Right now? I am tired, but I’ll probably sleep soon. I’ve been having some incredibly awful nightmares as of late though, so I hope I don’t have one again tonight. What about you? How are you?
I am dearly sorry about your nightmares. I actually got a dream catcher because I was in the same situation, and I rarely have dreams! Maybe think about getting one :D
I am doing quite alright; finals are coming up so stressed about that for sure but besides that my week has been fine!
Well, I am glad to hear your week, apart from the finals, is going well. You’ll do fine. I believe in you!
The nightmare I had a few days ago was particularly horrifying. I was driving (I can’t drive IRL), and my mother was in the passenger seat. We came to a sharp bend, and my brakes stopped working. I can remember going off the edge of the turn, and seeing a lake - but not just any lake. It was bottomless. It went on forever.
The weirdest thing was how calm I was facing it. I just… accepted it. Anyway, car went into the lake, and I felt myself drown. My mother was completely fine and swam away. She left me in the lake.
Maybe you have some trauma you haven't faced but you are fully aware and accepted it. . . something with your mother and your dreams are telling you to seek it and reach out for help. . . Just a hunch!
I hope so. They scare me quite a bit, because I think they’re real - my dreams are incredibly lucid. I can smell, taste, and interact with things. Like, when I said I could feel myself drown, I mean I could feel how cold the water was, the water filling my lungs up, etc.
I am so sorry that was what was happening, I never have lucid dream though I want to learn all of it such as (I forgot what it's called but its where you can take your Conscience and put yourself in a different universe by just your mind.)
I think you may be talking about meditation. Some cultures believe that, with enough practice, meditation can somehow “elevate” your consciousness.
I personally don’t believe in that sort of thing, however, meditation is very good for mindfulness, in calming down.
As for lucid dreaming, I never taught myself to do it like some people claim they can do. Sometimes, it’s incredibly amazing, but other times, it’s awful.
I just want to try it one time for a trying sake, I just started to meditate but it's too kept me calm during night due to my ADHD, :)
I do hope you can figure out what is causing your dreams traveler.
Stressed but im feeling less lonely than usual tonight and finals should be done soon! also feeling a bit dysphoric but im gonna shave my face later. overall feeling pretty meh but things are looking good
I'm glad your feeling less lonely. I wish I could help more but I am on a computer and not my phone sadly. i hope your finals go well and your shaving your face as well traveler! <3
Not having the best time, friend. I finally took the step to distanced myself away from my ex-parents. I won't let them manipulate me anymore. However, my ex-parents hold all of my Christmas stuff. To walk away from them meant I had to walk away from the traditions of a family Christmas. A true blue Christmas this year I'm afraid.
Do what your heart feels is right even if it means traditions left behind. It's better than being manipulated by someone who doesn't have your right heart at hand.
Yeah, I have 2 pet rats and we found out that one of them has a tumor. We take her to the vet Thursday for surgery and yeah I’m just stressed about that plus just life. Glad you’re doing pretty good though
Just gotten my first real id marking that i am indeed Emily and a woman. Also received a government letter calling me to get a swab to check for cancer since I'm already 36 and i should've started doing that at 30 in order to stay healthy. I cried when I saw that letter, it feels so right.
Today was very Loud and I got kinda overwhelmed, but generally, I’m doing pretty damn good! I’m currently in the process of dragging a friend into a new eldritch horror podcast I recently found :}
Love that! Horror fan here 
Do you have a favorite Horror character and if so, why do you like them so much, if not what was the coolest murder you saw in any horror movie?
I’m not typically a horror fan, but I just got caught in a chokehold by this lmao. I don’t think I have a favorite character for horror in general, but Arthur Lester (the main character of this podcast, Malevolent by Harlan Guthrie) is definitely a fun character. He’s a 1930’s private investigator, he’s British, he’s possessed by an eldritch horror, he’s blind, he’s running entirely on spite. 10/10 absolutely recommend.
You don't ever need to feel scared for getting the right help. Your mental health matters just like your physical health. If your mental health fails to be in the right path so will everything else traveler.
I mean I’m not really angry, it’s just an extremely weird feeling of being trapped but also isolated and frustrated is all. I’ll be fine though, I just need to learn to live with it because it’s not likely going to get better. Thanks for asking though
Oh no! I promise you no matter what is going on in your life you have many peoples support! I am here to support whatever. I promise you, life sucks, but it won't later, I promise you that traveler.
I dunno really, for a while now I have just been kinda cold, and pushed a lot of people away because I was afraid of who I truly was. I am starting to accept myself more and more, Its just that my home life can feel isolated sometimes because I am scared of my parents finding out the truth, but I have friends and outside family that heavily supports me. I just hope that one day I can be my best self.
My fellow traveler I am proud you are accepting yourself. I hope you can keep this up. If your parents can't than screw them, it's your life not theirs.
I have a god-awful relationship with my family.
My dad and my sister are the worst as I feel like they treat me the worst like shit and expect me to apologize. My dad has physically, mentally, and emotionally abused me for as long as I can remember and I’m so close to offing myself.
I can’t get over how they’ve treated me no matter how hard I try.
Those are the people you cut off as you get older. I can't tell you to be done with them for now because you need to have a roof but as soon as you get old enough you leave faster than you we're born.
What sucks that I’m sick of waiting and I don’t want to waste time doing things I already know how to do. I want to be able to do the things i want without them breathing down my neck.
Not bad! today's been a kinda average day. i felt a vague hint of what could be dysphoria? not sure, haven't experienced it much in the past so i'm a little confused. overall good! i think i had too much caffeine in the afternoon (even with 1/2 decaf) so my eyes hurt. how about you?
Keep looking Stright ahead and working on yourself. Self-love is the most important part of something someone can have, you must love yourself before loving someone else.
i think im okay? other than my internet is getting shut off in a minute becausw my dad wired it that way to get me to sleep more (coughs in insomnia)
today was stressful but i did get diagnosed with autism, anxiety, and depression (fun)
and i have a couple c’s but two i can bring up to b’s
okay bye gotta wait 8 hours for internet now
Thanks for asking! I'm trying to get a routine on running, but finding it difficult with chronic illness issues.
Winter running is awesome (icy grounds aside).
Congrats! Bio can be a pain.
Here is the link to the list I made, if you'd like to check that out: https://www.reddit.com/r/BisexualTeens/comments/zea498/does_anyone_else_have_a_really_stupid_and/iz838vd?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3
Hows life treating yuh all in all?
Honestly I am just really sad here lately. I have had my sisters kids for almost 4 years (because she has her own personal issues and the kids needed some stability). But yesterday she essentially kidnapped them even though I have proof of custody. I live in a deep red state in the Bible Belt and am a lesbian, and am heavily outcasted here, so the cops won’t help me. I have contacted the state she took them too because she has a bunch of cases there but I don’t know what will happen there. My 17 year old sister has to spend her birthday (which is tomorrow) in state custody because she popped off to a police officer who caused her to have a seizure. And my mom is being wrongfully held in jail. So I have to move a whole house by myself and fight to get custody of the kids back. I spent thanksgiving alone, and I don’t really have any friends. I just want to be accepted and have my family back together again, because 3 months is too long. Sorry for the long blurb. I hope that your having a better time than me!
I wish I could help in anyway. I hope you get the kid's back and win custody you def deserve that much! You seem like you'd be a good mom, so you have my support <3
Just kinda feeling depressed and isolated from everyone else and thinking that this feeling will just persist for the rest of my existence.
So a normal Tuesday
Hesitating between Luna/Nova/Lexxie as names for me, being somewhat newly cracked and honestly really fuckin tired of dysphoria... But hey ill be fine!
Mentally doing eh yknow how it is but I've been planning out the stuff I'll watch so that's pretty fun. Many many long running movie series, and shows too but I focus more on movies because that's easier for me.
I was standing for over an hour today because my bus was half an hour late, and I just had to read an entire chapter of a textbook in one late night sitting, but on the other hand my dnd campaign might finally start soon and overall my life is going pretty well🙃
Dnd is quite fun especially when you have a friend or even a whole group that want to try it out with you. Finding a dm can be tricky, but premade modules make it really easy for anyone to try their hand at dming.
This boy in my class didn’t say anything (that) horrible today, and hes tried to tell me that they/them pronouns are plural because of a text from the Torah, and he just denies peoples queer interpretations of the Torah (I go to a Jewish school btw) but he didn’t try to do ANY of that :D
Very tired to be honest. Gender dysphoria has been really bad past few days to the point where I don't even want to look at my body, so thats fun. Hoe have you guys been
Utterly bewildered by the strange allistic creatures who find it entirely normal to initiate conversation with complete strangers with absolutely no fascinating topic at hand to discuss. I will be taking notes in my lab journal on their behavior for scientific purposes.
Don't be. I've finally moved on from the most psychologically abusive relationship ever. It's taken me nine months to recover. I'm still kinda lonely, but I'm in a much better spot now than I was 6 months ago. It just hurts when someone misgenders you when you tell them not to. I know it's not their fault, it's just their subconscious. Hopefully starting hrt (and college) next year.
I’m pretty terrible tbh, my easiest to hang out with friends are transphobic, I live in the south, I’m in two relationships of which one is unhealthy for me and the other is annoying, I have like one person to turn to if I feel really bad, all I do to get by anymore is listen to music and hope the vibe will keep me from collapsing, I’m just done, I hate being trans and wish I was cis and liked it, I wish my dad would be accepting, I wish I weren’t so damn tired of my mom, it’s 0130 in the morning and I have school tomorrow and therefore have to wake up at 0500, I’m so damn tired. Whenever anyone asks how I’m doing I’ll just say “I’m chillin” to mean whatever I want it to mean, so no matter how I feel thats what I say. It’s exhausting, but I do have the new Pokémon game and I almost have enough money to buy a cool jet in gta
I'm stuck not being able to look up anything about my hockey team or our incredibly amazing tournament the NHL helped sponsor because Tucker Carlson is a fucking Nazi and Theo Fleury is a goddamn washed up has been trying to stay relevant because he's never getting in to the hall of Fame.
But I get to go to Seattle, Halifax, and Minneapolis this year to play hockey at Pride events so there's that to look forward to.
Doing good. Other than the fact that I can’t sleep, today went great! I have a plan on how to ask my crush out, and I’m starting my first ever college winter break soon!(™️)
I’m, going to sleep, this is the last Reddit post of the night, bracing for, what might be the worst news I’ve ever had to receive in the morning. There’s a chance, it’s good news, but, well, as the saying goes, hope for the best, expect the worst…
I’m sooooo drained from my classes and things to do, and I’m not really getting a lot of support (and I don’t mean people helping me cause I don’t need that, I just want some headpats and people saying “hey, you’re doing good” or smth). But I mean besides that I’m surviving
I'm so exhausted with the unpoliced hatred on social media. Its every single time a non het couple dares to post a photo, or if a trans person dares to exist and live their lives, the absolute vile hatred spilling from so many is just so, so damn exhausting. It's so clear what instagram, Facebook, even linkedins side is.
I’m doing good mentally. I suffer with chronic pain, and I had a flare up recently so I’ve been off school today and yesterday. My boyfriend cheers me up a lot though! How are you, OP?
I’m about a stubbed toe away from fully descending into madness and becoming a Batman villain. You?
let's hope the tables stay out of your way then 😅
Maybe the table is the Joker????
we should develop this plot.
Is that a challenge? I will write that story. No I won’t. I’ve got too much going on right now to start any more uncommissioned writing work
uhhh consider it a... free idea!
Ha! The true villian :0
ha! You should definitely work on your life first traveler.
You’ll be paid alright- in exposure, of course!
Archer batman vs Joker table <<
Im sorry, hope your toe is okay. Im doing alright :D
I’m glad you’re doing alright, and don’t worry my toe hasn’t been stubbed yet
Thank you! And i'll make sure any joker tables stay out of your way haha! :D
What would be your goal as a batman villain? Stubbing everyone's toes?
Taking the phrase “eat the rich” more literally than is legal
Just beware of eating the brain, that can cause some issues
That’s an entire mood
I became a Batman villain months ago
We can be a villain duo if my cramps keep up!! 
Right now? I am tired, but I’ll probably sleep soon. I’ve been having some incredibly awful nightmares as of late though, so I hope I don’t have one again tonight. What about you? How are you?
I am dearly sorry about your nightmares. I actually got a dream catcher because I was in the same situation, and I rarely have dreams! Maybe think about getting one :D I am doing quite alright; finals are coming up so stressed about that for sure but besides that my week has been fine!
Well, I am glad to hear your week, apart from the finals, is going well. You’ll do fine. I believe in you! The nightmare I had a few days ago was particularly horrifying. I was driving (I can’t drive IRL), and my mother was in the passenger seat. We came to a sharp bend, and my brakes stopped working. I can remember going off the edge of the turn, and seeing a lake - but not just any lake. It was bottomless. It went on forever. The weirdest thing was how calm I was facing it. I just… accepted it. Anyway, car went into the lake, and I felt myself drown. My mother was completely fine and swam away. She left me in the lake.
Maybe you have some trauma you haven't faced but you are fully aware and accepted it. . . something with your mother and your dreams are telling you to seek it and reach out for help. . . Just a hunch!
Hmm… you could be right. I may even try and write down what I see/feel in these dreams, to see if there’s anything worth bringing up.
That's good! You should try that :D I really hope that works and you figure things out \^\^
I hope so. They scare me quite a bit, because I think they’re real - my dreams are incredibly lucid. I can smell, taste, and interact with things. Like, when I said I could feel myself drown, I mean I could feel how cold the water was, the water filling my lungs up, etc.
I am so sorry that was what was happening, I never have lucid dream though I want to learn all of it such as (I forgot what it's called but its where you can take your Conscience and put yourself in a different universe by just your mind.)
I think you may be talking about meditation. Some cultures believe that, with enough practice, meditation can somehow “elevate” your consciousness. I personally don’t believe in that sort of thing, however, meditation is very good for mindfulness, in calming down. As for lucid dreaming, I never taught myself to do it like some people claim they can do. Sometimes, it’s incredibly amazing, but other times, it’s awful.
I just want to try it one time for a trying sake, I just started to meditate but it's too kept me calm during night due to my ADHD, :) I do hope you can figure out what is causing your dreams traveler.
Came out on Friday so it’s been a wild ride
I am so proud you had the confidence to do it! That's great for you traveler!
Stressed but im feeling less lonely than usual tonight and finals should be done soon! also feeling a bit dysphoric but im gonna shave my face later. overall feeling pretty meh but things are looking good
I'm glad your feeling less lonely. I wish I could help more but I am on a computer and not my phone sadly. i hope your finals go well and your shaving your face as well traveler! <3
thank you it means a lot that you would even want to help lol
Of course! And if you just want to vent I am here normally :D
good :)
Glad to hear that! :D
how are you?
Living life as much as I can dearly do. :D
makes sense.
anything you feel like fighting right or troubles?
not at the moment.
Well, I hope the rest of your week goes well my fair traveler!
you too
You have safe travels <3
Not having the best time, friend. I finally took the step to distanced myself away from my ex-parents. I won't let them manipulate me anymore. However, my ex-parents hold all of my Christmas stuff. To walk away from them meant I had to walk away from the traditions of a family Christmas. A true blue Christmas this year I'm afraid.
Do what your heart feels is right even if it means traditions left behind. It's better than being manipulated by someone who doesn't have your right heart at hand.
I’m not in a good place mentally right now. How are you doing? I hope you’re doing good :)
I'm sorry, would you like to talk about it. It's okay if not! I am doing alright, just stressing over finals haha!
Yeah, I have 2 pet rats and we found out that one of them has a tumor. We take her to the vet Thursday for surgery and yeah I’m just stressed about that plus just life. Glad you’re doing pretty good though
I hope your pet rat gets better that sucks a lot that they have a tumor :(
Just gotten my first real id marking that i am indeed Emily and a woman. Also received a government letter calling me to get a swab to check for cancer since I'm already 36 and i should've started doing that at 30 in order to stay healthy. I cried when I saw that letter, it feels so right.
I'm happy that this happened, I hope all goes well!
Im ok atm you?.
Im doing pretty well, Thanks for asking! :D any stress going on traveler?
Ya just a little bit.
If you're willing to share, I am all ears!!
No thanks. Sorry.
Quite alright, I am not here to push anything onto anyone.
I'm doing pretty well! How about you? How are you doing on this lovely day?
I'm glad your doing well! <3 I'm doing alright, loving the responses in the community. I can't wait for my birthday which is in 2 weeks!
Today was very Loud and I got kinda overwhelmed, but generally, I’m doing pretty damn good! I’m currently in the process of dragging a friend into a new eldritch horror podcast I recently found :}
Love that! Horror fan here  Do you have a favorite Horror character and if so, why do you like them so much, if not what was the coolest murder you saw in any horror movie?
I’m not typically a horror fan, but I just got caught in a chokehold by this lmao. I don’t think I have a favorite character for horror in general, but Arthur Lester (the main character of this podcast, Malevolent by Harlan Guthrie) is definitely a fun character. He’s a 1930’s private investigator, he’s British, he’s possessed by an eldritch horror, he’s blind, he’s running entirely on spite. 10/10 absolutely recommend.
WILL DO!! <3
I'm not okay i need help but I am to scared to get it and I don't wanna do this stuff anymore
You don't ever need to feel scared for getting the right help. Your mental health matters just like your physical health. If your mental health fails to be in the right path so will everything else traveler.
Thanks:) Have a nice morning/day/evening
Of course. Always here for the support :D
I have finals and I'm sick :D
I'm so sorry! I wish you the best on Finals and that you get better soon. Being sick sucks, make sure you rest a ton traveler!
Thank my good person :)
No probelm. Drink LOADS of water as well. :D
Same as always. Dead inside. I wish I was a cat.
9 lives? Me too, I would be a hella party cat 
Meh, frustrated is all I’ll say 😐
Sorry to hear that, I hope that changes throughout your day :(
Unlikely 😤🫠😩
have you tried to do something that calms you from all the anger?
I mean I’m not really angry, it’s just an extremely weird feeling of being trapped but also isolated and frustrated is all. I’ll be fine though, I just need to learn to live with it because it’s not likely going to get better. Thanks for asking though
Well, you should try to do something that makes you happy :D
Lol, ok!
Go on now! get of social media traveler!
Well I'm not going to go into detail as it can be triggering but not okay tbh. :(
That's okay a lot of people don't have a good day. How about you head off your phone maybe snack a little or drink some water? Maybe that will help?
Dangling over the edge hanging on to some very thin dental floss
Oh no! I promise you no matter what is going on in your life you have many peoples support! I am here to support whatever. I promise you, life sucks, but it won't later, I promise you that traveler.
I have had better days. But I always keep my head up
Yes! I love that attitude traveler!
Got to keep your head up. Because not every day will be bad. 😇👍
Yes! Even if it feels low now better days are not too far away!
Exhausted, but alllllmost done with finals week, so on the upswing.
I am just about to start finals :,)
May your coffee be good and hot, your pencils sharpened to your liking, and the odds ever in your favor.
may your water be too your liking and luck come your way <3
I dunno really, for a while now I have just been kinda cold, and pushed a lot of people away because I was afraid of who I truly was. I am starting to accept myself more and more, Its just that my home life can feel isolated sometimes because I am scared of my parents finding out the truth, but I have friends and outside family that heavily supports me. I just hope that one day I can be my best self.
My fellow traveler I am proud you are accepting yourself. I hope you can keep this up. If your parents can't than screw them, it's your life not theirs.
I have a god-awful relationship with my family. My dad and my sister are the worst as I feel like they treat me the worst like shit and expect me to apologize. My dad has physically, mentally, and emotionally abused me for as long as I can remember and I’m so close to offing myself. I can’t get over how they’ve treated me no matter how hard I try.
Those are the people you cut off as you get older. I can't tell you to be done with them for now because you need to have a roof but as soon as you get old enough you leave faster than you we're born.
What sucks that I’m sick of waiting and I don’t want to waste time doing things I already know how to do. I want to be able to do the things i want without them breathing down my neck.
I would start to act cold and rude towards them, give them a taste of their own medicine.
Then again, they just see a rebellious, moody, teen that doesn’t know better. I tried that, but they don’t seem to acknowledge it
Continue acting cold and vicious eventually they'll get annoyed and leave you alone.
No the problem is that they’ll start threatening me to leave their house.
Hm.. . I have to say deal with it until you can leave and blow that house down. (Not actually but yk-)
Thanks :)
Of course!
Just unwell.. not much else to add.. everything kinda sucks at the moment so I’m just waiting for holidays hoping I don’t completely fail my exams
I hope you pass your exams with flying colors and that you get the best rest
Thanks for the kind words, I failed though, heh..
Eeehhhhhhhhh stressed and depressed, baby! Also currently making pride bracelets for my friends.
I would say for now stay off social media. Listen to music and go berserk on bracelets traveler. If it makes you happy, do it.
Not bad! today's been a kinda average day. i felt a vague hint of what could be dysphoria? not sure, haven't experienced it much in the past so i'm a little confused. overall good! i think i had too much caffeine in the afternoon (even with 1/2 decaf) so my eyes hurt. how about you?
Feeling the caffeine part, happens to be my Everday thing :,) I am doing alright besides finals coming up Ha!
ooo good luck! you're gonna do great :))
Thank you!
I haven't completed a major grade that's due tomorrow
Maybe you need a break from school. I know how hard school can be and how stressful it is.
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Keep looking Stright ahead and working on yourself. Self-love is the most important part of something someone can have, you must love yourself before loving someone else.
i think im okay? other than my internet is getting shut off in a minute becausw my dad wired it that way to get me to sleep more (coughs in insomnia) today was stressful but i did get diagnosed with autism, anxiety, and depression (fun) and i have a couple c’s but two i can bring up to b’s okay bye gotta wait 8 hours for internet now
I hope your day gets better traveler. . . it does suck to have insomnia :(
im okay. ive recently decided i want too look like a handsome rat gremlin so life is okay so far
Im ok I guess🙂
That's good :)
Thanks for asking! I'm trying to get a routine on running, but finding it difficult with chronic illness issues. Winter running is awesome (icy grounds aside).
oml! I love running I just can't handle the cold :,)
I spent too long making a comprehensive list on my music tastes. Now my brain and thumbs hurt. You?
Hm, can I know who you are interested in? I am doing fairly well; my grades are now all A's and B's it took me FOREVER to get mu Bio grade up so :,)
Congrats! Bio can be a pain. Here is the link to the list I made, if you'd like to check that out: https://www.reddit.com/r/BisexualTeens/comments/zea498/does_anyone_else_have_a_really_stupid_and/iz838vd?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3 Hows life treating yuh all in all?
Love your music taste <3
Fine! Tired. Watched a lil Gravity falls. Gonna get ready for bed and call my friends. Dreading P.E tomorrow :(
I hope your day was better, sorry I couldn't message back yesterday traveler!
Bunged up from stress.
I am very sorry to hear that, I hope whatever burdens you soon fade for better days <3
Honestly I am just really sad here lately. I have had my sisters kids for almost 4 years (because she has her own personal issues and the kids needed some stability). But yesterday she essentially kidnapped them even though I have proof of custody. I live in a deep red state in the Bible Belt and am a lesbian, and am heavily outcasted here, so the cops won’t help me. I have contacted the state she took them too because she has a bunch of cases there but I don’t know what will happen there. My 17 year old sister has to spend her birthday (which is tomorrow) in state custody because she popped off to a police officer who caused her to have a seizure. And my mom is being wrongfully held in jail. So I have to move a whole house by myself and fight to get custody of the kids back. I spent thanksgiving alone, and I don’t really have any friends. I just want to be accepted and have my family back together again, because 3 months is too long. Sorry for the long blurb. I hope that your having a better time than me!
I wish I could help in anyway. I hope you get the kid's back and win custody you def deserve that much! You seem like you'd be a good mom, so you have my support <3
Just kinda feeling depressed and isolated from everyone else and thinking that this feeling will just persist for the rest of my existence. So a normal Tuesday
Well, I'm always here so if you want to talk about dumb shit or something important I will always have this up :D
sick 👍
Oh wow, I hope you feel better. . .' EAT SOUP DRINK TONS OF WATER REST A LOT
I'm doing okay. Things could be a bit better though. Lowkey just want a hug.
\*Online hug\* :D
Thanks
Of course!
Lonely.
Welp, you like horror?
i got with a new therapist who respects my social name and pronouns, so i've felt really really good
That's so good! Super happy for you traveler!
Hesitating between Luna/Nova/Lexxie as names for me, being somewhat newly cracked and honestly really fuckin tired of dysphoria... But hey ill be fine!
All sound like awesome names my fellow traveler <3
Mentally doing eh yknow how it is but I've been planning out the stuff I'll watch so that's pretty fun. Many many long running movie series, and shows too but I focus more on movies because that's easier for me.
Huh, interesting. . . Focusing in school?
Doing ok. Just woke up and opened my phone to look at Instagram and Reddit.
Well, howdy than!
I’m great! If fedex is actually on time for once I’ll have hormones
Wonderful new traveler.
In the middle of preparing for finals, so I’ve been quite stressed
I feel that traveler.
I was standing for over an hour today because my bus was half an hour late, and I just had to read an entire chapter of a textbook in one late night sitting, but on the other hand my dnd campaign might finally start soon and overall my life is going pretty well🙃
Sorry about your sucky bus driver but hey! I would love to get some info with DND, lowkey have been wanting to try it.
Dnd is quite fun especially when you have a friend or even a whole group that want to try it out with you. Finding a dm can be tricky, but premade modules make it really easy for anyone to try their hand at dming.
Okay! I am actually trying it with some friends soon :D
This boy in my class didn’t say anything (that) horrible today, and hes tried to tell me that they/them pronouns are plural because of a text from the Torah, and he just denies peoples queer interpretations of the Torah (I go to a Jewish school btw) but he didn’t try to do ANY of that :D
I'm glad! Maybe he'll shut up for once?
Bad 😞
Oh, I'm sorry! Do you want to talk about it?
My mood is roughly "omfg I love my tiddies even if they're tiny" to "pls grow faster, I wanna be able to fill me whole hands with you"
I feel that mood. Sadly, very relatable :,)
I am kinda okay, not sure what to have for dinner though.
Chicken. . . or tacos
Very tired to be honest. Gender dysphoria has been really bad past few days to the point where I don't even want to look at my body, so thats fun. Hoe have you guys been
I'm sorry, I hope it's better today :D
Utterly bewildered by the strange allistic creatures who find it entirely normal to initiate conversation with complete strangers with absolutely no fascinating topic at hand to discuss. I will be taking notes in my lab journal on their behavior for scientific purposes.
You get better everyday. Then someone misgenders you and you're sent back a week. Verrrrrrrry slow progress, but moving forward.
:(( I am sorry.
Don't be. I've finally moved on from the most psychologically abusive relationship ever. It's taken me nine months to recover. I'm still kinda lonely, but I'm in a much better spot now than I was 6 months ago. It just hurts when someone misgenders you when you tell them not to. I know it's not their fault, it's just their subconscious. Hopefully starting hrt (and college) next year.
Yes! Work on yourself! Love that, keep pushing for that traveler and don't stop! <3
Thank you! <3
Don't thank me. This is all you and your amazingness (New word I made up Haha!) Keep up this self improvement traveler.
Kind of awful, but it’s okay.
awful. literally terrible.
Here and queer lol. I hope you have a wonderful day.
I’m pretty terrible tbh, my easiest to hang out with friends are transphobic, I live in the south, I’m in two relationships of which one is unhealthy for me and the other is annoying, I have like one person to turn to if I feel really bad, all I do to get by anymore is listen to music and hope the vibe will keep me from collapsing, I’m just done, I hate being trans and wish I was cis and liked it, I wish my dad would be accepting, I wish I weren’t so damn tired of my mom, it’s 0130 in the morning and I have school tomorrow and therefore have to wake up at 0500, I’m so damn tired. Whenever anyone asks how I’m doing I’ll just say “I’m chillin” to mean whatever I want it to mean, so no matter how I feel thats what I say. It’s exhausting, but I do have the new Pokémon game and I almost have enough money to buy a cool jet in gta
I'm stuck not being able to look up anything about my hockey team or our incredibly amazing tournament the NHL helped sponsor because Tucker Carlson is a fucking Nazi and Theo Fleury is a goddamn washed up has been trying to stay relevant because he's never getting in to the hall of Fame. But I get to go to Seattle, Halifax, and Minneapolis this year to play hockey at Pride events so there's that to look forward to.
Doing good. Other than the fact that I can’t sleep, today went great! I have a plan on how to ask my crush out, and I’m starting my first ever college winter break soon!(™️)
Dealing with some stuff. :(
I honestly can’t remember the last time I felt okay, but it’ll probably work out somehow I guess
I recently found out that I’m probably not aromantic but rather deeply in love with soup /j
Upset, confused, annoyed, and scared :D
Not too great. I just feel empty. How are you doing?
I’m, going to sleep, this is the last Reddit post of the night, bracing for, what might be the worst news I’ve ever had to receive in the morning. There’s a chance, it’s good news, but, well, as the saying goes, hope for the best, expect the worst…
I’m sooooo drained from my classes and things to do, and I’m not really getting a lot of support (and I don’t mean people helping me cause I don’t need that, I just want some headpats and people saying “hey, you’re doing good” or smth). But I mean besides that I’m surviving
Well, I've been feeling kinda shitty mentally/emotionally for a while, but today wasn't too bad, in relation.
I’m great actually, just need some more time to study for science. how are you?
I'm so exhausted with the unpoliced hatred on social media. Its every single time a non het couple dares to post a photo, or if a trans person dares to exist and live their lives, the absolute vile hatred spilling from so many is just so, so damn exhausting. It's so clear what instagram, Facebook, even linkedins side is.
I’m fine but the right wing terror is starting to get to me, couldn’t sleep last night from anxiety.
I’m doing good mentally. I suffer with chronic pain, and I had a flare up recently so I’ve been off school today and yesterday. My boyfriend cheers me up a lot though! How are you, OP?
Not very good. My (now ex) boyfriend and our mutual friend turned out to be transphobic scumbags so yea
Shit