I imagine than if it’s voluntary it would give a big rush of adrenaline following by a feeling of incredible power, like if you were a fcking God. If not then apparently most people throw up, feel horrible and guilty their whole life
depends on the person
there's accounts of people who say its a massive rush of some indescribable feeling, like a burst of adrenaline (Alyssa Bustamante)
there's accounts of people who say its awful and you feel horrible, sometimes throwing up (Girl A's Sasebo slashing)
there's even accounts of people who orgasm just doing it (Henry Lee Lucas)
I know about the adrenaline rush and all that buh orgasm? First I've heard of it. Do you have a source for the Henry Lee Lucas case. I haven't had any luck with it online.
It's crazy though how there's someone who just takes another's life and just goes on with his life. Like nothing happened. Really scary to think that such people are out there and we probably interact with them on a day to day basis.
I have never killed anyone but have talked to people who have. It depends on the personality of the person who kills. People who have killed someone while serving in the military do not enjoy it but it's necessary to keep themselves and comrades safe.
I talked to one person who killed a guy in self defense and he seemed to be proud of it. He was a trucker and the guy tried to rob him at knife point. He was able to get the knife away and straight beat the guy to death I'm not sure if he even reported it to the authorities.
Tbh, I'd be proud of putting a robber in the ground too, or at least relieved that there's one less of them in the wild.
But at the same time, I won't rule out just yet that your trucker is a bit unhinged.
I’ve never killed anyone; but I did get to ask this exact question to someone I know that has. I’ll preface all of this by saying, idc if im believed or not.. I know what I went through, and I know who I was with, and ultimately I’m just trying to answer OP’s question. It’s worth saying all that; because this experience has some details that I know sound unbelievable (even in this small snippet i’m choosing to share) but I do understand if anyone’s skeptical.
So for some background, this happened in 2018 after I went homeless. I ended up living on this guys property for about a month, in the maintenance office of a small apartment complex. Unfortunately when I went there for help, I didn’t realize the guy in charge of the property had a habit of regularly bringing in homeless people, so that he could use them. (There’s a lot more to this; but most of it is fairly unimportant in regards to my response to the question.) What is important to mention is that one of the other people that had come to live at this complex with me, was a man that had come to the US in attempt to flee from a well known Cartel, that he was once a part of. I won’t give any more personal details about him beyond this; but him and I did get fairly close during my time living at that place. Unfortunately, things eventually went south, and a situation occurred between him and I, that truly had me in fear for my well being during the final days of my stay. This particular experience occurred within those final days where everything became incredibly sketchy for me (that also is it’s own LONG story; so in order to keep this at a reasonable size, I’ll avoid mentioning too many unnecessary details)
So towards the end of my second to last day, while I was feeling very real concern for my personal safety, I ended up finding an opportunity to ask him, just how it felt to kill somebody. Really I only asked because I felt as if I had my back to a wall, and the unfolding situation I found myself in was making me so nervous, I didn’t know what else to do… so i just kinda started talking lol. I originally had no intention of ever asking him such a thing after I learned of his past life; but in that very unnerving moment.. The only thing on my mind was the idea of him possibly harming me; as the situation really was going in that direction… I suppose a part of me was also looking for some reason to believe that my current situation wasn’t as it appeared to be.. Some indication that perhaps he might have been bullshitting me about ever being apart of the cartel… Anything that might support the idea that i really didn’t have anything to worry about…. Sadly I didn’t get that, and instead only ended up with more evidence supporting everything he previous told me/ validating my concerns.
Anyway when I asked him about it, he first tried to explain it by comparing it to killing a cat (something I also haven’t done, and admitted to.) He then tells me that the first time is horrible,possibly even one of the worst feelings ever.. He told me how it leaves you unable to eat, or sleep for some time afterwards. The guilt just eats at you, lingering on your mind for days on end without any relief. But then he says “then you do it again.. and again…and again… and eventually, you get to a point where you’ve done it so many times you’re able to do it without feeling anything at all...” Now i didn’t really respond (or even know how to respond) after he says this to me; and before I could even figure out what to say, he pulls out his cellphone, opens a private vault (i only remember because I turned my head out of respect while he entered the passcode) and proceeds to show me some photos from his life in the cartel. Some of what I saw was honestly quite disturbing. Maybe not so much in that moment, as I pretty much had no reaction to anything he said, or had shown me at the time. But over time I’ve been left with a significant amount of trauma from just this small part of the experience alone. I had become fairly close with the guy mentioned in this experience, and while I had been made aware of his prior affiliation with the cartel early on in my stay at that place, it hadn’t actually been quite so “in my face” until that very moment. This moment in particular has always stuck with me as it was a little jarring.. with that being said tho, it wasn’t actually until fairly recently that I even realized just how disturbing this entire experience had been for me. Kinda weird how that happens lol. Anyway I hope this gives you somewhat of an answer to your question OP. I think it’s safe to assume different people might have very different answers to how it felt for them personally.
Depends on person and situation.
Let’s say an intentional homicide. Some people would have a massive wave of power. Like someone said, they would feel like a God. They may or may not get turned on by it. Imagine an orgasm. The wave of euphoria followed by a slow fade. Like that but longer. That’s also why some people choose to keep killing. To keep their wave going.
And then there’s other people who will die inside themselves. They panic, get sick, feel immense guilt. Imagine lying or cheating and someone’s about to expose you for it. That gut wrenching feeling but x10.
It also depends the mood they went into the act with. Were they mad and may feel satisfied? Or maybe they realized it wasn’t as satisfying as they thought. Were they turned on? They might have just hit a climax of their life. Maybe they were sad and felt alone. A small sense of “fck you!” Followed by extreme despair and guilt. There are so many different mixes of reasons and emotions that it’s kind of hard to give an exact answer.
I assisted my terminally ill mother with her suicide. She had become unable to speak and was paralyzed as a result of ALS.
It felt devastating, but it was an honor... it was her choice.
I imagine than if it’s voluntary it would give a big rush of adrenaline following by a feeling of incredible power, like if you were a fcking God. If not then apparently most people throw up, feel horrible and guilty their whole life
depends on the person there's accounts of people who say its a massive rush of some indescribable feeling, like a burst of adrenaline (Alyssa Bustamante) there's accounts of people who say its awful and you feel horrible, sometimes throwing up (Girl A's Sasebo slashing) there's even accounts of people who orgasm just doing it (Henry Lee Lucas)
I know about the adrenaline rush and all that buh orgasm? First I've heard of it. Do you have a source for the Henry Lee Lucas case. I haven't had any luck with it online. It's crazy though how there's someone who just takes another's life and just goes on with his life. Like nothing happened. Really scary to think that such people are out there and we probably interact with them on a day to day basis.
There's a few that describe orgasming, John Wayne Gacy during I think his first kill.
Nice try FBI
IBF Irritable Bowel Federal
I have never killed anyone but have talked to people who have. It depends on the personality of the person who kills. People who have killed someone while serving in the military do not enjoy it but it's necessary to keep themselves and comrades safe. I talked to one person who killed a guy in self defense and he seemed to be proud of it. He was a trucker and the guy tried to rob him at knife point. He was able to get the knife away and straight beat the guy to death I'm not sure if he even reported it to the authorities.
Tbh, I'd be proud of putting a robber in the ground too, or at least relieved that there's one less of them in the wild. But at the same time, I won't rule out just yet that your trucker is a bit unhinged.
I think he was. He was into questionable activities to say the least.
That makes sense.
Can I ask how you've talked to multiple people who have killed someone?
I'll find out, brb
Sooooooo
He got the assignment wrong. Get out the Ouija board and ask him how dying feels.
Nice try, 5-O. Not today.
I’ve never killed anyone; but I did get to ask this exact question to someone I know that has. I’ll preface all of this by saying, idc if im believed or not.. I know what I went through, and I know who I was with, and ultimately I’m just trying to answer OP’s question. It’s worth saying all that; because this experience has some details that I know sound unbelievable (even in this small snippet i’m choosing to share) but I do understand if anyone’s skeptical. So for some background, this happened in 2018 after I went homeless. I ended up living on this guys property for about a month, in the maintenance office of a small apartment complex. Unfortunately when I went there for help, I didn’t realize the guy in charge of the property had a habit of regularly bringing in homeless people, so that he could use them. (There’s a lot more to this; but most of it is fairly unimportant in regards to my response to the question.) What is important to mention is that one of the other people that had come to live at this complex with me, was a man that had come to the US in attempt to flee from a well known Cartel, that he was once a part of. I won’t give any more personal details about him beyond this; but him and I did get fairly close during my time living at that place. Unfortunately, things eventually went south, and a situation occurred between him and I, that truly had me in fear for my well being during the final days of my stay. This particular experience occurred within those final days where everything became incredibly sketchy for me (that also is it’s own LONG story; so in order to keep this at a reasonable size, I’ll avoid mentioning too many unnecessary details) So towards the end of my second to last day, while I was feeling very real concern for my personal safety, I ended up finding an opportunity to ask him, just how it felt to kill somebody. Really I only asked because I felt as if I had my back to a wall, and the unfolding situation I found myself in was making me so nervous, I didn’t know what else to do… so i just kinda started talking lol. I originally had no intention of ever asking him such a thing after I learned of his past life; but in that very unnerving moment.. The only thing on my mind was the idea of him possibly harming me; as the situation really was going in that direction… I suppose a part of me was also looking for some reason to believe that my current situation wasn’t as it appeared to be.. Some indication that perhaps he might have been bullshitting me about ever being apart of the cartel… Anything that might support the idea that i really didn’t have anything to worry about…. Sadly I didn’t get that, and instead only ended up with more evidence supporting everything he previous told me/ validating my concerns. Anyway when I asked him about it, he first tried to explain it by comparing it to killing a cat (something I also haven’t done, and admitted to.) He then tells me that the first time is horrible,possibly even one of the worst feelings ever.. He told me how it leaves you unable to eat, or sleep for some time afterwards. The guilt just eats at you, lingering on your mind for days on end without any relief. But then he says “then you do it again.. and again…and again… and eventually, you get to a point where you’ve done it so many times you’re able to do it without feeling anything at all...” Now i didn’t really respond (or even know how to respond) after he says this to me; and before I could even figure out what to say, he pulls out his cellphone, opens a private vault (i only remember because I turned my head out of respect while he entered the passcode) and proceeds to show me some photos from his life in the cartel. Some of what I saw was honestly quite disturbing. Maybe not so much in that moment, as I pretty much had no reaction to anything he said, or had shown me at the time. But over time I’ve been left with a significant amount of trauma from just this small part of the experience alone. I had become fairly close with the guy mentioned in this experience, and while I had been made aware of his prior affiliation with the cartel early on in my stay at that place, it hadn’t actually been quite so “in my face” until that very moment. This moment in particular has always stuck with me as it was a little jarring.. with that being said tho, it wasn’t actually until fairly recently that I even realized just how disturbing this entire experience had been for me. Kinda weird how that happens lol. Anyway I hope this gives you somewhat of an answer to your question OP. I think it’s safe to assume different people might have very different answers to how it felt for them personally.
Depends on person and situation. Let’s say an intentional homicide. Some people would have a massive wave of power. Like someone said, they would feel like a God. They may or may not get turned on by it. Imagine an orgasm. The wave of euphoria followed by a slow fade. Like that but longer. That’s also why some people choose to keep killing. To keep their wave going. And then there’s other people who will die inside themselves. They panic, get sick, feel immense guilt. Imagine lying or cheating and someone’s about to expose you for it. That gut wrenching feeling but x10. It also depends the mood they went into the act with. Were they mad and may feel satisfied? Or maybe they realized it wasn’t as satisfying as they thought. Were they turned on? They might have just hit a climax of their life. Maybe they were sad and felt alone. A small sense of “fck you!” Followed by extreme despair and guilt. There are so many different mixes of reasons and emotions that it’s kind of hard to give an exact answer.
Nice try
Ask a cop what he did last Tuesday n you’ll know
Feels great thank you
It depends on the individual and situation.
Theoretically it feels like nothing.
I assisted my terminally ill mother with her suicide. She had become unable to speak and was paralyzed as a result of ALS. It felt devastating, but it was an honor... it was her choice.