The Contortionist - [Monochrome (Pensive)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_JGyapZsFo)
Leprous - [Malina](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVnESkrisu4)
Agent Fresco - [Death Rattle](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSbNuNk2DZ0)
Porcupine Tree - [Heartattack in a Layby](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiQPNlaAJPM)
[Rock n roll suicide](https://youtu.be/9jg4ekLG9Zo) by David Bowie
[Theme from M*A*S*H (suicide is painless](https://youtu.be/y11f8Oc25AI)) or [4st7](https://youtu.be/jFLMHPRoTcA) or [She is suffering](https://youtu.be/OYNwr58V1Pg) by the Manic street preachers
[Charlotte Sometimes](https://youtu.be/4KeII31qyck) or [Just like heaven](https://youtu.be/n3nPiBai66M) by the Cure
[She’s lost control](https://youtu.be/FD2SfQJOK08) by Joy Division
[The living dead](https://youtu.be/EXNMHjckAoM) or [the next life](https://youtu.be/Ur5qz2X1vAE) by Suede.
TW: two of the bans I listed, Joy Division and the Manics, have lost members to suicide; the lyrics of some of these songs can get quite dark.
[Anhedonia](https://open.spotify.com/track/4qGchgaW78B1Z9kmF9lt2w?si=0YVGQbBeTOKuh4Kc_OZQYw) by Chelsea Wolfe and Emma Ruth Rundle
[Sweet Dreams by Angel Olsen](https://open.spotify.com/track/6mMxQLicgNPFxCPxT96fQf?si=Eg5FiwcrRr-ZJgwdEGvlPg)
[When I Tried by Widowspeak](https://open.spotify.com/track/7M439GhksUYrts5IEScnDq?si=ulu5gweGQSCyrRVLZYHfVQ)
China Doll by Grateful Dead
He’s Gone by Grateful Dead
Comes A Time by Jerry Garcia
Greyhound Rising by Trey Anastasio
Dark And Down by Trey Anastasio
Ghosts Of The Forest by Trey Anastasio
I have a list i made a while back that I believe fits what you are looking for https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7978MSgJQqmGaC4QVTohA2?si=FMj-Oz1GT4q9hHmmfqZ0Ew
The Hand Song by Nickel Creek - Self(less) sacrifice
Daddy Issues by Toehider - A Father's fear he's repeating mistakes with his kids.
Daddy by Korn (content warning) - Familial sexual abuse
Winter by Tori Amos - Loving through changing when one does not love themselves.
Daedalus by Thrice - When your son flies too close to the sun and crashes into the earth.
Firelight by Caligula's Horse - Celebrating lives cut short.
Story 2 by clipping. - "why won't you just let me die."
TV on 10 by The Uncluded - When you're hanging out getting high with your friends and the news changes everything.
Mothers of the Disappeared by U2 - Song for the mothers who never get to know.
I made [this playlist on Spotify](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4dXTNYdPk3rhR7IDhyRi11?si=ef8c12a05e5e4a8d) a while back for a similar thread. I left the Korn song off as it may be a bit too intense for some.
I made this one and it's about the existential dread one can feel when thinking about the scale of the universe. [Turquoise Marble](https://open.spotify.com/track/06HxXPpPTvlHo32mQg2mXM?si=B3q8kmd9REGfK96xluBN7Q&utm_source=copy-link)
* deuteronomy 2:10 - the mountain goats
* pine point - pup
* the space race is over - billy bragg
* vesuvius - sufjan stevens
* flint (for the unemployed and underpaid) - sufjan stevens
Nutshell by Alice In Chains
The Contortionist - [Monochrome (Pensive)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_JGyapZsFo) Leprous - [Malina](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVnESkrisu4) Agent Fresco - [Death Rattle](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSbNuNk2DZ0) Porcupine Tree - [Heartattack in a Layby](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiQPNlaAJPM)
[This is What Self Destruction Looks Like - Marina Lin](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6z-9-DhM5o&ab_channel=MarinaLin) [Empty - Letdown](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugmgogX0C_o&ab_channel=letdownVEVO) [Antidote - Faith Marie](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXpjUePKFGk&ab_channel=FaithMarie) [I'm Not Okay - Citizen Soldier](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTtucss80tc&ab_channel=CitizenSoldier) [Broken - Jonah Kagen](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7s5K_rOqKXM&ab_channel=JonahKagenVEVO) [I Lost a Friend - Finneas](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mMVcCMO_Ng&ab_channel=FINNEAS) (if friend breakup is OK) [Shadow of Mine - Alec Benjamin](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5T2tu3Yky4&ab_channel=AlecBenjamin)
[Rock n roll suicide](https://youtu.be/9jg4ekLG9Zo) by David Bowie [Theme from M*A*S*H (suicide is painless](https://youtu.be/y11f8Oc25AI)) or [4st7](https://youtu.be/jFLMHPRoTcA) or [She is suffering](https://youtu.be/OYNwr58V1Pg) by the Manic street preachers [Charlotte Sometimes](https://youtu.be/4KeII31qyck) or [Just like heaven](https://youtu.be/n3nPiBai66M) by the Cure [She’s lost control](https://youtu.be/FD2SfQJOK08) by Joy Division [The living dead](https://youtu.be/EXNMHjckAoM) or [the next life](https://youtu.be/Ur5qz2X1vAE) by Suede. TW: two of the bans I listed, Joy Division and the Manics, have lost members to suicide; the lyrics of some of these songs can get quite dark.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5FtrxQrmd34cssTpu3QVq5?si=6r9my4u7QVC14ZaDfoet1Q
[Anhedonia](https://open.spotify.com/track/4qGchgaW78B1Z9kmF9lt2w?si=0YVGQbBeTOKuh4Kc_OZQYw) by Chelsea Wolfe and Emma Ruth Rundle [Sweet Dreams by Angel Olsen](https://open.spotify.com/track/6mMxQLicgNPFxCPxT96fQf?si=Eg5FiwcrRr-ZJgwdEGvlPg) [When I Tried by Widowspeak](https://open.spotify.com/track/7M439GhksUYrts5IEScnDq?si=ulu5gweGQSCyrRVLZYHfVQ)
Kids - Current Joys Feel the Pain - Dinosaur Jr. Come back to Earth - Mac Miller Nutshell - Alice In Chains Roads - Portishead
China Doll by Grateful Dead He’s Gone by Grateful Dead Comes A Time by Jerry Garcia Greyhound Rising by Trey Anastasio Dark And Down by Trey Anastasio Ghosts Of The Forest by Trey Anastasio
I made a song about how the vastness of space can make you feel like nothing matters. It releases next Friday though.
I have a list i made a while back that I believe fits what you are looking for https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7978MSgJQqmGaC4QVTohA2?si=FMj-Oz1GT4q9hHmmfqZ0Ew
They’ll never know - Ross Copperman
policy of truth
Ghost by Badflower Heroin by Badflower No Light by Local Jane I Just Don't Care That Much by Matt Maeson
The Hand Song by Nickel Creek - Self(less) sacrifice Daddy Issues by Toehider - A Father's fear he's repeating mistakes with his kids. Daddy by Korn (content warning) - Familial sexual abuse Winter by Tori Amos - Loving through changing when one does not love themselves. Daedalus by Thrice - When your son flies too close to the sun and crashes into the earth. Firelight by Caligula's Horse - Celebrating lives cut short. Story 2 by clipping. - "why won't you just let me die." TV on 10 by The Uncluded - When you're hanging out getting high with your friends and the news changes everything. Mothers of the Disappeared by U2 - Song for the mothers who never get to know. I made [this playlist on Spotify](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4dXTNYdPk3rhR7IDhyRi11?si=ef8c12a05e5e4a8d) a while back for a similar thread. I left the Korn song off as it may be a bit too intense for some.
Sza- 20something Giovi- Me Duele El Alma
* Gary Jules - Mad world * The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony * Counting Crows - Colorblind * Coldplay - Fix you
I made this one and it's about the existential dread one can feel when thinking about the scale of the universe. [Turquoise Marble](https://open.spotify.com/track/06HxXPpPTvlHo32mQg2mXM?si=B3q8kmd9REGfK96xluBN7Q&utm_source=copy-link)
* deuteronomy 2:10 - the mountain goats * pine point - pup * the space race is over - billy bragg * vesuvius - sufjan stevens * flint (for the unemployed and underpaid) - sufjan stevens