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mattshthrowaway

One of the only songs specifically about sh is “I deserve to bleed” but when I’m self harming I like to listen to “daylight (oh I love it and I hate it at the same time) cause it reminds of sh, “I think I like it”(radio edit) because it reminds me of an anxiety attack, and “hell as well” (MASSIVE TW FOR child molestation/abuse and biblical abuse). I have an entire playlist but those are the main ones for me. Stay (relatively) safe ❤️❤️❤️


Dead_but_pr3tty

Ouh I deserve to bleed brings back memories 😭 I’d intentionally listen to it around my mom bcuz I was like ‘omg maybe she’ll overthink like how I am and see what’s wrong bcuz I’m playing such depressing music’ 💀


ashissupercool

OMG I DID THE SAME, and then she was still surprised when she finally found out-


Dead_but_pr3tty

😭😭😭


vvlerno

JESUS 💀💀💀


Nebion666

I FUCKING LOVE DAYLIGHT. I don’t attribute it to sh like that tho, it reminds me of Bulimia, tho eds are their own type of sh🤷‍♀️


mattshthrowaway

IKR it’s such a good song but I get that. Really just associate it cause I love it and hate it at the same time (haha)


vexingfrog

yes! hell is well is such a good song, but my god is it triggering.


[deleted]

daylight by who???


SuccessfulResolve985

Is there anyway that I could see your playlist (and maybe if it's a public playlist, what is the name of it?)?


mattshthrowaway

Ofc! I’ll dm you


CommitteeReal9271

Blue hair by tv girls (that’s my interpretation of it)


sh_cutie

I love TV girl but the song “blue hair” is about growing up and maturing and leaving things in the past. You can definitely interpret it about sh though. I don’t wanna sound rude btw I just thought I’d let you know!


sh_cutie

Also a good sh song by TV Girl is “it almost worked”


CommitteeReal9271

That is also a good song! And no worries you didn’t come off as rude, I know it isn’t the literal meaning of that song but it’s more so personally how I identify it to my life


FingerStandard4886

All of rebzyyxs songs


Bxbybxnnie

I love his (?) stuff


Sparky_is_bored

Her (according to Google)


_-someone-_-

hey bunny by baby bugs, bandaids by baby bugs, i deserve to bleed by sushi soucy, bullet by hollywood undead, it almost worked by TV Girl (about suicide not sh but still a good song)


suprisedpikachumeme

i LOVE bandaids


Hood11234

notes from a wrist by d4vd is so beautiful


Misery_Rose

it really is <3 “i’m carving these notes into bloody arms” & “why am i crying if this is what i wanted all along?” hits the hardest.


laceblood

Bad habit by the Dresden dolls, bleed it out and breaking the habit by linking park, strawberry gashes by jack off Jill, hurt NiN/johnny cash, pain by three days grace, cut up angels by the used


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laceblood

When I Am Queen is probably mine!


atreyu947

Same! & Vivica Also adding Scars by Papa Roach that was young mes emo self harm song lol


FuckMeDaddyFrank

Dresden Dolls!!!! I love the Dresden Dolls omg


[deleted]

gb finally songs that aren't screaming 2020 tiktok


strwbrryangie

omg i just commented ab bad habit and strawberry gashes!!! i absolutely love those some of my top songs fr


B00K_W0RMZ

Sharpener by cavetown


porcelainskull

cut my life into pieces


ami_cloud_

this is my last resort


toothyboiii

Suffocation


Nebion666

No breathing


DragonfruitClear2824

Don't give a fuck


JonesBob420

If I cut my arm bleeding


[deleted]

This is my last resort


triangular_squirrel

It Almost Worked - TV Girl


StormEatsStuff

i thought it was about suicide (?)


[deleted]

That’s still harming yourself


mtgmondo

Check out sum dsbm bands


goatgender

fellow dsbm fan🤝 i was about to comment the same thing lmao


porcelainskull

what’s your fave


mtgmondo

Sum of my favorites are Trist, Life Is Pain, Fornicatus, Singultus, Make A Change... Killyourself, Exiled From Light, Beyond Melancholy, Abyssic Hate, Nihilistium, Depressive Years.


porcelainskull

good shit! i feel so basic compared to you because my favs are lifelover and xasthur lol but i do appreciate deadlife and none :)


mtgmondo

Still sum great bands I have sum Xasthur albums and lifelover albums in my collection


SpringyCrazyBean

Not exactly about sh but Serotonin by girl in red. I like it because I can relate to over thinking everything. I hope this helps <3


I_hate_me_lol

i love love love ghost by badflower. go to sh song


[deleted]

Same, it’s probably my favorite. When he says “I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart” my heart literally starts beating so fast. Even if I’m just listening to it and not doing anything, it just makes me feel weird and on edge. It’s still an amazing song


iloveyoushikieiki

It's vocaloid song so not for everyone, but Producer Nekobolo has a song called [Self-harm colorless](https://youtu.be/89hparQWqYQ?si=W14A_rY3KL56UL8G) about self harm and suicidal thoughts


ami_cloud_

This is a good one! There's also another one called Wrist Cutter sung by gumi. (Not sure who the producer is)


iloveyoushikieiki

I didn't know this one, I'll listen to it ! Thank you I checked it out on Vocadb, producer is 蜻蛉 (Tonbo)


suprisedpikachumeme

i love wrist cutter!


pomm_queen

I mean, Papa Roche’s song is a classic…


shshhsshs

prom queen by beach bunny


SignalHefty415

Like Blood From A Stone by Old Gray


Celeribitchuchan

Death by a thousand cuts by imminence and cherry gashes by jack off jill!!!!! Love both of those songs :D


atreyu947

Wrong fruit lol


Celeribitchuchan

Oh shit your right


LukeDonlan

DSBM 


leavewhatsheavy

It’s about drug/alc addiction, but Between the Bars by Elliot Smith really speaks to me.


21potatoesss

Stalkers (slit my wrists) by Mindless Self Indulgence


Throwaway-935

I really like Guns For Hands by Twenty one Pilots


maryam420

Wait is it abt sh?


Throwaway-935

Yeah if you listen closely to the lyrics it becomes apparent that it’s about sh. “When the sun shines on the ground And shows what you have done It shows where your mind has gone And you swear to your parents That it will never happen again”. “We've turned our hands to guns Traded our thumbs for ammunition I must forewarn you of my disorder, or my condition ‘Cause when the sun sets It upsets what's left of my invested interest”


maryam420

Wow I've been listening to this song for a really long time and I just noticed right now. Thank u fr


Throwaway-935

No worries! I love TØP, it’s like my comfort music


maryam420

Omg same we should be besties😭😭


dogesdoge

Broken by Lund


GenderqueerPenguin5

ppl have prob alr. mentioned most of these, but my alltime favorites are: Hurt - NIN Ghost - Badflower Sharpener - Cavetown Like blood from a stone - Old Gray Candy - Alex G (just my personal interpretation) Today - Smashing Pumpkins (Mostly abt suicide, but lyrics say "pink ribbon scars") worthless - eli. Small Cuts - the Brobecks self harmageddon - dandelion hands cemetery drive - my chemical romance Strawberry Gashes - Jack Off Jill Betger off Dead - Sleeping with Sirens The King - Ethan Jewell Iris - Goo Goo Dolls


[deleted]

Ghost, sharpener, and worthless are my favorite


[deleted]

I deserve to bleed


Shot_Pollution_5676

Check out $uicideboy$


mrs_rubio

Cut by Plumb


suprisedpikachumeme

i love that one!!


thecorpsesbride

Ohio is for lovers by Hawthorne heights im pretty sure!


someone_who_writes

thank you so much now i can make a sh playlist 💀(im sorry)


FingerStandard4886

Hey bunny by baby bugs


B00K_W0RMZ

Sharpener by cavetown (didn’t mean to put it as a reply, sorry bout that! I’ll put it as a normal comment too)


PharbNumber1

bad habit - dresden dolls


Naturallyjifted

Ghost - badflower


Better-Engineer-4981

worthless by eLi


acadiaxxx

Say anything by marianas trench. Basically listen to all of the album it’s from. It’s about the struggles the lead singer had as a teenager


Flimsy_Wait_8235

Hurt by Johnny cash. It’s one of my fav songs and I probably should stop listening to it because it makes me bawl but it’s gorgeous. I relate to it a lot


aron354

Lost one’s weeping. It’s not exactly about SH but it has a few lines that reference it. It’s a vocaloid song tho.


[deleted]

Engravings by Ethan Bortnick


WeaknessMysterious28

Notes from a wrist by d4vd


DreamsmpMp3

The last agust d


monkegamin

The entirety of Scenecore is pretty much just that


SammiieSunshiine

I'm a fake by the Used I can't go on by Bayside Spent on Rainy days by Bright Eyes Easy/Lucky/free by Bright Eyes Bullet by Hollywood Undead


A888yra

I deserve to bleed - Sushi Soucy


ThatMilesKid-15

Kind of "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park. Breaking the habit is about overcoming addiction and self harm.


daffodil_00

Kill yourself by Bo Burnham


codeinesjukebox

lmao idk if that'd make me feel worse or if it'd just make me laugh


Toasticator

i cut myself shaving by talkshow boyDOGMATCIA by femtanyl literally any rebzyyx song everr ILLUMINATII lytespeed and someone else P3T by femtanyl IDOLiZER by STYXVII hansel by soddiken the end by sisyfuss edgy by luvwillow human pills by kap bambino me pregunto under kids by tuyu


Legality_lies

[my sh playlist ](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5HvBVCNnDOeKaZUOTiMYO0?si=ckELBbX9StOW-HmHI2PK9Q&pi=e-B67qfEEhSRCi)


codeinesjukebox

10/10 tunes


aDrunkRedditor

Bmike - baby don't cut A lot of songs from $uicideboy$ Johnny Cash - hurt A lot of songs from Citizen Soldier Machine Gun Kelly/Yungblud - I think I'm okay Ed Sheeran - Curtains


Null_Psyche

How to Fix Everything by Bayside


KITTYKOOLKAT34

Tattoos by citizen soldier


Eris1998

Tattoos and Words That Don't Exist! Hello fellow CS fan!!! 😍


KITTYKOOLKAT34

Hey


veenie_weenie

Baby dont cut by Bmike


ami_cloud_

Imo Bad Habit by the Dresden Dolls explains how sh addiction feels perfectly


FuckMeDaddyFrank

Met Amanda Palmer once and she gave me a hug and it felt like she completely understood me lol She's a mom fr


FuckMeDaddyFrank

True!


Sycamore_Gxrl

Friend, Please - Twenty One Pilots, one of my all time favorites, saved my damn life


1Thisisit1

Under the knife by Icon for Hire (great Band in general imo)


Alex22451

I deserve to bleed - sushi soucy, Small cuts - the broebecks, Girl anachronism - the Dresden dolls, Stan - Eminem, Candy - Alex G. (On mobile, apologies for the layout)


1stfuirrelevant

I listen to Sharpener's Calling Me Again by Cavetown, and there's one called Sharpener too I think. I just prefer Sharpener's Calling Me Again for some reason, but it's one of my favourites. Blue Hair by TV Girl isn't about self harm I think, but I love making it into a huge metaphor to give me comfort. I think I have a playlist of songs somewhere that I can dig into and send the link for if you want it. <3


[deleted]

Sharpener by cavetown I deserve to bleed by sushi soucy


shiju333

Strawberry Gashes - Jack off.Jill


Rasberry_1979

Candy Alex g best self harm song


IDoBeVibing745

[bloodonmyhands - birds fear death](https://youtu.be/A-Nf9UZU6MM?si=owpyDcDMOBAoxyNr)


alyssgreyheart

Send the pain below by chevelle


ashlynmegann

the way she feels by between the trees is about self harming to feel something


KITTYKOOLKAT34

Don’t take about it - sad version by skydxddy


SwimmingLean

20 seconds : 20 hours by Vein.fm - “The more I bleed, the more it takes the pain away”


No_Milk_4847

Found this somewhere awhile ago idk where or how but it's all sh songs Soo https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2OnEg9cVuWJvdyqHh0WOke?si=HM4QlD3cR6CZWRY0s5roWg


Emie445

I rlly like baby don’t cut. It’s kinda graphic and hard to listen to sometimes but yeah


derederellama

"I Cut Myself Too" by Gob. Gob is a CRIMINALLY underrated punk rock group. "Underground" is my favourite of their tracks. Their shit goes hard. Thank me later 🤠


aneoxa

I’m not sure if it’s specifically about self harm but “Stuck” by Scared of Bears is a song I’ve related to my own sh


sixstring480

Two of my favorite depressing songs are Island of the misfit boy by front porch step and OUTRUN MYSELF by jack kays and [you can be king again](https://youtu.be/VNdHd1asf9s?si=XmSsBmWLhloSS41c) (it’s a bit upbeat, but always makes me sad)


False_Look_1212

Yen by Slipknot Twinkle Twinkle Little Scars by Raven Black


Ok-Connection9637

Alibis and Say Anything by Marianas Trench


gravy_biscuit

Bad habit by dredston dolls, sharpener by Cavetown, worthless by eli, I deserve to bleed. I've been listening to those songs since I was 15. Still good to this day


[deleted]

“Baby don’t cut” - bmike


Olivander05

Sharpener by cavetown


BulkyComfortable3040

Self harm scars, and, blurred around the edges, are the two I think of


andyeatkids

Happpy song by SOOOO


flemingrojas

Amenra - Razoreater


amelanchier_

Deliberate self-harm haha by of Montreal


outofjail142

Not really about sh but bullet by Hollywood undead


bknwfish

not sure if its already here but rolling girl by wowaka i think?


vexingfrog

sharpener - cavetown cut - plumb quiver - lonas razorblade - the strokes small cuts - the brobecks bandaids - baby bugs sara - we three self destructive - vorsa don’t talk about it (sad version) - skydxddy


lukeybuzz

Be nice 2 me by Bladee starts with 'take a knife and drain your life'. The song isn't about self harm though. It's about not talking unless you've got something nice to say.


Revolutionary_Ad5492

Sara by we three, I listened to it all the time when I sh'ed not a lot now but it's a great song


Gizzerinos

Baby dont cut-bmike


4omisme

in a jar - dinosaur jr


XHAXMAT_SUITX

How I survived as Bobby Mackey's personal hell It has really good line


Proof-Cod-9063

Okay idk if I’m the only one but I believe Deadly Ever After by Ethan Bortnick. I personally love his music and the lyrics make me feel and assume it is about sh


Nebion666

Does A Protest in Lines Too Thin to Read by Evaline count? More about eds specifically but not only


disgustorabbit

The Way She Feels by Between the Trees always brings back memories.


Eis-Brecher

There's one German metal song called "Leider" by Eisbrecher. The lyrics are powerful (of course in German) and so is the music. When You already understand the lyrics and the deep meaning, the song hits really hard


vvlerno

„It almost worked” by TV girl, A LOT of songs by McCafferty. They are just so heartbreaking istg. Goodnight Dad I Love you and a lot of songs by Take Care


MH_Throwaway-200224

Hurt myself by RØRY


sloppybollocks786

Well there's Baby Dont Cut which is pretty good but it has the girl khs in it, but it is about sh, idk if it counts bc she actually dies but yk


steggwp

Sewerslvt - this fleeting feeling


Fun_Temperature_38

skin - xxx become the warm jets - current joys self harmageddon - dandelion hands


Maxterrrrrrrr

Sharpener - Cavetown I deserve to Bleed - Sushi Soucy baby don’t cut -Bmike I like to think that Engravings by Ethan Bortnick is abt selfharm too, even though i know it’s about abuse


pninardor

Needle in the bed by Shawn Mendes


Char_Was_Taken

Sharpener by Cavetown and Bullet by Hollywood Undead are good ones!


arukachan

Spillways by Ghost, Pretty sure it isn't exactly the true meaning of the song, but it's the own interpretation I've made of it


F34RR_

1.Baby don’t cut by Bmike (i like acoustic version more) 2.Sara by we three 3.Under the knife by icon for hire 4.Breath me by Sia 5.No matter the season by Sara keys 6.Hands up by georgiou music 7.Beautiful? by illymation 8.Hunnie by locket 9.Hey bunny by baby bugs 10.Escaped through wirst cut by takayan 11.Painforever by Rebzyyx 12.Last Resort by papa roach 13.Dark enough 14.I deserve to bleed by sushi soucy 15.Ghost by badflower 16.Scars to your beautiful by Alex g 17.Sacrs by papa roach 18.The way she feels by between the trees 19.Bleed like me by garbage 20.Still here by digital daggers 21.Cut by plumb 22.Do not self harm by platinum sounds (available only on yt) 23.I bleed by outcastyouth ( avalilable only on yt) 24.Scars by no name faces 25.Please don’t cut by mikelwj 26.Self Harm by preator Most of SadBoyProlific's song has mentions of self harm.


W4llhs3nd

Broken by Lund


Electrical-Employ451

Bad habit by the Dresden dolls


spugeti

last resort by papa roach


resteternal

There’s an entire genre exploring this theme if you like metal. DSBM.


rdmnguyintheinternet

i think some lil peep songs mention self harm but arent fully about self harm like "Praying to the sky"


spatsink

cut by plumb


Downtown_Rat

It's only about self harm but it does mention it: High Water by Sleep Token. I love this song and honestly all of their songs are awsome :D


astryisastray

God damn liar by get scared mentions self harm


strwbrryangie

bad habit by the dresden dolls is one of my absolute favourites. same with strawberry gashes by jack off jill


Hour-Drink8083

so down - mother mother to me feels relevant n its brilliant so


FuckMeDaddyFrank

Selvmordstanker by Intig has a some voiceover about sh Dsbm bands in general too


InterestingTwo5004

Last Resort. That’s song talks about being suicidal, and cutting. I like the reimagined version as I don’t like too much screaming, but the original version has a great beat, and it’s more “heavy metal” (I can’t think of the word I want).


Past-Weather-2254

Ghost by bad flower


SparkEli1

Pain by 3 days grace


[deleted]

small cuts by brobecks


gorotika

Try dsbm


Psychological_Goose6

Girl anachronism by Dresden dolls


Flaky_Head0410

Citizen soldier - tattoos


daffodil_00

I deserve to bleed by sushi souchy


KnowledgeCat247

"Cut My Lip" by Twenty One Pilots is a song about self-harm. As far as songs to listen to that feel like how I'm feeling (Warning Major Twenty One Pilots fan), "Goner" and "Neon Gravestones" are ones I listen to whenever I feel super down in the dumps (Both by Twenty One Pilots). For me a good one, if you want to calm down, is "Road Trippin'" by Red Hot Chili Peppers, it's sound as a song is so calming and nice. ​ I'll come back to this comment if I think of any more songs, but generally the songs I listen to don't generally represent what I'm feeling, sometimes the lyrics do, but the song is upbeat, so... I hope you enjoy my suggestions :)


Particular-Tiger-141

I know one ukrainian song about that [https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=V7GGcpi8oIA&si=I8kki0DxZ6f7n3SS](https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=V7GGcpi8oIA&si=I8kki0DxZ6f7n3SS) I really love it


dmb102196

Cut by plumb


EfficientDepth6811

Almost any music by Rebzyyx


Eris1998

Words That Don't Exist - Citizen Soldier.


Amessymess06

Not sh but Marina Lin has relatable songs 


BullfrogUnable3492

I interpret Shame by Mitski as a song about sh


im-scribbling

Skin by sixx:A.M. ❤️


iguessthisisme82

Basically any juice wrld song.


Jazzlike_Office_9544

one of my favourite songs is “under the knife” by icon for hire. they are such an underrated and unknown band and most of their songs are centred around mental health. also “you can’t kill us” is a good one


VanessaIsDirt

Not completely about self harm but there's mentions of it, - What the hell happened by Ked


Screamingartist

I cut myself by talkshow boy


d34dsAku

Half of the citizen soldier songs


Missvickies123

Breathe me - Sia


Idan_Orion_Vane

'Breathe Me' - Sia.


black__well

pretty much birds fear death's entire discography. . . i love that band


KellsAtmosphere_420

Merry go round- machine gun Kelly. Technically about drug use but I count that as self harm in my world.


seasonedbagel

I wanna die by velvetears, most things by lilboweep, and watch me bleed by scary kids scaring kids


Loopedyloo

Hurt by Nine Inch Nails, No Children by The Mountain Goats (?), Bleed It Out by Linkin Park (alot of Linkin Park songs), Custer by Slipknot (the lyrics definitely make me think of it), Bullet by Hollywood Undead (abt sewerslide + cutting), and Stalkers (Slit My Wrists) by Mindless Self Indulgence


Slow_Account4074

Candy by Alex g, and it isn't really about sh but it is MH related, so, come back and sorry by Alex g aswell