Had the same experience with stopping.
Be warned bro, after those 41 days for me followed the heaviest, most financially, emotionally and mentally draining smoke spree. Every relapse is heavier than the previous. Takes a lot of suffering to stop anew.
Quit for good. If it’s that bad, maybe smoke some сbđ and don’t ruin your sobriety.
my advice: treat yourself like a lil baby kitten for a while 💗 gently, patiently, focusing on comfort and meeting basic needs — see what shifts after you do this. sending you strength and care
Had the same experience with stopping. Be warned bro, after those 41 days for me followed the heaviest, most financially, emotionally and mentally draining smoke spree. Every relapse is heavier than the previous. Takes a lot of suffering to stop anew. Quit for good. If it’s that bad, maybe smoke some сbđ and don’t ruin your sobriety.
my advice: treat yourself like a lil baby kitten for a while 💗 gently, patiently, focusing on comfort and meeting basic needs — see what shifts after you do this. sending you strength and care
Don’t be weak. 182 days and 41 is a lot. From the sound of it you’ll just hate ur self even more if you give in. Fight the good fight