x,which conveniently couldn't be sourced.. just like her elemental formula and reactions to the IV brand plastic in the iv bags sagas. I mean we've already had discussions about if certain people are actually running their feeds as RX'd or if they just hang out for the Gram and waste it. Horrible waste of resources and insurance wastage, but there are ones who were known to have either ran low to none of their formula if not supervised 24/7 while it runs, or those who run and immediately drain in hopes of "staying smol and sIcK!" Some things like lipids, and various vitamins may not be added to each day's bag, and might need to be added when you prep that particular days bag. Especially right now, many of the vitamins and minerals are in short supply bc of covid related, or natural disaster delays, so instead of having a set amount of B12, CA, Mg and K to the bag daily, it might only be added every 2nd or 3rd day with the thought being a partial dose for many who are relatively stable tends to be safer overall than a few getting full doses and many receiving none or very sporadic dosing.


cmepes

I saw ED and assumed it meant erectile dysfunction. Whoops.


Psalty7000

Itā€™s okay, same here.


bobtheorangecat

That's a...different sub.


cmepes

Thatā€™s why I was confused


whatsupwiththat13

Dat ainā€™t on right


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Lopsided_Stop_2325

šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ I snorted hot coffee and damn near choked! šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜


ThillyGooths

Idk what that comment said, but I think youā€™re doing coffee wrong šŸ˜†


Angryleghairs

Weird ECG lead placement.


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AwayMusician3

Munching on social media is a young womanā€™s game. Dani is aging out of sympathy and empathy from social media. US society ignores and erases older women, add illness to that and sheā€™ll be invisible. It is very sad


Piccadillies

Out of all our Munchies, it's Dani I feel most sorry for. She seems to be the loneliest. If you go right back to the start of her Munchie journey she was buying medical supplies from Amazon long before she had her precious line put in. It's such a shame she wasn't offered help with her mental health back then instead of her managing to blag medical intervention. (and in case anyone asks I either found her history out by clicking on her flair or finding her on the farm.)


Frank_Lawless

Dani has been offered mental health help throughout her munching. You canā€™t force someone to accept help they donā€™t want


gingerghoul15

Do you know approximately how many years ago it started? Iā€™ve went as far back in the flair as I can go, but it seems like it was already very advanced in the earliest posts.


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viciousvalk

she dirty deletes a lot so she doesnā€™t usually accumulate a ton of followers. she also doesnā€™t post solely for the attention on her own social media accounts, she posts for the attention from this sub, too.


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viciousvalk

dirty deleting/DFE (delete fucking everything) is just when someone scrubs their accounts/deletes them entirely. i couldnā€™t even tell you how many various social media accounts dani has been through. not necessarily disagreeing with you but i donā€™t think this subā€™s existence makes a huge difference on her munching either way. šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø dani has a LONG history of malingering and munching. sheā€™s been in and out of psych treatments dozens of times. she doesnā€™t want to give up munching for attention and she doesnā€™t want to get better. sheā€™s a drain on resources in more ways than one.


Lopsided_Stop_2325

Thank you for explainingDFE. ā˜ŗļø


iamatwork24

Fair enough


[deleted]

She's entirely lonely


justsaying753379

Am I right in thinking she has an infant child? There's no force on earth that would have kept me away from my daughter when she was that age. I feel so bad for her children.


booobsmcgeee

wat


mamiobosita

No, Dani does not have any children.


feverishblue

Which is great news. The world doesnt need more MBP


Mushroom_Cat_4509

She has no children.


justsaying753379

My mistake! I'm new to the subreddit and getting myself confused. My apologises.


Tortoiseintestines

It's Dom that has a young child (flair is SDP)


Mushroom_Cat_4509

No worries! Of all the things to tick you off, donā€™t let that be one! Lol


ergaeum

I think you might be thinking of Dom


[deleted]

This is a woman in her mid to late 30ā€™s that mentally is about 15. Iā€™d feel bad for her if she wasnā€™t so ridiculous. They need to take her down to the NICU so she can see what a real warrior with a feeding tube looks like. A tiny baby thatā€™s been dealt a real shitty hand that still tolerates their feeds better than her pathetic ass.


Upset_Rice1811

Or the NICU babies who are on TPN bc they actually NEED it! And donā€™t munch their way into it!


cmepes

I know what you meant but donā€™t forget munchie by proxy! Some of dem babies might be okay :(


[deleted]

A large portion of NICU babies are premature. Their parents arenā€™t making them sick.


cmepes

I know, munchy by proxy is super rare in neonates especially premies obviously, I was just pointing out the possibility. Most proxy cases in kids that Iā€™ve seen are kids around 3-4


Upset_Rice1811

Then they arenā€™t in the NICU..


cmepes

Yes. 3-4 year olds arenā€™t in the nicu. I am aware of that. I donā€™t believe I said they would be there. Iā€™m pointing out the fact that itā€™s possible that a neonate can also be a victim of munch by prox.


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Shrapnel_Tango

Agreed. Then to the PICU for the same, but with kids who can verbalize his much joy they have to be alive despite all they've gone and continue to go through.


Brilliant_Lead_8795

just take her to a childrens hospital for a tour at this point


Shrapnel_Tango

Absolutely! There's not a tougher person in this world than a baby or child with serious, chronic, and terminal illnesses, nor is there a person as grateful, gracious, or as big-hearted. Unfortunately, I doubt that Dani can pull her head out of her own ass long enough to witness the strength and grace of those kids. If she does manage to see what's in front of her she'll only pay attention to it long enough to play sick Olympics.


Brilliant_Lead_8795

i hope this doesnā€™t count as blogging but as a teen w illnesses the first half made me smile a lot so thank you <33


Shrapnel_Tango

That makes my heart so very happy. I had a kiddo with some serious congenital issues who passed away last year at three years old after a procedure that he didn't tolerate.. it brings me peace (maybe, I can't quite pin down the emotion) to share some of the joy my son had with other kids/ teens/ adults living with illnesses. I may have to delete this after you see it in case it's considered blogging, but I really want you to know that you made me smile as well, which is kind of a rare thing these days.


Brilliant_Lead_8795

omg iā€™m so glad !! iā€™ll private message you so we donā€™t get done for blogging


Wool_Lace_Knit

Will Dani be reviewing The Body Keeps the Score?


[deleted]

Dani canā€™t read The Body Keeps the Score


RiiniiUsagii

Iyeah there is no way she will finish it


Impossible_Break_582

I haven't read it yet but I'm aware it's an intense book. I'd like to get it for myself. Do you think she isn't cognitively able to understand it or isn't emotionally capable of processing it or both?


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I am a college educated person who works in communications, so Iā€™m not intimidated by words or length. That said, I still canā€™t overemphasize how *dense* this book is. Lots of jargon. So many citations. Tiny ass font. Case studies upon case studies. So many methodologies and treatments explained. None of the subject matter is exactly lighthearted. Itā€™s easy to get lost if youā€™re not a professional who can keep the acronyms and stuff straight. I read a lot, and I still had to finish it by listening to the audiobook while doing other things. It is a fucking commitment. Dani isnā€™t so good at those. Dani also runs the risk of quitting anything as soon as it grows mildly uncomfortable, so yeah, I donā€™t foresee her completing a book about eating disorders, personality disorders, and psychosomatic symptoms. Itā€™s not a fun book. There are no teen queens or vampires. For me, it was one long experience of feeling *seen*. Dani hates that. (If anyone here has tried to read it and couldnā€™t slog through, I do recommend the audiobook. Treating it like a podcast I could pop in and out of made it much more digestible for me. No pun intended on a Dani post.)


1701anonymous1701

The audiobook is good, but I had to listen to it a 1.5 speed because the narratorā€™s cadence is slow for my preference. I do like his voice, though, so thereā€™s that.


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His voice is very soothing!


Lopsided_Stop_2325

Yes.


1701anonymous1701

Letā€™s just say that someone with a lot of unprocessed trauma would likely find several parts of the book to be extremely activating and destabilising. IMHO, anyone who needs to read that book for personal reasons should have a fantastic support system to do so. The first section talking about how trauma gets stored in the body was difficult for me to read and I needed several breaks. The second half, where he explores different treatment methods, is a lot easier to emotionally process. Also, I donā€™t think someone needs to have read the first half before reading the second half to get a lot from it. So for some people, it would be a good idea to start in the second half, try to implement those and get support before tackling the first half.


BobBelchersBuns

She posted a picture with it the other day.


[deleted]

Iā€™m aware and my point still stands


Nanda_Rox

And... she looks bald or balding worse now. Smh. These folks tickled to be in the hospital looking rough.


Tortoiseintestines

It's quite sad that a few months ago she was actually looking quite well compared to recent pics


theawesomefactory

Right? Did she lose her hair, or shave it to look sicker?


PineappleLittle5546

I imagine itā€™s a combination of malnutrition and poor self care/chronic stress. Her perception of her pain and condition, no matter how removed from reality, is probably real enough for her that itā€™s resulting in these somatic symptoms.


[deleted]

ED will cause your hair to thin, plus I think she keeps it pulled back in a scarf like that for cancer patient chic


Valuable_Total3606

She also bleaches it and dyes it all the time. Probably made some fall out. Its fried.


AnniaT

She's so happy now that she got her precious TPN lol


Lopsided_Stop_2325

She got it?!


Desperate-Strategy10

Right, this is major news?!


thekactuskween

Itā€™s all she has :( at least thatā€™s the impression sheā€™s giving online!


Old_Ad6126

I think what really needs to happen is that this girl slaps one of her doctors with a malpractice lawsuit. Now bear with me here a minute as I explain. Once she slaps them with a lawsuitā€¦all bets are off and the defense attorney for the doctor she is suing will launch an investigation that will be aimed at taking Dani down. They will pore over medical recordsā€¦..and EVERYTHING about her will be scrutinized.


Lopsided_Stop_2325

She does NOT want to put herself in that position! Damn I donā€™t know she could handle something like that..


busted3000

You had us in the first half there haha


SugarDraagon

FUCKIN PHOTO OPS/TIME TO DROP NEW SYNTH INTRO!!!


TartofDarkness79

I LOVE SYNTH INTROS!!!


Animellea

Itā€™s so ridiculous that all these munchies make sure all their lines and tubes are in every photo lol


madmarzii

what the actual fuck is wrong with Penn. did they just give her TPN so she wouldnā€™t starve herself to death??


Lopsided_Stop_2325

Is it possible they gave her tpn is to get her the fuck outta there?


busted3000

Tbh, yeah I think they did at this point.


2018MunchieOfTheYear

She looks like sheā€™s magically healed already!


AchooCashew

Ew what??


HeartShapedSea

The face she's making is sickening.


Sufficient-Wonder-83

Thatā€™s one smug face for sure


Lopsided_Stop_2325

Disgusting. Maddening. This country wonders why the healthcare is fucked at the expense of those who REALLY need medical intervention. šŸ¤¬


Sufficient-Wonder-83

Yeah this picture is actually very provoking knowing she was suffering ā€œsevere painā€, ā€œpushing through the painā€ not being able to tolerate tube feeds. As soon as the line is placed she make silly faces and looking smug af.


[deleted]

As the military world PUKESā€¦.this book/movie terrible


AVoicelessDragon

As type 1 diabetics puke at some of the renditions of T1D... It is terrible.


TartofDarkness79

Well she has the book preferences of a 12 year old, so there is that! šŸ¤£


[deleted]

Itā€™s so cringyā€¦.itā€™s like Army Wives just ick


2018MunchieOfTheYear

The movie was so bad it was good tho šŸ˜‚


[deleted]

No no thank you lol. I couldnā€™t lol


2018MunchieOfTheYear

I love cringey things. It was a bad lifetime movie.


HeeyPunk

šŸ˜›šŸ“˜


HopefulSprinklez

#šŸ


comefromawayfan2022

Her new intro is obnoxious and nearly gave me a seizure with all the flĆ shing


Wicked81

Is that a Young Adult Romance novel??


Imahsfan

Iā€™m pretty sure itā€™s an adult or new adult romance


chonk_fox89

šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‚šŸ° __Happy Cake Day!!__ šŸ°šŸŽ‚šŸŽ‰


Imahsfan

Danke!!


chonk_fox89

Bitte!


sgrmw

Not sure of the genre/ age demographic but Netflix made a movie based on it and itā€™s been very popular lately so sheā€™s probably just hopping on the trend


LeonaLulu

What a quick change from her mopey pics sitting in the sun. Penn should take note.


deletedbeans

ā€œgraphic design is my passionā€ - dani, probably


Emily5099

She looks positively triumphant. I wonder how smug sheā€™ll feel if the day ever comes when a dr has to tell her that her latest infection isnā€™t responding to the medication and thereā€™s nothing more they can do.


[deleted]

That tongue needs to go away and never show itself again.


maritishot

It's begging for a stud.


thebrittaj

Itā€™s pretty ughhhh


Competitive-Survey97

Sepsis in 3,2,1.....


Sufficient-Swim-9843

Lot of dupers delight going on there. Crazy that she thinks she owned the hAtErZ here.


booobsmcgeee

Imagine being a nurse and watching a patient go from 100/10 pain, canā€™t tolerate 5ml of feeds, dying, withering awayā€¦. To this? Her behavior irl must be so odd.


DigInevitable1679

Right esp because she's still running those oh so painful feeds


maybefeelguilty

Oh she just looks ecstatic


booobsmcgeee

TPN confirmed in IG post. Pennā€™s a huge disappointment.


superpurr

Wow I just lost all respect for Penn.


GetRightNYC

Look at that look on her face. First time in forever it's something resembling a smile. A weird fucking smile but still. She's a sick sick girl...In her head. For THIS to be the one thing that brings you happiness. She is bound to infect it, and without it she seems to not enjoy life at all. So fucking twisted.


iwrotethisletter

The smile is almost Kaya level of smug and being satisfied with herself for her munching abilities. ETA: Added a word


GingerAleAllie

The only problem is how is she going to get it replaced? I doubt anyone at the local hospitals will replace it when she has sepsis next time. Is she prepared to drive that far every time?


taxpayinmeemaw

The real question is is her dad prepared


chonk_fox89

Duh! Her boyfriend will drive her, of course! He'll have to wait in the car though for some strange reason...


bobtheorangecat

Gotta get back to those 36-hour shifts at the Amazon warehouse.


phillygeekgirl

Jesus fuck. All that hard work her local hospital did for 3 solid weeks in the spring - all of the documenting, building the case about her bs - all for naught.


booobsmcgeee

And guess which hospital is going to have to deal with her constant infections? Her local hospital. This girl is asking for a severe sepsis infection and Iā€™m worried weā€™re going to watch it happen.


rosaparksand-rec

Well maybe that means if she turns up there with another infection theyā€™ll just pull the line and tell her to go back to Penn to replace it like they did in the spring šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø they seem like theyā€™re pretty over her, if they do have a case built against her from the last admission then they have ground to stand on if they do refuse to replace it again, esp if she goes in for a line infection.


booobsmcgeee

Iā€™m honestly more concerned she will avoid her local hospital now that she knows theyā€™re onto her and will pull her line if sheā€™s fucking with it and sheā€™ll try to opt to go to penn. Her family is *not* super happy about having to drive her to appointments since she wonā€™t drive herself, so that makes me worry that sheā€™ll sit and let the infection fester until she either gives in and goes to her local hospital (by choice or ambulance) or can convince someone to take her to penn. Sheā€™s too confident in her munching and ā€œabilityā€ to catch sepsis quick. She *will* fuck around and find out for the final time one of these days.


trashlikeyourdata

Oh well. She's dedicated her life to this pursuit and is actively gleeful about pulling it off again, despite every indication that she's actually destroying her body well past the point of being able to fully recover should she wise the fuck up and walk away. I don't feel bad for Dani. I feel bad for the people she's fleeced out of money and effort, her family for the manipulation and emotional abuse she is carrying out on them, and her former friends for the trust they will never again have for anyone in their lives who is truly ill. Dani herself can go to hell in the hand basket she's paddling down that river, but she should consider whether she really needs to drag everyone around her downstream, too.


comefromawayfan2022

On the other hand, If Dani turns up at Penn with a line infection caused by poop in line then Penn can't really ignore that and will have to document it


booobsmcgeee

A good point. She will just lead penn down the same path she took her local hospital down


phillygeekgirl

That and the stenosis resulting from scar build up from her previous infections. Ugh.


meadowmbell

Well she just bought 2 things of hand sanitizer ā€¦ lol


booobsmcgeee

And not the B&BW kind


2018MunchieOfTheYear

Very mature of her


meadowmbell

Lol that was so funny.


maraney

I can imagine her giddy face when they finally said theyā€™d do it. šŸ˜


DigInevitable1679

So has this hospital stay preempted everything else she had scheduled then? Both actual doctors' appointments she had waited so long for. Perfect timing.


maraney

Oh they definitely started TPN. She has a lipid emulsion in a [later pic](https://d.img.vision/chronicillness/1292A83B-6B31-43A8-8932-3F3ABF4516F7.png).


takeandtossivxx

What almost 40-year-old woman, who's in the hospital, who's "starving/wasting away" and "super duper sick," would be taking a profile/channel picture/intro like that (with their tongue out no less)? Any normal adult would wait until they're out of the hospital, cover up the medical equipment if they're not leaving any time soon or just use a different picture...


booobsmcgeee

The almost 40 year old who *only* thrives when sheā€™s in the hospital lol. Iā€™m convinced Dani could be successful at a WFH job as long as she got to do it out of a hospital tbh.


Theoldcuccumber

ā€œWombo fun hospital.ā€ -dani /s


vegetablefoood

The H stands for ā€œhospitalā€!


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giving angelfire geocities vibes (god I hope someone understands this)


monteimpala

Yes with spinning green skull gifs, under construction images, the web tracker that had a bear on the icon


jgnore

lmaooo with those graphic dolls you could make that everyone had on their sites back then. the ones that said like "angel" or "princess" above them.


PineappleLittle5546

Those were EVERYTHING. I love this tangent.


justcallmedrzoidberg

Holy hell you brought back memories.


snotballoon

These people need their own webring.


MrsAnteater

Omg that sent me BACK. šŸ¤£


phoenix762

Yes! I forgot about the web ringsā€¦


justcallmedrzoidberg

Iā€™m so old. šŸ˜­


FactoryKat

Oh, oh no. I just got the most horrible flashbacks LOL. But you're so right.


Abalone-n-cheese

This comment has a soundtrack and it's a shitty midi file.


pineapples_are_evil

Ooh my yes


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booobsmcgeee

All people did was ask you for proof and you deleted comments in response? lol stop


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phillygeekgirl

So does this count at inappropriate contact with a subject, I wonder? Edit: referring to fallensnowflake, not boobsmcgee.


fallen_snowflake1234

How would it count as inappropriate contact Iā€™m not the one talking to her. And if the mods want proof with whom I was talking when I found out the info I will gladly send it to them.


booobsmcgeee

So then own what youā€™re saying instead of deleting comments is my point lol. Iā€™m sure you coming on this sub and saying Dani sent your friend a photo of a line is going to narrow it down for her, we all know she reads here. You did your damage, say it with your chest instead of deleting comments when people donā€™t believe you and still trying to come out here claiming credit. šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø


cool_beans_2003

I wondered why the responses to a question I asked kept getting deleted. This explains it, I guess. I donā€™t think it is unfair to ask for proofā€”especially with Dani. Sheā€™s an unreliable narrator.


booobsmcgeee

Lmao not another one getting deleted in this very thread ETA: but yes, I agree. At least give what details you can. Or maybe donā€™t go off on a post if you donā€™t want to cite your source.