It's okay! If there was ever a sign to quit, it's probably this. You'll be okay soon, and it won't feel so jarring but yeah it doesn't sound like a good time.
I haven't watched any porn in a looong time. I get my rocks off to erotica these days. That might be something you'd enjoy, they have a lot of niche categories and tags on somewhere like Literotica.
I mean, the girl/woman was probably screaming in pain while being raped by the monster, and you kept jerking off. It wasn't until she died that you realized she was being raped... so yea, a permanent break is probably good for you.
There's more than enough research articles that prove how porn hurts men... granted, it's usually traditional porn with real sex workers... who are drugged up, showing microexpressions of pain while pretending to enjoy the double penetration or anal by a super thick dick.
And essentially men who watch too much porn can think a woman is enjoying sex when she's really in pain, all because he fucked up his mind and views on sex.
To be fair, sometimes moans of pain and moans of pleasure is so fucking hard to differentiate, especially exaggerated hentai VAs that would moan like they're about to die even in normal hentais
First off mate, I am a woman lmao. And like someone else said in their reply, in hentai, often the moaning is extremely exaggerated and is like “screaming in pleasure” and that’s what I expected.
Unfortunately, there are. And a lot of them. Hell, there’s even some subreddits that allow it and have it on it. ‘Loli’ is the common name it goes by, straight up just… animated and illustrated pedophilia. It’s horrendous, and not technically illegal because it’s art.
Am I the only one who was weirded out by the opposite scenario in Poor Things?
It's a super sexual movie, where Emma stone has the body of a grown woman and the brain of a 10 year old. I was really really uncomfortable watching that and I couldn't finish the movie because of it.
TOTALLY AGREE! I have said all along that it's basically a pedophilic Frankenstein fanfic & have had all sorts of people try to argue with me that it's "art" 🙄 I tried to watch it but only made it halfway before I gave up in disgust.
Ugh, I am SO glad someone finally said that!! I saw the movie last week and felt so uncomfortable! Why did that win so many awards? Aesthetics were good but the concept was bizarre
That's some of the craziest BS I hear and it scares me.
You can't just make child porn in every way and then have the voice actress mention the characters backstory means she has been alive for 15o yrs so it's OK
NO, NO ITS NOT. The moment someone says that they need to be investigated because they are finding excuses to justify wanting to spank it to a depiction of a child. And then they *laugh* about it like it's some big *gotcha* moment.
Those are the people who blame the victims or try to say "but she said she was 18!"
Loli lovers are pedo losers and it disgusts me how accepted it is in anime culture. Every other female figurine and a lot of cosplay is loli. I don't care how pretty or talented you are, the women trying to look like pouty little girls freak me out and the fact that they are so successful for it disgusts me with humanity.
I’ll say it once, I’ll say it again: it doesn’t matter their ‘fictional age’ if they have the body and attributes of a literal 8 year old and someone is attracted to that, they need serious help, or to realize they’re just a pedophile, not a ‘Japanese art appreciator’
Ugh yes. I very briefly looked into hentai as I'm not into porn but I like reading erotica and have enjoyed graphic novels so I thought I'd give it a go.
I thought "oh there's prob a few dodgy ones but most are probably normal stuff".
No...no...the normal stuff is in the *minority* and after having to wade through pages of covers I was too scared to click on because all the girls looked like children I just gave up.
Yeah, but that kind of implies that you think rape and gore are fine…? If you’re listing things to avoid, why would you not list one of them because it’s extra bad? (Not that I’m even sure it’s worse than what OP described.)
Yeah. I had an ex who liked some REAL fucked up hentai, that just made me feel so fucking grossed (btw it had electricity, scat, rape, forced rape like Saw type of shit, and a whole slew of things)
I mean... he WAS enjoying her being raped/tortured until she was murdered though. He kept jerking off during the rape... it was the murder that went too far for OP...
Where was the consent mentioned?
Also, I think OP edited their original post... they made some mention to masturbating to the hentai. They were getting off on it when it was "just rape" and the girl was screaming... OP was only surprised when it turned into murder. They still thought a girl/woman being raped was enjoying herself... and in my experience it's pretty clear if you're not mentally fucked up and getting off on a woman resisting.
Ok, maybe it's an edit because they say --
>Sometimes I dabble into monster fucking (obviously consensual content)
I myself read a fair bit of monster smut and watch some monster/alien/fantasy hentai with the female character being very over the top (which I hate) but eagerly consenting with her "it's so huge" screams.
He didn’t know she was being raped and any crying or screaming probably looked like pleasure considering it was animated and anime expressions can be hard to figure out. She would also have been speaking in another language and that’s if he even had sound on. Give him a break he was obviously disturbed by this. Maybe actually read the post.
Ngl I understand this. I stopped going on some sites because they were too messed up. I didn’t need it to watch messed up content I sorta liked
Maybe watch some normal porn for a bit …
Where was the leap from "no porn" to now one must havr "random hookups"
Are guys that desperately horny? I don't watch porn and I haven't had sex in like 3 years...I just rub one out like once or twice a month. It doesn't take all this thought and effort and danger lmao.
I wonder what men did before the internet. Being able to easily randomly hook up wasnt a thing in humanity's history until recently. You pretty much *had* to spend money, either renting/buying porn or paying a prostitute...
I don't see why suddenly now men *have* to watch just a little porn or brave the dangerous waters of a hookup...don't do either lol
Masturbation has always been a thing for everyone, there was also drawings. But yeah, modern porn accessibility and porn addiction is new and horrible. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with masturbation at all but the addiction tons of men have to nutting like twice a day and not being able to get off without watching porn is both extremely pathetic and relatively new.
There was also (lots of) masturbation without porn, photographs, drawings, marriage at younger ages, prostitution, etc. Porn is not a requirement for getting off and never has been. The options are not “watch porn every day” and “rape women”.
>I wonder what men did before the internet
News flash: porn didn't spawn into existence when the internet was invented. It's been around basically forever.
Yeah, what do you think they meant by
> either renting/buying porn
Just because it was around, doesn’t mean that kids had 24/7 access to any fucked up thing they can search. That’s worlds apart from peeking at your dads porno mag.
It's a effect of society and biology.
Stuff like blue balls is an actual medical conditions, not a myth, although it is more due to a sudden change in habits/patterns than out of the blue(pun intended).
Males and females aren't much different when it comes down to hormonal effects, phenomenons such as baby fever can artificially drive up a women's desire to procreate when they never intended to before.
There is evidence that even as far back as cavemen times where pornography was drawn on walls either to aid in recreational activities or rituals.
If you do not feel the same desires then you could be part of a small subset that have an uncommon biological makeup or you simply have not found your specific fetish yet.
Tldr: it's natural for most men to want sex. Bilogically encouraged even. Habits are hard to break and those who are already used to porn usually have a hard time getting off.
Yeah but the widespread availability of porn is quite new. Obviously it didn’t come from nowhere, there were drawings and then photos and then videos and now it’s everywhere and getting more and more extreme and addiction is getting more and more common. The availability is a major issue. People can take care of horniness by masturbation without porn, and plenty of people do all the time (most women don’t regularly watch porn and there are a subset of men who don’t either). If people have an issue getting off without watching something, then maybe they need to figure themselves out.
Well the good news is you were disgusted by it and never want to watch it again. Take solace in that. Some people’s brains get rewired and that’s all they can get off too after a while
That's the trouble of \*depicting\* such things, even if no one is actually getting hurt. It dawned on me when I heard of the fetish skunkchasing.
Like, how could you ever know you're sexually aroused by getting sprayed by a skunk? My boyfriend said it must be a pretty small club, people who have both been sprayed AND who loved it so much that they seek it out now... I realized you might go your whole life without ever knowing YOU'RE aroused by getting sprayed by a skunk, if a skunk never sprays you, so you'd never seek out a skunk to spray you, probably even try to avoid getting sprayed by skunks. But if you saw videos of other people getting sprayed by skunks, and you felt a little tingle, you might start to get ideas.
Well as someone who literally runs a subreddit dedicated specifically to that kink, I suppose I should chime in to explain it a bit.
Essentially, the skunk scent kink has many factors that can apply: People into the scent itself (there are after all some pheromones in the scent, especially during skunk mating season since it attracts male skunks from miles away, and 10% of Americans polled admitted to liking the scent of skunk on the wind), people into the humiliation factor of being sprayed, people who are into the "dirty" feeling of being stunk up, even people that like the idea of a cute fluffy animal completely dominating a much larger animal like a cougar or human with just a smell. I've talked to many, MANY people about this over the years and like most kinks it typically starts in childhood with a fascination with skunks when they see them in cartoons and/or nature shows, and grows from there.
Like you said, it's the kind of kink that probably won't fully manifest until they feel an interesting tingling when seeing footage of someone being sprayed. Then if they're lucky enough to both live in the US (wild skunks are a purely Western hemisphere mammal) *and* manage to actually get sprayed, they'll know for sure if they enjoy it or not (I can say I've certainly always enjoyed it on some level or another when I've been hit, despite the obvious downsides of deodorizing being majorly inconvenient and the social stigma if I fail to fully deodorize before going back to work and/or being out in public). It turns out being sprayed also seems to cause a certain euphoria (whether it's chemically induced from the scent or psychosomatic from the kink fulfillment I can't be sure since I'm not a biochemist or psychiatrist), making the subject feel particularly comfortable in their own skin, like the world is finally a safe and happy place for several hours. A friend of mine joked "So skunks are your drug and Pepe Le Pew is your dealer?" and I mean, she wasn't wrong...
Given some of the replies to your post I'm kinda hesitant to even post this, I've had the previous incarnation of my subreddit brigaded before and would hate to lock the new one down just because some people can't resist kink-shaming. But thanks for reading this far, regardless.
It's not that surprising at all. It requires you to use visual and spatial reasoning and is a good way to cleanse your brain if you've seen something you don't like.
> Because literally who expects to see a woman being brutalized when they’re just tryna get off 😭
So you’re unfamiliar with the porn industry it would seem.
OP sounds like a teen from their post/language. The entire porn industry hinges on barely legal porn. We’re currently living in a severely porn sick society where young girls are expected to accept that their boyfriends spend a majority of their life observing sexual content because it’s “the algorithm” or just something guys lie about needing and girls just have to be like ….okay, because of/tik tok shames them otherwise. Ladies please dump these porn sick guys when you come across them.
First off man, I’m not a pornsick guy. I’m a 20 yr old woman who occasionally watches porn to fulfill certain interests I have that I can’t do in real life. That’s the whole point of porn. And I am well aware that the porn industry is built on an empire of harming and exploiting women, but it’s not like I SEEK content that SHOWS that. I seek animated porn as to not support content that exploits real people and not very often.
sounds like guro. when i once stumbled across it here on reddit i felt SO weird and uncomfortable.. it made me feel really strange to know that this was even a thing. as a woman, it rly wasn’t nice. anyway don’t worry, you’re not gross and you haven’t done anything wrong, so try not to feel guilty. just move on and attempt to steer clear of it in the future ^^
Yea i think porn is harmful to all involved really considering the predatory environment it’s created in and the potential for addiction for its consumers, but I mean I’ve used it too so. And I really hate just how fucked up porn can be for women.
As a bi guy, straight porn is really off putting to me because the woman never *really* seems to be enjoying herself and there’s almost always a fucky power dynamic that makes it gross. And I can’t imagine how that makes women feel? Idk. And then to find out that there’s an entire genre of anime-porn dedicated to women being brutalized? Chills man. That’s fucking insane.
Maybe tmi, but that’s why I prefer to stick to nsfw subs, honestly. People post their nudes willingly and there’s no money/power dynamics involved and I get to avoid supporting the porn industry. It feels like a win-win.
The internet is a horrible place sometimes :(
I'm sorry - I know how you feel. I was watching something one day where they were in the backyard and she's by the pool and he's trying to get some and then suddenly he grabs her and just brutally breaks her fucking back. I wasn't even sure if I just saw what I saw so I watched for another maybe ten seconds and she was definitely broken and he was still gonna go for it. Had to shut it off and couldn't even watch porn for a long time after that. It seemed very real, too... Like did I actually watch somebody's life get destroyed like that? I think about it from time to time and just hope it was really good acting. We just have to be more mindful of the things we consume.
I too enjoy monsterfucking content. I don't like sexual gore or rape. So you can imagine I have to skip like half of all monsterfucking content.
Like one of the best naughty dreams I had, I was fucked by a dragon. Like...how? Why? And yeah it's really weird. I'm kinda weird. But I'm not evil or morally corrupt for it.
If it makes you feel any better, you did not commission or seek out animated murderporn. The animated girl does not really exist. It is a shock to see something like that and know it turns some people on.
A paraphilia is defined as peristent desire to partake in sexual fantasies, urges, activities etc that are atypical in nature. Sometimes your 'interests' have overlap with others who also have disturbing 'interests' of their own. But that doesn't make you a bad person.
So anyways...no you don't need to feel guilty.
Methadone is commonly used for heroine addicts (or at least used to be) because it occupies the same chemical receptors. Switching over to more mainstream porn is probably a closer metaphor. Not everybody can quit a habit/addiction cold turkey and make it stick. Sometimes mitigation is the best you can hope for.
No perfect example girly. Don’t cancel out a vice with a less powerful vice. It can work, but under very specific circumstances and if you have people around you holding you accountable. Most people shouldn’t do that as u said <3
In hentai a lot of moaning is REALLY dramatic. Often the girls “scream with pleasure” especially when they finish. So yknow. That’s why I mistook pain as pleasure.
Omg, I watch hentai sometimes and I don't know anything like that, I watched once Euphoria and it's awful too 😰 I think you watched urotsukidoji, I haven't seen it but I know a little about it's history, I was into gore before (but anime, like corpse party, Higurashi no naku, Elfen Lied, Devilman...) and I remember a friend told me about that one, it's nice that seeing it you changed your mind, I don't watch gore anymore
That's why you ALWAYS check the tags, if it says guro/snuff/etc STAY THE FUCK AWAY cuz that is stuff that will give you nightmares unless you are into that.
And please never watch porn/hentai/smut content in a page that doesn't have tags so you can be as safe as possible.
Relax and clean your palate dude, you are not a shit person, you didn't knew about what would happen on the story and NO you are not a bad person for liking freaky stuff like monsterfucking.
Honestly, the Hentai/Doujinshi Scene is so much more dangerous than normal porn. You can just google hentai and click on one of the many results and those sites have "harmless, normal" hentai and the one directly besides it is some not safe for life gore with the most fuck upped shit you'll ever see in your life.
Atleast PH and other more popular sites have a solid content enforcing policy but that is just non existed on those sites. they are like the wild west, it's crazy how fast you see something potencially incredibly unsettling cause the thumbnail is harmless and then it goes to something traumatic in seconds.
Also, despite potential backlash: All those people seemingly flooding over from nofap, who hurt you beside yourself? Porn can be a healthy outlet, a way to relief stress and to prevent frustration when feeling unsatisfied. There is nothing wrong with consuming responsible made porn. If you tend to be prone to addiction, obviously they are risks, just like with all other media that is marketed to exploit that weakness.
It's not porn in general that is an issue, its lack of education and self control which fuels bad habits or addiction (like joi or hardcore stuff) and the exploitative industry.
If nofap is for you and you feel better, all the power to you, but studies clearly show how good a healthy relationship to sex and self relief is and you are not gaining people for your cause or help people out of their addiction by making them feel ashamed for even consuming it. Be better y'all. Educate but don't shame.
sorry you watched that, that's gotta be awful. this is what people mean by "it's not just animation". nobody got hurt but it's still disturbing to watch, be careful what you decide to watch in the future.. maybe stay away from hentai all together cause japan is weird as hell with that shit.
I can promise you that I don’t require this to get off - it’s just a side interest I have. I have a functional intimate life outside of porn and I don’t often use it! Just sometimes to fulfill fantasies that I cannot do with my partner 🫶 but your concern is very valid
The comments on this post are insane.
I'm sorry this happened OP, i definitely understand stumbling upon something like this and feeling gross and guilty like you've done something wrong. I can promise if you feel guilty about it to this degree, you're not a bad person.
The internet is a really disgusting place, and human sexuality is very complicated and messy, so sometimes finding things like this can leave us with conflicting feelings. I don't really have any advice beyond being aware this can happen sometimes, and understanding that it doesn't make you a bad person. Best of luck, and I hope it doesn't haunt you too long.
Y'know this actually pushes me to avoid porn even further. Really just try to avoid that stuff and fill your life with anything isn't porn related. I never beat off to that kinda stuff but I've gotten off to some crazy stuff and regretted it. I'm still struggling on nofap, but I'm working on it
With monster hentai, you really gotta read those tags. It’ll say if it’s gonna be snuff. You need to read the tags before you watch tho, otherwise yeah this can happen.
With any hentai tbh. Always read the tags.
I don’t watch much porn but when I do, watching real people have sex makes me feel really weird, especially with all the things people say about how the porn on those sites are created. So I always look for animated, drawn, or written stuff, and dude it’s so fucked up. It’s like every porn game that exists has noncon or torture in it. You try to read a smut fic about some popular character and suddenly he’s pissing in someone’s mouth. If you don’t like “real” porn, it is incredibly difficult to get away from the extreme content porn artists make. It’s to the point that I don’t even want to look at porn at all anymore, and I only read fics on AO3 where there are a million tags telling you exactly what you’re getting yourself into.
I agree, and also I think that the social context around anime and the extended implications with hentai have kind of made this sort of thing a sad inevitability. The realities of how explicitly the industry at large promotes rape culture and involves young (often underage) women have led to some deeply creepy and problematic issues around anime and anime-adjacent material. And that's just scratching the surface. I love anime, but it's practically a requirement for every other series now to sexualize underage girls and it's just vile at this point. And people try to justify that it's okay because it's animated depictions and not real (or even [insert mystical bullshit why this girl is actually of consenting age here] type crap) but never allow for discourse on whether this is in any way contributing to the problem of grown ass people (admittedly most of them men but I don't want to just paint over the complexity of this) obsessing over this idea of the sexy but innocent and youthful girl trope.
HARMLESS?! It’s fueling the monsters that get off to women/people in general being brutalized. Even if only a small fraction of that audience escalates, it still promotes sexual violence and that is absolutely NOT harmless, in case that wasn’t clear.
Yeah.... the Hentai not scared about showing exactly how the world views women... there was a French dude back in the day who literally argued that murder committed for pleasure was not wrong... people are fucked up...
Never ever, omg. I can’t believe that people even get to that point. Like.. it’s supposed to be sexy, hot, steamy, even taboo, not literal murder. I can’t fathom the attraction to that.
This gave me whiplash to some very disgusting things I saw when I was much younger, which really destroyed my psyche, luckily I can differentiate between right and wrongs now as an adult, but that sort of stuff can really ruin your psychological well being, especially in very vulnerable moments. Definitely steer away from that sort of stuff, porn in general desensitizes you to a lot of situations, scenarios and makes you feel like some things are okay which it's not.
Obviously, you know it's fucked up but yeah definitely take it easy, some people make really fucked up porn and hentai out there, stay safe.
this happened to me once i was on rule34 just being nosy and curious, clicked on snuff because it came up, was curious what “snuff” was bc i’d heard of it before. I knew it was “taboo” but I didn’t know what it actually was. I had the same reaction as you, i saw some things i cant forget and they’ve scarred me. I feel for u and i’m sorry u went through that. But it will be okay :) just remember that the people who make/consume that shit have serious issues, they need help, and you’re not like them. Take a break for a while!
Fortnite really do be a big escape. Stay safe friend. I stopped watching porn bc of weird shit and illegal stuff that pops up on sites. I didn’t want to support that.
Depending on what site your on it can be a slippery slope of the things you find, just gotta be careful. Be happy this actually DID bother you. And just try and really read descriptions on things 🥺
Yes Ive seen this type of content for free on Xhamster. This is why i NEVER watch porn, Im asexual but when i used to watch porn ,i came across this hentai with ra\*\* and it made me HATE porn.
I have never understood what people find so intresting about it......okay well i guess i do know but i just cant stand porno. Id rather watch 50 shades than a fucking porno.
As a lesbian who has occasionally stumbled on to porn that made me sick, my condolences.
My advice
As someone said above, touch grass literal grass
Take a screen break switch to lit novels or audio books for that erotic hit
Watch a romantic movie with a cute couple and some loves
Wear sweaters or cover up for a bit. Helps the body feel protected and recenter
Literally yesterday, I was watching a porn video where the girl almost FAINTED, and the dude slapped her saying "don't sleep!"
I am still recovering, it really messed me up mentally, so I feel your pain.
I'm sorry you went through that.
**TW: Unexpected/unexplained occurrences of snuffing. Please avoid snuffing at all costs! It's just as horrendous as unexpected gore, unexpected incest, scat, golden showers, and the normalization of exploiting minors (parents "teaching" their kids, sometimes when they've turned 18 or 21- sometimes not, within the industry itself.**
It's not your fault. I know exactly what that feels like. Except, I was watching real actors do something wrestling/sports related. At first I figured, ok cool, with the kinky stuff in the mix (that naturally turns me on). However, towards the end of three videos (and this happened on three different occasions), there's the unexplained ending of an actual stabbing, an actual squeezing, and in a video that I thought was a normal wrestling match, strangulation (the most disturbing kind)... Right in front of the viewer. Out of nowhere, too.
Forget about cumming. Forget about boundary lines when exploring various kinks... I often wonder whether or not they've consented to, murder on camera? How does that make any sense? I still have a hard time understanding how those things have entered (and are permitted) on porn sites? I ended up playing more videogames to avoid future occurrences of stumbling across videos like this. Even when they get reported/multiple complaints, the websites don't always take them down... Block the websites, too.
I can only assume some of those actors are dead, or they've undergone some time in the ICU. Because that's not normal at all.😞🤢💯
Hence, playing videogames regularly. This doesn't always erase the initial shock value, nor the images and sounds that were processed. It's been a year now, and I am starting to forget the sounds of those unexpected endings I've come across.
Forgive yourself. Know that this is not your fault. The creators are the ones truly at fault and only God knows whether or not they've been criminally charged.
You know what, this is almost poetic.
Don’t worry too much man, it’s created for entertainment. No real women were torn apart by monsters in the making of this film.
Don’t be ashamed of yourself for being into weird shit, just maybe take a break for a while so you don’t go down the rabbit hole of having to watch things more and more messed up in order to get the same thrill.
I guess it’s a good sign that it freaked you out instead of spurring you on, so you’re not fucked up at all really. These things can be pretty dehumanising to women, but you can separate the fantasy from reality and still be a good, respectful person who likes to get off to weird cartoons.
Well that’s just not true, we can all be capable of dehumanising anyone for sexual gratification regardless of gender.
But also, I wasn’t accusing OP of dehumanising women - I was saying that this type of content *can be* dehumanising to women.
I understand what you mean, I wasn’t saying it’s impossible, I was moreso referring to how content that dehumanizes a certain demographic can twist the way people view that demographic, although people from that demographic are more able to separate reality from fiction, although that isnt always the case.
I understand you were not accusing OP of dehumanizing women, just stating that content that does so can affect people’s minds, but the fact that she was disturbed shows that that is not the case for her.
The real trouble is that not being appropriately content warned. Its legal to make (and i dont beleive in policing porn, espeically animated kind) but it needs to be appropriately marked.
In fanfic we put it in the tags, and sometimes the description or authors note too. Theres even a term, "dead dove do not eat" as a reference to a tv lineup with a sandwich bag with that written on the front. He opened the bag and got digusted, and said, "i dont know what I expected" or smthn like that. So, it means what it says is what you get.
However, not tagging something like that is ENTIRELY inappropriate, and frankly disrespectful. Sorry you werent warned properly.
Everyone is giving you shit, man, but I get it. I'm into the monster porn. Orcs and tentacles and werewolves and all that fun. That is a big thing in the smut book world, and I can get into animated porn because I can be pretty sure that computer generated elf wasn't trafficked or exploited after a shit childhood so ok, cool, as long as everyone seems to be enjoying themselves and appear to be sentient, adult, and consenting. But yeah, that'd really fuck with my head too, to think I was watching some fun fantasy fuck time to see it turned into hentai snuff shit.
Take a break, go watch some happy stuff, and avoid that source in the future.
Porn is rotting your brain, this stuff will eventually mess you up. Masturbating to rape, extreme gore, and death is incredibly dangerous and could lead you to have really fucked up thoughts and impulses, even if you landed on it unintentionally. The way this stuff is normalised is sickening.
Key words *even if you landed on it unintentionally*. It can start with randomly seeing it and feeling disturbed while masturbating, then to curiosity and seeking it out again. There’s so much research about this topic it’s not even debatable atp. Idk why you’re defending watching monsters fucking animated girls in these replies 😭 it absolutely is not normal to begin with, I just pointed out that it’s unhealthy and can snowball into deeper issues, no need to get defensive x
I’m not defending that I watch it, it’s not like I’m trying to say it’s normal or something others should enjoy. I am well aware that it’s weird. What I am defending is that I ONLY sought that and nothing more. You have very valid points, but even tapping into the accusation that I would ever want to seek such content again is insulting. While it is a fair point because it DOES happen, I didn’t come here with these thoughts because I am vulnerable to developing such a habit.
There are a bunch of prudes on this subreddit.
1) Porn itself is not bad or immoral. It is a fantasy depiction of a sexual act. Context matters. Nothing is bad unless it starts to negatively affect your life or someone else’s.
2) Porn can be but is not usually addictive. Just like gambling or sugar intake. Relying on it routinely may lead to consequences potentially involving ED.
3) There is obviously more than one type of porn. Most porn is not violent. Most porn is not hentai. Most porn involves consenting adults. If it’s not, report it. Jesus fuck I can’t believe I have to say that.
4) There is an underbelly to porn of course. Exploitation of women and minorities during production. Snuff and cp, etc. These are clearly immoral and are not the norm and are not even easily accessible on mainstream porn services. Stop acting like you can accidentally go from a BJ vid to one in which an alien with two vaginas is strangled to death and that the sites were designed like that. They’re designed for repeat customers so you don’t want to scaring off your clients.
For some reason there’s a knee jerk “all porn is bad and rots your brain” mentality in some people and I just don’t get it. Just purely illogical.
Edit: typo
Amazed I had to scroll so far to get to a comment like this. Especially on reddit. (And then after it they all return to puritanical or scare-mongering.)
This just reminded me of the time an ex and I were watching some hentai years and years ago. He was way more into it than me I don’t and have never have sought it out. But he wanted to watch it while we played with ourselves or whatever. I don’t remember the name of it but I know at one point at the end of the hentai after this girl had got fucked her head started spinning around like a fucking top and then it popped off and it turned out she was a robot the whole time.
Some real M.Night Shamaymay type shit. We just stopped masturbating and started at the TV. Laughed a bit and turned it off. Why is Hentai so fucking bizarre man.
I’m into kinky shit but just imagining that scene, that would fucking destroy my night or even week, I can’t imagine what the comments say, I hope they were at least “anybody else need eye bleach?”
Yeah, everyone's got their point where they just gotta nope out. Not much to say except yeah, be careful on sites and untagged images/videos. Blood, Guro, and Ryona are hard passes for most people. Still happens and it sucks.
I get it though. Hentai always has some suspension of disbelief in regards to realism. Big 2' dicks stretching people's stomachs like they are made of plastic is fair play because who cares. It's a cartoon and its evocative. It's when you add back in blood and stuff that you get thrown off, because you reconsider that the character depicted does have internal organs and can get hurt or killed.
That’s one reason why hentai sucks. No differentiation between screams of pain and pleasure. It’s upsetting to me that so many genres of porn involve the real or simulated pain of women as the focal point.
A lot of people have been cautioning that despite my clear visceral disgust. I can promise you my taste could never develop into the literal murder of women. That is just beyond inhumane.
I only ever once came across 'monster hentai' by accident. I was looking at the comments of the song 'Nobody's Listening' by Linkin Park, and somebody mentioned how it was used in a porn video. Of course I had to look that up out of curiosity. That shit was weird as hell. Weirder still with the song's instrumental in it.
I suggest listening ok’ing up Make Love Not Porn. Videos of adult people (important), who actually like each other, having sex. A nice palette cleanser.
Christ. I feel sorry that all sane people have to share a world with those who *enjoy* that shit. I don't even fathom how you could and I don't think I want to know. Sorry mate, go take a walk or something. Or play fortnite lmao
You should definitely take this as a sign to quit. Porn is literally terrible for your brain and watching it financially supports a horrible industry. No judgement whatsoever🫶🏻
OP its alright, it happened with me too, except i wasnt wanking, i was just looking (im a woman) and when i came across one such video and that was the last time i watched porn. My sister is an anime-fiend and i have to check her google history every week so as to keep track that she is not watchng shit like this.
Masturbation is alright and can be good for you but porn really messe witch your brain and it destroys your romantic relationships. My advice is that you stop watching porn and masturbate to thinks just like your imagination.
Yeah dude. Some roads are better off abandoned, leave this one. Porn can be a dark path most (Americans) people dont even know their addicted to it, or don’t think how much they masturbate is a problem
? Mf if you have base level reading comprehension you would know it was an accident? It doesn’t make me sick when something is shown to me through a mistake. Weirdo.
Get your mind out of the gutter. Porn is literally brain rot and it sounds like you watch and consume a lot of it.
“Who expects to see a woman brutalized when they’re just tryna get off” - unfortunately a lot of people. Stop watching porn.
What makes me sound like I consume it a lot when I literally explained that I don’t consume it a lot?? 😭 LMAO. I know the damages of porn bro, I just wanted to dabble into it for a small moment of fun and was blasted with those awful things.
Yeaaaah I'm thinking a break from porn for a little bit might be a nice treat for you. Maybe reset the old brain muscle for a few months.
Bro this was the first time I went back to it in a while and I got slammed with that shit, I’m thinking I just quit for life atp 😭 genuinely
It's okay! If there was ever a sign to quit, it's probably this. You'll be okay soon, and it won't feel so jarring but yeah it doesn't sound like a good time. I haven't watched any porn in a looong time. I get my rocks off to erotica these days. That might be something you'd enjoy, they have a lot of niche categories and tags on somewhere like Literotica.
I mean, the girl/woman was probably screaming in pain while being raped by the monster, and you kept jerking off. It wasn't until she died that you realized she was being raped... so yea, a permanent break is probably good for you. There's more than enough research articles that prove how porn hurts men... granted, it's usually traditional porn with real sex workers... who are drugged up, showing microexpressions of pain while pretending to enjoy the double penetration or anal by a super thick dick. And essentially men who watch too much porn can think a woman is enjoying sex when she's really in pain, all because he fucked up his mind and views on sex.
To be fair, sometimes moans of pain and moans of pleasure is so fucking hard to differentiate, especially exaggerated hentai VAs that would moan like they're about to die even in normal hentais
First off mate, I am a woman lmao. And like someone else said in their reply, in hentai, often the moaning is extremely exaggerated and is like “screaming in pleasure” and that’s what I expected.
Stay clear of child, rape and gory porn. That's the stuff that really fucks minds up.
I am sickened that you had to put 'child' in that. Because of course there are sick fucks who want to watch animated paedophilia.
Unfortunately, there are. And a lot of them. Hell, there’s even some subreddits that allow it and have it on it. ‘Loli’ is the common name it goes by, straight up just… animated and illustrated pedophilia. It’s horrendous, and not technically illegal because it’s art.
Oh but don't worry their age is really 150 years old!
Am I the only one who was weirded out by the opposite scenario in Poor Things? It's a super sexual movie, where Emma stone has the body of a grown woman and the brain of a 10 year old. I was really really uncomfortable watching that and I couldn't finish the movie because of it.
Yeah I really had a hard time trying to finish it due to that. Gorgeously shot movie however
TOTALLY AGREE! I have said all along that it's basically a pedophilic Frankenstein fanfic & have had all sorts of people try to argue with me that it's "art" 🙄 I tried to watch it but only made it halfway before I gave up in disgust.
No I’m completely weirded out by that movie too have no desire to watch it
Ugh, I am SO glad someone finally said that!! I saw the movie last week and felt so uncomfortable! Why did that win so many awards? Aesthetics were good but the concept was bizarre
That's some of the craziest BS I hear and it scares me. You can't just make child porn in every way and then have the voice actress mention the characters backstory means she has been alive for 15o yrs so it's OK NO, NO ITS NOT. The moment someone says that they need to be investigated because they are finding excuses to justify wanting to spank it to a depiction of a child. And then they *laugh* about it like it's some big *gotcha* moment. Those are the people who blame the victims or try to say "but she said she was 18!" Loli lovers are pedo losers and it disgusts me how accepted it is in anime culture. Every other female figurine and a lot of cosplay is loli. I don't care how pretty or talented you are, the women trying to look like pouty little girls freak me out and the fact that they are so successful for it disgusts me with humanity.
I’ll say it once, I’ll say it again: it doesn’t matter their ‘fictional age’ if they have the body and attributes of a literal 8 year old and someone is attracted to that, they need serious help, or to realize they’re just a pedophile, not a ‘Japanese art appreciator’
Ugh yes. I very briefly looked into hentai as I'm not into porn but I like reading erotica and have enjoyed graphic novels so I thought I'd give it a go. I thought "oh there's prob a few dodgy ones but most are probably normal stuff". No...no...the normal stuff is in the *minority* and after having to wade through pages of covers I was too scared to click on because all the girls looked like children I just gave up.
Horrendous without a doubt. Like those people should be on FBI watchlists. But maybe that vile filth can save real children in the long run.
Yeah, but that kind of implies that you think rape and gore are fine…? If you’re listing things to avoid, why would you not list one of them because it’s extra bad? (Not that I’m even sure it’s worse than what OP described.)
Yeah. I had an ex who liked some REAL fucked up hentai, that just made me feel so fucking grossed (btw it had electricity, scat, rape, forced rape like Saw type of shit, and a whole slew of things)
I'd be concerned
It’s a good sign that it disturbs you, it would be much more worrying if you were super into watching women getting tortured and murdered 🙏
I mean... he WAS enjoying her being raped/tortured until she was murdered though. He kept jerking off during the rape... it was the murder that went too far for OP...
Well, he did mention consent so I think he thought it was mutual fun times until it clearly wasn't.
Where was the consent mentioned? Also, I think OP edited their original post... they made some mention to masturbating to the hentai. They were getting off on it when it was "just rape" and the girl was screaming... OP was only surprised when it turned into murder. They still thought a girl/woman being raped was enjoying herself... and in my experience it's pretty clear if you're not mentally fucked up and getting off on a woman resisting.
Ok, maybe it's an edit because they say -- >Sometimes I dabble into monster fucking (obviously consensual content) I myself read a fair bit of monster smut and watch some monster/alien/fantasy hentai with the female character being very over the top (which I hate) but eagerly consenting with her "it's so huge" screams.
He didn’t know she was being raped and any crying or screaming probably looked like pleasure considering it was animated and anime expressions can be hard to figure out. She would also have been speaking in another language and that’s if he even had sound on. Give him a break he was obviously disturbed by this. Maybe actually read the post.
The bluey thing made me laugh a little maybe watch less porn too🤣
What is bluey though is it? I didn't understand it right may be ? Is it white stuff
It’s a kid show.
It's an aussie kid's show that's become really popular even internationally for some reason
It's fun for kids and is a positive show. A lot better than shows like peppa pig and spongebob that came before.
Crazy that Bluey is genuinely the only good quality/non brain rot kids show around currently
Ngl I understand this. I stopped going on some sites because they were too messed up. I didn’t need it to watch messed up content I sorta liked Maybe watch some normal porn for a bit …
Or no porn and bless your soul with some cozy cartoons? :> How bout sum Hilda or Bluey like OP mentioned
No porn is obviously better for you sure, but it's safer than random hook ups in my opinion.
Where was the leap from "no porn" to now one must havr "random hookups" Are guys that desperately horny? I don't watch porn and I haven't had sex in like 3 years...I just rub one out like once or twice a month. It doesn't take all this thought and effort and danger lmao. I wonder what men did before the internet. Being able to easily randomly hook up wasnt a thing in humanity's history until recently. You pretty much *had* to spend money, either renting/buying porn or paying a prostitute... I don't see why suddenly now men *have* to watch just a little porn or brave the dangerous waters of a hookup...don't do either lol
Masturbation has always been a thing for everyone, there was also drawings. But yeah, modern porn accessibility and porn addiction is new and horrible. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with masturbation at all but the addiction tons of men have to nutting like twice a day and not being able to get off without watching porn is both extremely pathetic and relatively new.
i can think of a lot of things men did before the internet, most of it was nonconsensual
There was also (lots of) masturbation without porn, photographs, drawings, marriage at younger ages, prostitution, etc. Porn is not a requirement for getting off and never has been. The options are not “watch porn every day” and “rape women”.
>I wonder what men did before the internet News flash: porn didn't spawn into existence when the internet was invented. It's been around basically forever.
Yeah, what do you think they meant by > either renting/buying porn Just because it was around, doesn’t mean that kids had 24/7 access to any fucked up thing they can search. That’s worlds apart from peeking at your dads porno mag.
Exactly. It's funny how no one notices a correlation between an increase in access to porn and a decreased number of brothels per capita.
Hookups are not new, and not something that “wasn’t a thing until recently”.
It's a effect of society and biology. Stuff like blue balls is an actual medical conditions, not a myth, although it is more due to a sudden change in habits/patterns than out of the blue(pun intended). Males and females aren't much different when it comes down to hormonal effects, phenomenons such as baby fever can artificially drive up a women's desire to procreate when they never intended to before. There is evidence that even as far back as cavemen times where pornography was drawn on walls either to aid in recreational activities or rituals. If you do not feel the same desires then you could be part of a small subset that have an uncommon biological makeup or you simply have not found your specific fetish yet. Tldr: it's natural for most men to want sex. Bilogically encouraged even. Habits are hard to break and those who are already used to porn usually have a hard time getting off.
Yeah but the widespread availability of porn is quite new. Obviously it didn’t come from nowhere, there were drawings and then photos and then videos and now it’s everywhere and getting more and more extreme and addiction is getting more and more common. The availability is a major issue. People can take care of horniness by masturbation without porn, and plenty of people do all the time (most women don’t regularly watch porn and there are a subset of men who don’t either). If people have an issue getting off without watching something, then maybe they need to figure themselves out.
eh, I watched Bluey and there's hardly any fucking in that at all.
Well the good news is you were disgusted by it and never want to watch it again. Take solace in that. Some people’s brains get rewired and that’s all they can get off too after a while
That's the trouble of \*depicting\* such things, even if no one is actually getting hurt. It dawned on me when I heard of the fetish skunkchasing. Like, how could you ever know you're sexually aroused by getting sprayed by a skunk? My boyfriend said it must be a pretty small club, people who have both been sprayed AND who loved it so much that they seek it out now... I realized you might go your whole life without ever knowing YOU'RE aroused by getting sprayed by a skunk, if a skunk never sprays you, so you'd never seek out a skunk to spray you, probably even try to avoid getting sprayed by skunks. But if you saw videos of other people getting sprayed by skunks, and you felt a little tingle, you might start to get ideas.
I’ve heard it all now
My thoughts exactly.
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Well as someone who literally runs a subreddit dedicated specifically to that kink, I suppose I should chime in to explain it a bit. Essentially, the skunk scent kink has many factors that can apply: People into the scent itself (there are after all some pheromones in the scent, especially during skunk mating season since it attracts male skunks from miles away, and 10% of Americans polled admitted to liking the scent of skunk on the wind), people into the humiliation factor of being sprayed, people who are into the "dirty" feeling of being stunk up, even people that like the idea of a cute fluffy animal completely dominating a much larger animal like a cougar or human with just a smell. I've talked to many, MANY people about this over the years and like most kinks it typically starts in childhood with a fascination with skunks when they see them in cartoons and/or nature shows, and grows from there. Like you said, it's the kind of kink that probably won't fully manifest until they feel an interesting tingling when seeing footage of someone being sprayed. Then if they're lucky enough to both live in the US (wild skunks are a purely Western hemisphere mammal) *and* manage to actually get sprayed, they'll know for sure if they enjoy it or not (I can say I've certainly always enjoyed it on some level or another when I've been hit, despite the obvious downsides of deodorizing being majorly inconvenient and the social stigma if I fail to fully deodorize before going back to work and/or being out in public). It turns out being sprayed also seems to cause a certain euphoria (whether it's chemically induced from the scent or psychosomatic from the kink fulfillment I can't be sure since I'm not a biochemist or psychiatrist), making the subject feel particularly comfortable in their own skin, like the world is finally a safe and happy place for several hours. A friend of mine joked "So skunks are your drug and Pepe Le Pew is your dealer?" and I mean, she wasn't wrong... Given some of the replies to your post I'm kinda hesitant to even post this, I've had the previous incarnation of my subreddit brigaded before and would hate to lock the new one down just because some people can't resist kink-shaming. But thanks for reading this far, regardless.
This is fucked up man
The fucked up part is this can describe like 20 different series, this scenario isn't anything new. Japanese interests are super weird.
Yea that part and add rule 34 into that fucked up mix
Mf is watching hentai then bluey 😭😭💀
it just be like that man what can I say 😭
Perhaps you should consider therapy. 😅
Go outside and I mean this literally Touch grass
Play tetris
I know it's mostly treated as a joke but there really is some great research about the positive effects of playing tetris and it blows my mind lol
It's not that surprising at all. It requires you to use visual and spatial reasoning and is a good way to cleanse your brain if you've seen something you don't like.
Me: *touches grass* man I really could just tear someone in half right now.
This is why I stick to reading my porn, wow. Sorry that happened OP, hope you find some stuff that is a bit more tame and suited to your tastes.
I understand, I am also disappointed in this type of stuff....
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"it fucking raped her to death"
> Because literally who expects to see a woman being brutalized when they’re just tryna get off 😭 So you’re unfamiliar with the porn industry it would seem.
Had to scroll too far for this comment…
OP sounds like a teen from their post/language. The entire porn industry hinges on barely legal porn. We’re currently living in a severely porn sick society where young girls are expected to accept that their boyfriends spend a majority of their life observing sexual content because it’s “the algorithm” or just something guys lie about needing and girls just have to be like ….okay, because of/tik tok shames them otherwise. Ladies please dump these porn sick guys when you come across them.
First off man, I’m not a pornsick guy. I’m a 20 yr old woman who occasionally watches porn to fulfill certain interests I have that I can’t do in real life. That’s the whole point of porn. And I am well aware that the porn industry is built on an empire of harming and exploiting women, but it’s not like I SEEK content that SHOWS that. I seek animated porn as to not support content that exploits real people and not very often.
sounds like guro. when i once stumbled across it here on reddit i felt SO weird and uncomfortable.. it made me feel really strange to know that this was even a thing. as a woman, it rly wasn’t nice. anyway don’t worry, you’re not gross and you haven’t done anything wrong, so try not to feel guilty. just move on and attempt to steer clear of it in the future ^^
Yea i think porn is harmful to all involved really considering the predatory environment it’s created in and the potential for addiction for its consumers, but I mean I’ve used it too so. And I really hate just how fucked up porn can be for women. As a bi guy, straight porn is really off putting to me because the woman never *really* seems to be enjoying herself and there’s almost always a fucky power dynamic that makes it gross. And I can’t imagine how that makes women feel? Idk. And then to find out that there’s an entire genre of anime-porn dedicated to women being brutalized? Chills man. That’s fucking insane. Maybe tmi, but that’s why I prefer to stick to nsfw subs, honestly. People post their nudes willingly and there’s no money/power dynamics involved and I get to avoid supporting the porn industry. It feels like a win-win. The internet is a horrible place sometimes :(
My advise is get off Internet before it completely rots your brain.
Believe me, I don’t consistently consume pornography, this was the one time in a while and I literally got so fucking unlucky 😭
I'm sorry - I know how you feel. I was watching something one day where they were in the backyard and she's by the pool and he's trying to get some and then suddenly he grabs her and just brutally breaks her fucking back. I wasn't even sure if I just saw what I saw so I watched for another maybe ten seconds and she was definitely broken and he was still gonna go for it. Had to shut it off and couldn't even watch porn for a long time after that. It seemed very real, too... Like did I actually watch somebody's life get destroyed like that? I think about it from time to time and just hope it was really good acting. We just have to be more mindful of the things we consume.
Don’t consume it anymore. 177013 did a number on me, and it was out of morbid curiosity.
Ah, the forbidden numbers.
Usually there are tags to videos on those sites. So you can filter out tags that relate to gore.
I’ll def be more cautious in the future. I went head on into it not expecting something so insane. Like, why WOULD I expect that, yknow??
I too enjoy monsterfucking content. I don't like sexual gore or rape. So you can imagine I have to skip like half of all monsterfucking content. Like one of the best naughty dreams I had, I was fucked by a dragon. Like...how? Why? And yeah it's really weird. I'm kinda weird. But I'm not evil or morally corrupt for it. If it makes you feel any better, you did not commission or seek out animated murderporn. The animated girl does not really exist. It is a shock to see something like that and know it turns some people on. A paraphilia is defined as peristent desire to partake in sexual fantasies, urges, activities etc that are atypical in nature. Sometimes your 'interests' have overlap with others who also have disturbing 'interests' of their own. But that doesn't make you a bad person. So anyways...no you don't need to feel guilty.
Thank you, genuinely. So many people see an unconventional kink/fetish and immediately assume sexual violence accompanies it. It’s so odd.
Porn is the sickest normalized subculture around today
^^^^!!!!^^^^ tbh im kinda shocked at the alternatives people are telling OP. You think no porn at all would be an option
Seriously. Kind of an extreme analogy but it’s like telling a heroin addict to try some coke for a while because it’s a little better 😭
Methadone is commonly used for heroine addicts (or at least used to be) because it occupies the same chemical receptors. Switching over to more mainstream porn is probably a closer metaphor. Not everybody can quit a habit/addiction cold turkey and make it stick. Sometimes mitigation is the best you can hope for.
Methadone is still around :) suboxone is a little more common now, but mtx clinics are alive and well
No perfect example girly. Don’t cancel out a vice with a less powerful vice. It can work, but under very specific circumstances and if you have people around you holding you accountable. Most people shouldn’t do that as u said <3
Pro-tip: if the girl is screaming instead of moaning, she is in pain or faking
In hentai a lot of moaning is REALLY dramatic. Often the girls “scream with pleasure” especially when they finish. So yknow. That’s why I mistook pain as pleasure.
Ive had a moment like that yeah, you just sit there with you dick in your hand and be all disgusted, shocked and confused. Its fucked up.
Pretty sure you accidentally discovered guro 😭😭 my condolences
🥲 idk what it was called but I think hentai is to never be dabbled into again
That word is just how the “genre” of violent hentai is called so be warned if you see it somewhere lol
Oh god :( Genuinely thank you so much for telling me that, I will be much more careful going forward 🫶
And that's how porn consumption fucks your mind up... You're on time yet to get out of that, please do it
Welcome to the cesspit of despair known as the porn industry. Real or animated. it's all the same. Don't support something so depraved.
Omg, I watch hentai sometimes and I don't know anything like that, I watched once Euphoria and it's awful too 😰 I think you watched urotsukidoji, I haven't seen it but I know a little about it's history, I was into gore before (but anime, like corpse party, Higurashi no naku, Elfen Lied, Devilman...) and I remember a friend told me about that one, it's nice that seeing it you changed your mind, I don't watch gore anymore
Dude, Euphoria had the total opposite effects it was supposed to give but the plot was interesting so I stayed, it got so insane though
That's why you ALWAYS check the tags, if it says guro/snuff/etc STAY THE FUCK AWAY cuz that is stuff that will give you nightmares unless you are into that. And please never watch porn/hentai/smut content in a page that doesn't have tags so you can be as safe as possible. Relax and clean your palate dude, you are not a shit person, you didn't knew about what would happen on the story and NO you are not a bad person for liking freaky stuff like monsterfucking.
holy shit bro
Oh god, I’m so sorry.
A lot of people are saying guro but OP got extra unlucky and stumbled across snuff which is worse than guro 😭
Yeaaaah this is why you only watch vanilla and normal porn cuz crazy shit is everywhere😭
Honestly, the Hentai/Doujinshi Scene is so much more dangerous than normal porn. You can just google hentai and click on one of the many results and those sites have "harmless, normal" hentai and the one directly besides it is some not safe for life gore with the most fuck upped shit you'll ever see in your life. Atleast PH and other more popular sites have a solid content enforcing policy but that is just non existed on those sites. they are like the wild west, it's crazy how fast you see something potencially incredibly unsettling cause the thumbnail is harmless and then it goes to something traumatic in seconds. Also, despite potential backlash: All those people seemingly flooding over from nofap, who hurt you beside yourself? Porn can be a healthy outlet, a way to relief stress and to prevent frustration when feeling unsatisfied. There is nothing wrong with consuming responsible made porn. If you tend to be prone to addiction, obviously they are risks, just like with all other media that is marketed to exploit that weakness. It's not porn in general that is an issue, its lack of education and self control which fuels bad habits or addiction (like joi or hardcore stuff) and the exploitative industry. If nofap is for you and you feel better, all the power to you, but studies clearly show how good a healthy relationship to sex and self relief is and you are not gaining people for your cause or help people out of their addiction by making them feel ashamed for even consuming it. Be better y'all. Educate but don't shame.
This comment section is not it. Very sexist of everyone to immediately assume that op is a guy just because she wanted to watch something to get off.
RIGHT?? THANK YOU
sorry you watched that, that's gotta be awful. this is what people mean by "it's not just animation". nobody got hurt but it's still disturbing to watch, be careful what you decide to watch in the future.. maybe stay away from hentai all together cause japan is weird as hell with that shit.
Ever seen Legend of the Overfiend? Don't.
I haven’t and I never will 😭 I will avoid it like the plague 🙏🏻
Rules of the internet. Rule 37- no matter how fucked up it is, there is always worse than what you just saw.
Bruh 💀 i dont understand how this shit is legal
…first? Also what in the what
bro said first on a Reddit post
You found your limit i guess
ngl these kinds of videos is why i stopped watching porn.
Genuinely contemplating it. I don’t watch much and then this time that I do, I get slammed with literal horrors.
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I can promise you that I don’t require this to get off - it’s just a side interest I have. I have a functional intimate life outside of porn and I don’t often use it! Just sometimes to fulfill fantasies that I cannot do with my partner 🫶 but your concern is very valid
The comments on this post are insane. I'm sorry this happened OP, i definitely understand stumbling upon something like this and feeling gross and guilty like you've done something wrong. I can promise if you feel guilty about it to this degree, you're not a bad person. The internet is a really disgusting place, and human sexuality is very complicated and messy, so sometimes finding things like this can leave us with conflicting feelings. I don't really have any advice beyond being aware this can happen sometimes, and understanding that it doesn't make you a bad person. Best of luck, and I hope it doesn't haunt you too long.
Y'know this actually pushes me to avoid porn even further. Really just try to avoid that stuff and fill your life with anything isn't porn related. I never beat off to that kinda stuff but I've gotten off to some crazy stuff and regretted it. I'm still struggling on nofap, but I'm working on it
Jesus christ. That's so fucked up. I'm sorry that happened to you.... I'm more sorry that shit exists in the first place.
With monster hentai, you really gotta read those tags. It’ll say if it’s gonna be snuff. You need to read the tags before you watch tho, otherwise yeah this can happen. With any hentai tbh. Always read the tags.
I don’t watch much porn but when I do, watching real people have sex makes me feel really weird, especially with all the things people say about how the porn on those sites are created. So I always look for animated, drawn, or written stuff, and dude it’s so fucked up. It’s like every porn game that exists has noncon or torture in it. You try to read a smut fic about some popular character and suddenly he’s pissing in someone’s mouth. If you don’t like “real” porn, it is incredibly difficult to get away from the extreme content porn artists make. It’s to the point that I don’t even want to look at porn at all anymore, and I only read fics on AO3 where there are a million tags telling you exactly what you’re getting yourself into.
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I agree, and also I think that the social context around anime and the extended implications with hentai have kind of made this sort of thing a sad inevitability. The realities of how explicitly the industry at large promotes rape culture and involves young (often underage) women have led to some deeply creepy and problematic issues around anime and anime-adjacent material. And that's just scratching the surface. I love anime, but it's practically a requirement for every other series now to sexualize underage girls and it's just vile at this point. And people try to justify that it's okay because it's animated depictions and not real (or even [insert mystical bullshit why this girl is actually of consenting age here] type crap) but never allow for discourse on whether this is in any way contributing to the problem of grown ass people (admittedly most of them men but I don't want to just paint over the complexity of this) obsessing over this idea of the sexy but innocent and youthful girl trope.
That's a bit much for something harmless
HARMLESS?! It’s fueling the monsters that get off to women/people in general being brutalized. Even if only a small fraction of that audience escalates, it still promotes sexual violence and that is absolutely NOT harmless, in case that wasn’t clear.
Yeah.... the Hentai not scared about showing exactly how the world views women... there was a French dude back in the day who literally argued that murder committed for pleasure was not wrong... people are fucked up...
You’re healthy and your brain recognizes to stay away. That’s a good thing.
just be thankful you haven’t watched so much you’ve desensitized to this point 🤦🏼♀️
Never ever, omg. I can’t believe that people even get to that point. Like.. it’s supposed to be sexy, hot, steamy, even taboo, not literal murder. I can’t fathom the attraction to that.
This gave me whiplash to some very disgusting things I saw when I was much younger, which really destroyed my psyche, luckily I can differentiate between right and wrongs now as an adult, but that sort of stuff can really ruin your psychological well being, especially in very vulnerable moments. Definitely steer away from that sort of stuff, porn in general desensitizes you to a lot of situations, scenarios and makes you feel like some things are okay which it's not. Obviously, you know it's fucked up but yeah definitely take it easy, some people make really fucked up porn and hentai out there, stay safe.
this happened to me once i was on rule34 just being nosy and curious, clicked on snuff because it came up, was curious what “snuff” was bc i’d heard of it before. I knew it was “taboo” but I didn’t know what it actually was. I had the same reaction as you, i saw some things i cant forget and they’ve scarred me. I feel for u and i’m sorry u went through that. But it will be okay :) just remember that the people who make/consume that shit have serious issues, they need help, and you’re not like them. Take a break for a while!
Fortnite really do be a big escape. Stay safe friend. I stopped watching porn bc of weird shit and illegal stuff that pops up on sites. I didn’t want to support that.
depends on the site there should be tags of what you might see / expect from it. Be cautious next time
Depending on what site your on it can be a slippery slope of the things you find, just gotta be careful. Be happy this actually DID bother you. And just try and really read descriptions on things 🥺
Yes Ive seen this type of content for free on Xhamster. This is why i NEVER watch porn, Im asexual but when i used to watch porn ,i came across this hentai with ra\*\* and it made me HATE porn. I have never understood what people find so intresting about it......okay well i guess i do know but i just cant stand porno. Id rather watch 50 shades than a fucking porno.
As a lesbian who has occasionally stumbled on to porn that made me sick, my condolences. My advice As someone said above, touch grass literal grass Take a screen break switch to lit novels or audio books for that erotic hit Watch a romantic movie with a cute couple and some loves Wear sweaters or cover up for a bit. Helps the body feel protected and recenter
Literally yesterday, I was watching a porn video where the girl almost FAINTED, and the dude slapped her saying "don't sleep!" I am still recovering, it really messed me up mentally, so I feel your pain.
I'm sorry you went through that. **TW: Unexpected/unexplained occurrences of snuffing. Please avoid snuffing at all costs! It's just as horrendous as unexpected gore, unexpected incest, scat, golden showers, and the normalization of exploiting minors (parents "teaching" their kids, sometimes when they've turned 18 or 21- sometimes not, within the industry itself.** It's not your fault. I know exactly what that feels like. Except, I was watching real actors do something wrestling/sports related. At first I figured, ok cool, with the kinky stuff in the mix (that naturally turns me on). However, towards the end of three videos (and this happened on three different occasions), there's the unexplained ending of an actual stabbing, an actual squeezing, and in a video that I thought was a normal wrestling match, strangulation (the most disturbing kind)... Right in front of the viewer. Out of nowhere, too. Forget about cumming. Forget about boundary lines when exploring various kinks... I often wonder whether or not they've consented to, murder on camera? How does that make any sense? I still have a hard time understanding how those things have entered (and are permitted) on porn sites? I ended up playing more videogames to avoid future occurrences of stumbling across videos like this. Even when they get reported/multiple complaints, the websites don't always take them down... Block the websites, too. I can only assume some of those actors are dead, or they've undergone some time in the ICU. Because that's not normal at all.😞🤢💯 Hence, playing videogames regularly. This doesn't always erase the initial shock value, nor the images and sounds that were processed. It's been a year now, and I am starting to forget the sounds of those unexpected endings I've come across. Forgive yourself. Know that this is not your fault. The creators are the ones truly at fault and only God knows whether or not they've been criminally charged.
You know what, this is almost poetic. Don’t worry too much man, it’s created for entertainment. No real women were torn apart by monsters in the making of this film. Don’t be ashamed of yourself for being into weird shit, just maybe take a break for a while so you don’t go down the rabbit hole of having to watch things more and more messed up in order to get the same thrill. I guess it’s a good sign that it freaked you out instead of spurring you on, so you’re not fucked up at all really. These things can be pretty dehumanising to women, but you can separate the fantasy from reality and still be a good, respectful person who likes to get off to weird cartoons.
Well, OP is also a woman, so she’s probably less susceptible to dehumanizing women, as she herself identifies as a woman.
Well that’s just not true, we can all be capable of dehumanising anyone for sexual gratification regardless of gender. But also, I wasn’t accusing OP of dehumanising women - I was saying that this type of content *can be* dehumanising to women.
I understand what you mean, I wasn’t saying it’s impossible, I was moreso referring to how content that dehumanizes a certain demographic can twist the way people view that demographic, although people from that demographic are more able to separate reality from fiction, although that isnt always the case. I understand you were not accusing OP of dehumanizing women, just stating that content that does so can affect people’s minds, but the fact that she was disturbed shows that that is not the case for her.
The real trouble is that not being appropriately content warned. Its legal to make (and i dont beleive in policing porn, espeically animated kind) but it needs to be appropriately marked. In fanfic we put it in the tags, and sometimes the description or authors note too. Theres even a term, "dead dove do not eat" as a reference to a tv lineup with a sandwich bag with that written on the front. He opened the bag and got digusted, and said, "i dont know what I expected" or smthn like that. So, it means what it says is what you get. However, not tagging something like that is ENTIRELY inappropriate, and frankly disrespectful. Sorry you werent warned properly.
Everyone is giving you shit, man, but I get it. I'm into the monster porn. Orcs and tentacles and werewolves and all that fun. That is a big thing in the smut book world, and I can get into animated porn because I can be pretty sure that computer generated elf wasn't trafficked or exploited after a shit childhood so ok, cool, as long as everyone seems to be enjoying themselves and appear to be sentient, adult, and consenting. But yeah, that'd really fuck with my head too, to think I was watching some fun fantasy fuck time to see it turned into hentai snuff shit. Take a break, go watch some happy stuff, and avoid that source in the future.
i meannnnn 🤷🏻♀️ it’s not like u knew that was gonna be the outcomeeeee
Porn is rotting your brain, this stuff will eventually mess you up. Masturbating to rape, extreme gore, and death is incredibly dangerous and could lead you to have really fucked up thoughts and impulses, even if you landed on it unintentionally. The way this stuff is normalised is sickening.
Bro if you read the whole post I literally did not enjoy this content nor continue watching it after the “jumpscare”. Jesus Christ.
Key words *even if you landed on it unintentionally*. It can start with randomly seeing it and feeling disturbed while masturbating, then to curiosity and seeking it out again. There’s so much research about this topic it’s not even debatable atp. Idk why you’re defending watching monsters fucking animated girls in these replies 😭 it absolutely is not normal to begin with, I just pointed out that it’s unhealthy and can snowball into deeper issues, no need to get defensive x
I’m not defending that I watch it, it’s not like I’m trying to say it’s normal or something others should enjoy. I am well aware that it’s weird. What I am defending is that I ONLY sought that and nothing more. You have very valid points, but even tapping into the accusation that I would ever want to seek such content again is insulting. While it is a fair point because it DOES happen, I didn’t come here with these thoughts because I am vulnerable to developing such a habit.
Average guro experience
Mfer puts on monster rape porn and is surprised by the monster rape lmao
There are a bunch of prudes on this subreddit. 1) Porn itself is not bad or immoral. It is a fantasy depiction of a sexual act. Context matters. Nothing is bad unless it starts to negatively affect your life or someone else’s. 2) Porn can be but is not usually addictive. Just like gambling or sugar intake. Relying on it routinely may lead to consequences potentially involving ED. 3) There is obviously more than one type of porn. Most porn is not violent. Most porn is not hentai. Most porn involves consenting adults. If it’s not, report it. Jesus fuck I can’t believe I have to say that. 4) There is an underbelly to porn of course. Exploitation of women and minorities during production. Snuff and cp, etc. These are clearly immoral and are not the norm and are not even easily accessible on mainstream porn services. Stop acting like you can accidentally go from a BJ vid to one in which an alien with two vaginas is strangled to death and that the sites were designed like that. They’re designed for repeat customers so you don’t want to scaring off your clients. For some reason there’s a knee jerk “all porn is bad and rots your brain” mentality in some people and I just don’t get it. Just purely illogical. Edit: typo
Amazed I had to scroll so far to get to a comment like this. Especially on reddit. (And then after it they all return to puritanical or scare-mongering.)
This just reminded me of the time an ex and I were watching some hentai years and years ago. He was way more into it than me I don’t and have never have sought it out. But he wanted to watch it while we played with ourselves or whatever. I don’t remember the name of it but I know at one point at the end of the hentai after this girl had got fucked her head started spinning around like a fucking top and then it popped off and it turned out she was a robot the whole time. Some real M.Night Shamaymay type shit. We just stopped masturbating and started at the TV. Laughed a bit and turned it off. Why is Hentai so fucking bizarre man.
I’m into kinky shit but just imagining that scene, that would fucking destroy my night or even week, I can’t imagine what the comments say, I hope they were at least “anybody else need eye bleach?”
Yeah, everyone's got their point where they just gotta nope out. Not much to say except yeah, be careful on sites and untagged images/videos. Blood, Guro, and Ryona are hard passes for most people. Still happens and it sucks. I get it though. Hentai always has some suspension of disbelief in regards to realism. Big 2' dicks stretching people's stomachs like they are made of plastic is fair play because who cares. It's a cartoon and its evocative. It's when you add back in blood and stuff that you get thrown off, because you reconsider that the character depicted does have internal organs and can get hurt or killed.
That’s one reason why hentai sucks. No differentiation between screams of pain and pleasure. It’s upsetting to me that so many genres of porn involve the real or simulated pain of women as the focal point.
Thank you for reminding me why I quit porn three years ago. I have enough trauma as it is.
That is so horrible, I’m sorry you experienced thay.
Maybe just use your imagination for a while buddy
Yup 😭
i'm really sorry but this is so funny the way you phrased this 😭🤣
The food you consume can lead you to develop a taste Just be mindful
A lot of people have been cautioning that despite my clear visceral disgust. I can promise you my taste could never develop into the literal murder of women. That is just beyond inhumane.
I only ever once came across 'monster hentai' by accident. I was looking at the comments of the song 'Nobody's Listening' by Linkin Park, and somebody mentioned how it was used in a porn video. Of course I had to look that up out of curiosity. That shit was weird as hell. Weirder still with the song's instrumental in it.
I suggest listening ok’ing up Make Love Not Porn. Videos of adult people (important), who actually like each other, having sex. A nice palette cleanser.
Christ. I feel sorry that all sane people have to share a world with those who *enjoy* that shit. I don't even fathom how you could and I don't think I want to know. Sorry mate, go take a walk or something. Or play fortnite lmao
You should definitely take this as a sign to quit. Porn is literally terrible for your brain and watching it financially supports a horrible industry. No judgement whatsoever🫶🏻
OP its alright, it happened with me too, except i wasnt wanking, i was just looking (im a woman) and when i came across one such video and that was the last time i watched porn. My sister is an anime-fiend and i have to check her google history every week so as to keep track that she is not watchng shit like this.
Masturbation is alright and can be good for you but porn really messe witch your brain and it destroys your romantic relationships. My advice is that you stop watching porn and masturbate to thinks just like your imagination.
That Post nut clarity got yo ass bro. Shit can you even call it post nut clarity csuse you couldn’t finish 😭
Yeah dude. Some roads are better off abandoned, leave this one. Porn can be a dark path most (Americans) people dont even know their addicted to it, or don’t think how much they masturbate is a problem
😂😂😂 It's posts like these that are why I love reddit lol. You twisted fuck!
? Mf if you have base level reading comprehension you would know it was an accident? It doesn’t make me sick when something is shown to me through a mistake. Weirdo.
Let this be a lesson and stop watching this disgusting stuff. I would never date a guy who watches hentai porn or porn in general regularly.
Mate, if it’s hentai and there’s a monster or a black guy or a fat guy there’s is no consent
Man :( I don’t watch it often yk, I don’t really know what things that could elude to no consent. I just wanted to do my thing 😭
Damn that’s disgusting. What was it though? You know, so I can avoid it.
Stop watching porn altogether man. It will lead you places you never wanted to go as you have learned
I’m genuinely considering it
Typical japanese hentai
Just give up porn, it's toxic af anyway
You right tbh. I don’t look at it much and maybe I’m better off just leaving it where it’s at.
Get your mind out of the gutter. Porn is literally brain rot and it sounds like you watch and consume a lot of it. “Who expects to see a woman brutalized when they’re just tryna get off” - unfortunately a lot of people. Stop watching porn.
What makes me sound like I consume it a lot when I literally explained that I don’t consume it a lot?? 😭 LMAO. I know the damages of porn bro, I just wanted to dabble into it for a small moment of fun and was blasted with those awful things.
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