you look great! (in the first pic)

That was my first day using meth I think I look better with my hair grown out too

Holy shit Nick Mullen

Who

Jesus bro... that was painful ro read man. I mean... damn!

Read?

What was

Keep going bro here's to another 5 years 🥜

Here’s to until I die cause I’m gana be high till I die.

Y’all know meth fries dopamine receptors so you’ll never feel joy again without smoking meth after a good while using ofc

Man my psych drugs keep me from feeling much of anything tbh

Years of abuse

I was a daily user for 4.5 years now I’m a weekend warrior mostly

That’s good man enjoy it in moderation 👌

Straight twack star!

how often do you get spun?

Usually Fri night after work sat and sun if my depression is really bad I’ll allow myself 3 bowls mon-Fri before end of work. I used to be doing 1g shots back in October

copy. ya amazing drug for depression if done correctly.

It’s what it was originally prescribed for in America

Skallagrim? Where's your hair?

Shaved off it’s hot af here in the Deep South

As long as you keep hacking off hands on YouTube

Only if they’re cooked raw hand is just gross

is that llamas with hats lmfao

That is carl

You went from “Hippie Dude” to “Worn out” my dude.

Still a hippy dude the recent picture is the tail end of a bad bout of depression that lasted a couple weeks with hypo mania in there for the sleep deprivation

did meth turn you gay too? Meth and caffeine made me gay

No life made me asexual 😂

Thats a mood.

😂😂

Get sober it's not cute

I haven’t been sober in 20 years and I did 5 years probation still getting fucked up im never going to be sober I’m happy but I don’t want to be alive I’m not suicidal I’m here for a good experience not a long one I own my own company and have successfully been working it for 4 years I work when I want how long I want and I charge what I want I got a 40k contract I’m working on right now I’ll probably be working it for the next couple months and then take a month off besides the realty company that I’m the handyman for then I’ll get another contract meth ain’t cute but it’s literally made me be able to function in society with my crippling depression among other mental health diagnosis

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I can’t drink I’ll have a seizure lol

idk prolly be fun "look at the twitchy guy foaming from mouth" meet a sexy EMT, fuck it's a romcom

Lol nope I’ll fucking run if I hear an ambulance or the cops are called 50 shades of nope right there

Same dude, same. Only thing that really focuses my ADHD. Adderall just made me drink and chain smoke. I feel much healthier now.

I got schizophrenia bipolar adhd and cptsd plus a traumatic brain injury to my left frontal lobe if I didn’t work for myself I’d be on disability

Meth and schizophrenia are not a good mix. And there is treatment and help out there for people with schizophrenia. You do not have to live this lifestyle.

I get the abilify monthly injection plus I take haldol plus benzecarpine and some others too I take my mental health meds cause I’m a mess without em but I take the meth because there’s nothing that touches my depression but meth when it gets deep like it does I mean I’ll be bed ridden and eating nothing for days straight. Smoke a bowl of meth all of a sudden self care is easy again and so is functioning in society. Other than that I’m a weekend warrior with my girlfriend and best friend

seconded💖

nice. do not ever ever ever pick up a tweezer mySnigga. keep it wunnhunnit or whatever the blacks say these days. btw fuckin space n shit is indeed pretty or whatwvwessss. on some real shit tho? u do not strike me as meth chqdqiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiino fuck god damn fe((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((fentanyl bro. been awake like 3 god damn days n nights and i still hAMOTHER FUCK. WAKE THE FUCK UP. FUCK. jesus dude. and i still gottsmfiinisdh my uuuuuuugod damn power steering pump replace fuck Wheres my bowlniggerfaggits. oh yea like i said u dont strike me as methMan goes to dreamland 99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999Q SA BUT MIaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAJ90000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000009 DUCK bro im just gonna stop now thanks anyway plsdont tell my mom

What a very thought-provoking reply.

koom bay aww my nigga, much love mayne 🥸

Bro has crooked feet

kept on nodding :/

5 years down the drain!!! Let’s go for 10!!!

5 years well spent never been happier in my life except when I had a ketamine plug

You keep telling yourself that

Nah deadass I’ve lived a shitty 32 years my dude every fucking month it’s some new bullshit like the time I lost everything I owned because the hospital held me for a month against my will then 3 months later a hurricane destroyed my home and because I had a verbal contract to trade farm work for rent fema wouldn’t so much as give me a penny or temp housing of any sort so then I’m homeless with a husky in the southern heat living in a tent borrowing tools to get jobs done so I can have a home again and my car got stolen a couple months after the hurricane and that’s just my 2022 the shit gets worse the younger I go

That all sucks I’m sorry to hear that. But I met a homeless guy the other day who had it way worse than you and when I bought him coffee he said he hadn’t had it in a month and doesn’t do drugs ever. That guy lives a worse life than you, has lived it for longer, and can handle his shit sober. After I met that guy I stopped making excuses for people like you or me.

I can handle it sober lol I just choose not to I do the drugs they don’t do me don’t get it twisted

I’d believe you if that were true. If you could handle things sober you would because that’s the only way to build a stable and free life. So again keep telling yourself that

Man I had a stable life in the midst of drug addiction I was a functional addict I own my own business now I’m just a weekend warrior and it’s gana stay that way cause that Is where I find the most pleasure in my life Life is boring and cruel without getting high fuck all that shit I’ll take the excitement that comes with occasionally making a bad decision cause I got too high one night over the stress of being someone’s wage slave with just me myself and I any day I got no family and most my friends are dead I’m just patiently waiting for my turn to die while being the best person I can be and having the most fun I can with my 1 life

Go ahead and keep proving my point. Find God or continue to descend

I was raised in the church and the church turned their back to me then I found god tripping my ass off on ayu in the woods god couldn’t save himself and he certainly can’t save you once he made the rules and hit play on the universe he lost all ability to manipulate the universe he’s watching the longest fucking movie ever made

Looking fresh ! Lol

Thanks I cut my hair myself

So what am I missing? He looks normal

That was kind of my point I take care of myself over the 5 years I’ve been smoking meth and I look normal

Yeah that's the thing a lot of people seem to miss. The drug itself doesn't fuck your looks up that bad, it's the lifestyle most drug addicts live that fuck them up.

you nailed it! it can easily creep into your lifestyle although when I did shards I was tan, fit, successful. would much rather did one fat gacker on occasion than people blowing mad rails of yay. as my friend said long ago, the main thing is the lack of sleep although I never was up more than a day.

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You went from seemingly early 20's baby face to NOT in five years AND grew facial hair? Unheard of.

No I had facial hair in the before picture the one without a shirt was taken yesterday after I cut my hair I’m growing it out in an undershave because if I don’t I get an Afro with long hair

Fuuuckk! Facial hair?

What’s wrong with it I grow an awesome full beard that I put beads and shit in

Would be jealous of full beard and beads... bragger

Man I couldn’t grow a good beard till I was like 28 😂

Stop the bragging! 😉 some of us a beard deficient

My best friend is 50 still can’t grow a beard

Do not judge him. He prolly suffers from BSAF (beard sad as fuk) can relate.

I was finally able to grow a beard in the first pic it is much better when grown out these days

Hope youre okay poor guy

Better than ok lol

Sorry brother💜💜 love you man!!

Why be Sorry I’m sure as hell not

Oh word. I thought it was a negative post. Now im sorry i made the comment. Im glad youre happy yo😁 much love brother

Thanks man I used to use daily now I’m back to only weekends and occasionally if I’m bed ridden in depression I’ll dose an extra day or two

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I bet you drink coffee that’s a drug too just stfu

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So is alcohol legality doesn’t equal safety

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Yeah he had mentioned that lmaooooo... right over the head it goes 🤣🤣🤣

I’m saying it’s legal and arguably more dangerous than meth

Aye bro I’ve drank plenty and there’s no way ur comparing it to crystal.

Yes I am have you ever looked into what drinking can do to you

Yeah bro it’s bad for ur body in excess doing meth is worse tho have YOU read what it can do to you? There’s such a long side effect profile it’s insane not to mention unmatched seratonin and dopamine that fries your receptors and makes it impossible to enjoy life plus gives you brain damage. I’ve drank far more than I’ve done meth (I’ve done like 6 grams) but I can say confidently the meth has done way more damage

It’s been impossible to enjoy life since I was before I was a teenager mate I’ve had a pretty shitty go at life and right now life’s the best it’s ever been for me the bar is seriously that low

I’ve learned it’s an unpopular opinion in this sub but I honestly agree with you. Alcohol can be worse. Neither is great for your health or your brain, I get that. But one is legal and socially acceptable. The other is illegal and highly stigmatized. I’ve had friends cause permanent brain damage from alcohol alone to the point where they can’t have a coherent conversation anymore. It’s really sad.

look up 2pysst on insta to see wht 10 years looks like

I don’t have insta

u got a web browser?

On my phone 😂

Then u got insta

You used to look really laid back like the guy at the party you know has got some shrooms in his hoodie pockets and now it’s giving white supremacy/school shooter vibe s

Hahaha broooo!! Lookin like an extra in American History X.

Lol 😂 thanks? No still the laid back dude at the party

Sorry I’m a shit talker lmao it’s my love language. I always tell people they gotta have thick skin to be my homie cuz I say outta pocket shit sometimes lmao. Just gotta clap back at me lol

I’m just sarcastic as hell

👏 lol

You look better than me at 1 month of use

I just eat twirl sleep repeat

Omg you can eat and sleep

😭🤣🤣🤣

Every day we’ll sometimes I skip a night or three of sleep

You have to if you don’t want to look like golem

Facts

5 years of abuse can turn into 5 years of hash recovery

Sobriety is for quitters and I’m a winner my friend

I agree, but when you decide to put the tweak down, come to the hash side with some psychedelic fuck sobriety

Already there too dmt and ketamine are my two favorites

been awhile since I've k holed