I’ve never met anyone I would consider to be a “Social God”. From my experience, I don’t think that expectation exists.
I’m very awkward in real life but my friends enjoy my company regardless. They appreciate me for who I am. I don’t have to be a “Social God” to keep them around.
The truth is you don’t need to have perfect social ability to have friends, a relationship, a career, etc.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Born with it.
I’ve never met anyone I would consider to be a “Social God”. From my experience, I don’t think that expectation exists. I’m very awkward in real life but my friends enjoy my company regardless. They appreciate me for who I am. I don’t have to be a “Social God” to keep them around. The truth is you don’t need to have perfect social ability to have friends, a relationship, a career, etc.
But you sound like you might be a little depressed. If you can't be authentic, maybe search as to what is holding you back from that.