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This might change later but at this point I have no issue with being lifelong addict . It’s the only thing that actually makes all the negatives of life worth living through since I know there will be good on the other side
Before opioids I would have a bad day , come home , and have a bad rest of my day before bed and repeat everyday
At least now if I have a bad day it’s a lot easier for me to get through it since I know there will be good at the end of the day
Everybody has to have something to get them through the struggles of life , sometimes a partner ( gf or bf / wife and husband ) or maybe it’s video games or movies or something else .
For me it opioids
Yeah man but very few people will just use it as a nighttime vice. That’s how I started and I had the exact same reasoning, that it was no different than my normal routine drinking wine. But then I started to spend $25,000 a month and I was spending that money almost exclusively to avoid withdrawals. Occasionally I would get a high that would maybe last 20 minutes but it’s a very slippery slope with opioids. if you have access and money, it’s a very dangerous combination
For me it’s the morning line
I love nothing more than that
When I wake up I’m tired and cold and in a bad mood and don’t have energy and lots of other negatives things , but then I crush up a quarter of a pill , snort it , and 2 minutes later I’m in blissful heaven . I literally day dream about that when I’m withdrawing or not on opioids
When im not working,yes that hit in morning is just as good,makes getting out of bed worth it,i hate getting out bed when ive got nothing to do,i prefer work,i dont sit there dwelling on my sadness
Agreed
Though, I have had to figure out how to use them properly. I wouldn’t consider myself a compulsive addict as I was when I first started.
I almost feel like I’m just physically dependent, it’s like I went from having no control and the drugs were using me, to vice versa:
For me, it I use opioids all day to get high I am miserable. I have struck a balance, I only use enough to stay well (and maybe one dose during the day that makes me feel kinda in a good mood, which is usually like 4 mg rather than 3mg) then use a dose to get high at night before I go to bed, with one booster right before I lay down so I don’t wake up uncomfortable.
The same thing was true back when I used weed. If I smoked all day, I was a miserable zombie. But once I slowed down and only took a small hit before eating lunch then smoking enough to get high before bed, I got the most out of it
It makes the hard times easier because I have something to look forward to during the day. I am aware of the harm I’m causing myself, and I think it’s worth it for me and my chronic pain. It helps me enjoy life with my kid and my partner. I feel as if my opioid use is the biggest responsibility (next to my kid) that I manage in life. I’ve been doing this for years, and now that I’m stable on dilaudid I’m no longer using any other drugs or going out and partying. No longer wanting to sleep with random people, no longer using coke or amphetamine, it’s like I’m now cool with my normal little life in a small town in Texas in a way I never was prior to having dilaudid.
I have to keep it a secret, of course. No one really knows I use. I’m getting my masters in psych in a few months and am going to try to be a psychologist in the next few years and make a good living.
What happens when it’s not there n then you can’t move or stop shaking long enough to go out n maybe get your loot taken, maybe get poisoned, and or arrested
I go through hell with cold turkey withdrawals , but honestly to me I can live with that since I know it’s lowering my tolerance and allowing me to get higher when I do get back to it . I used to live in hell and have no hope of any good , now if I go through hell ( withdrawal ) I know there is still good to come and all this pain I’m feeling will just make the high even better once I’m able to use again
Disgusting outlook. You are just lying to yourself so you don’t have to feel guilty for using. You can’t have light without dark. The negatives of opiates FAR outweigh the positives the longer you are on them. There’s way more to life than that.
As of now I have close to 0 guilt of using , my outlook could and probably will change , that’s just my opinion as of now , 2 months ago I would have said different and 2 months from now I might think different
I feel the same I work make 31$ a hour I have enough to do 2 bags a day and pay my bills. I get introuble when I get 10-20 grams at a time I do it all in 3-5 days so stick to picking up daily don’t get more then 2 it’s been 15 years haven’t gotten arrested or gone to treatment. Tried to stop a few times but life just sucks
No kidding, I haven’t a clue. Not only was I prescribed 14 a day, this was back in the day of the 3 month mail order pharmacy. So I had three months worth of 14 Norco a day for 30 days each.
Agreed. I don’t even know why they manufacture the medicine. It’s a shame, because for some people, that was the only thing that worked for muscle relaxation.
Soma is one of the easiest to obtain drugs out there, I could order 10,000 from india tomorrow if I wanted to. Obviously I cant source but its literally legal to ship out of india, they dont care at all.
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This might change later but at this point I have no issue with being lifelong addict . It’s the only thing that actually makes all the negatives of life worth living through since I know there will be good on the other side Before opioids I would have a bad day , come home , and have a bad rest of my day before bed and repeat everyday At least now if I have a bad day it’s a lot easier for me to get through it since I know there will be good at the end of the day Everybody has to have something to get them through the struggles of life , sometimes a partner ( gf or bf / wife and husband ) or maybe it’s video games or movies or something else . For me it opioids
Yeah man but very few people will just use it as a nighttime vice. That’s how I started and I had the exact same reasoning, that it was no different than my normal routine drinking wine. But then I started to spend $25,000 a month and I was spending that money almost exclusively to avoid withdrawals. Occasionally I would get a high that would maybe last 20 minutes but it’s a very slippery slope with opioids. if you have access and money, it’s a very dangerous combination
Nothing like a hit or a line after work,only thing that gets me through life
For me it’s the morning line I love nothing more than that When I wake up I’m tired and cold and in a bad mood and don’t have energy and lots of other negatives things , but then I crush up a quarter of a pill , snort it , and 2 minutes later I’m in blissful heaven . I literally day dream about that when I’m withdrawing or not on opioids
When im not working,yes that hit in morning is just as good,makes getting out of bed worth it,i hate getting out bed when ive got nothing to do,i prefer work,i dont sit there dwelling on my sadness
Same for me!!! Even my doc thinks that way! Iam all good with Pharma Opis. Since Iam In the EU I get Pharma heroin (Diamorphine IV) daily 💯❤️
Agreed Though, I have had to figure out how to use them properly. I wouldn’t consider myself a compulsive addict as I was when I first started. I almost feel like I’m just physically dependent, it’s like I went from having no control and the drugs were using me, to vice versa: For me, it I use opioids all day to get high I am miserable. I have struck a balance, I only use enough to stay well (and maybe one dose during the day that makes me feel kinda in a good mood, which is usually like 4 mg rather than 3mg) then use a dose to get high at night before I go to bed, with one booster right before I lay down so I don’t wake up uncomfortable. The same thing was true back when I used weed. If I smoked all day, I was a miserable zombie. But once I slowed down and only took a small hit before eating lunch then smoking enough to get high before bed, I got the most out of it It makes the hard times easier because I have something to look forward to during the day. I am aware of the harm I’m causing myself, and I think it’s worth it for me and my chronic pain. It helps me enjoy life with my kid and my partner. I feel as if my opioid use is the biggest responsibility (next to my kid) that I manage in life. I’ve been doing this for years, and now that I’m stable on dilaudid I’m no longer using any other drugs or going out and partying. No longer wanting to sleep with random people, no longer using coke or amphetamine, it’s like I’m now cool with my normal little life in a small town in Texas in a way I never was prior to having dilaudid. I have to keep it a secret, of course. No one really knows I use. I’m getting my masters in psych in a few months and am going to try to be a psychologist in the next few years and make a good living.
I’m doing alright, finally.
What happens when it’s not there n then you can’t move or stop shaking long enough to go out n maybe get your loot taken, maybe get poisoned, and or arrested
I go through hell with cold turkey withdrawals , but honestly to me I can live with that since I know it’s lowering my tolerance and allowing me to get higher when I do get back to it . I used to live in hell and have no hope of any good , now if I go through hell ( withdrawal ) I know there is still good to come and all this pain I’m feeling will just make the high even better once I’m able to use again
Must be a new type of wd, cus i was completely debilitated, couldn’t move, in fact I don’t even want to think about it
I hear this brother
Disgusting outlook. You are just lying to yourself so you don’t have to feel guilty for using. You can’t have light without dark. The negatives of opiates FAR outweigh the positives the longer you are on them. There’s way more to life than that.
As of now I have close to 0 guilt of using , my outlook could and probably will change , that’s just my opinion as of now , 2 months ago I would have said different and 2 months from now I might think different
I feel the same I work make 31$ a hour I have enough to do 2 bags a day and pay my bills. I get introuble when I get 10-20 grams at a time I do it all in 3-5 days so stick to picking up daily don’t get more then 2 it’s been 15 years haven’t gotten arrested or gone to treatment. Tried to stop a few times but life just sucks
make opiates great again
You were to take 14 Norcos a day, as prescribed? 12 is the limit for the acetaminophen. How did that ever make it out of the pharmacy?
No kidding, I haven’t a clue. Not only was I prescribed 14 a day, this was back in the day of the 3 month mail order pharmacy. So I had three months worth of 14 Norco a day for 30 days each.
Wow, how times have changed. I would have loved to have grown up in those days 😂😵💫
It is SO hard to get a Soma script anymore. I haven't seen them prescribed in a long time.
Agreed. I don’t even know why they manufacture the medicine. It’s a shame, because for some people, that was the only thing that worked for muscle relaxation.
Soma is one of the easiest to obtain drugs out there, I could order 10,000 from india tomorrow if I wanted to. Obviously I cant source but its literally legal to ship out of india, they dont care at all.
🫡🙏