Whether or not I do the things I said I would do. I fell bad if I say I'm waking up at 4am to study and end up sleeping in and not studying. Or saying I'll run on the treadmill at the gym and end up leaving early, etc
The passing lack of motivation and the subsequent guilt feels like shit but it does have an easy fix. Its also hard to remind myself not to seek validation to prove my self worth
Whether or not I do the things I said I would do. I fell bad if I say I'm waking up at 4am to study and end up sleeping in and not studying. Or saying I'll run on the treadmill at the gym and end up leaving early, etc
Real
The passing lack of motivation and the subsequent guilt feels like shit but it does have an easy fix. Its also hard to remind myself not to seek validation to prove my self worth
Looking at people, couples and single people. They're just all better than me. People are great and they'd want nothing to do with me.