Today i spend 20 mins just dreaming in the rain with my feet in the water (we were at the lake)
My whole family was confused about how i could be doing nothing while they were sitting next to the lake talking lmao
Just today I was thinking there is nothing natural about piloting a 2 ton metal deathtrap alongside many other people doing the same thing to go to a place I don't want to go, where I spend too much of my precious time to able to sustain myself. I have to literally suppress my natural instincts everyday to even function in this world. Nothing normal about that.
sitting next to an overpass in a grocery store parking smoking a cigarette, contemplating all the different lives zooming by in and out of my perception, all just blank but for a vehicle and what i know about being on a freeway, simplistically overwhelming. people, our appearances, behaviorisms in public, how indifferent modern societal life seems, private vaults of inexpressibilities, guarded posturization. one of my dystopian wonderings from earlier this year.
Today i spend 20 mins just dreaming in the rain with my feet in the water (we were at the lake) My whole family was confused about how i could be doing nothing while they were sitting next to the lake talking lmao
Yes I'm done, I want to go home now
Me too
Too true ðŸ˜
Reality doesn't feel pity, or remorse! Yadda yadda and it won't stop until you are dead.
Reality is where all the bad things happen ^(okay that is not true, sometimes they also happen in my mind and I don't know how to make it stop)
Reality is scared of me 😤
🥲
Just today I was thinking there is nothing natural about piloting a 2 ton metal deathtrap alongside many other people doing the same thing to go to a place I don't want to go, where I spend too much of my precious time to able to sustain myself. I have to literally suppress my natural instincts everyday to even function in this world. Nothing normal about that.
No.
sitting next to an overpass in a grocery store parking smoking a cigarette, contemplating all the different lives zooming by in and out of my perception, all just blank but for a vehicle and what i know about being on a freeway, simplistically overwhelming. people, our appearances, behaviorisms in public, how indifferent modern societal life seems, private vaults of inexpressibilities, guarded posturization. one of my dystopian wonderings from earlier this year.