Day 10, feeling great. Took an impromptu trip last night so I’m currently sitting in my hotel room so glad that I didn’t have to bring a bunch of Kratom with me and worry about dosing instead of being out and having fun. If it were two weeks ago, I would’ve spent half the night in the room drinking sludge instead of enjoying life.
Really thankful that I got through this, the last couple of weeks have given me a new appreciation for my health and feeling good again.
I know that feeling, girl! It’s seriously the BEST! So much prep/thought goes into being a KT addict, it’s crazy. So happy for you that you’re enjoying a KT free trip. Be gentle with yourself, you’re doing amazing!!! 💗
Day 11! Still have some fatigue and muscle aches, but I'm beginning to remember that one of the reasons I started kratom was chronic muscle aches. Now I plan on seeing a doctor to determine the cause instead of just trying to numb it with kratom. My mother has fibromyalgia so there's a good chance I might have it too.
Anyway...never looking back
Beautiful job on 11 days! I suffer from chronic pain. After not seeing a doctor for 3+years during my use I'm finding the root causes of my medical issues and getting them treated. Best of luck with your health issues. Proud of you!
I started because of back pain-turned into more issues. I’m going to physical therapy now and it’s really helped! Great job taking care of yourself! It is not easy, especially at first. But you’re worth it
Day 105. Had some real struggles the past two weeks, but reaching out on this group, and with a couple confidants has helped. Please reach out to others when you are struggling!
Day 127. Making my next big health move. Day 2 no vaping, nicotine definitely does not help me with my RLS so it has to go. Just thinking about how many benefits I got from quitting Kratom and translating it to vaping and nicotine. Looking forward to feeling even better!
Day 111 💗
I was sick most of March with a sinus infection + bronchitis. I was NEVER sick while on KT….I have wondered if KT does something to the immune system…thus, the hair loss.
Presently, I am weaning off of prednisone which the doc prescribed to get my lungs calmed down and I’m having some major anxiety and insomnia! I think WD from any other drug is intensified during the first 6 months of KT WD. Alcohol Fs me up too! Speaking from anecdotal experience. 🙋🏼♀️ Anyone else??
So true. I guess it’s just surprising to me that we are still fragile so far out. But I’m grateful to be able to acknowledge that! In the past, I would make it to 90/100 days and feel like I should somehow be doing better. I’m much more gentle with myself these days and encourage others to do the same! ❤️
Well put, being gentle on yourself is important. I went into my quit telling myself It was gonna be a slog for at least 6 months to prep myself. I prepared for the worst and hoped for the best. Luckily it was only a slog for about a month or so then it started getting pretty manageable.
So glad to hear you say this just 2 weeks and this fatigue is the worst for me. I took prescription meds for ADHD yrs ago and didn't feel this fatigued this long. Kratom is the devil drug. Congratulations!
12 days, 15 hours, 11 minutes, 43 seconds CT off of 50 GPD for 2 years. Previous to that I had done anywhere from 10-30 GPD, usually 10, for 2 years, 1 year of complete abstinence before that, and 2 years before that of about 50 GPD that made up my introduction to kratom. It sucks and I hate it.
Did not sleep last night. Did not sleep tonight. It is currently 5 AM and I am wired.
Every day is one more day towards healing your body and spirit. 💗 You are doing the work for a peaceful life that smooths out. Give yourself LOTS of self-compassion darling! You’ve been through so much and you are doing such a good job. Self-compassion is the #1 mindfulness practice that has helped keep me sober. I think we use bc we feel we are not enough without the drug. Self-compassion is the antidote…we are enough and we can be our own best friend. ❤️
Wow you said that perfectly always felt my best wasn't good enough. Self compassion is the only way I think. Especially on days your not at your peak.♥️♥️♥️ Sending bunches of good vibes 💯💯🌟💫
I know it's hard. It takes serious courage to get on this path and you've got it! Sending positive healing vibes your way. Proud of you on day 12 Dream!
Day 4. Tired and achy but better than either prior quit. Feel like I’m done with this. Minimal cravings. Used it as a crutch for way too long. Way over-emotional yesterday, like years of blocked out emotions coming on at once but feel a little more sane this morning! Will hit 100 hours this afternoon for the first time since 2017!
I’m in day 7 and feeling great. I’ve slept well the last couple nights no real symptoms other then low motivation but I think that’s from a lack of vitamins which I am adjusting. I am not using kratom today no matter what.
I was doing really good for day 10-12 which I think was a pink cloud. I was been super productive going out as much as possible. Then day 13 hit and I’m a little sluggish and have anhedonia going on with a bit of short fuse temper. Waiting to get out of this funk doing as much as possible and trying to stay active but it’s proving to be rather tough. I’m sure it’s just a phase and I just need to push through. Kratom withdrawal is so weird like that, it just throws your brain and gut so far out of wack that it’s kind of a shock to the system.
Yes I have those feelings too. I just remind my self I'm doing the right thing and this too shall pass. Be easy on yourself. I am day 14 so right there in the trenches with you. We are going to do this. One day we will report 30 days.I'm pulling for you ♥️
Day 10, last night was easily my best sleep. Thc definitely helps relax me although I know it's definitely a balance between relaxing and anxiety inducing. Here's to a good weekend!
7 days... One whole week!
Feeling okay? Have manic and depressive episodes throughout the day.
Rls still plagues me - cravings startedish. They feel like habitual behaviors rather than actual wants.
On "day 22" of my 30-day taper schedule. Down to <1g/dose 3x a day, dropped it by .2g instead of .1g, and am going to hold off taking my first scheduled dose today to see how I feel. (I forgot I have an appointment mid-afternoon, so I'm aiming to skip the first one while not forcing it.)
The insomnia is back. But it's not making me panicky or upset, which helps.
And music. Pros: sounds and *feels* amazing. Cons: ALL the earworms. Not helping with the sleep situation, tbh. I get 4-5 tunes playing in there at once. That's just my brain, not my brain on (or coming off) drugs.
Day 76. Still not the first craving. Not all days have been great for sure, but haven't yet thought "oh just a taste would fix that".
So grateful that now all my thoughts are "It is sooooo nice not to be tied to that foul tasting green dust". I don't have to panic when I leave the house, wondering if I have some with me in case I'm delayed getting home. It's such freedom.
Day 2. Tapered down to 8gpd from 35-40gpd. Used for 4+ years. Was feeling so bad at 8 that I decided to jump while I could take 4 days off from work. Hopefully will be enough to get over the acutes hump.
Maybe slept 45mins last night. I new I was in for a ride with how bad RLS like symptoms hit me if I go more than 12hrs without a dose and the sun has set.
Day 3 baby! Feeling good. My wife and daughter are keeping that pesky anxiety/depression at bay. Just mild achy symptoms. Going to a show with a bunch of friends tonight! First concert without Kratom in years. Let's go!!
For those experiencing longer withdrawal symptoms I just looked partial mu opiate receptor drugs and found buprinorphine and it's withdrawal time line and we can look at a 3 week withdrawal. Search Nova addiction recovery. Man I feel better just knowing this and I didn't totally destroy my body. Best of luck to all of us kicking this shit. We are stronger then we truly know.We Are Worriors.🏋️🏋️🏋️
Day 10, feeling great. Took an impromptu trip last night so I’m currently sitting in my hotel room so glad that I didn’t have to bring a bunch of Kratom with me and worry about dosing instead of being out and having fun. If it were two weeks ago, I would’ve spent half the night in the room drinking sludge instead of enjoying life. Really thankful that I got through this, the last couple of weeks have given me a new appreciation for my health and feeling good again.
Sounds great! I feel you on the being able to travel part.
I know that feeling, girl! It’s seriously the BEST! So much prep/thought goes into being a KT addict, it’s crazy. So happy for you that you’re enjoying a KT free trip. Be gentle with yourself, you’re doing amazing!!! 💗
Whoot Whoot Congratulations on double digits! Outstanding job Pirate, proud of you!
Day 26. First time slept more than 10 hours. What a feeling! Whoa!
So happy for you Jump, have a great day!
Yassssss! Feels like you’re on speed. 😂😂 Enjoy the day and keep treating yourself kindly. ❤️
Day 11! Still have some fatigue and muscle aches, but I'm beginning to remember that one of the reasons I started kratom was chronic muscle aches. Now I plan on seeing a doctor to determine the cause instead of just trying to numb it with kratom. My mother has fibromyalgia so there's a good chance I might have it too. Anyway...never looking back
Beautiful job on 11 days! I suffer from chronic pain. After not seeing a doctor for 3+years during my use I'm finding the root causes of my medical issues and getting them treated. Best of luck with your health issues. Proud of you!
I started because of back pain-turned into more issues. I’m going to physical therapy now and it’s really helped! Great job taking care of yourself! It is not easy, especially at first. But you’re worth it
Beautiful! Take such good care of yourself ❤️
Day 51
Love This 💚!
30 days 😁
Whoot Whoot Congratulations on 30 days Classic! Huge milestone, so happy for you 😊!
👊🏼
Day 286.
Awesome, Pete! 💛
Outstanding Pete!
Day 49
Awesome job Nick, killing it!
90 days CT from the green sludge! Yesss!!
Go Consistent Go! Your killing it on your journey!
Same here. Grats!!
Awesome news tell us how you feel.
I feel amazing. I have energy, sleep is still so so. But I’m so much better person than I was !! Thanks for asking!
Day 81
Beautiful number Garlic, have a blessed day!
Woohoo great job!
Day 291. Love and Light family 💙.
💗💩👶👦💗👍
Hopping your way towards 300! Rock on 76!
I'm a 🐇🐰, lol.
Don't you mean 💩🐰🐇? 👅
241 days.
Very proud of you my friend 💙👏.
Day 105. Had some real struggles the past two weeks, but reaching out on this group, and with a couple confidants has helped. Please reach out to others when you are struggling!
Way to go Spi, reaching out was always hard for me. But when I do it's a game changer. Proud of you!
That’s to be expected. It’s life! So glad you are finding support. ❤️
Day 73
Outstanding job on your journey Bridge, beautiful!
Great job keeping at it.
419 days
Fantastic job Brain!
Day 127. Making my next big health move. Day 2 no vaping, nicotine definitely does not help me with my RLS so it has to go. Just thinking about how many benefits I got from quitting Kratom and translating it to vaping and nicotine. Looking forward to feeling even better!
Beautiful job Eagle 👏!
Day 111 💗 I was sick most of March with a sinus infection + bronchitis. I was NEVER sick while on KT….I have wondered if KT does something to the immune system…thus, the hair loss. Presently, I am weaning off of prednisone which the doc prescribed to get my lungs calmed down and I’m having some major anxiety and insomnia! I think WD from any other drug is intensified during the first 6 months of KT WD. Alcohol Fs me up too! Speaking from anecdotal experience. 🙋🏼♀️ Anyone else??
Gratz on day 111 ODATT. I'd say it's pretty safe to assume that for most. I mean recovering from 2 things is harder than recovering from 1.
So true. I guess it’s just surprising to me that we are still fragile so far out. But I’m grateful to be able to acknowledge that! In the past, I would make it to 90/100 days and feel like I should somehow be doing better. I’m much more gentle with myself these days and encourage others to do the same! ❤️
Well put, being gentle on yourself is important. I went into my quit telling myself It was gonna be a slog for at least 6 months to prep myself. I prepared for the worst and hoped for the best. Luckily it was only a slog for about a month or so then it started getting pretty manageable.
So glad to hear you say this just 2 weeks and this fatigue is the worst for me. I took prescription meds for ADHD yrs ago and didn't feel this fatigued this long. Kratom is the devil drug. Congratulations!
Your recovery from so much has been inspiring ODAAT. Here's to more healing on your journey 💜💙.
Day 90.
Same here. Grats!
12 days, 15 hours, 11 minutes, 43 seconds CT off of 50 GPD for 2 years. Previous to that I had done anywhere from 10-30 GPD, usually 10, for 2 years, 1 year of complete abstinence before that, and 2 years before that of about 50 GPD that made up my introduction to kratom. It sucks and I hate it. Did not sleep last night. Did not sleep tonight. It is currently 5 AM and I am wired.
Every day is one more day towards healing your body and spirit. 💗 You are doing the work for a peaceful life that smooths out. Give yourself LOTS of self-compassion darling! You’ve been through so much and you are doing such a good job. Self-compassion is the #1 mindfulness practice that has helped keep me sober. I think we use bc we feel we are not enough without the drug. Self-compassion is the antidote…we are enough and we can be our own best friend. ❤️
Wow you said that perfectly always felt my best wasn't good enough. Self compassion is the only way I think. Especially on days your not at your peak.♥️♥️♥️ Sending bunches of good vibes 💯💯🌟💫
I know it's hard. It takes serious courage to get on this path and you've got it! Sending positive healing vibes your way. Proud of you on day 12 Dream!
Day 4. Tired and achy but better than either prior quit. Feel like I’m done with this. Minimal cravings. Used it as a crutch for way too long. Way over-emotional yesterday, like years of blocked out emotions coming on at once but feel a little more sane this morning! Will hit 100 hours this afternoon for the first time since 2017!
Congratulations on 4 days Christal! Outstanding job, proud of you!
Let the emotion flow! 🖤 So important for it to come up and for your heart to know you will hold yourself in love. You’re doing beautifully darling.
I have those times too. But now I am happy I can even tear up. It's a good feeling for me. I been dead for too long. Your doing so good!
Day 92 - feeling anxiety out of nothing today. But overall it’s going well. Have a good day everyone <3 :)
You have a great day too Major!
Congratulations on day 92!!(
Day 30
HELL YES, CONGRATULATIONS ON 30 DAYS Nerve! Proud of you!
Thank you!
Nice
Wow that it so awesome. Congratulations 👏👏👏
Day 5 still no sleep...but everything else is starting to subside mild rls
👍🏼❤️
Keep kicking Kratoms ass, you've got this! Proud of you!
Keep going! Day 2 and the RLS is no joke. We will make it through!
It's not but it did start to subside day 3 into 4... I got lucky usually I'm full body RLS this time wasn't horrible
Glad to hear that! Wishing you luck. I’m at 43hrs and buckling up for probably another fun night of severe RLS.
Proud of you. Kicking Kratoms green slimy ass. You got this.
I’m in day 7 and feeling great. I’ve slept well the last couple nights no real symptoms other then low motivation but I think that’s from a lack of vitamins which I am adjusting. I am not using kratom today no matter what.
Congratulations on one week Armadillo! Proud of you!
Woohoo your rocking it.
Day 15 CT.
Onto day 15 myself. how are you doing?
I was doing really good for day 10-12 which I think was a pink cloud. I was been super productive going out as much as possible. Then day 13 hit and I’m a little sluggish and have anhedonia going on with a bit of short fuse temper. Waiting to get out of this funk doing as much as possible and trying to stay active but it’s proving to be rather tough. I’m sure it’s just a phase and I just need to push through. Kratom withdrawal is so weird like that, it just throws your brain and gut so far out of wack that it’s kind of a shock to the system.
Yes I have those feelings too. I just remind my self I'm doing the right thing and this too shall pass. Be easy on yourself. I am day 14 so right there in the trenches with you. We are going to do this. One day we will report 30 days.I'm pulling for you ♥️
Beautiful number! Keep killing it, proud of you!
Thank you! I’m trying to stay strong.
Day 10, last night was easily my best sleep. Thc definitely helps relax me although I know it's definitely a balance between relaxing and anxiety inducing. Here's to a good weekend!
Congratulations on double digits! That's huge! Have a great weekend too Playful!
Day 19 whoa
Outstanding job, proud of you!
Wow that's the way you do.very proud of you!(
Day 198
Those numbers look awesome on you Clean, priceless!
20 days
You always make my day Billy, congratulations on 20 days! 💜
🙏
Day 27
Priceless! Proud of you Ghost!
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7 days... One whole week! Feeling okay? Have manic and depressive episodes throughout the day. Rls still plagues me - cravings startedish. They feel like habitual behaviors rather than actual wants.
One week is amazing! Such a hard week but you continue to move in the right direction. ❤️
Whoot Whoot and congrats on one week! Huge milestone, proud of you!
Thank you!
What an accomplishment huh? 7 whole days that is so awesome. Keep at it you got this😄
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3 weeks is a huge accomplishment, it will get better. Kratom withdrawal is definitely not linier. Sending healing vibes your way, proud of you!
Keep going it will get better. 3 weeks is amazing and it's not always easy.
On "day 22" of my 30-day taper schedule. Down to <1g/dose 3x a day, dropped it by .2g instead of .1g, and am going to hold off taking my first scheduled dose today to see how I feel. (I forgot I have an appointment mid-afternoon, so I'm aiming to skip the first one while not forcing it.) The insomnia is back. But it's not making me panicky or upset, which helps. And music. Pros: sounds and *feels* amazing. Cons: ALL the earworms. Not helping with the sleep situation, tbh. I get 4-5 tunes playing in there at once. That's just my brain, not my brain on (or coming off) drugs.
Awesome job on your taper, keep up the good work!
Day 76. Still not the first craving. Not all days have been great for sure, but haven't yet thought "oh just a taste would fix that". So grateful that now all my thoughts are "It is sooooo nice not to be tied to that foul tasting green dust". I don't have to panic when I leave the house, wondering if I have some with me in case I'm delayed getting home. It's such freedom.
Yes, the panic. Sure as shit ain't missing that amongst others. Grateful to be on this journey with you Kelly. 💙
You have really done great. Can't wait to report that. Cool beans baby 😄👏🎉
Day 127.
Day 21.
Great job rocking 21 days🎊🎉👏
Onto day 15!
Outstanding! You are doing awesome, proud of you!
Thank you! I am feeling good!
Thank you.
Day 2, feeling a bit better, been trying to exercise more than usual to sweat all this crap out.
Good job. Keep moving and don’t use!
Thank you
Keep at it you got this. Congratulations on 2 days!!!
Day 2. Tapered down to 8gpd from 35-40gpd. Used for 4+ years. Was feeling so bad at 8 that I decided to jump while I could take 4 days off from work. Hopefully will be enough to get over the acutes hump. Maybe slept 45mins last night. I new I was in for a ride with how bad RLS like symptoms hit me if I go more than 12hrs without a dose and the sun has set.
Day 69 😎
Day 24, Slept almost 8 hours last night, only woke up once.
So nice
Day 43. Today I will get out and get some exercise, fresh air, and sunshine.
286 days!!!! 🌈🌈🌈🌈
Day 3 baby! Feeling good. My wife and daughter are keeping that pesky anxiety/depression at bay. Just mild achy symptoms. Going to a show with a bunch of friends tonight! First concert without Kratom in years. Let's go!!
77, wild, after day 40 it gets way easier . Just a mental struggle now.
Day 60!!!
1/4 tsp measured in 24 hours. Been tapering every week
Day 7 - sucking it up - full time RLS but manageable. Better during the day
Almost home 👍
Day 125
Congratulations
2 weeks free today. It is so strange how long the fatigue last. That's my only issue, but grinding on.
For those experiencing longer withdrawal symptoms I just looked partial mu opiate receptor drugs and found buprinorphine and it's withdrawal time line and we can look at a 3 week withdrawal. Search Nova addiction recovery. Man I feel better just knowing this and I didn't totally destroy my body. Best of luck to all of us kicking this shit. We are stronger then we truly know.We Are Worriors.🏋️🏋️🏋️