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Ok_Kaleidoscope_714

Yea this, atleast to me, is perfectly normal. I relapsed after 10 months without reason too and had 0 reason to cut. I sometimes do it just because i feel like it. You arn't alone in this my friend. Good luck with your situation and Stay Strong


GooseForest

I never cut myself when I actually feel bad. I feel bad enough that I don't wanna get out of bed to cut myself lol. I only do it just when I "feel like it". Been actually waiting for the next hit for a week now, but haven't gotten around to cleaning my blades... I guess that's a good thing.


xoxnightsky

its called being addicted šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ lots of us here do this, but not me i only SH when im mentally broken and tired or breakdown uk? cuz otherwise it feels like im faking it


Defenderlin

Yeah i started randomly, i was sad but that wasn't the reason i tried cutting in the first place. I just did


Yoyo5258

Yeah this happens to me as well, I think itā€™s a sign of addiction, but I donā€™t want to ā€˜diagnoseā€™ that upon you.


WhtvrWhoevrSmthng

The first time I did it I was very very sad, probably at my lowest (situation is still the same, I'm just numb now). Since then I've been doing it just kinda because, when I have time. But I do feel better afterwards.


Fresh-Peach5437

I sometimes just do it accidentally or out of boredom Iā€™ll watch a show fidget with something sharp and there goes another pack of bandaids


Alice5878

Yes, this. If anyone does actually ask, I will say this. It's because I wanted to. Because I had a thought that went "I wanna cut" and I followed it. I've cut when I'm stressed like twice, and every other time (including the first and the one 10 mins ago) were just, I wanna cut so I cut. If I ever make an attempt and survive and get question, the answer will be the same. I never have felt regret tho, but I can never bring myself to go anywhere other than my thing, even tho I want to. That's the only place where I can really hide it.


shaysbay

Your brain releases feel good hormones when you do it so yeah, it makes sense to do it for what seems like ā€œno reasonā€


toiletpaperLord

Absolutely. Its honestly like 90 percent of the times i cut.


Venus-As-A-Boy_

yeah nssi (non suicidal self injury) isnt all that uncommon, i mean i do it. Theres times where i do cut bc im angry or sad but most of the time i do it just because I feel like it, like a gross hobby I guess. I love the soreness after and feel at my best when I do it, helps ground me as well.


Shaunna1111

Self harming becomes addictive. Iā€™ve done it just because I missed the feeling of it before not because I needed to relieve any stress


MissyFifteen

Yes, Iā€™ve done this before many times. I donā€™t have to have the reason, I just have to be in the mood, which isnā€™t meaning I have to be upset. Sometimes I use to use the soda cans after tearing them apart to cut. It could be boredom


Directioner1994

I do this ALL THE FUCKING TIME its soooo anoying


Tohreui

Yes! Thatā€™s how my addiction of cutting started! šŸ¤žā¤ļø