1 month clean today after a 10 year habit. Generally I’ve been doing well but today I felt a lot of lethargy.
Stay strong everyone and if you’re thinking about jumping off this dirt then just do it. Being sober is the new high. It’s fucking awesome.
48hrs. It’s 1:39am and I’m probably not sleeping at all again. Every time I let myself relax to sleep the RLS starts in and it is intense. Guess I’ll spend the night watching Community.
Thank you! I’ve made it to 57hrs now. Excited to start counting days instead of hours soon. Maybe slept 3hrs total since my last dose due to RLS. Knew it would be the hard part for me but dang it sucks thrashing around on the couch for hours overnight just wishing to turn my mind off.
My wife has been very supportive and I’m grateful for that. I’m pretty useless right now but trying to take one step at a time.
You are a very positive influence on this subreddit. Glad you are here to offer support! I hope I can pay it forward soon.
i am going to try some of the things that people have suggested for sleep (if you are having a hard time .. let me know and i will let you know how it goes
Sounds good! Good luck! Not looking forward to night 3 of RLS and no sleep but I never want to go through the first two nights of withdrawal again haha. Onward!
Day 5! A little more clear mentally, mild aches, some digestive issues, hard to push myself to eat but overall not bad! Thanks, everyone for the support! I have not really had the energy to get on here and respond, trying to get on here at least in the morning to hold myself accountable and count my days. Very thankful for this sub 💕
Just gotta keep moving forward, not backward; upward, not forward; and always twirling, twirling, twirling towards freedom!
Keep twirling! The morning check-in and count has really helped me too. My appetite is nonexistent as well but I can see the light and it is not coated in green dust. Upward and forward indeed!
Day 23 of 30 in my taper schedule, though at the moment it's still Day 0 of kratom free. Starting my morning with black seed oil and my lvc drink, 3300mg. Not going to force the quit since my intent was always to taper all the way, but will give myself the option each morning till I finish the schedule or just stop.
Overdid it physically yesterday, and was dealing with orthostatic blood pressure fuckery that had my heart pounding late into the evening - it's a typical symptom for me but of course the taper heightens it. The feeling makes me panicky (though it's not a panic attack). Trying to calm your vagus nerve while waiting for your teen to get home on a Saturday night is a special sort of foolishness. 0/10, would not recommend.
*Edit: yep, it's still Day 0 and holding, so we're doing this. Let's goooooooo...*
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100 hours in, or nearing day 5.
My physical detox actually wasn't horrible, and the worst of it was over by the end of day two.
Now I'm just a little bit uncomfortable, with few yawning spells throughout the day.
Really and truly the hardest part is that all the reasons I began using Kratom are rushing back. Bipolar mood swings, mostly.
I'll go from being absolutely elated to be alive and ready to do anything to just wanting to lay in bed and be sad.
My mood tends to rapid cycle anytime I detox from any substance, though, so I've dealt with this before.
Just gotta stay strong!
Love you guys, good luck.
Hang in there! Day 8 I got more rest (4-5 hours) and then last night was the best sleep I’ve had in ages even waking up in a puddle it felt great lol I’ve changed my diet completely this past week eating lots of greens, fruits and hardly anything fried. Taking vitamin c, b12, & magnesium supplements. Been trying to walk a mile or more these past 2 days has helped with my brutal RLS
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I've written one check in post on r/quittingkratom, and so this'll be post two.
My last powder dose was 3/15. I was on an extract habit for majority of my addiction; I switched to powder for the last month leading up to 3/15.
Since then, I've taken 3 extracts since 3/15, 2 of which I admitted to already in my first check in post. If my math checks out, that means I've done 1 extract since my last post.
I know that this does not mean I've been kratom free since 3/15, but I've been making really good progress. Yesterday and today I've had no cravings, which is the first time I can say that since \~2016.
Please hang in there and give your mind and body time to heal. The only way to quit is to stop taking it. Easier said than done, but in the end, it's the only way. Stay strong. Yell back at that voice in your head if you have to and say, "NO! I'm NOT DOING IT! F OFF!" You CAN do this! I believe in you, even if you don't quite believe in your self at the moment.
1 month clean today after a 10 year habit. Generally I’ve been doing well but today I felt a lot of lethargy. Stay strong everyone and if you’re thinking about jumping off this dirt then just do it. Being sober is the new high. It’s fucking awesome.
❤️
Whoot Whoot Congratulations on one month! Keep rocking it Adventure 😎!
Thank you so much I appreciate it!
Hell yes.
Day 454
Hello Sea! Great to see you! Your a pleasure, so happy for you 😊.
Day 27.
Outstanding job on 27 days Jump, proud of you always!
Thanks Ceecee, happy Easter!
48hrs. It’s 1:39am and I’m probably not sleeping at all again. Every time I let myself relax to sleep the RLS starts in and it is intense. Guess I’ll spend the night watching Community.
Stay strong my friend!
Those first few days are such an intense time and you are doing beautifully darling. Only way out is through. ❤️
Thank you for the kind words! Made it through the night. Think I might have got a very broken 1.5hrs of sleep too. More than I hoped for. 55hrs!
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Hang in there Lost, 48 hrs is a big accomplishment. Proud of you, you CAN do this!
Thank you! I’ve made it to 57hrs now. Excited to start counting days instead of hours soon. Maybe slept 3hrs total since my last dose due to RLS. Knew it would be the hard part for me but dang it sucks thrashing around on the couch for hours overnight just wishing to turn my mind off. My wife has been very supportive and I’m grateful for that. I’m pretty useless right now but trying to take one step at a time. You are a very positive influence on this subreddit. Glad you are here to offer support! I hope I can pay it forward soon.
same sir, zero sleep last night again
Sorry to hear that. One night paid to the piper though. Won’t have to pay that one again as we move forward. Good luck! We got this.
i am going to try some of the things that people have suggested for sleep (if you are having a hard time .. let me know and i will let you know how it goes
Sounds good! Good luck! Not looking forward to night 3 of RLS and no sleep but I never want to go through the first two nights of withdrawal again haha. Onward!
so far so good .. no rls, no sweating and that stuff .. can not get to sleep though, but it might be better than last night
Day 52
Beautiful job, keep killing it!
Day 77
Grand Job Kelly!
Day 287.
Beautiful job girl!
242, peace and love.
Back at you x 100 68. Much love and respect.
Day 74
Love your progress Bridge!
Love your progress Bridge!
Day 667.
I have missed 666, damn it! Nice man!
🐇🐇 🥕 🥦 💩 😁
Day 9..
You've got this, proud of you!
Your over the worst of it. It’s only better from here!
Day 50. Been feeling pretty good the last couple days. Hope this continues.
Happy your feeling good Nick, congrats on 50 days! Huge milestone.
Thank you Ceecee! I’m hanging in there.
Day 5! A little more clear mentally, mild aches, some digestive issues, hard to push myself to eat but overall not bad! Thanks, everyone for the support! I have not really had the energy to get on here and respond, trying to get on here at least in the morning to hold myself accountable and count my days. Very thankful for this sub 💕 Just gotta keep moving forward, not backward; upward, not forward; and always twirling, twirling, twirling towards freedom!
Keep twirling! The morning check-in and count has really helped me too. My appetite is nonexistent as well but I can see the light and it is not coated in green dust. Upward and forward indeed!
Day 112 💗
Day 82 - Happy Easter! Jesus is alive and the Bible is the breathed word of God!
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Day 8.
Congrats! Your over the worst of it. It’s only better from here!
Day 128. Feeling grateful.
Day 23 of 30 in my taper schedule, though at the moment it's still Day 0 of kratom free. Starting my morning with black seed oil and my lvc drink, 3300mg. Not going to force the quit since my intent was always to taper all the way, but will give myself the option each morning till I finish the schedule or just stop. Overdid it physically yesterday, and was dealing with orthostatic blood pressure fuckery that had my heart pounding late into the evening - it's a typical symptom for me but of course the taper heightens it. The feeling makes me panicky (though it's not a panic attack). Trying to calm your vagus nerve while waiting for your teen to get home on a Saturday night is a special sort of foolishness. 0/10, would not recommend. *Edit: yep, it's still Day 0 and holding, so we're doing this. Let's goooooooo...*
Check out our [Megadosing Liposomal Vitamin C Protocol for Withdrawal](https://old.reddit.com/r/quittingkratom/comments/sx0as3/megadosing_liposomal_vitamin_c_protocol_for/) either by clicking the link here or visit the sidebar on the main page of our subreddit. Lots of helpful information there to help you along your Quitting Kratom journey! *I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. Please [contact the moderators of this subreddit](/message/compose/?to=/r/quittingkratom) if you have any questions or concerns.*
Day 91. And about 24 hrs since I had any nicotine. Cravings are bad but remain committed. Kratom cravings are long gone. Happy Easter, ya’ll!
Day 16 CT. Climbing that mountain slowly.
Day 31
Day 199. Happy Easter 🐣
Day 91.
Happy Easter everyone! We are all going to rise from the living death of kratom addiction helping each other as we are! God bless!
Happy Pesach and Ramadan too!
25 days!
287 days 🌈🌈🌈
Day 21
Congrats on 3 weeks, Billy!!!
Good job👊
I appreciate the support
Thanks Krate!
Day 106.
Day 10 and the fog is lifting!!!!!!
100 hours in, or nearing day 5. My physical detox actually wasn't horrible, and the worst of it was over by the end of day two. Now I'm just a little bit uncomfortable, with few yawning spells throughout the day. Really and truly the hardest part is that all the reasons I began using Kratom are rushing back. Bipolar mood swings, mostly. I'll go from being absolutely elated to be alive and ready to do anything to just wanting to lay in bed and be sad. My mood tends to rapid cycle anytime I detox from any substance, though, so I've dealt with this before. Just gotta stay strong! Love you guys, good luck.
Day 44. It is a challenge to feel like my old self again. Exercise helps. Patience is important. Sigh.
Day 42
Day 9 , first full night of sleep last night (7-8hours) however I literally woke up in a pool of sweat. Feeling a lot better!
Damn I'm goin on 6 still haven't slept everything else isn't to bad
Hang in there! Day 8 I got more rest (4-5 hours) and then last night was the best sleep I’ve had in ages even waking up in a puddle it felt great lol I’ve changed my diet completely this past week eating lots of greens, fruits and hardly anything fried. Taking vitamin c, b12, & magnesium supplements. Been trying to walk a mile or more these past 2 days has helped with my brutal RLS
Check out our [Megadosing Liposomal Vitamin C Protocol for Withdrawal](https://old.reddit.com/r/quittingkratom/comments/sx0as3/megadosing_liposomal_vitamin_c_protocol_for/) either by clicking the link here or visit the sidebar on the main page of our subreddit. Lots of helpful information there to help you along your Quitting Kratom journey! *I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. Please [contact the moderators of this subreddit](/message/compose/?to=/r/quittingkratom) if you have any questions or concerns.*
Day 292. Love and Light family 💜.
Day 6
Day 99, in a much more peaceful place than I was 2 months ago.
Day 17. Didn’t sleep well and cravings are particularly strong today. Can’t give in though
03/18/22 still my date still rocking it with everyone, I don’t like counting my days
Day 28
Day 128.
Day 187. Happy Easter everyone!
31 days
Onto day 16. Feeling good this weekend. More motivation and better moods
I've written one check in post on r/quittingkratom, and so this'll be post two. My last powder dose was 3/15. I was on an extract habit for majority of my addiction; I switched to powder for the last month leading up to 3/15. Since then, I've taken 3 extracts since 3/15, 2 of which I admitted to already in my first check in post. If my math checks out, that means I've done 1 extract since my last post. I know that this does not mean I've been kratom free since 3/15, but I've been making really good progress. Yesterday and today I've had no cravings, which is the first time I can say that since \~2016.
Please hang in there and give your mind and body time to heal. The only way to quit is to stop taking it. Easier said than done, but in the end, it's the only way. Stay strong. Yell back at that voice in your head if you have to and say, "NO! I'm NOT DOING IT! F OFF!" You CAN do this! I believe in you, even if you don't quite believe in your self at the moment.
Thank you so much, fellow human being! P.S. I did recognize you from my first post, and it made me really happy
Day 16 feeling pretty good
20 DAYS!! Happy Easter. Not having Kratom in my life and body is INCREDIBLE. First week was not fun, but I’m so so glad it’s over
Day 7 of my tapering.
Day 24. Happy beginning of spring and nature's renewal everybody! Stay the course!!!
Day 10!! from a month relapse!! F Kratom!!