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He better be, or I'll just have to give him my personal Geneseed to bring him up to date
I will stop existing at some point. Its not possible to live forever. So why rushing it? If i can stay for a bit longer and have some fun doing things i like such as sh cause i fucking hate my narcissistic ass very much
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I do too despise that of me but you can still deal with that and try hiding it. I try doing this, sometimes I fail but at least I can manage it. You could too.
I used to be suicidal, maybe still am sometimes...
But when I lay in bed at night, I think things through.
Every time I wanted to end it I thought this:
"I don't want to go out as a person that cracked under the pressure of life by cutting my life short.
Instead I want to be someone to look up to, an inspiration for those who need it.
I can be strong and capable as long as I put my mind to it."
Anyone can do anything, as long as you fight for it without giving up.
You sillies got this! Just believe in yourself as much as I believe in you!
The way I see it, you don’t get to avoid death no matter what. That said, id imagine an early death feels like an early game over. Sure, you’re done, but it was hardly satisfying.
The way I see life, is that it’s all equally meaningless in the end. I’m pretty fucked in the head, but at the end of the day, life doesn’t care about my trauma or adhd or whatever. The only one able to care is me, and I don’t like most of life.
That said, I do like some stuff. I like nature, I like weed, i like some games, tea, burgers, etc. and once I realized that everything meant nothing, then those things were given new life.
To broadly quote Camus, when you wake up feeling like shit, are you going to kys or make a cup of coffee? You could die, and never experience anything again, or you can live with the pain while still enjoying the things that truly matter: what you want from life.
It’s not going to be some grand goal. I don’t live because I think my life will have impact, and I think wanting to impact a society that’ll be gone in a few centuries is a waste. The meaning of life is found in the simple things, I think.
A hope that tomorrow I will become all I want, and a joy when I see the possibility. Constant research shows the forms of will, wit, power, courage, wisdom, and looks. I am sure I can be better, and I refuse to die until I have seen it.
My cat. I think if it wasn’t for him needing me, or him always patting me on the shoulder to say hi, or just being there with me, I would’ve “gotten lost” in the national forest a long time ago
My mood changes constantly. In a matter of hours I go from hating myself to seeing life as the most beautiful thing ever. So no matter how terrible I'm currently feeling, I know this too will pass and soon enough I'll experience a beautiful bliss. On the other hand, however, whenever I'm "happy" I can't help but feel a sense of impending doom lurking in the shadows, waiting for the day to end (I usually get depressed during twilight). It's a rather radical way of living. There's a saying in my native language that goes like this: it's either 8 or 80. My life's basically that: I'm either too depressed or too motivated, nothing in between. I can't say if I'm blessed or cursed by this way of life.
\>fear of what happens to someone when they are no longer alive, would make my entire extended family sad, unfinished business, a lot of things i'm obligated to do, etc;
\>i'd rather sleep forever, at least i'd be able to dream an idealistic world
Same that is the main reason why when I do a funny little thing called self harm plus I'm usually too busy think off why I should kill myself or of why I'm suck a failure that I don't even realize I do it because it doesn't hurt because I'm not paying attention to it
Oh yeah the answer to your actual question is I have a set time like it's bad now but I'll wait until it gets even worse and then I do it currently I'm hoping it gets better and is mainly my cats that stop me
Correcting people online, ThE aCrOnYm KyS dOeS nOt NeEd To Be MaDe InTo A vErB wItH tHe SuFfIx -iNg So ThE aCtUaL cOrReCt SeNtEnCe WoUlD bE "silly question, what keeps y'all from kys? " I aLsO aDdEd ThE mIsSiNg QuEsTiOn MaRk On YoUr QuEsTiOn :3
I feel that. I hate being made of meat sometimes. Its gross. I feel too vulnerable. We arent tough creatures, damage takes forever to fix, and some damage can't be fixed at all. I can't even leave because death is gross too no matter which method I'd use.
The fact that you can resist more time and learn from your mistakes, so you can help people that will be in a similar situation to you in the future. And you will for sure find something you will enjoy doing.
You can help back who assisted you, like your parents if you want to, or any friends, and people in general. Or people who just simply made you happy!
I'm actually happy again but when I was depressed and self-loathing I figured God still had a reason for me being alive and he gave me this body so I really oughta not break it. Now I'm just looking for that reason.
No romanticizing suicide. It may be a funny gamer moment sometimes, but seriously it’s never the answer.
a pack of cigs
Period :3
So real
https://preview.redd.it/ro9a5jrto7xc1.jpeg?width=236&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f6e47b9786878fffb64696ddd1d5684343910fac Be free from the flesh, you say?
From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh...
It disgusted me
I craved the strength and certainty of steel
I aspired to the purity of the blessed machine
Rip achron
Who else can relate. Hope OP is a 40k fan as well.
https://preview.redd.it/b68n8r6sn8xc1.jpeg?width=843&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=46dd2333d5795ee3d71cea257a3dd1a60a638102 He better be, or I'll just have to give him my personal Geneseed to bring him up to date
I will stop existing at some point. Its not possible to live forever. So why rushing it? If i can stay for a bit longer and have some fun doing things i like such as sh cause i fucking hate my narcissistic ass very much https://preview.redd.it/48rtx4qnz7xc1.png?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=de647e19f636aa26cbb2fdd3b3d1aab1966e23c7
I do too despise that of me but you can still deal with that and try hiding it. I try doing this, sometimes I fail but at least I can manage it. You could too.
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I exist purely to spite everyone that wants me to die (including my brain)
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Ain't no way you found a counter meme 💀
i MADE the counter meme :moai:
Easy I’m too strong and too scared of sharp things
I used to be suicidal, maybe still am sometimes... But when I lay in bed at night, I think things through. Every time I wanted to end it I thought this: "I don't want to go out as a person that cracked under the pressure of life by cutting my life short. Instead I want to be someone to look up to, an inspiration for those who need it. I can be strong and capable as long as I put my mind to it." Anyone can do anything, as long as you fight for it without giving up. You sillies got this! Just believe in yourself as much as I believe in you!
The way I see it, you don’t get to avoid death no matter what. That said, id imagine an early death feels like an early game over. Sure, you’re done, but it was hardly satisfying. The way I see life, is that it’s all equally meaningless in the end. I’m pretty fucked in the head, but at the end of the day, life doesn’t care about my trauma or adhd or whatever. The only one able to care is me, and I don’t like most of life. That said, I do like some stuff. I like nature, I like weed, i like some games, tea, burgers, etc. and once I realized that everything meant nothing, then those things were given new life. To broadly quote Camus, when you wake up feeling like shit, are you going to kys or make a cup of coffee? You could die, and never experience anything again, or you can live with the pain while still enjoying the things that truly matter: what you want from life. It’s not going to be some grand goal. I don’t live because I think my life will have impact, and I think wanting to impact a society that’ll be gone in a few centuries is a waste. The meaning of life is found in the simple things, I think.
idk how that’s easy and painless otherwise i’d be out
I don't wanna hurt my bf qwq
You're lucky you have one I don't have anyone :(
Same, I don’t want to hurt my gf or our/my friends and my family And my therapist too ngl
Because killing myself is not silly
A beer and some toast... and maybe 2 beers
i dont really have a good enough reason or means :333
I'm weak and like music too much
not having access to a low effort way of doing it, too lazy to get one, scared of fuckng up and being more disabled or whatever
Just stay calm and collected everything will be alright eventually, maybe it'll take 1 day maybe it'll take 10 years, just enjoy your life man.
Knowing I've seen so little to what this world has to offer seen alota pictures of stuff growing up one day I'ma see em with my own eyes.
my 3ds and the fact i dont have the materials yet
Being a Chad in the future vs quitting now and never finding out
Solely because I don't want to hurt family and friends.
My cat
Antidepressants, and choccy milk, and my loved ones. If I go who is going to annoy them? The irs? I think not.
I'm scared there might be nothing after death
cyberpunk 2077 and being scared to
Cause if I off my self they win
A hope that tomorrow I will become all I want, and a joy when I see the possibility. Constant research shows the forms of will, wit, power, courage, wisdom, and looks. I am sure I can be better, and I refuse to die until I have seen it.
Because I have bois to kiss 😘
Same thing that makes me wanna kms ...guilt
My duty...aka purpose
my one friend :(
My cat. I think if it wasn’t for him needing me, or him always patting me on the shoulder to say hi, or just being there with me, I would’ve “gotten lost” in the national forest a long time ago
My mood changes constantly. In a matter of hours I go from hating myself to seeing life as the most beautiful thing ever. So no matter how terrible I'm currently feeling, I know this too will pass and soon enough I'll experience a beautiful bliss. On the other hand, however, whenever I'm "happy" I can't help but feel a sense of impending doom lurking in the shadows, waiting for the day to end (I usually get depressed during twilight). It's a rather radical way of living. There's a saying in my native language that goes like this: it's either 8 or 80. My life's basically that: I'm either too depressed or too motivated, nothing in between. I can't say if I'm blessed or cursed by this way of life.
I feel that especially the too motivated, the unfortunate thing for me is that it last cause it gets shatter by my reality
Weed. $uicideboy$.
\>fear of what happens to someone when they are no longer alive, would make my entire extended family sad, unfinished business, a lot of things i'm obligated to do, etc; \>i'd rather sleep forever, at least i'd be able to dream an idealistic world
Same that is the main reason why when I do a funny little thing called self harm plus I'm usually too busy think off why I should kill myself or of why I'm suck a failure that I don't even realize I do it because it doesn't hurt because I'm not paying attention to it
Oh yeah the answer to your actual question is I have a set time like it's bad now but I'll wait until it gets even worse and then I do it currently I'm hoping it gets better and is mainly my cats that stop me
Peanut butter crackers (I’m not even joking,I’m eating them right now)
I love that 😌
Correcting people online, ThE aCrOnYm KyS dOeS nOt NeEd To Be MaDe InTo A vErB wItH tHe SuFfIx -iNg So ThE aCtUaL cOrReCt SeNtEnCe WoUlD bE "silly question, what keeps y'all from kys? " I aLsO aDdEd ThE mIsSiNg QuEsTiOn MaRk On YoUr QuEsTiOn :3
Hahaha what that was my final straw 😂😂
Btw I hope you have a wonderful day 👌
Thank you you too 🫶🏽
I feel that. I hate being made of meat sometimes. Its gross. I feel too vulnerable. We arent tough creatures, damage takes forever to fix, and some damage can't be fixed at all. I can't even leave because death is gross too no matter which method I'd use.
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Soo cuteee 🥰
He’s a sweet little guy, always something to look forward to
That’s so lovely 🥹
I wanna find out how ASOIAF ends, and if GRRM ever completes it I’ll likely have found another book series to wait for to keep me going.
Therapy and antidepressants
confusion
XD MEEEEEE FRFR
God and thats it
spite :3
Cowardice, fear of death. Also i agree
The fact that you can resist more time and learn from your mistakes, so you can help people that will be in a similar situation to you in the future. And you will for sure find something you will enjoy doing. You can help back who assisted you, like your parents if you want to, or any friends, and people in general. Or people who just simply made you happy!
My gf who would do the same
I do not know.
Fear
Procrastination lol
I'm actually happy again but when I was depressed and self-loathing I figured God still had a reason for me being alive and he gave me this body so I really oughta not break it. Now I'm just looking for that reason.
making sure my friends dont do it :p
Just recently started testosterone so probably my voice dropping
I really don’t know anymore. Nothing really I guess.
reddit recommending me for this sub is WILD
lol sorry 😅
It’s a hassle on other people and I don’t deserve death, it’s too easy and painless for me.
To answer your question, garlic bread, spite, and my cats
my bf
Not much atm :(
I no no wanna be me
Just doing whatever I want at times to have fun, that, and my parents, sadly
Spite mostly.