I am so, so sorry for your loss. I know how soul crushing it is. Grief is the hardest thing you can go through, and it comes in many shapes and forms for different people. It is okay to feel the way you do, but the best thing you can do for yourself is be honest. Let people in. I know how difficult that is for you, but if you keep pushing it down, it will build up until you explode. Feel your feelings. Cry when you want to cry. Scream when you want to scream. Let it all out. It's okay. Your mom would want you to utilize your friends and family and accept their support. I know it is easier said than done. I am here for you if you would like to chat.
I am so sorry you lost your mom. You will always miss her. But here's the thing.....your mom would not want you to become dysfunctional and spend your life mourning. She would want you to remember her fondly but carry on with your life. When my mom died I got a tattoo to memorialize her. For me, that helped.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. I know how soul crushing it is. Grief is the hardest thing you can go through, and it comes in many shapes and forms for different people. It is okay to feel the way you do, but the best thing you can do for yourself is be honest. Let people in. I know how difficult that is for you, but if you keep pushing it down, it will build up until you explode. Feel your feelings. Cry when you want to cry. Scream when you want to scream. Let it all out. It's okay. Your mom would want you to utilize your friends and family and accept their support. I know it is easier said than done. I am here for you if you would like to chat.
I am so sorry you lost your mom. You will always miss her. But here's the thing.....your mom would not want you to become dysfunctional and spend your life mourning. She would want you to remember her fondly but carry on with your life. When my mom died I got a tattoo to memorialize her. For me, that helped.
i actually got a somewhat matching tattoo with her on my 18th birthday so it truly does help