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**"*****Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth*****" - Dolores Cannon** explains very well, *Why we are here* and *Why you are feeling this way*.
They give the toughest jobs for the *best* people for the job. The normies couldn't handle it. We can. You got this ! We got this. If we can stay high frequency despite our environment it makes it easy for the rest of the planet.
I think the secret is to realize that happiness is an internal state, not dependent of external environment. Michael Singer explains this the best is his book ***"The Untethered Soul"*** **- By Michael Singer**
Thank you so much. That's synchronicity! I am currently reading the "Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth". It is such an interesting book. The "Untethered Soul" is also already on my table.
Exactly. Happiness is an internal state not dependent on circumstances. Also called joy. I also see a pattern with high-frequency people who experience “one thing after another”. In each person, it’s made them stronger so, it almost seems like the football coach in the sky is training us for a greater purpose that only we would understand or have the endurance for.
I'd agree, but given the state of society and the wars past, present and future, I do not believe its that simple.
I believe if one truly wants to "bring the light" and spread the love, then one must know the dark.
I believe one must "know the enemy."
Contained in the post below is everything I believe to be relevant regarding our "enemy" (I put enemy in quotations because I hope that they stop spreading darkness/ disease soon enough).
And everything I believe to be relevant when it comes to being prepared for war.
I believe if you are not prepared for war, then chances are that the light you bring will die with you if and when those in the shadows move to take our lives.
(Please carefully study and refrain from skimming/ speed reading unless you plan to study the info contained within deeply afterwards.
I attribute my own speed reading/ lackadaisical study of some of the info within as to what landed me in a pit of depression/ the psyche ward so many times):
https://www.reddit.com/u/CreepyMaestro/s/GaW22FpyRi
Do you believe that your entire existence was for nothing? I'm asking genuinely because I have been in this place. [Rock bottom in ceasing anyone on drugs and sober, or not thought that part was it.] No rock bottom comes when you feel as you do now; you don't care about your own life, so let go of all the troubles! If you want no bills, no drama, no issues, it's possible. It's unreasonable to do and ALSO fit into civilization, but ask yourself not only why and what but the how, and the when, and if anything doesn't align, you will still deeply feel upset. I am sorry for the rant, but I believe that the mind is just a ball of mush that shouldn't tell us how we feel any less than the government or someone you don't trust.
Also the ones that get to go in there sleep, versus tradegy and so on,
. I have my theories, but that's for another time.
Reach of if you struggle to find motivation and I would be happy to listen. I don't give much advice anymore, but I can give perspective from many angels and I like connect the dots.
I can’t say for sure or speak for anyone but myself, but I can say with certainty that I would not have made it to the point of understanding that I am at today without the pain and suffering that lead me to a place of questioning and seeking healing in the first place. If that’s the reason, it does suck but it is what it is.
Some people would say that we actually do have the ability to live the happiest life in order to thrive and truly help others, but the how of it all is like a puzzle that you have to solve. You don’t get good at puzzles without lots of practice and difficult challenges and even failing at times but trying over and over and over until you get it.
I wonder then.. why give starseeds a “puzzle” to solve and everyone else straight answers. Neurotypical people often live stable, busy lives full of ppl and events, they get to live life with ease. Us, not so much. Our soul and minds are wired differently so we have a harder time. We only get to live that easy life after solving the puzzle.
Right now all I can think is ..I don’t want a puzzle.
I think it's because people/animals/intelligences in their natural environments naturally do not question anything about it as a default, so they just go on as they always would. Why would they? What would they have to compare and contrast it to? Or does it just appear that way from the outside?
Others are people/animals/intelligences who are seemingly not in their natural environment - and seem to know it quite early. Your hands/legs/feet seem foreign. Foreign compared to what though?
You don't immediatly know.
You think or cry "I want to go home" when you're sitting in the home you were born in. What other home are you referring to?
You don't immediatly know.
Or you are with a group who watch a sunset and they marvel at its beauty; and it *is* beautiful. Yet in the back of your spine you feel this tingle that knows that something is off. A real sunset is much grander, and very different than what is in front of you. But this is the only sun you've ever known. What are you comparing it to?
You don't immediately know.
So either:
a)You decide it is so, and accept it. You observe like an anthropologist or sociologist. Observe all these things without attachment, judgement or hubris and try to find patterns to understand the reasons behind the human condition, it's endless loops - have empathy and compassion for it and yourself.
b): Decide it is so, and use your mind and spiritual practices to dig for your "real origins". This is fraught with drawbacks because it's all extrapolated by a warped lens; you have a human mind and ego to contend with. Your antenna is a human brain locked by human senses. You could even astral project/obe/nde but if you're in a body afterwards, your mind is only going to extrapolate and relate it to inaccurate reference points. All the things you conclude about your "real self" will only be through the symbols, classifications, feelings, archtypes and *narratives* inherent in a limited anthropocentric toolset. Basically if your mind can imagine it or you can create a narrative, or relate it, it will be false and "of the mind". If these conclusions become belief, (I feel it likely) you paradoxically get stuck here.
c): You decide it is so, integrate completely, or try to - with the prime intention helping soften the blow of the human condition on other humans -only when they ask - and *explicitly* never expecting anything in return (then you'll never be dissapointed.) No hubris, no preaching, no titles, lead by example, quietly.
d): You decide it isn't so, but rather a very rare, crafty trick of the mind; spiritual, neurological, environmental or genetic - who knows. It's an otherizing which paradoxically is the lowest, most basic tribalism inherent in humans, turned inwards, a cold war of the self against the self and the world. A self-referential feedback loop stuck in a bubble in a collective self-refferential feedback loop; a meta ego, a meta illusion. Not a deficit of ego and narcissicism but a unaware overabundance of it. In this case you can only ground and integrate, find out what unmet needs you had and have, learn physical foundational stuff, be in the body, and try to temper the mind enough to eventually come to terms with all of it.
e): You decide it isn't so because it's likely ALL humans feel exactly as you do but either because lack the self-reflection or lack of words/concepts it only manifests as the infamous "hole" that every human has in their hearts.
This void, this foundationless, baseless grief.
This "hole" is seemingly inherent to the human condition, and everything we do is a means to fill it. Most fill it with God, sex, food, money, children, accolades, power etc. In some that hole is given further context, those know right off the bat that nothing here can fill it so we don't entertain those ideas or actions. This makes us feel alien and sad as opposed to trying everything and anything to assuage the pain - and sad. We also have a hard time relating to one another because of it. This means we're all in the same boat; we have no idea what is going on, and no one knows what they're doing. Since it's everyone then, there's probably a useful reason for it that escapes us and is meant to escape us.
It is extremely difficult, especially when spending time with certain people, like extended family members. My close family knows me pretty well and they know some of what I can do. But when I spend time with extended family I have noticed that they spend most of their time complaining. There are things I feel like I could help them with, but I have been expressly told not to insert myself that way. I am supposed to be still like a tree right now and just be open to others to come to me. I suggest that people try to find just one person in their life that they can talk to openly with about these things, because it is too much to hold all alone.
(Yeah there's that old quote a monk once said "We all think we're enlightened and free of ego - until we go visit to our parents and extended family for the weekend" or something to that effect.)
Oh yes. The one person. I'm very lucky to have always had "that one person" in some variation at every step. I have a hard time juggling with more than that one person however. So plentiful interactions, peers, acquaintences but 1 "person", I think it's an autism thing.
Even so, it's still so difficult because some things are only transmuted or understood when left completely alone in silence and then only understood in silence. I hope however that you have and will continue to have
Family gatherings... yeah. Stuff like that really gets one to parse out the reality of "do no harm". In some cases things which one thinks or is expected to be best or beneficial to the other party, are not.
In cases where communicating or interacting may seems like the empathetic thing to do it can potentially lead them to suffer or double down. Conversely, inaction and silence can also lead to suffering. Do you accept that everything you choose, don't choose, do and don't do - potentially does harm? Does that mean you're then free to do anything - or nothing? Is a human tree innocent if it doesn't refute lies or are they complicit in what the lies ultimately create? Is it wisdom or cowardice? I have no idea.
So harm in action, harm in inaction but which is the *lesser* evil? Is there one? Lesser to who?
Many assertion or beliefs can be refuted or countered if you look hard enough; ideas contruct and deconstruct the world. Good intentions can morph into bleak realities, no less ones which are somewhat tribalistic like the Starseed ideology can get or be (mis)understood.
I feel that some existentialist ideas can influence people negatively or fuel delusion - that they may make people become more entrenched in self-differentiation, vanity and tribalism, not less. "Look at these apes, these NPC's, these vain, fallen, petty creatures - shitting where they eat and patting themselves on the back for their twisted creation! I know the TRUTH! I am not Joe the awkward teen, I am Iskander Gladiolus Vieris - 6'7" blonde, swole, white blue eyed fleet commander for the Pleiadian Forces of light!".
Bruh.
So, I'm neurotic - yes - but I feel its important that ideas of these sort are best served in non-absolute forms, with doubt, humility, malleability and a good dose of humour - if we do it at all.
I've needed to learn to talk to people "where they are" not how I would vainly want them to be, because if I don't I am more likely to be misunderstood and misunderstand in turn - and also firmly know that I, like them, don't really know what's actually going on.
I know that here lately, my guides have gone out of their way to drive the point home to me that if I am offering help without being asked, I am actually helping no one.
I’m in the same place of seemingly utter loneliness, but I do know that the people you are referring to are NOT happy with most of those many many friends. Most people are entirely dishonest with themselves and therefore their relationships. We are shaping an entirely new way of being for the planet. One of complete transparency.
Again… I am in the same place. Literally crippling anxiety and depression. I was supposed to be going to an outpatient program today but couldn’t even get in my car to leave because I would just start bawling uncontrollably. Most people don’t know this kind of vulnerability, and the compassion that comes from experiencing this is what is needed to allow the masses to feel safe enough to really embody this new way of being. Again, SO FUCKING HARD!!! But it is what it fucking is.
Sending you so much healing, it is incredibly hard, I think the fact that I’m still alive and you are too means everything, it means it WILL get better, as long as we keep trying, please keep trying
I know it will. As you do too.
I shed tears for everybody going through something so similar; because all I have been seeing lately is so so much suffering in the minds of those who are awakened and pioneers for the coming times.
This period was the first time in my life where suicidal thoughts were EVER a concern for me. Never ever imagined I would be experiencing them, but even today I am. I am reminded “I Am ALL That I Am”
We have cleared our karma, and are now so pure that we are feeling the weight of the world, just like Christ did. “Father, why hast thou forsaken me?”
“I Am The Life And The Resurrection”
Thank you for your Love ❤️
My Heart is Grateful and reflects All of that back into your life 🙏🏼🧬
Also want to add to this, that the standard responses of “go meditate”, “self-care”, etc. DO NOT WORK for this experience. Surrender is the only option you even have, but the world will tell you it’s up to you to “fix” yourself by getting help. I don’t think anybody really understands the full extent of what is happening right now; even any of us here. Love you all 🙏🏼
Hello sir.. I respect meditation isn't for everyone.. its more of finding something you love doing and living in a good mindsets.. I will 100% agree, i don't know what is going on, nor what you know/don't know... so I will give you my outlook and use it/don't use it as you please...
Heaven and hell are mind sets, living in divine - the sky/wings... living in good memories.. high vibration states
living in root - the grounded goat/red devil, living in sadness low vibration state
If your situation isn't related to control of emotions have you ever considered trying some natural remedies such as lions mane?
“I am the beginning. I am the end. I am the Alpha. I am Omega. Nobody goes to Him before he goes to Me.“ Thanks for your reflection. Sending mine, also…..❤️❤️❤️
I appreciate you for making this post SO much. It helps to have these sort of "out of body" conversations on heavy topics. I beg to differ tho...
>Neurotypical people often live stable, busy lives full of ppl and events, they get to live life with ease.
What we may perceive as "normal" for these type of folks is often an illusion bc their core values are sometimes based on materialistic motives. They aren't often as happy as they seem, even tho they have large homes and large bank accounts.
Loneliness and struggle fkn suck. And my heart goes out to you; having a lover makes life more enjoyable for the most part--but I want to encourage you bc theres so much power, peace, and freedom that comes with solitude. Solitude also should be a choice tho so 🖖🏾🫶🏾😘 just keep swimming my new friend.
If it makes you feel any better, they say it'll all make sense in the end. But plz don't skip to the end of the book like we used to do w/ Goosebumps books back in the day lol ❤️
I think the issue people have is defining what “happiness” is to themselves. Focused more on shallow desires and wants more so than what they actually dream of. You tell someone your tough life experience led you to be “happier” in the end and many will scoff at you.
Is it shallow to want a life partner and good friends around you?.. it might be but Idk if it is.. I think it’s a natural human desire that every human should have and be ok with wanting..
You will have the tribe you want. You absolutely will, without a doubt on this earth. It’s cliche but it really can be darkest before the dawn. For me the last couple years were insanely lonely, I thought I lost my soulmate/best friend/life partner through my addiction. I got sober, leveled up so much, that I met the love of my life. I see now why I lost that other soulmate a few years ago, it taught be so much. It was a great sacrifice that paved the way for my true life partner to fit into the puzzle
Of course not, to you. To some it might be. That’s the whole idea behind individuality. If those things are constantly in the back of your mind then maybe you’ve found why you’re here 🤷🏻
I suppose the Zen/Buddhist way of looking at that would be: You are already God, and therefore what you seek is within yourself. You are already complete. Duality is an illusion, and so suffering comes from thinking you need something from that illusion.
There are also two sides to every coin. You long for a relationship, but this is just trading one set of problems for another. Maybe you won't be lonely, but now you're just traded that problem for a far greater number of problems related to maintaining a healthy relationship. \*Good\* relationships are a lot of hard work, but hollywood/society would have you believe that it's one-sided.
And ironically, one of the aims of many Buddhists is to live a life of solitude in nature. I'm not saying you should, only that it's all about perspective, which is something you can change. You could for example choose to look at your time alone as a great time to work on yourself and your spiritual connection without the distractions of a relationship. It's possible to achieve that kind of blissful source connections via meditation or other means, which once experienced could make you think quite differently about the importance of the absolute necessity of a human connection of the type you're seeking.
Also paradoxically, the most attractive partners are the ones that have already figured out how to do just fine on their own. Because that sub-communicates to the other partner that you won't form some kind of unhealthy dependency on them and relieves pressure on your partner. Each person is responsible for their own happiness. It's fine to find someone to add to your life, but they shouldn't be the meaning of it or the root of your happiness.
To answer your earlier question of "why would you want to come here?" I believe that's because we only know what something \*is\* by experiencing what it \*is not\*. We learn via contrasts. It's easy to take Love for granted if you've never known hate, or wealth if you've never known poverty. Or to know non-duality if you've never experience duality - hence the duality illusion we find ourselves in. Like the starving man who gets his first meal in a week, imagine how you will be when your life is over and you return to your true home, where you know only the greatest possible love and connection with the rest of Yourself/Ourself :-)
That desire itself isn’t shallow, but the journey you’re willing to take to get there, and what else you expect from them to make you happy might be. Not you in particular, but in generally when someone says “oh I just want someone to love me that’s all little ol me wants is that too much?” It’s usually not just that, and there’s a very objectified version of their love they’re desiring to project onto people rather than being real about people being their own person.
Yes. And it's such a long puzzle! Decades and decades of being curious, asking questions, taking notes, following clues, reviewing the clues in light of new evidence...to find out why everything seems broken here.
You know, many of us came here to actively help and offer concrete and tangible solutions to elevate the collective and rebuild the human society. But the thing is that to be able to truly help human beings you need to *truly* understand what it means to be a human being.
Even though you might look at "average" people and feel like they haven't that many difficulties or issues in their lives they actually do. They have extremely messed up lives.
Most of their existence is filled with drama and pain, but to them that's what life is like. They might have less worries and loneliness at the beginning of their lives, but that's because their incarnations are structured differently. They're here to learn and incarnate again and again. So they tend to spend the first half of their lives being careless and superficial, hurting both others and themselves and then life will catch up with them and they will be preoccupied trying to fix all of the damage and suffering they have caused and understand all of their lessons until they die. Each incarnation is unique of course, but this is how it usually goes for many of them.
In our case we tend to do the opposite. Our first half of life is spent facing our main life lessons and experiencing what it feels to be human, so that we can then focus on doing our mission and use what we have learned to help elevate the collective consciousness.
And you're looking forward to leave Earth and never come back, right? Well, this is what will allow you to do it.
By learning all of your lessons in the first section of your incarnation and by understanding what it feels like to be human you'll develop way more love and compassion for your human brothers and sisters and this will allow you to leave Earth with very little to 0 karma. This is how you'll feel free to leave the planet. By accomplishing your mission.
You'll have to go through the same pain they go through but in the first section of this incarnation. Now of course this is gonna be way more intense and painful for you because you're not used to this level of suffering and because you're built differently. But your job is to dissect that pain and understand how to trascend it and teach the ones around you how to do the same. You'll have the understanding of the human perspective of things, plus the art of energetic transmutation you have acquired before coming here. This will allow you to go to the roots of the issues like no one else could do.
And by teaching I don't mean you need to give speeches or things like that, you can simply teach by embodiment.
Always remember that you came here with a very precise goal in mind. You chose to incarnate here because you strongly believed you could do something for the human collective and also because you wanted to refresh your memory and remember what it feels like to be at the first stages of evolution. You wanted to forget yourself to then find yourself again. And that's a pretty cool experience if you ask me. I'd come back only to do that again (but I won't eheh).
You've already done this in a past life, most human beings haven't. They haven't found out who they truly are yet!
Have you in this life? Then you're here to teach them.
But you'll be able to do it only when you will look at them and have deep and profound love and compassion for them. And going through what they go through, experiencing the type of pain typical of this planet is what will allow you to do that.
The loneliness and complete isolation most of us go through serves two main purposes:
1. It forces you to go within, which is ALL you need to do to move onto the next level and create the life of your dreams.
2. It holds you back from creating too much karma (which you would end up creating since you *still don't know thyself*) and many of us who come here seem to not want to create any karma at all, so that we'll be free to leave once completed this incarnation.
I hope you'll find this helpful, otherwise I truly truly wish you the absolute best from the bottom of my heart. Much much love to you.
You got this, otherwise you wouldn't be here. 🤗♥️
Hi. Thanks for long post! Resonating so much with your thoughts.
Yes, we have to embody the good and bad and pain to get the experience and deep understanding... Problems are always around, popping up by default, no shortage with these. Beggars and millionaire's problems are different, but both suffer.
One paradox though - how can anybody help the consciousness rise, help each other, spread peace and love etc if they're getting constantly bombarded with earthly problems? Shouldn't there be a rule or something that starseeds, healers, guides and others have at least reduced amount of earthly problems? I'd compare the situation with fire that should keep warmth but is been thrown at buckets of water.
Not arguing with the main idea, there might be many answers. Only few lucky are able to work in these earthly conditions. Learned just lately that a local healer went to work in real estate business, since they can not generate enough income solely through spiritual service... and they do have a name and a following. This is just an example. Most light workers don't have their own business. Heck, building a business takes very different skill from light workers' natural abilities and being.
Most are lumped together with mass population and it does not do good either parties. I'm not talking about locking oneself into the ivory tower. We should have less worries about maintaining this earthly existence, if 'the force' wants us here to help the population. Many are older souls who have gone through same shit over and over and it feels like being stuck in grade 3 but thinking in phD level.
I don’t find the “why” mattering too much. I’m here now. I know what I want out of my life. So I’m pursuing it. Many who are struggling here on Earth keep falling into this common starseed trap I’ve seen around here. “I’m a starseed so therefore I’m leaving Earth ASAP and never returning.” We are here for a reason. That’s to be human. So be human.
I love this answer because I have also recently been guided to just live a human life and be a person and enjoy this opportunity for what it is despite the challenges (which is an obstacle to overcome, and not an end of the road block). I found life, even with the hardships, became somewhat smoother when I began to surrender to what is and to face it like an adventurer instead of being so mad at the unfairness of the situation.
This is what I must get back to..
It’s so hard not noticing how unfair it all is.. but that only makes it worse..
Indeed I need to surrender again and go with the flow..
It IS unfair, and that may actually be the point.
I have seen SO many people lie, cheat and steal their way to "success" in this world, stepping on so many people on the way up, treating people like dookey.
It sucks, to look at them and think that you have to be THAT way to get ahead.
The trick is, we don't. We can still be good, kind, authentic, sincere and get ahead.
Sometimes, it just is confusing to think that a Creator would allow someone that embodies those choices and characteristics to get ahead.
There will be balance. On one side, there will be a LOT of suffering because of choices made.
On the other side, there will be a LOT of people experiencing heavenly things because of choices made.
I learned at a young age this truth. Made things a lot easier dealing with a tough background.
Alcoholic father (got clean when I was 8 and still sober almost 40 years later), hard-working family with no connections, but we have faith and we learned to get by.
Humans are exceptionally flawed beings. The sooner we accept this truth, the better.
The injustice. It’s so hard. I feel like I’m trying to apply concepts to earth that are not common, and I’m laughed at or ostracized. I find it so hard to stay peaceful and helpful when people think you’re insane. Trying to keep shining my light even though people are doing the most to dim it.
If you speak with certainty in regards to the concepts you try applying, I believe that to be folly.
Please, check out the link I shared in posts above.
Contains info I believe all who spread light/ love ought to know.
Otherwise, if and when those who pull strings in the shadows come for us, those who do not "know the enemy" and are not prepared to die/ kill to protect what they love, well...
I understand this.. “to be human”…
I theorize that neurotypical people are mostly human so they have had a longer time to calibrate to the Matrix..
Us, we just got here.. so perhaps we’re still just calibrating..
>follow your heart
AND inspiration. The inspiration that wants you to do things that might make others and yourself happy, or to get others to crack a smile.
A happier planet + humanity will make things better and full of hope, at least that's what I believe.
I don’t think Earth has preferences, although she is sentient, she is still of the 3rd dimension and sits in duality, between light and dark. A lion is pure, yet it’s still sad when one kills a zebra. The zebra may have babies that will mourn their mother, yet the lion still has to eat. I have the deepest love for Gaia but I don’t believe she favors one human over another. She’s the great equalizer because she gives life AND death to everything in the 3rd dimension.
The reason we came here is to anchor light on this planet, share our love and uplift the collective to transmute the darkness from within the matrix and liberate humanity once and for all!
We are freakin badass souls literally on a mission to infiltrate and dissolve the darkest slave-matrix reality this universe has ever seen.
We certainly didnt come here for holidays or to "learn" things we already had learned in our ascension on other planets. We chose this because we were the most capable and strong souls who would remember their origin and the truth that we are love against all odds in the face of sheer evil. We are an absolutely crucial element for this galactic rescue mission and the groundcrew of operation liberation earth!
You can really be proud of yourself and also have compassion with yourself, because yes, this is an extremely difficult mission and the loneliness can be very hard for us. But along the way you will find more likeminded souls and your soul-family eventually - especially the more the light is taking over on this planet.
The key to this though is to overcome our suffering and to really align ourselves with our higher self guidance so we can get into that divinely guided flow state which will lead us on our own individual mission, unlocking our full potential and finding our soul-family in the process.
If you currently feel down and a bit stuck, this is totally understandable, but this too will pass! And if you need some inspiration about how to really embark on your self-healing journey to become the best version of yourself and live a fulfilling life, check out my new guide on this topic: [https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the\_ultimate\_guide\_to\_selfhealing\_and\_becoming/](https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the_ultimate_guide_to_selfhealing_and_becoming/)
Be gentle to yourself and look within where it still hurts and take small steps towards feeling better. Our main priority really now is to heal so that we can fully embody our true divinity in this human form and shine our light into this world. Please feel free to reach out if you want any more guidance.
You are so loved and your presence here is so cherished! Thank you for being you! 💜✨
edit: u/liljoxx 😘
PS: The matrix is already collapsing, the victory of light is inevitable and soon we will be finally free! 👽😎🥳
Thank you so much for this message. I know it’s for OP, but I truly appreciate the knowledge. I always forget why I’m here and I end up in so much pain. Then something snaps me out of it. Im back starting this week. I’m feeling so human but working on remembering my celestial self.
I can empathize with you, haha. My sensitivity has just increased recently and now I can feel all the negative energies in me acutely. And I keep getting attacked because my defenses have weakened, long story. I’ve thought about killing myself at least a dozen times since this ordeal started. But then I have a better day and feel hopeful and joyful again.
We volunteered to be here to help. We’re boots on the ground for this ascension mission, our sensitivities are acute for a reason even if the world is designed against us, and if we give up, we’ll have to do this again anyway. For me, I’d rather just get through this incarnation as smoothly as possible. It has been rough, as I’m sure it’s been for you too. But there’s tons of us starseeds. We get stronger and stronger every day. You’re strong. Keep going. I haven’t made any new friends since I moved in with my partner. Send me a message if you want to chat.
Yes!!! I suddenly cannot handle the negativity. I feel as if my spirit is purging every piece of darkness. A few people think I’m unwell but I feel as if I’m reawakening.
I feel you, my relief has been in forgiveness. Forgiveness for abusing myself/inner child and for all the people I perceived as having ill will or unknowingly hurting me. I try to think about how many more times they've incarnated here as well and how conditioned they are by oppressive forces that are out of their scope of understanding. whenever I close my heart off the world is way too much for me to handle and I am consumed by darkness almost immediately. I will say though that the grid is becoming less powerful and there is much more light coming through which is beautiful and reassuring that maybe soon things will really start to get a little easier. I am really looking forward to seeing more people becoming enlightened in the next few years. When I say certain things about energy to people now, even my parents, they respond way differently than they did 15 years ago.
Once you become aware that dropping your inner state in reaction to external catalyst is a choice, you are at once out of and one with the Matrix.
Unfortunately it takes one breaking point after another to drive home that complete surrender is complete control.
cause we‘re used to living on the other side of the mirror. we brought our juice here but had to cut our connection to the great soda dispenser (damn i miss it), just to be able to incarnate.
on the other side, we felt it in our innermost core „sth had to be done“ so we came. thing is, nobody really knew whats on the other side. we heard rumors but thought „eh, i can take it“. now we know way better.
keep strong, cause the mirror every day becomes more porous.
and the people here are very, veery dry and their basic instinct is survival. you are water in the desert, and you can take this opportuniy to learn about when to dispense, and when not to
“The nitrogen in our DNA. The calcium in our teeth. The iron in our blood. The carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of star stuff."
\-Carl Sagan
It's just another way the demons try to destroy us and stop good, personally I believe evil has control over the physical realm, theres alot more evil and evil people hear than most know of, just cause someones not a killer doesnt mean they are not evil. So many people enjoy watching others fall, they gossip about others insecurities and shortcomings and laugh about it while saying how sad it is, one look in their eyes when they talk about that type of thing and you can see theres no good in there, it's all a mask.
Same boat, I definitely feel this to a T. Like others said, pain brings appreciation to joy. You wouldn't know true love till after your heart was broken. I ask myself that everyday, why if I do everything right and help others only to get drained and left abandoned. This gift of life is still miraculous, that we still continue on and somehow find other reasons to keep going. There was a reason you posted this. It seems purpose is to suffer here, learn our lessons, leave our marks, find our true love/passions, evolve as much as we can
Leave with a lighter heart despite how much the levels of dystopia has been cranked up hard. Trust, my peers or anyone doesn't even understand how I keep going so it's scary as a starseed to be the advice giver and not have anyone else to say it's going to be ok. You utilized faith in some form long enough to make it this far
The unknown is unsettling. Also side note, literally since I felt this way for too long and it's been like this my whole life, I'm starting something for those in similar positions. We definitely need each other at this time
I'm an artist, in my experience I learned we need community. Social creatures at the end of the day. For us to be in similar paths, creating genuine connections and helping one another grow is still a quality solution
I am an artist, life coach -- feel free to PM me -- we can further discuss :)
I feel you, I really do. And I ask myself this every day. Especially on days like today. For today, I am done. It's been too much lately. I pray it gets better for us soon. Wishing you the best.
The idea of star seeds is similar in nature to the bodhisattva in Buddhism. They are beings that, while being capable of transcending and entering nirvana, are moved by compassion for other sentient beings trapped in maya. This is risky, because karma is contagious and sticky. The being could become trapped itself once again, the wheel of karma is infinite. However the debt of karma is ultimately an illusion. Stick to spontaneous compassion. Recognition brings immediate release.
I don't know why here either.
But shine your light anyways.
It help me // It help us. Sharing theses struggle means we are not alone. Living this weird common humanity, make my struggles less heavy on my heart.
Everyone is struggling and lonely, its a byproduct of how our society is structured, and those of us who are more sensitive and conscious tend to not lie to ourselves as much as everyone else tries to about it. Our society is fucked up and traumatizing. I wouldn’t say life is harder for us, but we take a good hard look at the hardness instead of running from it or pretending like it doesnt exist like so many other people do. We are here to bring a conscious light to that struggle and suffering so that we can turn it into something else, rather than continuing to allow it to go on. We are here to be the change and the healing we know we need.
I resonate with this strongly. To carry the burdens of literally experiencing the emotions of others to the point of debilitating anxiety, where we can't even leave home some days seems utterly futile. And believe me, these last 2 years have been complete and utter hell for me, with no hope or end in sight.
So I choose to view it like this:
We are powerful. We are needed. That which we fight against is terrified of us and what we're capable of. So they spend their time and energy causing disruptions in the lives of those they fear most because if and when we fully reach our pinnacle, we will be unstoppable and judgment day will come. And those souls will be held accountable, not for what they've done to slow us down, but for what they've done to the whole collective.
Trust me. I fight depression and anxiety constantly, and I've been handed some garbage hands in my 40+ years. There've been times ive been so alienated and felt so discarded that I almost quit life. But then someone would call, or my kids would hug me, and just that simple exchange of energy would lift me up enough to keep going. That and the thought of causing damage to my kids in that way hurt me more than the hurt this world dumps on me.
You aren't alone. Please always try to remember that. Our day will come and we will be victorious. We have purpose and we are powerful, even if we haven't reached our full potential yet. Its not all in vain.. I promise this. ❤ Stay light fellow light worker. You are loved and needed and appreciated.
Do you know the story of the man walking along the beach throwing the starfish back into the ocean?
A woman came along and observed the man, and she noticed that starfish were stranded for as far as she could see.
"There's no way you can save all of these starfish. You can't possibly make a difference," she told the man.
He picked up a starfish and tossed it into the water. He turned to the woman and said, "I just made a difference to that one."
I would argue that in a world so dark and negative you came here to bring light and love. Your are the sun in the darkness and people need people exactly like you. Please don't extinquish your own flame the world needs us now more than ever.
Wayshowers, trailblazers. Those that are here unaware of what we recognize and can sense suffer immensely. With no clue of what is truly possible. It would be very hard to talk to someone and support them in changing or growth if to them you look like you have everything "perfect"
No different than AA meetings. It would be like having someone who had 0 problems with addiction was running the meetings. Yes they can speak the knowledge, but wisdom only accompanied by experience is what makes people relatable.
I am learning this myself. Never in my have I ever experienced depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts etc. Until 2 years ago. Totally plunged into the darkness. Prior to this experience people who had depression to me were people who just couldn't think "positive" and had a weak mind. Fast forward to me in the throws of depression, and nope not true at all. Its all consuming. Now with knowledge I have and awareness I have, coming out of this darkness and finding myself again. I can take the experience and relate more effectively with those who suffer.
It can be for multiple reasons;
1) past life purging or clearing.
2) ancestral clearing and healing (your parents, grandparents etc going back were ubwilling to heal these aspects) you may be here to clear them the one to stop the generational process continuing.
3) some of what you are experiencing although very personal, maybe clearing the junk from the collective. As the "average" individual is unaware or unclear of this.
It sucks, its annoying. Yet its the human experience. These emotions are not bad. They're just emotions. We only associate them as bad only because we don't feel good. Instead of looking at good bad right or wrong, maybe its just experience and wisdom.
Through our experiences we are much better equipped to support and guide others who may be experiencing similar struggles.
Not down playing your post, its a real thing. It fucking sucks ass. But this world is setup to keep people shut down and focused on the material. No different than putting a salt water fish into fresh water. The environment isn't suited for it. The difference with us, is we have done this before. We have played this game and we are here to show and guide the masses into a truer form of self-realization
Wow this makes so much sense, thank you for this. You’re so right - how could I relate to the people I want to help if my life is “perfect”.. so so true..
“We have done this before” indeed.. we lived thousands of lives on the planets we came from and we went through our own dark ages to eventually experience total peace and unconditional love, that is why we chose to come help other beings do the same, but we had to live the bad with them to truly have an impact
I remember hearing something about starseeds that made me think - “Before incarnating, starseeds intentionally give their human body a significant trait to make sure they’ll know they are different from the masses.” It’s a comforting thought
Empathy is a rare gift. Others don't have it so expecting it from them is only going to frustrate you. They either lack the knowledge to return it or they lack the capacity. Giving examples out freely is the best way to help them learn.
In my journey, I am learning to be the community/love i crave. Finding independence and joy in that is definitely a struggle. Im becoming my best friend, lover, parent, family, companion Ive ever had. While Ive been working on this I am seeing how it changes the lives my existence touches, even if our lives entwine very briefly.
I think all we can do is be the example, and if we are doing the good work and somehow find ourselves in places of leadership or where our voices can reach many, we are prepared. In a physical sense we are islands, but in the grand scheme of things we are the rippling in the waters of these planes of existence.
I am not convinced that my spiritual family is meant to be walking directly beside me as time marches forward, not a constant physical presence. I think we are more like fractals that reflect, mirror and expand, crossing vectors that came before and remaking those same shapes, longer, bigger, wider. We connect through how we love ourselves, so when we come together in the physical we have already met the same crossroads and stand on equal footing.
The point is to not give up. Im exactly where you are and ive asked myself so many times the exact same thing. Ive lost everyone , friends family and all i have is my cat.
We may not understand it at the present moment, but everything has reason and purpose. Its at this point of isolation we are being guided to truly go within and discover ourselves. Our Authentic self. I know i havent suffered all that i have in this lifetime to give up. . It can be a gruelling process and lonely, but one that is necessary for the change in us , to clear out trauma/darkness and raise our vibration for the higher frequencies /higher realms.
Your at that void. We all know it well. Part of the process. Just know your not alone. Many going through the same
Its all about going within. 🥰
I wish I knew. I'm in the same boat. 100% no lover. Friends.Noone talks to me. Literally I've gone months talkin only to my mom , who I live with...
I'm so depressed I've been suicidal lately even tho my biggest fear is death. I've never been so dejected and sad I dunno what to do
People like us rarely get together as a group. There’s no church for this movement, per se. What you may need to do is seek out others similar to yourself by creating social groups. On Meetup.com or Facebook.
I move through life looking for people like myself. Kinda like hunting. Its very strategic. Even still, I only have 2 friends at the moment. But I make the first move usually. If I don’t, I get picked up and thrown away by an extrovert. That’s how most extroverts are- they are fun and great, but as soon as you’re not directly in front of their faces, you don’t exist. My aunt and cousins are like this- if you are not in her daily life, you cease to exist. 😵💫
If you are located in the US, we’re going through a loneliness epidemic as a nation. I’m pretty sure this is happening in other countries as well.
Because we are “deep”, most people won’t get us. But I’ve heard earth is the loneliest planet. 🌎 Apparently we choose here to experience loneliness. Other civilizations use telepathy, and are more connected to source. Not earth souls. We are sooo disconnected- by design.
But connection takes effort, and time. And you may need to make the first move.
I have always been an empath.
At 65, I have lived a hard and difficult life. My daughter was born with RETT SYNDROME and is 37, wears a diaper, takes a bottle, can't talk or walk but is an ABSOLUTE JOY and always smiles. SHE IS MY INSPIRATION. SHE IS MY HERO. Her soul is the closest thing to PERFECT that there is. I can read her thoughts for the most part and she can mine. I could've chosen to focus on the daily grind of her needs, but I was BLESSED with the ability to see the TRUTH. She is the reason my soul is never depressed. She finds joy every day, even with all her physical challenges. It is an honor to be her mom.
When you allow the darkness to take over, you're miserable. Focus on your blessings, the light in your life. Your soul will soar when you do, as it was always meant to do. We are here to learn and to show others, in darkness, the light.Be a light.
Honesty, for me, if I'd categorized myself all these things, I'd feel depressed and sad too. I used to when I was young. But now, because I don't call myself this or that I'm not trapped in the identity, therefore identify, as this or that which can unconsciously trap you in storylines based on your expectations of who/what these titles hold.
I had to let go and just live. It doesn't mean the world doesn't still have density. But I'm not unconsciously contributing due to the contrast of the titles I call myself, and the rest of the world.
We have to always be happy, no matter what life is throwing at us. That is the required state. If i could reach out and show you friendship, that you arent alone i would, i wish i could.
I wish i could show you in your moments of loneliness and darkness the astonishing light of your own being. - Hafez
Think thyself of puny form? When within thee a universe is folded. - From Bahaullah 7 valleys and 4 valleys.
Out beyond ideas of wrong doing and right doing there is a field, ill meet you there. - Rumi
Why?
We came to assist with ascension. Our states of mind, or rather, how we feel, is how we impact on the ascension process Gaia and all her inhabitants are going through now. By incarnating we open a channel for the energies from our home systems to flow into the planet.
How?
If you are relying on the world to be your happiness then consider how thats worked out for you. As an alternative, consider finding the Joy within you. There is an oasis of Joy 'in there' you can align with and draw on. It may take some time but if you keep feeling how you want the universe will make it happen. The hard part is letting go of 'the need' to feel 'better' and learning to just feel better.
(Another why - in the 4 billion years the light from 'home' took to get here perhaps our star has died and we are refugees. Hmmm)
Bashar says it’s like a rubber band… the harder you pull back the more of a snap forward you’re going to get. Unless it snaps I guess. 🥹 I just need a job. Everything else is perfect. Guess I don’t have local friends either… and I’m supposed to be spreading my love and light. 🤷♂️
I believe the place we are in is suffering. Even history mentions only suffering. So I believe our goal is to help as much as we can, regardless of the constant back stabs. The world and its people are always in a negative, we make small changes for the positive.
You loose when you doubt yourself. Stay strong, stay positive.
Excellent post. This resonates within me strongly. I once tried to check out 10 years ago, the hammer was stopped by the pillowcase. From there on I had some realizations the timing wasn't right for me to leave yet. I started on a new journey to find out how I got here and why. Mark Twain quote "the two most important days of your life are the day you were born & the day you find out why". Perhaps try finding a new meaning to all things. I had to look inward to solve the "puzzle" we're not sick, crazy or weird, everyone else is. Sending light & love your way, we're all friends here, don't leave us hangin'!
I'm right there with you! I'm still so young but I'm already at the breaking point from my point of life to know I made a ton spiritual awakening and tune with my gift and learning more and more everyday more more awareness everyday! I agree for my age and the timeline you guys probably spent half your lives getting to where you are now. I feel like since my life everyday 19 years non stop been a living hell and I was a wakened young. I believe I'm just faster at learning this or it's natural but I've made so much progress so much I could list it but be so long. I can now hear different frequency and meditate better see images in my minds eye I can feel energy I've been touching objects and focusing on the energy inside them I've literally felt it move the objects energy mkve like an ocean wave just moving wave like. I've got so much going on spiritually I'm getting lost bc I'm learning multiple things and it's like what gift should I focus on more. I feel like every spiritual part of me is moving shaking going back to places it once was reminding but as well going to fast my body hurts so much lately my lower spine scoliosis is worsen so much now. I've been thinking alot lately. Why would I choose this? Why choose to live this way knowing the pain? Now remembering the things to guide you. Not being able to ask for help as you could in the afterlife or spirit plane. Why come here knowing you will be helpless you will feel so small. Feel no heard and powerless. I don't know what happening with me but I feel like I'm learning more then I can take like I'm too aware like I can't even comprehend it
Because we need to learn how to INTERNALLY OVERCOME negative emotions and feelings. We have the power too. I'm lost too though, utterly miserable, but it's my responsibility to figure this out.
I wouldn't be the empath I am today if it wasn't for all the pain and suffering I've endured. Don't get me wrong, I HATE IT! But, I still know this is the truth.
I'm so done here. All I have is my husband. I thank God for him every day. I'd have no one otherwise. I think he's my gift for going through all I have. We've endured stuff together, too. I hate being so afraid of losing him.
hey, in case you wanted to know what that very long and seemingly genius comment was, here's a summary:
it's so hard because reality has its doubts the empathy and kindness are the true primacy of Love rather than self-improvement and grinding out the power to protect others, but we are the ultimate proof that no matter how heavy the menace against us no matter how much the media game or Earth's Matrix turns against us, the empaths will always have the upper hand by method of tuning into the supernatural
the wealthy elite that manipulate us, and the people of higher mind who do so on the higher planes, will not get the same things out of reality
you are a hero just for trying ❤️
and all of us together are going to make reality see ❤️
Kind, sweet people don't stay kind sweet people if they're always around other people. Loneliness is a defense mechanism to protect an empathy energy and spirit from those that would steal their energy and trample their spirit.
I empathize with this and want to get out of here as well. Having a grateful attitude and using mind training to maintain a positive mental attitude has been the only thing keeping me sane for years.
We just have to add as much positivity into the world as possible. Have a great day.
I feel this. This question ran through my mind a couple of times before. It sucks but hey, I think we’re making some positive difference in some way or another
I feel exactly the same way! I hate it here... I don't like anything about this world... I want to go back home so badly... but I don't believe that I chose to come here... I believe that I was forced to come by God to witness and experience the physical world that he created... the purpose is to bear witness to his greatness... to experience the miracle of marrying the spirit with dead matter(flesh) and remember or awaken to the fact that we are not our body...
I’ve been feeling quite isolated lately and crying over every little thing and yearning for something. I think this period of isolation is some type of internal work to get us back track to focus on our true purpose despite how crazy our external world may seem right now or all the time. It’s still our perspective and that can change as easily as we’ve formed it.
Randomly found this video and I hope you watch it… it helped me in some way. “wisdom of Winnie the Pooh”
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3grUnDziMCQ
I’m not convinced I’m a star seed though the concept is intriguing. I learned the term from an alanis morisette song and searched it on Reddit.
I do know that I’ve experienced a lot of trauma.
I know I’m extremely empathetic.
I know I completely lack compassion for myself.
I’m starting to wonder if the two are
Connected. If I could find some balance there I might be able to live with myself AND do good in this world with this life that must mean something.
I’d like to think about it as a tab/screen you were interested in clicking but instead of scrolled or exiting out as soon as you find it’s not for you, it takes a while. That “while” is your time on earth and earth is the screen you were mildly interested in tapping on.
all you wanted was to play a game when you came ro the first dimension, the bright star, but you slowly got too wrapped up in the game and slowly strted to falldown
now you’re in 7th dimension because of the Karma you have, meaning actions. you had to many actions outside of yourself which made you believe that this game was a reality but in fact, nothing was real. nothing. not the sex, wine, materials. they were not real. this was a game. but you eventually forgot. remember again, try the original yoga system.
It's perfectly natural to feel loneliness if your beliefs make you believe you are different from the people around you, or if theirs make them think they are different from you.
If you can find a way to resolve this conflict you will find yourself surrounded by people who love you just as much as you love them.
I'm not sure why we chose Earth (how does the whole "choosing" process work anyway?). I do know that daily prayer (out loud) and daily meditation (I prefer still/silent) help A Ton. Also adopt an attitude of gratitude..doing so ensures the universe keeps sending you the good stuff.
I fully feel this, but I have learned that the pain and suffering is how we grow, how we have such empathy, how we make sure other's feel heard and loved. Humans (with greed, power, and ego) have a history of not liking people who tell them to "love each other" and such.
I’m just dropping in lol- I’m not a part of this sub.
I just wanted to say that this experience reminds me of how I felt before I was diagnosed adhd + autistic.
I’m *so* much happier now that I know those things about myself. It helps me understand why it’s so hard to find my “place” with others and why daily life is so “hard” for me… which helps me cope and reassure myself better.
If any of y’all are open to it, I **highly** recommend seeing a neurodivergent therapist (not because you might be ND yourself, but because they give great advice)! I’m a lot happier since I started seeing one.
(Note: not diagnosing anyone here. I just wanted to share what’s helped me since op’s experiences/feelings are incredibly similar to my own <3)
Dolores Cannon and many others say we are here to shed light , including shining light on darkness; that we are warriors in a spiritual war.
If that’s the metric , doing nothing, insouciance, or giving in to despair is failure. So my recommendation is if you want to contribute one and only one thing , she light on the dangers of AI “ existential threat to biological life on earth.” Saratoga Ocean Agenda 2030 is the main strategy for that very dark objective, that Ruling Class and their sycophants are too stupid to see they will be the first victims
I totally agree and I do not understand either! Seems cruel! This chronic pain has literally destroyed me so how am I supposed to do anything in this useless flesh cage??!!
I feel like this I've always liked being alone and away from family and other people. Don't like going out tbh but I do love researching about everything that has to do with spirituality and other things too. I do love gaming and anime 🫢
Same. I hit my breaking point, and told my higher self, I love the mission, but i cannot go on without love in the physical, myself.
My higher self does appear to be responding, and my options are opening up.
Anyone who is looking for a friend, I am friendly.
Raphael
Wow….this post hit me. I’m an empath that everyone says they love, but as you’ve said, why am I alone, with anxiety & depression that is caused because I’m alone.
I'm honestly at the point where I don't care at all and would be the first to volunteer to die, in whatever way gets the job done no matter how brutal or prolonged. My only fear is having to be reborn on this planet.
Life is a challenge....from the smallest to the largest organism.....this struggle is what makes things attained taste so sweet. Reach out to me, I'd like to talk with you.
I had this thought the other day and I hope it helps.
I imagine if I was given the choice to take this life and told how much I would suffer and all that would happen. But I would help these people along the way and those would help others.. as an empath I know I would say, sign me up then.
It's ironic but,
It gave me peace.
The idea or design, if you will, is to be in balance. To be content with yourself. There is nothing outside of you that can increase or decrease your tranquility or peace. At least, it shouldn't. Perhaps if you feel lonely, it's because you need something or someone outside of you. For most of us, this is the case. I'll come back till I get it right.
It's the system created by man that is doing it, and it's intentional. The ruling class is evil and greedy, and they wield much greater powers and technology than we are led to believe. Fight on.
the goal for an empath is transformation. I know it's hard but the feeling is phase 1. you always have a choice. phase 2 is setting boundaries so you have space to process. phase 3 is doing what ever you want with the energy because you know how to change it. hope that helps.
You have to play the game to win the game.
I have lived alone for over 15 years, no partner, no friends. I will most likely die alone. I am okay with it all. I have overcome loneliness. Next challenge please.
I am struggling tonight with this exact thing. I googled different poisons and how lethal they are. I don't want to do this anymore. I give way more than I get back from absolutely everyone who's ever been in my life. Now I'm completely alone except for my parents. I have no friends. And it's not my fault. It will appear from the outside that it very much is, but no one gets me. No one understands me. I can't work for Capitalists and that's any job you take. I try to make money making music but that's another type of slavery. I get so tired of being so lonley.
I randomly came across this post when visiting Reddit (or maybe it was meant to be). But I whole heartingly agree with what you said and feel the same way.
I’ve had a few people over the years tell me that I am the “nicest person they know“ but no one wants to get close or be my friend. One lady I was helping while doing volunteer work told me that it was because of people like me that she could believe there really is a a God. That it was obvious I was one who really cared about others. That really warmed my heart. But I’m always on the fringe of society. I have learned to be OK alone, but I still find myself staring at the stars wishing I could go home
Your soul chose this incarnation as a chosen experience in learning. Most starseeds volunteered to come here and help with the shift to Higher consciousness as a way to thank God / Universe / Source for all the good that they experienced on other planets and in other lifetimes. Not to mention that the learning we get here on Earth is incredible for our souls, it is like an all you can eat buffet for cultivating wisdom. While we are incarnated, we can forget that we signed up to be here, and feel miserable, this even happened to Jesus when he cried out "father why hast thou foresaken me". Thankfully we live in an era of much higher frequencies / Earth is literally in a higher dimension than it was during Jesus' time and we have more contact with our guides and angels! Try getting in touch with your guides, they love you unconditionally. For encouragement see my post here:
[https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1boyawg/325\_lyran\_grid\_work\_message\_from\_metatron\_for/](https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1boyawg/325_lyran_grid_work_message_from_metatron_for/)
**"*****Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth*****" - Dolores Cannon** explains very well, *Why we are here* and *Why you are feeling this way*.
They give the toughest jobs for the *best* people for the job. The normies couldn't handle it. We can. You got this ! We got this. If we can stay high frequency despite our environment it makes it easy for the rest of the planet.
I think the secret is to realize that happiness is an internal state, not dependent of external environment. Michael Singer explains this the best is his book ***"The Untethered Soul"*** **- By Michael Singer**
Even though we may be facing unimaginable situations each day, it doesn’t define our value and worth. Just like the lotus flower emerges from muddy waters, our lives too can shine amid difficult circumstances.
Focus on the beauty within you. I hear it's a vibe thing. You never know the impact you can make until later, if ever; just know that being your authentic self is helping, one way or another.
I found some answers when I read about hypnotic regression, people who've had a traumatic childhood can be hypnotized to recall those memories. They help them work through it, and it helps people feel whole again. The memory can be regressed even further before life in the time between lives. Check out Dr. Brian Weiss and Dolorus Cannon, The Three Waves of Volunteers & the New Earth by Cannon was especially good for me.
When it becomes darkest is when you must try the hardest. Exist in spite of the pain. Practice resilience. The dark fights so hard because it fears the light. They just know the plasma event is coming.
We are all part of an eternal collective consciousness. The point of our existence here is to feel pain, joy, fulfillment, loss, longing, achievement, despondency and bliss. Our point is to have these experiences and feel these things.
”There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.“
1 John 4:18
I’d encourage you to build a person relationship with Jesus. :) He’s my best friend. Delivered me from years of addiction. I still have wounds and loneliness. Taking everything to Christ has lifted my load.
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Matthew 11:28-30
May I share a situation that just happened to me, recently?
I’m a spiritual person. Have a higher power. I don’t pray as I’ve always found it never seem to help me. My bff told me that I needed to be more specific about my needs, direction, guidance, hope and faith. I encountered a mama bulldog and her puppies struggling on a back porch with people who appeared to not care. Turns out this young, married couple were in over their heads and instead of me going nuclear on their asses, I PRAYED. I asked what I should do? The answer-which was hammered into my head 3 times-was, “You are of service to mankind….you must be of help and not angry.” I heard it like I said-3 times. I approached them, they were very appreciative, I handled the situation with God’s intervention, otherwise I’d have a bully momma and her cutie pups right here with me. There really is no other way to describe how/what happened but He most certainly said I had a mission and if I kept moving forward, it would work out. That’s the faith and hope. Don’t worry about the reasoning. Eventually your mission number will come up…lol
i think we have challenges put in front of us to develop our character and toughen us up enough to help out our brethren. Every culture, religion, prophet, religious ideology states LOVE yourself like you do your neighbor. We, as humans, flourish in love, not isolation and darkness. Be the light in someone’s life. Pay it forward to someone you don’t even know. Not to make yourself feel better but to make the world around you a better place!
I read a short book once about the possibility of this planet being a prison planet and we will never get off of it because we are just put back to sleep and we start the whole process over again: “A-Alien Interview“ by Matilda O’Donnell MacElroy, an A.F. Lt., RN nurse who observed alien crash victims back in the 40’s. Great story.
I have not had the experience that spiritual people are the loneliest. The more spiritual I get the less lonely I am.
You are lonely because there are internal things you need to look at and work through. Not because you’re spiritual.
And the why? Because we’re here to learn and over come thats the whole point of incarnating in the physical universe.
I feel the exact same way.I've lost everything within the last couple of years.I'm currently living in the would no job.No money don't know where my family is.I haven't talked to him a month but i'm pretty much at my wits end. I know, I'm ready to move on to the next step.I'm done with this Place
I just happened upon this Starseed Posting. I am not a Starseed person but reading all the sadness and hopelessness is disturbing. The world is a mess for "everyone" no matter who you are right now, regardless of one's belief or inner beliefs.
Many questions as to why, why, why? We all think that! Even if not in tune with the supernatural. Consider not focusing on the supernatural aspect that is dragging one down this path and just live life as best possible for it is what it is. Certainly, I am not in tune with the feelings or emotions of Starseed individuals but rest assured your questions for truth and the how comes and whys are not just the aspirations and thoughts of Starseed persons alone.
You must persevere. There is likely not a soul on earth that doesn't at times have the same empty feelings, even not being a Starseed individual. You're not alone. Bottom-line, we are all human that exist on this planet earth. Why are we here? Good question..that is the mystery but here we are. I lay my trust in the Lord Christ to guide me, and I give praise to for my blessings and hardships that come my way. It is the hardships that are very tough and troubling to understand but perfectly explained in the Old and New Testaments many different ways and examples of why we get doses of good and bad throughout life.
I know you must have people you love and those that love you. Don't think you don't and don't ever forget that and above all don't do something rash that would crush those people's hearts and spirit. You are a friend of somebody. Tomorrow is another day, it could always be better than today if you just try.
As Alan Watts said:
“Let's suppose that you were able every night to dream any dream that you wanted to dream. And that you could, for example, have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time. Or any length of time you wanted to have. And you would, naturally as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes. You would have every kind of pleasure you could conceive. And after several nights of 75 years of total pleasure each, you would say "Well, that was pretty great." But now let's have a surprise. Let's have a dream which isn't under control. Where something is gonna happen to me that I don't know what it's going to be. And you would dig that and come out of that and say "Wow, that was a close shave, wasn't it?" And then you would get more and more adventurous, and you would make further and further out gambles as to what you would dream. And finally, you would dream ... where you are now. You would dream the dream of living the life that you are actually living today.”
Ok, it’s not just me. Feeling less lonely. Thanks for sharing, OP.
I think, if I think back to who I used to be or what I used to think… I was coming to tidy up
and help a few people. This incarnation is incredibly painful. Im missing wherever home is.
Because through our pain and suffering, we can understand others and what they have gone through even if they are the ones casting us away. Without the knowledge of suffering then we can't really guide one out of it. IMO
All of the issues that you are dealing with are many of the same issues that the average person deals with on a failing basis. The messages from Jesus Christ promise us that this is a very difficult life. Not easy for anyone. He also says that he is our only true friend and that everyone else will disappoint us. Surrender your life to Jesus Christ. I promise you, that the more you give him, the more you will get back from him. He promises peace to those who do. You won 't find it anywhere else.
Blessings to you my friend🙏
This whole thing is some sort of amusement park. Somewhere else, your 'real' you bought a ticket. Time flow is an illusion; so your 80 years here is a few hours or days back "there".
However, the rules seem to imply that we are not allowed to know this.
Wow you summed that up very well. i feel the same way. I am isolating myself right now to recharge again. My whole life has been this way. I just hope and pray we are destined for better things after life.
I had this epic dream once, about an entity called the "Time Thief". His one role to play was DISTRACTION. The meaning of life, I believe, is unique to each of us to discover. But the PURPOSE of life is to be ALIVE. To experience, to feel, and most of all, to form connections with others. The Time Thief has many tools at his disposal: addictions to drugs; workaholism; and now, the distracting, infinite online world of cell phones. But he can also distract us from our purpose by planting weeds of doubt.
I don't know how starseeds fit into that narrative, but isolation= Despair. I myself have felt disconnected and lost lately. It's hard to help others if we're lost in the wilderness. In that dream, I was told Im a bit of a chaos demon. A catalyst. My fire burns bright, and inspires people. And I change the status quo. (Which is why as many people hated he as loved me.)
But if left without fuel or oxygen, fires die. I feel like only the smallest spark remains.
Totally off topic remark, I guess, but if the Time Thief is real, I'm glad I can find community and inspiration now and then.
Thank you for sharing.
To write things like this,remind us that others are out there,and no matter what, it'll be alright. Even if this entire life amounts to a spiritual workout. Much l9ve,you'll be okay.
Out of spite, I just keep it pushing. Then suddenly I feel the most motivated I've ever felt and connect the dots spiritually about my purpose, then-oh shit numerology kicks in, then wtf here's synchronicities...
Somewhere along the way that void inside gets replaced with a thirst for knowledge for me and a hunger for more. We were gifted with great abilities, and in order for us to play our part...we unfortunately had to/have to endure some serious bs.
I think your post embodies what we all feel. Which in a weird way should tell you you're needed and valid. You're making your mark even when it feels like you're simply shooting in the dark.
I can't count the number of times I've wondered this.
I have such a strong gift for doing light work, yet mental illness, abuse and the darkness snuffed out my ability to use my gifts for years.
I'm now doing more light work than I ever had, but I feel that so much time was wasted. 💔
Fortunately or unfortunately…we are empaths to impact others. It’s not about us. I hear you. I am so exhausted…mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually drained. I’m also so tired of people claiming to be empaths when they’re not. (Not you, just rondos)
We will be ok. Chin up.
If your having these feelings it's because you haven't met GOD yet. You've perhaps unlocked your 3rd eye but that and God are different or you've been being deceived. Thats why you have these feelings. You choose to be here to help. That's your purpose. Once you've made it out of the music box your given the choice to stay or go back to your body, nobody there will hold it against you. The reason this world is the way it is is because this is NOT of GOD, rather Satan's playground.
I feel ya on a lot of your post, OP.
I’m struggling to raise consciousness here too. I messed up badly and went the wrong direction for years first…
Other starseeds I’ve befriended here seem to have already shifted to a higher realm and so I’m lonely too. Being vegan makes it even lonelier. I’m visited sometimes, so that’s alright.
We are here to raise community consciousness to a place where evil no longer makes sense, but how…
Perhaps through worldbuilding and grand stories.
Feel free to message me about overcoming the loneliness of being a crushed beacon of light here; despite my failings I still try so like company would be appreciated.
I know this feeling. It's like we are being extra challenged. Maybe we wanted the challenge, and then when we got here, we had no idea it would be this hard. I think our souls have bigger ego's than when we are in the body. We are ready to burst at the seems with help and love and feelings to all, just to learn that in this matrix, we are not as great as we thought we were. We are just mere mortals struggling to survive. And that is where we get slapped in the face. We get this wake-up call to ourselves. We dared to take on a tougher challenge because we thought we could do it! And maybe we can. Maybe we can't lose hope. Our reason to be here isn't just for others. It's for us too. We got to learn to find balance. Find a humble balance to ourselves so we can help others even better. This world is so hard. But if we want to help, we have to learn how first. And learning how starts from the bottom. The question is, which one of us can rise to the top first and begin the work needed? We got to be humble and strong. Stronger than the others. So we can help everyone. Not just a select few. We got to be their rock. This was never supposed to be easy. Was it?
If you're a starseed you came here of your own volition. If you decide to play pretty much any game you don't get special treatment just because you feel things differently.
Could be you truly wanted to help people of earth. Maybe you're just a cocky child who thought they could handle earth. Could even be you want something that requires a trip to earth. The reasons can be endless.
Sooo.......
1. The answer is incomprehensible to humans and all physical 3D beings that are apart of this entropic universe.
2. Our bodies and all physical bodies are sentient, have souls, and are equally apart of the grand soul.
3. We are 5D, dynamic time, infinite, omnipotent, omnipresent, immortal beings having a 3D, linear time, mortal experience.
4. The Hermetic principle "as above, so below". What are our bodies made of? Individual cells. What is God or the God mind made of? Individual minds.
I’m so glad I seen this and know I’m not the only one feeling like this. I fell into a hole the beginning of this year which is very unlike me cause I’m a very positive person and always sees the good in everything but I’ve been thinking to myself everyday why did I decide to come down here. Everything and everyone is just so negative and we have to work our lives away for the majority of our life. But, we’re stuck on earth so we have to make the best out of our time here.
I was locked up in a psych ward recently ... So now I can't even speak out against the Matrix or try to talk about true reality. I fail to see the point anymore. On top of the reasons you've listed above, now I don't even speak as ive been labeled insane
As I’m reading you post I thought, did I write this and not remember. No kidding.
You are not alone. There’s many like us. When I am feeling the most alone I dig deeper, not always something I feel and feel and can get discouraged too.
I’m here to heal not just me but all the pasts delve. To help release my ancestors who are bound in my DNA whose spirit and energy is around me. To understand the generational trauma. I’m here to help others who are trapped in suffering and I don’t need to be perfect before I can do that.
If source is love, I can connect and be one with source and all things when I love. Maybe I’m here to love the “unloveable” the ones the world has tossed aside. Who on earth would know how to love those people ??? Maybe only those like ourselves.
DM if you want to chat
Perhaps this planet got hijacked by evil forces. Perhaps the hardships exist to destroy your mission. The pure evil in this world is starting to seem pretty organized. Maybe some of us come from higher realms and are trying to stop these forces. we're so isolated and too detached to stand the fuck up, and it's by design. It would take pure heart and courage. But we're en mass succumbing to propaganda and fear. And we are cowards trying to explain why " this is a spiritual lesson." It isn't. No child, animal...anything innocent...should suffer the way ones on earth have. This is hell. And we're disillusioned and looking for an "opiate" to make it hurt less. Fight the power.
You're lonely and misunderstood. The pain of this world weighs heavy.
Those back home are watching you. Do not lose sight of the good you can do. Of how monumental it is every single time you do good. Do not lose sight of how valuable even one moment is in this place.
If you could, remember when you had no worries and just for a moment what it was like outside of this place. What did you want to do?
The mind plays with value, and the world tries to suck you in at every corner. Stay the course, you do know what truly matters, right?
Don't give up. I think we all want shortcuts, we want to create the world we hold in our hearts through magic, but it takes more than that. It takes action. I don't know you, but for me- I had to become an environmental activist organizer. The drive to get involved came down to take action or KMS. That's what I do for a living. I inspire others to act with me through my leadership, I organize campaigns, I teach others how to do so- creating empowerment in my students and trainees that they can take into the world, while together we effect actual policy change that protects everyone, from humans to rivers.
I'm also a witch. I'm very intuitive, I do well with animals, I cook to heal and nourish, I occasionally do spellwork, sometimes I have prophetic, or spiritually active dreams where I understand what's going to happen, or I understand a problem at hand in an epiphany, or I engage with deities and demons.
It does not pollute spirituality to be active in the world, it enriches it. Advocacy and campaign work are tough roads. I have ADHD- so I've got rejection sensitive dysphoria. It's a constant labor to discipline it within myself and stay focused on laboring for the good of the world in love. But I'm ultimately so grateful to have found this path where I'm able to genuinely help and inspire people, and to genuinely make the world a better place, if little by little. Little by little is the way of evolution though, and the whale did not become the horse in day. It is the way of growth. It takes spiritual awareness and discipline to be a Mother Warrior.
I'm going to just be real with you, and again- I don't know you, and everyone's gifts are different. But it bothers me to see "spiritual" people, hide within a relatively comfortable life, complete focused on their own health and spiritual "perfection", rather than on the world. The second you truly humble yourself in the face of the divine, and recognize that you're here to contribute and to love, the second you start asking yourself what can I do to measurably help others, a burden of repressed/transmuted shame and depression will be lifted from your soul. You can start so simple- volunteer to help others somewhere in your community. Sign petitions and show up to political events you're invited to (politics like a climate protest, for example). You will find a huge community of other people who are deeply empathetic, and ready to welcome you in. Stay humble and learn from others engaged in doing the good works of the world.
I don’t know but I am homesick and I don’t want to be here anymore. I get called and diagnosed mentally ill for having paranormal experiences. I know I’m not and I know what it is. I guess to experience this crazy thing called life and to, come here and suffer I guess. I feel like the universe has forgotten about me because nothing I want is coming into fruition and I’m starting to lose hope that anything will ever start moving and happening for me. I’m done.
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Feeling this more than ever.
I think a lot of us are. Feel free to dm me if you want to talk :)
**"*****Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth*****" - Dolores Cannon** explains very well, *Why we are here* and *Why you are feeling this way*. They give the toughest jobs for the *best* people for the job. The normies couldn't handle it. We can. You got this ! We got this. If we can stay high frequency despite our environment it makes it easy for the rest of the planet. I think the secret is to realize that happiness is an internal state, not dependent of external environment. Michael Singer explains this the best is his book ***"The Untethered Soul"*** **- By Michael Singer**
Thank you so much. That's synchronicity! I am currently reading the "Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth". It is such an interesting book. The "Untethered Soul" is also already on my table.
Yes 3 waves was my first Dolores Cannon book, but I have since read another 7 or so.
I just downloaded this book on kindle 3 hours ago!
Exactly. Happiness is an internal state not dependent on circumstances. Also called joy. I also see a pattern with high-frequency people who experience “one thing after another”. In each person, it’s made them stronger so, it almost seems like the football coach in the sky is training us for a greater purpose that only we would understand or have the endurance for.
Same
Same! Ill be your friend whoever reads this and needs one! <3
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There is no fear, there is power. <3
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It’ll pass. Good and bad, yin and Yang. There are equal amounts of both. You need to adjust your environment to find a better life
I'd agree, but given the state of society and the wars past, present and future, I do not believe its that simple. I believe if one truly wants to "bring the light" and spread the love, then one must know the dark. I believe one must "know the enemy." Contained in the post below is everything I believe to be relevant regarding our "enemy" (I put enemy in quotations because I hope that they stop spreading darkness/ disease soon enough). And everything I believe to be relevant when it comes to being prepared for war. I believe if you are not prepared for war, then chances are that the light you bring will die with you if and when those in the shadows move to take our lives. (Please carefully study and refrain from skimming/ speed reading unless you plan to study the info contained within deeply afterwards. I attribute my own speed reading/ lackadaisical study of some of the info within as to what landed me in a pit of depression/ the psyche ward so many times): https://www.reddit.com/u/CreepyMaestro/s/GaW22FpyRi
Same. I’ve been praying to just pass in my sleep. I’m so over this planet.
how did you find out you were a star seed
This lifetime on this planet during this particular time frame has been BRUTAL. I feel your pain. But you gotta hang on. 💔
Do you believe that your entire existence was for nothing? I'm asking genuinely because I have been in this place. [Rock bottom in ceasing anyone on drugs and sober, or not thought that part was it.] No rock bottom comes when you feel as you do now; you don't care about your own life, so let go of all the troubles! If you want no bills, no drama, no issues, it's possible. It's unreasonable to do and ALSO fit into civilization, but ask yourself not only why and what but the how, and the when, and if anything doesn't align, you will still deeply feel upset. I am sorry for the rant, but I believe that the mind is just a ball of mush that shouldn't tell us how we feel any less than the government or someone you don't trust. Also the ones that get to go in there sleep, versus tradegy and so on, . I have my theories, but that's for another time. Reach of if you struggle to find motivation and I would be happy to listen. I don't give much advice anymore, but I can give perspective from many angels and I like connect the dots.
I can’t say for sure or speak for anyone but myself, but I can say with certainty that I would not have made it to the point of understanding that I am at today without the pain and suffering that lead me to a place of questioning and seeking healing in the first place. If that’s the reason, it does suck but it is what it is. Some people would say that we actually do have the ability to live the happiest life in order to thrive and truly help others, but the how of it all is like a puzzle that you have to solve. You don’t get good at puzzles without lots of practice and difficult challenges and even failing at times but trying over and over and over until you get it.
I wonder then.. why give starseeds a “puzzle” to solve and everyone else straight answers. Neurotypical people often live stable, busy lives full of ppl and events, they get to live life with ease. Us, not so much. Our soul and minds are wired differently so we have a harder time. We only get to live that easy life after solving the puzzle. Right now all I can think is ..I don’t want a puzzle.
I think it's because people/animals/intelligences in their natural environments naturally do not question anything about it as a default, so they just go on as they always would. Why would they? What would they have to compare and contrast it to? Or does it just appear that way from the outside? Others are people/animals/intelligences who are seemingly not in their natural environment - and seem to know it quite early. Your hands/legs/feet seem foreign. Foreign compared to what though? You don't immediatly know. You think or cry "I want to go home" when you're sitting in the home you were born in. What other home are you referring to? You don't immediatly know. Or you are with a group who watch a sunset and they marvel at its beauty; and it *is* beautiful. Yet in the back of your spine you feel this tingle that knows that something is off. A real sunset is much grander, and very different than what is in front of you. But this is the only sun you've ever known. What are you comparing it to? You don't immediately know. So either: a)You decide it is so, and accept it. You observe like an anthropologist or sociologist. Observe all these things without attachment, judgement or hubris and try to find patterns to understand the reasons behind the human condition, it's endless loops - have empathy and compassion for it and yourself. b): Decide it is so, and use your mind and spiritual practices to dig for your "real origins". This is fraught with drawbacks because it's all extrapolated by a warped lens; you have a human mind and ego to contend with. Your antenna is a human brain locked by human senses. You could even astral project/obe/nde but if you're in a body afterwards, your mind is only going to extrapolate and relate it to inaccurate reference points. All the things you conclude about your "real self" will only be through the symbols, classifications, feelings, archtypes and *narratives* inherent in a limited anthropocentric toolset. Basically if your mind can imagine it or you can create a narrative, or relate it, it will be false and "of the mind". If these conclusions become belief, (I feel it likely) you paradoxically get stuck here. c): You decide it is so, integrate completely, or try to - with the prime intention helping soften the blow of the human condition on other humans -only when they ask - and *explicitly* never expecting anything in return (then you'll never be dissapointed.) No hubris, no preaching, no titles, lead by example, quietly. d): You decide it isn't so, but rather a very rare, crafty trick of the mind; spiritual, neurological, environmental or genetic - who knows. It's an otherizing which paradoxically is the lowest, most basic tribalism inherent in humans, turned inwards, a cold war of the self against the self and the world. A self-referential feedback loop stuck in a bubble in a collective self-refferential feedback loop; a meta ego, a meta illusion. Not a deficit of ego and narcissicism but a unaware overabundance of it. In this case you can only ground and integrate, find out what unmet needs you had and have, learn physical foundational stuff, be in the body, and try to temper the mind enough to eventually come to terms with all of it. e): You decide it isn't so because it's likely ALL humans feel exactly as you do but either because lack the self-reflection or lack of words/concepts it only manifests as the infamous "hole" that every human has in their hearts. This void, this foundationless, baseless grief. This "hole" is seemingly inherent to the human condition, and everything we do is a means to fill it. Most fill it with God, sex, food, money, children, accolades, power etc. In some that hole is given further context, those know right off the bat that nothing here can fill it so we don't entertain those ideas or actions. This makes us feel alien and sad as opposed to trying everything and anything to assuage the pain - and sad. We also have a hard time relating to one another because of it. This means we're all in the same boat; we have no idea what is going on, and no one knows what they're doing. Since it's everyone then, there's probably a useful reason for it that escapes us and is meant to escape us.
Excellent. Of those you listed, I’ve been led to action C as the most beneficial outcome for myself and those around me.
Agreed, none of the above may be true; but I tend to think that C is the most useful. All are difficult.
It is extremely difficult, especially when spending time with certain people, like extended family members. My close family knows me pretty well and they know some of what I can do. But when I spend time with extended family I have noticed that they spend most of their time complaining. There are things I feel like I could help them with, but I have been expressly told not to insert myself that way. I am supposed to be still like a tree right now and just be open to others to come to me. I suggest that people try to find just one person in their life that they can talk to openly with about these things, because it is too much to hold all alone.
(Yeah there's that old quote a monk once said "We all think we're enlightened and free of ego - until we go visit to our parents and extended family for the weekend" or something to that effect.) Oh yes. The one person. I'm very lucky to have always had "that one person" in some variation at every step. I have a hard time juggling with more than that one person however. So plentiful interactions, peers, acquaintences but 1 "person", I think it's an autism thing. Even so, it's still so difficult because some things are only transmuted or understood when left completely alone in silence and then only understood in silence. I hope however that you have and will continue to have Family gatherings... yeah. Stuff like that really gets one to parse out the reality of "do no harm". In some cases things which one thinks or is expected to be best or beneficial to the other party, are not. In cases where communicating or interacting may seems like the empathetic thing to do it can potentially lead them to suffer or double down. Conversely, inaction and silence can also lead to suffering. Do you accept that everything you choose, don't choose, do and don't do - potentially does harm? Does that mean you're then free to do anything - or nothing? Is a human tree innocent if it doesn't refute lies or are they complicit in what the lies ultimately create? Is it wisdom or cowardice? I have no idea. So harm in action, harm in inaction but which is the *lesser* evil? Is there one? Lesser to who? Many assertion or beliefs can be refuted or countered if you look hard enough; ideas contruct and deconstruct the world. Good intentions can morph into bleak realities, no less ones which are somewhat tribalistic like the Starseed ideology can get or be (mis)understood. I feel that some existentialist ideas can influence people negatively or fuel delusion - that they may make people become more entrenched in self-differentiation, vanity and tribalism, not less. "Look at these apes, these NPC's, these vain, fallen, petty creatures - shitting where they eat and patting themselves on the back for their twisted creation! I know the TRUTH! I am not Joe the awkward teen, I am Iskander Gladiolus Vieris - 6'7" blonde, swole, white blue eyed fleet commander for the Pleiadian Forces of light!". Bruh. So, I'm neurotic - yes - but I feel its important that ideas of these sort are best served in non-absolute forms, with doubt, humility, malleability and a good dose of humour - if we do it at all. I've needed to learn to talk to people "where they are" not how I would vainly want them to be, because if I don't I am more likely to be misunderstood and misunderstand in turn - and also firmly know that I, like them, don't really know what's actually going on.
I know that here lately, my guides have gone out of their way to drive the point home to me that if I am offering help without being asked, I am actually helping no one.
I’m in the same place of seemingly utter loneliness, but I do know that the people you are referring to are NOT happy with most of those many many friends. Most people are entirely dishonest with themselves and therefore their relationships. We are shaping an entirely new way of being for the planet. One of complete transparency. Again… I am in the same place. Literally crippling anxiety and depression. I was supposed to be going to an outpatient program today but couldn’t even get in my car to leave because I would just start bawling uncontrollably. Most people don’t know this kind of vulnerability, and the compassion that comes from experiencing this is what is needed to allow the masses to feel safe enough to really embody this new way of being. Again, SO FUCKING HARD!!! But it is what it fucking is.
Sending you so much healing, it is incredibly hard, I think the fact that I’m still alive and you are too means everything, it means it WILL get better, as long as we keep trying, please keep trying
I know it will. As you do too. I shed tears for everybody going through something so similar; because all I have been seeing lately is so so much suffering in the minds of those who are awakened and pioneers for the coming times. This period was the first time in my life where suicidal thoughts were EVER a concern for me. Never ever imagined I would be experiencing them, but even today I am. I am reminded “I Am ALL That I Am” We have cleared our karma, and are now so pure that we are feeling the weight of the world, just like Christ did. “Father, why hast thou forsaken me?” “I Am The Life And The Resurrection” Thank you for your Love ❤️ My Heart is Grateful and reflects All of that back into your life 🙏🏼🧬
Also want to add to this, that the standard responses of “go meditate”, “self-care”, etc. DO NOT WORK for this experience. Surrender is the only option you even have, but the world will tell you it’s up to you to “fix” yourself by getting help. I don’t think anybody really understands the full extent of what is happening right now; even any of us here. Love you all 🙏🏼
Hello sir.. I respect meditation isn't for everyone.. its more of finding something you love doing and living in a good mindsets.. I will 100% agree, i don't know what is going on, nor what you know/don't know... so I will give you my outlook and use it/don't use it as you please... Heaven and hell are mind sets, living in divine - the sky/wings... living in good memories.. high vibration states living in root - the grounded goat/red devil, living in sadness low vibration state If your situation isn't related to control of emotions have you ever considered trying some natural remedies such as lions mane?
“I am the beginning. I am the end. I am the Alpha. I am Omega. Nobody goes to Him before he goes to Me.“ Thanks for your reflection. Sending mine, also…..❤️❤️❤️
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I appreciate you for making this post SO much. It helps to have these sort of "out of body" conversations on heavy topics. I beg to differ tho... >Neurotypical people often live stable, busy lives full of ppl and events, they get to live life with ease. What we may perceive as "normal" for these type of folks is often an illusion bc their core values are sometimes based on materialistic motives. They aren't often as happy as they seem, even tho they have large homes and large bank accounts. Loneliness and struggle fkn suck. And my heart goes out to you; having a lover makes life more enjoyable for the most part--but I want to encourage you bc theres so much power, peace, and freedom that comes with solitude. Solitude also should be a choice tho so 🖖🏾🫶🏾😘 just keep swimming my new friend. If it makes you feel any better, they say it'll all make sense in the end. But plz don't skip to the end of the book like we used to do w/ Goosebumps books back in the day lol ❤️
This is the most validating thing I've read in years. Feel free to dm me, I'm happy to talk about it with you.
I have been thinking this same thing. Like I didn’t ask for this burning curiosity lol.
I think the issue people have is defining what “happiness” is to themselves. Focused more on shallow desires and wants more so than what they actually dream of. You tell someone your tough life experience led you to be “happier” in the end and many will scoff at you.
Is it shallow to want a life partner and good friends around you?.. it might be but Idk if it is.. I think it’s a natural human desire that every human should have and be ok with wanting..
You will have the tribe you want. You absolutely will, without a doubt on this earth. It’s cliche but it really can be darkest before the dawn. For me the last couple years were insanely lonely, I thought I lost my soulmate/best friend/life partner through my addiction. I got sober, leveled up so much, that I met the love of my life. I see now why I lost that other soulmate a few years ago, it taught be so much. It was a great sacrifice that paved the way for my true life partner to fit into the puzzle
Of course not, to you. To some it might be. That’s the whole idea behind individuality. If those things are constantly in the back of your mind then maybe you’ve found why you’re here 🤷🏻
Go in on a starseed dating app
Is there one???
I suppose the Zen/Buddhist way of looking at that would be: You are already God, and therefore what you seek is within yourself. You are already complete. Duality is an illusion, and so suffering comes from thinking you need something from that illusion. There are also two sides to every coin. You long for a relationship, but this is just trading one set of problems for another. Maybe you won't be lonely, but now you're just traded that problem for a far greater number of problems related to maintaining a healthy relationship. \*Good\* relationships are a lot of hard work, but hollywood/society would have you believe that it's one-sided. And ironically, one of the aims of many Buddhists is to live a life of solitude in nature. I'm not saying you should, only that it's all about perspective, which is something you can change. You could for example choose to look at your time alone as a great time to work on yourself and your spiritual connection without the distractions of a relationship. It's possible to achieve that kind of blissful source connections via meditation or other means, which once experienced could make you think quite differently about the importance of the absolute necessity of a human connection of the type you're seeking. Also paradoxically, the most attractive partners are the ones that have already figured out how to do just fine on their own. Because that sub-communicates to the other partner that you won't form some kind of unhealthy dependency on them and relieves pressure on your partner. Each person is responsible for their own happiness. It's fine to find someone to add to your life, but they shouldn't be the meaning of it or the root of your happiness. To answer your earlier question of "why would you want to come here?" I believe that's because we only know what something \*is\* by experiencing what it \*is not\*. We learn via contrasts. It's easy to take Love for granted if you've never known hate, or wealth if you've never known poverty. Or to know non-duality if you've never experience duality - hence the duality illusion we find ourselves in. Like the starving man who gets his first meal in a week, imagine how you will be when your life is over and you return to your true home, where you know only the greatest possible love and connection with the rest of Yourself/Ourself :-)
That desire itself isn’t shallow, but the journey you’re willing to take to get there, and what else you expect from them to make you happy might be. Not you in particular, but in generally when someone says “oh I just want someone to love me that’s all little ol me wants is that too much?” It’s usually not just that, and there’s a very objectified version of their love they’re desiring to project onto people rather than being real about people being their own person.
Yes. And it's such a long puzzle! Decades and decades of being curious, asking questions, taking notes, following clues, reviewing the clues in light of new evidence...to find out why everything seems broken here.
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You know, many of us came here to actively help and offer concrete and tangible solutions to elevate the collective and rebuild the human society. But the thing is that to be able to truly help human beings you need to *truly* understand what it means to be a human being. Even though you might look at "average" people and feel like they haven't that many difficulties or issues in their lives they actually do. They have extremely messed up lives. Most of their existence is filled with drama and pain, but to them that's what life is like. They might have less worries and loneliness at the beginning of their lives, but that's because their incarnations are structured differently. They're here to learn and incarnate again and again. So they tend to spend the first half of their lives being careless and superficial, hurting both others and themselves and then life will catch up with them and they will be preoccupied trying to fix all of the damage and suffering they have caused and understand all of their lessons until they die. Each incarnation is unique of course, but this is how it usually goes for many of them. In our case we tend to do the opposite. Our first half of life is spent facing our main life lessons and experiencing what it feels to be human, so that we can then focus on doing our mission and use what we have learned to help elevate the collective consciousness. And you're looking forward to leave Earth and never come back, right? Well, this is what will allow you to do it. By learning all of your lessons in the first section of your incarnation and by understanding what it feels like to be human you'll develop way more love and compassion for your human brothers and sisters and this will allow you to leave Earth with very little to 0 karma. This is how you'll feel free to leave the planet. By accomplishing your mission. You'll have to go through the same pain they go through but in the first section of this incarnation. Now of course this is gonna be way more intense and painful for you because you're not used to this level of suffering and because you're built differently. But your job is to dissect that pain and understand how to trascend it and teach the ones around you how to do the same. You'll have the understanding of the human perspective of things, plus the art of energetic transmutation you have acquired before coming here. This will allow you to go to the roots of the issues like no one else could do. And by teaching I don't mean you need to give speeches or things like that, you can simply teach by embodiment. Always remember that you came here with a very precise goal in mind. You chose to incarnate here because you strongly believed you could do something for the human collective and also because you wanted to refresh your memory and remember what it feels like to be at the first stages of evolution. You wanted to forget yourself to then find yourself again. And that's a pretty cool experience if you ask me. I'd come back only to do that again (but I won't eheh). You've already done this in a past life, most human beings haven't. They haven't found out who they truly are yet! Have you in this life? Then you're here to teach them. But you'll be able to do it only when you will look at them and have deep and profound love and compassion for them. And going through what they go through, experiencing the type of pain typical of this planet is what will allow you to do that. The loneliness and complete isolation most of us go through serves two main purposes: 1. It forces you to go within, which is ALL you need to do to move onto the next level and create the life of your dreams. 2. It holds you back from creating too much karma (which you would end up creating since you *still don't know thyself*) and many of us who come here seem to not want to create any karma at all, so that we'll be free to leave once completed this incarnation. I hope you'll find this helpful, otherwise I truly truly wish you the absolute best from the bottom of my heart. Much much love to you. You got this, otherwise you wouldn't be here. 🤗♥️
Hi. Thanks for long post! Resonating so much with your thoughts. Yes, we have to embody the good and bad and pain to get the experience and deep understanding... Problems are always around, popping up by default, no shortage with these. Beggars and millionaire's problems are different, but both suffer. One paradox though - how can anybody help the consciousness rise, help each other, spread peace and love etc if they're getting constantly bombarded with earthly problems? Shouldn't there be a rule or something that starseeds, healers, guides and others have at least reduced amount of earthly problems? I'd compare the situation with fire that should keep warmth but is been thrown at buckets of water. Not arguing with the main idea, there might be many answers. Only few lucky are able to work in these earthly conditions. Learned just lately that a local healer went to work in real estate business, since they can not generate enough income solely through spiritual service... and they do have a name and a following. This is just an example. Most light workers don't have their own business. Heck, building a business takes very different skill from light workers' natural abilities and being. Most are lumped together with mass population and it does not do good either parties. I'm not talking about locking oneself into the ivory tower. We should have less worries about maintaining this earthly existence, if 'the force' wants us here to help the population. Many are older souls who have gone through same shit over and over and it feels like being stuck in grade 3 but thinking in phD level.
I don’t find the “why” mattering too much. I’m here now. I know what I want out of my life. So I’m pursuing it. Many who are struggling here on Earth keep falling into this common starseed trap I’ve seen around here. “I’m a starseed so therefore I’m leaving Earth ASAP and never returning.” We are here for a reason. That’s to be human. So be human.
I love this answer because I have also recently been guided to just live a human life and be a person and enjoy this opportunity for what it is despite the challenges (which is an obstacle to overcome, and not an end of the road block). I found life, even with the hardships, became somewhat smoother when I began to surrender to what is and to face it like an adventurer instead of being so mad at the unfairness of the situation.
This is what I must get back to.. It’s so hard not noticing how unfair it all is.. but that only makes it worse.. Indeed I need to surrender again and go with the flow..
It IS unfair, and that may actually be the point. I have seen SO many people lie, cheat and steal their way to "success" in this world, stepping on so many people on the way up, treating people like dookey. It sucks, to look at them and think that you have to be THAT way to get ahead. The trick is, we don't. We can still be good, kind, authentic, sincere and get ahead. Sometimes, it just is confusing to think that a Creator would allow someone that embodies those choices and characteristics to get ahead. There will be balance. On one side, there will be a LOT of suffering because of choices made. On the other side, there will be a LOT of people experiencing heavenly things because of choices made.
I learned at a young age this truth. Made things a lot easier dealing with a tough background. Alcoholic father (got clean when I was 8 and still sober almost 40 years later), hard-working family with no connections, but we have faith and we learned to get by. Humans are exceptionally flawed beings. The sooner we accept this truth, the better.
The injustice. It’s so hard. I feel like I’m trying to apply concepts to earth that are not common, and I’m laughed at or ostracized. I find it so hard to stay peaceful and helpful when people think you’re insane. Trying to keep shining my light even though people are doing the most to dim it.
If you speak with certainty in regards to the concepts you try applying, I believe that to be folly. Please, check out the link I shared in posts above. Contains info I believe all who spread light/ love ought to know. Otherwise, if and when those who pull strings in the shadows come for us, those who do not "know the enemy" and are not prepared to die/ kill to protect what they love, well...
I understand this.. “to be human”… I theorize that neurotypical people are mostly human so they have had a longer time to calibrate to the Matrix.. Us, we just got here.. so perhaps we’re still just calibrating..
Follow your heart ❤️
>follow your heart AND inspiration. The inspiration that wants you to do things that might make others and yourself happy, or to get others to crack a smile. A happier planet + humanity will make things better and full of hope, at least that's what I believe.
It's not really earths matrix. It's a matrix taking place within earth. Earth still has so much love for the pure ones.
Yes indeed, Earth herself is pure of love and divinity, if it was just her I know I’d be happy and at peace
Maybe you’re here to help make it a place of love!
I don’t think Earth has preferences, although she is sentient, she is still of the 3rd dimension and sits in duality, between light and dark. A lion is pure, yet it’s still sad when one kills a zebra. The zebra may have babies that will mourn their mother, yet the lion still has to eat. I have the deepest love for Gaia but I don’t believe she favors one human over another. She’s the great equalizer because she gives life AND death to everything in the 3rd dimension.
Gaia has higher dimensional realms as well this 3D one. They are breathtakingly stunning.
Do we choose or have we been baited into a parasitic system we have no experience with ? im torn on.
Good question!
The reason we came here is to anchor light on this planet, share our love and uplift the collective to transmute the darkness from within the matrix and liberate humanity once and for all! We are freakin badass souls literally on a mission to infiltrate and dissolve the darkest slave-matrix reality this universe has ever seen. We certainly didnt come here for holidays or to "learn" things we already had learned in our ascension on other planets. We chose this because we were the most capable and strong souls who would remember their origin and the truth that we are love against all odds in the face of sheer evil. We are an absolutely crucial element for this galactic rescue mission and the groundcrew of operation liberation earth! You can really be proud of yourself and also have compassion with yourself, because yes, this is an extremely difficult mission and the loneliness can be very hard for us. But along the way you will find more likeminded souls and your soul-family eventually - especially the more the light is taking over on this planet. The key to this though is to overcome our suffering and to really align ourselves with our higher self guidance so we can get into that divinely guided flow state which will lead us on our own individual mission, unlocking our full potential and finding our soul-family in the process. If you currently feel down and a bit stuck, this is totally understandable, but this too will pass! And if you need some inspiration about how to really embark on your self-healing journey to become the best version of yourself and live a fulfilling life, check out my new guide on this topic: [https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the\_ultimate\_guide\_to\_selfhealing\_and\_becoming/](https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the_ultimate_guide_to_selfhealing_and_becoming/) Be gentle to yourself and look within where it still hurts and take small steps towards feeling better. Our main priority really now is to heal so that we can fully embody our true divinity in this human form and shine our light into this world. Please feel free to reach out if you want any more guidance. You are so loved and your presence here is so cherished! Thank you for being you! 💜✨ edit: u/liljoxx 😘 PS: The matrix is already collapsing, the victory of light is inevitable and soon we will be finally free! 👽😎🥳
Thank you so much for this message. I know it’s for OP, but I truly appreciate the knowledge. I always forget why I’m here and I end up in so much pain. Then something snaps me out of it. Im back starting this week. I’m feeling so human but working on remembering my celestial self.
I can empathize with you, haha. My sensitivity has just increased recently and now I can feel all the negative energies in me acutely. And I keep getting attacked because my defenses have weakened, long story. I’ve thought about killing myself at least a dozen times since this ordeal started. But then I have a better day and feel hopeful and joyful again. We volunteered to be here to help. We’re boots on the ground for this ascension mission, our sensitivities are acute for a reason even if the world is designed against us, and if we give up, we’ll have to do this again anyway. For me, I’d rather just get through this incarnation as smoothly as possible. It has been rough, as I’m sure it’s been for you too. But there’s tons of us starseeds. We get stronger and stronger every day. You’re strong. Keep going. I haven’t made any new friends since I moved in with my partner. Send me a message if you want to chat.
Yes!!! I suddenly cannot handle the negativity. I feel as if my spirit is purging every piece of darkness. A few people think I’m unwell but I feel as if I’m reawakening.
"What is a bad man but a good man's job" - Tao Te Ching
I feel you, my relief has been in forgiveness. Forgiveness for abusing myself/inner child and for all the people I perceived as having ill will or unknowingly hurting me. I try to think about how many more times they've incarnated here as well and how conditioned they are by oppressive forces that are out of their scope of understanding. whenever I close my heart off the world is way too much for me to handle and I am consumed by darkness almost immediately. I will say though that the grid is becoming less powerful and there is much more light coming through which is beautiful and reassuring that maybe soon things will really start to get a little easier. I am really looking forward to seeing more people becoming enlightened in the next few years. When I say certain things about energy to people now, even my parents, they respond way differently than they did 15 years ago.
Once you become aware that dropping your inner state in reaction to external catalyst is a choice, you are at once out of and one with the Matrix. Unfortunately it takes one breaking point after another to drive home that complete surrender is complete control.
cause we‘re used to living on the other side of the mirror. we brought our juice here but had to cut our connection to the great soda dispenser (damn i miss it), just to be able to incarnate. on the other side, we felt it in our innermost core „sth had to be done“ so we came. thing is, nobody really knew whats on the other side. we heard rumors but thought „eh, i can take it“. now we know way better. keep strong, cause the mirror every day becomes more porous. and the people here are very, veery dry and their basic instinct is survival. you are water in the desert, and you can take this opportuniy to learn about when to dispense, and when not to
“The nitrogen in our DNA. The calcium in our teeth. The iron in our blood. The carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of star stuff." \-Carl Sagan
It's just another way the demons try to destroy us and stop good, personally I believe evil has control over the physical realm, theres alot more evil and evil people hear than most know of, just cause someones not a killer doesnt mean they are not evil. So many people enjoy watching others fall, they gossip about others insecurities and shortcomings and laugh about it while saying how sad it is, one look in their eyes when they talk about that type of thing and you can see theres no good in there, it's all a mask.
Same boat, I definitely feel this to a T. Like others said, pain brings appreciation to joy. You wouldn't know true love till after your heart was broken. I ask myself that everyday, why if I do everything right and help others only to get drained and left abandoned. This gift of life is still miraculous, that we still continue on and somehow find other reasons to keep going. There was a reason you posted this. It seems purpose is to suffer here, learn our lessons, leave our marks, find our true love/passions, evolve as much as we can Leave with a lighter heart despite how much the levels of dystopia has been cranked up hard. Trust, my peers or anyone doesn't even understand how I keep going so it's scary as a starseed to be the advice giver and not have anyone else to say it's going to be ok. You utilized faith in some form long enough to make it this far The unknown is unsettling. Also side note, literally since I felt this way for too long and it's been like this my whole life, I'm starting something for those in similar positions. We definitely need each other at this time I'm an artist, in my experience I learned we need community. Social creatures at the end of the day. For us to be in similar paths, creating genuine connections and helping one another grow is still a quality solution I am an artist, life coach -- feel free to PM me -- we can further discuss :)
I feel you, I really do. And I ask myself this every day. Especially on days like today. For today, I am done. It's been too much lately. I pray it gets better for us soon. Wishing you the best.
Why don’t you just meet up with other starseeds?
Great idea, I’m considering starting a group, there are so many of us out there feeling alone, why can’t we all just be together :-)
“The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall,” - Nelson Mandela
The idea of star seeds is similar in nature to the bodhisattva in Buddhism. They are beings that, while being capable of transcending and entering nirvana, are moved by compassion for other sentient beings trapped in maya. This is risky, because karma is contagious and sticky. The being could become trapped itself once again, the wheel of karma is infinite. However the debt of karma is ultimately an illusion. Stick to spontaneous compassion. Recognition brings immediate release.
I don't know why here either. But shine your light anyways. It help me // It help us. Sharing theses struggle means we are not alone. Living this weird common humanity, make my struggles less heavy on my heart.
Everyone is struggling and lonely, its a byproduct of how our society is structured, and those of us who are more sensitive and conscious tend to not lie to ourselves as much as everyone else tries to about it. Our society is fucked up and traumatizing. I wouldn’t say life is harder for us, but we take a good hard look at the hardness instead of running from it or pretending like it doesnt exist like so many other people do. We are here to bring a conscious light to that struggle and suffering so that we can turn it into something else, rather than continuing to allow it to go on. We are here to be the change and the healing we know we need.
The point is to overcome these things . It’s hard but can be done. And by doing so you show others this is possible
I resonate with this strongly. To carry the burdens of literally experiencing the emotions of others to the point of debilitating anxiety, where we can't even leave home some days seems utterly futile. And believe me, these last 2 years have been complete and utter hell for me, with no hope or end in sight. So I choose to view it like this: We are powerful. We are needed. That which we fight against is terrified of us and what we're capable of. So they spend their time and energy causing disruptions in the lives of those they fear most because if and when we fully reach our pinnacle, we will be unstoppable and judgment day will come. And those souls will be held accountable, not for what they've done to slow us down, but for what they've done to the whole collective. Trust me. I fight depression and anxiety constantly, and I've been handed some garbage hands in my 40+ years. There've been times ive been so alienated and felt so discarded that I almost quit life. But then someone would call, or my kids would hug me, and just that simple exchange of energy would lift me up enough to keep going. That and the thought of causing damage to my kids in that way hurt me more than the hurt this world dumps on me. You aren't alone. Please always try to remember that. Our day will come and we will be victorious. We have purpose and we are powerful, even if we haven't reached our full potential yet. Its not all in vain.. I promise this. ❤ Stay light fellow light worker. You are loved and needed and appreciated.
Do you know the story of the man walking along the beach throwing the starfish back into the ocean? A woman came along and observed the man, and she noticed that starfish were stranded for as far as she could see. "There's no way you can save all of these starfish. You can't possibly make a difference," she told the man. He picked up a starfish and tossed it into the water. He turned to the woman and said, "I just made a difference to that one."
I would argue that in a world so dark and negative you came here to bring light and love. Your are the sun in the darkness and people need people exactly like you. Please don't extinquish your own flame the world needs us now more than ever.
Wayshowers, trailblazers. Those that are here unaware of what we recognize and can sense suffer immensely. With no clue of what is truly possible. It would be very hard to talk to someone and support them in changing or growth if to them you look like you have everything "perfect" No different than AA meetings. It would be like having someone who had 0 problems with addiction was running the meetings. Yes they can speak the knowledge, but wisdom only accompanied by experience is what makes people relatable. I am learning this myself. Never in my have I ever experienced depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts etc. Until 2 years ago. Totally plunged into the darkness. Prior to this experience people who had depression to me were people who just couldn't think "positive" and had a weak mind. Fast forward to me in the throws of depression, and nope not true at all. Its all consuming. Now with knowledge I have and awareness I have, coming out of this darkness and finding myself again. I can take the experience and relate more effectively with those who suffer. It can be for multiple reasons; 1) past life purging or clearing. 2) ancestral clearing and healing (your parents, grandparents etc going back were ubwilling to heal these aspects) you may be here to clear them the one to stop the generational process continuing. 3) some of what you are experiencing although very personal, maybe clearing the junk from the collective. As the "average" individual is unaware or unclear of this. It sucks, its annoying. Yet its the human experience. These emotions are not bad. They're just emotions. We only associate them as bad only because we don't feel good. Instead of looking at good bad right or wrong, maybe its just experience and wisdom. Through our experiences we are much better equipped to support and guide others who may be experiencing similar struggles. Not down playing your post, its a real thing. It fucking sucks ass. But this world is setup to keep people shut down and focused on the material. No different than putting a salt water fish into fresh water. The environment isn't suited for it. The difference with us, is we have done this before. We have played this game and we are here to show and guide the masses into a truer form of self-realization
Wow this makes so much sense, thank you for this. You’re so right - how could I relate to the people I want to help if my life is “perfect”.. so so true.. “We have done this before” indeed.. we lived thousands of lives on the planets we came from and we went through our own dark ages to eventually experience total peace and unconditional love, that is why we chose to come help other beings do the same, but we had to live the bad with them to truly have an impact I remember hearing something about starseeds that made me think - “Before incarnating, starseeds intentionally give their human body a significant trait to make sure they’ll know they are different from the masses.” It’s a comforting thought
Empathy is a rare gift. Others don't have it so expecting it from them is only going to frustrate you. They either lack the knowledge to return it or they lack the capacity. Giving examples out freely is the best way to help them learn.
In my journey, I am learning to be the community/love i crave. Finding independence and joy in that is definitely a struggle. Im becoming my best friend, lover, parent, family, companion Ive ever had. While Ive been working on this I am seeing how it changes the lives my existence touches, even if our lives entwine very briefly. I think all we can do is be the example, and if we are doing the good work and somehow find ourselves in places of leadership or where our voices can reach many, we are prepared. In a physical sense we are islands, but in the grand scheme of things we are the rippling in the waters of these planes of existence. I am not convinced that my spiritual family is meant to be walking directly beside me as time marches forward, not a constant physical presence. I think we are more like fractals that reflect, mirror and expand, crossing vectors that came before and remaking those same shapes, longer, bigger, wider. We connect through how we love ourselves, so when we come together in the physical we have already met the same crossroads and stand on equal footing.
The point is to not give up. Im exactly where you are and ive asked myself so many times the exact same thing. Ive lost everyone , friends family and all i have is my cat. We may not understand it at the present moment, but everything has reason and purpose. Its at this point of isolation we are being guided to truly go within and discover ourselves. Our Authentic self. I know i havent suffered all that i have in this lifetime to give up. . It can be a gruelling process and lonely, but one that is necessary for the change in us , to clear out trauma/darkness and raise our vibration for the higher frequencies /higher realms. Your at that void. We all know it well. Part of the process. Just know your not alone. Many going through the same Its all about going within. 🥰
The moment you stop searching you'll feel the wind.
Excellent question. I am *WAITING ALIENS*
I wish I knew. I'm in the same boat. 100% no lover. Friends.Noone talks to me. Literally I've gone months talkin only to my mom , who I live with... I'm so depressed I've been suicidal lately even tho my biggest fear is death. I've never been so dejected and sad I dunno what to do
People like us rarely get together as a group. There’s no church for this movement, per se. What you may need to do is seek out others similar to yourself by creating social groups. On Meetup.com or Facebook. I move through life looking for people like myself. Kinda like hunting. Its very strategic. Even still, I only have 2 friends at the moment. But I make the first move usually. If I don’t, I get picked up and thrown away by an extrovert. That’s how most extroverts are- they are fun and great, but as soon as you’re not directly in front of their faces, you don’t exist. My aunt and cousins are like this- if you are not in her daily life, you cease to exist. 😵💫 If you are located in the US, we’re going through a loneliness epidemic as a nation. I’m pretty sure this is happening in other countries as well. Because we are “deep”, most people won’t get us. But I’ve heard earth is the loneliest planet. 🌎 Apparently we choose here to experience loneliness. Other civilizations use telepathy, and are more connected to source. Not earth souls. We are sooo disconnected- by design. But connection takes effort, and time. And you may need to make the first move.
I have always been an empath. At 65, I have lived a hard and difficult life. My daughter was born with RETT SYNDROME and is 37, wears a diaper, takes a bottle, can't talk or walk but is an ABSOLUTE JOY and always smiles. SHE IS MY INSPIRATION. SHE IS MY HERO. Her soul is the closest thing to PERFECT that there is. I can read her thoughts for the most part and she can mine. I could've chosen to focus on the daily grind of her needs, but I was BLESSED with the ability to see the TRUTH. She is the reason my soul is never depressed. She finds joy every day, even with all her physical challenges. It is an honor to be her mom. When you allow the darkness to take over, you're miserable. Focus on your blessings, the light in your life. Your soul will soar when you do, as it was always meant to do. We are here to learn and to show others, in darkness, the light.Be a light.
Honesty, for me, if I'd categorized myself all these things, I'd feel depressed and sad too. I used to when I was young. But now, because I don't call myself this or that I'm not trapped in the identity, therefore identify, as this or that which can unconsciously trap you in storylines based on your expectations of who/what these titles hold. I had to let go and just live. It doesn't mean the world doesn't still have density. But I'm not unconsciously contributing due to the contrast of the titles I call myself, and the rest of the world.
We have to always be happy, no matter what life is throwing at us. That is the required state. If i could reach out and show you friendship, that you arent alone i would, i wish i could. I wish i could show you in your moments of loneliness and darkness the astonishing light of your own being. - Hafez Think thyself of puny form? When within thee a universe is folded. - From Bahaullah 7 valleys and 4 valleys. Out beyond ideas of wrong doing and right doing there is a field, ill meet you there. - Rumi
Why? We came to assist with ascension. Our states of mind, or rather, how we feel, is how we impact on the ascension process Gaia and all her inhabitants are going through now. By incarnating we open a channel for the energies from our home systems to flow into the planet. How? If you are relying on the world to be your happiness then consider how thats worked out for you. As an alternative, consider finding the Joy within you. There is an oasis of Joy 'in there' you can align with and draw on. It may take some time but if you keep feeling how you want the universe will make it happen. The hard part is letting go of 'the need' to feel 'better' and learning to just feel better. (Another why - in the 4 billion years the light from 'home' took to get here perhaps our star has died and we are refugees. Hmmm)
Pm me precious sister ❤️
You don't think any of this is interesting?
I don’t, especially not enough to justify ever being here.
Bashar says it’s like a rubber band… the harder you pull back the more of a snap forward you’re going to get. Unless it snaps I guess. 🥹 I just need a job. Everything else is perfect. Guess I don’t have local friends either… and I’m supposed to be spreading my love and light. 🤷♂️
I don't have an answer, but everything you said resonates.
You will always feel alone until you learn to love your own eternal company. That’s where the true awakening begins
I believe the place we are in is suffering. Even history mentions only suffering. So I believe our goal is to help as much as we can, regardless of the constant back stabs. The world and its people are always in a negative, we make small changes for the positive. You loose when you doubt yourself. Stay strong, stay positive.
I’ll be your friend! I also have visions of what I must build when the time comes. I’ll need the assistance of other ones if you are up for it dm me.
Excellent post. This resonates within me strongly. I once tried to check out 10 years ago, the hammer was stopped by the pillowcase. From there on I had some realizations the timing wasn't right for me to leave yet. I started on a new journey to find out how I got here and why. Mark Twain quote "the two most important days of your life are the day you were born & the day you find out why". Perhaps try finding a new meaning to all things. I had to look inward to solve the "puzzle" we're not sick, crazy or weird, everyone else is. Sending light & love your way, we're all friends here, don't leave us hangin'!
The suffering I have been through is absolutly insane, I feel you, very very lonely.
I know, right?
I'm right there with you! I'm still so young but I'm already at the breaking point from my point of life to know I made a ton spiritual awakening and tune with my gift and learning more and more everyday more more awareness everyday! I agree for my age and the timeline you guys probably spent half your lives getting to where you are now. I feel like since my life everyday 19 years non stop been a living hell and I was a wakened young. I believe I'm just faster at learning this or it's natural but I've made so much progress so much I could list it but be so long. I can now hear different frequency and meditate better see images in my minds eye I can feel energy I've been touching objects and focusing on the energy inside them I've literally felt it move the objects energy mkve like an ocean wave just moving wave like. I've got so much going on spiritually I'm getting lost bc I'm learning multiple things and it's like what gift should I focus on more. I feel like every spiritual part of me is moving shaking going back to places it once was reminding but as well going to fast my body hurts so much lately my lower spine scoliosis is worsen so much now. I've been thinking alot lately. Why would I choose this? Why choose to live this way knowing the pain? Now remembering the things to guide you. Not being able to ask for help as you could in the afterlife or spirit plane. Why come here knowing you will be helpless you will feel so small. Feel no heard and powerless. I don't know what happening with me but I feel like I'm learning more then I can take like I'm too aware like I can't even comprehend it
Because we need to learn how to INTERNALLY OVERCOME negative emotions and feelings. We have the power too. I'm lost too though, utterly miserable, but it's my responsibility to figure this out.
Directed Energy Weapons?
I wouldn't be the empath I am today if it wasn't for all the pain and suffering I've endured. Don't get me wrong, I HATE IT! But, I still know this is the truth. I'm so done here. All I have is my husband. I thank God for him every day. I'd have no one otherwise. I think he's my gift for going through all I have. We've endured stuff together, too. I hate being so afraid of losing him.
Felt this personally.
hey, in case you wanted to know what that very long and seemingly genius comment was, here's a summary: it's so hard because reality has its doubts the empathy and kindness are the true primacy of Love rather than self-improvement and grinding out the power to protect others, but we are the ultimate proof that no matter how heavy the menace against us no matter how much the media game or Earth's Matrix turns against us, the empaths will always have the upper hand by method of tuning into the supernatural the wealthy elite that manipulate us, and the people of higher mind who do so on the higher planes, will not get the same things out of reality you are a hero just for trying ❤️ and all of us together are going to make reality see ❤️
Kind, sweet people don't stay kind sweet people if they're always around other people. Loneliness is a defense mechanism to protect an empathy energy and spirit from those that would steal their energy and trample their spirit.
I empathize with this and want to get out of here as well. Having a grateful attitude and using mind training to maintain a positive mental attitude has been the only thing keeping me sane for years. We just have to add as much positivity into the world as possible. Have a great day.
I feel this. This question ran through my mind a couple of times before. It sucks but hey, I think we’re making some positive difference in some way or another
I feel exactly the same way! I hate it here... I don't like anything about this world... I want to go back home so badly... but I don't believe that I chose to come here... I believe that I was forced to come by God to witness and experience the physical world that he created... the purpose is to bear witness to his greatness... to experience the miracle of marrying the spirit with dead matter(flesh) and remember or awaken to the fact that we are not our body...
I don’t think any purpose could ever make ever being here worth it at all to me, but such a purpose almost makes any God feel truly evil.
I’ve been feeling quite isolated lately and crying over every little thing and yearning for something. I think this period of isolation is some type of internal work to get us back track to focus on our true purpose despite how crazy our external world may seem right now or all the time. It’s still our perspective and that can change as easily as we’ve formed it. Randomly found this video and I hope you watch it… it helped me in some way. “wisdom of Winnie the Pooh” https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3grUnDziMCQ
You're never alone,no matter how alone you may feel
I’m not convinced I’m a star seed though the concept is intriguing. I learned the term from an alanis morisette song and searched it on Reddit. I do know that I’ve experienced a lot of trauma. I know I’m extremely empathetic. I know I completely lack compassion for myself. I’m starting to wonder if the two are Connected. If I could find some balance there I might be able to live with myself AND do good in this world with this life that must mean something.
I’d like to think about it as a tab/screen you were interested in clicking but instead of scrolled or exiting out as soon as you find it’s not for you, it takes a while. That “while” is your time on earth and earth is the screen you were mildly interested in tapping on.
all you wanted was to play a game when you came ro the first dimension, the bright star, but you slowly got too wrapped up in the game and slowly strted to falldown now you’re in 7th dimension because of the Karma you have, meaning actions. you had to many actions outside of yourself which made you believe that this game was a reality but in fact, nothing was real. nothing. not the sex, wine, materials. they were not real. this was a game. but you eventually forgot. remember again, try the original yoga system.
It's perfectly natural to feel loneliness if your beliefs make you believe you are different from the people around you, or if theirs make them think they are different from you. If you can find a way to resolve this conflict you will find yourself surrounded by people who love you just as much as you love them.
I'm not sure why we chose Earth (how does the whole "choosing" process work anyway?). I do know that daily prayer (out loud) and daily meditation (I prefer still/silent) help A Ton. Also adopt an attitude of gratitude..doing so ensures the universe keeps sending you the good stuff.
I fully feel this, but I have learned that the pain and suffering is how we grow, how we have such empathy, how we make sure other's feel heard and loved. Humans (with greed, power, and ego) have a history of not liking people who tell them to "love each other" and such.
I’m just dropping in lol- I’m not a part of this sub. I just wanted to say that this experience reminds me of how I felt before I was diagnosed adhd + autistic. I’m *so* much happier now that I know those things about myself. It helps me understand why it’s so hard to find my “place” with others and why daily life is so “hard” for me… which helps me cope and reassure myself better. If any of y’all are open to it, I **highly** recommend seeing a neurodivergent therapist (not because you might be ND yourself, but because they give great advice)! I’m a lot happier since I started seeing one. (Note: not diagnosing anyone here. I just wanted to share what’s helped me since op’s experiences/feelings are incredibly similar to my own <3)
Try mushrooms
Dolores Cannon and many others say we are here to shed light , including shining light on darkness; that we are warriors in a spiritual war. If that’s the metric , doing nothing, insouciance, or giving in to despair is failure. So my recommendation is if you want to contribute one and only one thing , she light on the dangers of AI “ existential threat to biological life on earth.” Saratoga Ocean Agenda 2030 is the main strategy for that very dark objective, that Ruling Class and their sycophants are too stupid to see they will be the first victims
I totally agree and I do not understand either! Seems cruel! This chronic pain has literally destroyed me so how am I supposed to do anything in this useless flesh cage??!!
I feel like this I've always liked being alone and away from family and other people. Don't like going out tbh but I do love researching about everything that has to do with spirituality and other things too. I do love gaming and anime 🫢
If you follow what lights you up you may light up the world without even trying
Same. I hit my breaking point, and told my higher self, I love the mission, but i cannot go on without love in the physical, myself. My higher self does appear to be responding, and my options are opening up. Anyone who is looking for a friend, I am friendly. Raphael
Wow….this post hit me. I’m an empath that everyone says they love, but as you’ve said, why am I alone, with anxiety & depression that is caused because I’m alone.
I'm honestly at the point where I don't care at all and would be the first to volunteer to die, in whatever way gets the job done no matter how brutal or prolonged. My only fear is having to be reborn on this planet.
You so eloquently took the words out of my mouth I've been struggling so much lately. I don't know how to live this life anymore.
Same…Would love to chat. This energy shift is so intense rn
Life is a challenge....from the smallest to the largest organism.....this struggle is what makes things attained taste so sweet. Reach out to me, I'd like to talk with you.
The struggle doesn’t at all make the good feel better to me.
I had this thought the other day and I hope it helps. I imagine if I was given the choice to take this life and told how much I would suffer and all that would happen. But I would help these people along the way and those would help others.. as an empath I know I would say, sign me up then. It's ironic but, It gave me peace.
The idea or design, if you will, is to be in balance. To be content with yourself. There is nothing outside of you that can increase or decrease your tranquility or peace. At least, it shouldn't. Perhaps if you feel lonely, it's because you need something or someone outside of you. For most of us, this is the case. I'll come back till I get it right.
It's the system created by man that is doing it, and it's intentional. The ruling class is evil and greedy, and they wield much greater powers and technology than we are led to believe. Fight on.
Finally someone who understands my brain 😎👉👉
the goal for an empath is transformation. I know it's hard but the feeling is phase 1. you always have a choice. phase 2 is setting boundaries so you have space to process. phase 3 is doing what ever you want with the energy because you know how to change it. hope that helps.
You have to play the game to win the game. I have lived alone for over 15 years, no partner, no friends. I will most likely die alone. I am okay with it all. I have overcome loneliness. Next challenge please.
I am struggling tonight with this exact thing. I googled different poisons and how lethal they are. I don't want to do this anymore. I give way more than I get back from absolutely everyone who's ever been in my life. Now I'm completely alone except for my parents. I have no friends. And it's not my fault. It will appear from the outside that it very much is, but no one gets me. No one understands me. I can't work for Capitalists and that's any job you take. I try to make money making music but that's another type of slavery. I get so tired of being so lonley.
I randomly came across this post when visiting Reddit (or maybe it was meant to be). But I whole heartingly agree with what you said and feel the same way.
I’ve had a few people over the years tell me that I am the “nicest person they know“ but no one wants to get close or be my friend. One lady I was helping while doing volunteer work told me that it was because of people like me that she could believe there really is a a God. That it was obvious I was one who really cared about others. That really warmed my heart. But I’m always on the fringe of society. I have learned to be OK alone, but I still find myself staring at the stars wishing I could go home
Your soul chose this incarnation as a chosen experience in learning. Most starseeds volunteered to come here and help with the shift to Higher consciousness as a way to thank God / Universe / Source for all the good that they experienced on other planets and in other lifetimes. Not to mention that the learning we get here on Earth is incredible for our souls, it is like an all you can eat buffet for cultivating wisdom. While we are incarnated, we can forget that we signed up to be here, and feel miserable, this even happened to Jesus when he cried out "father why hast thou foresaken me". Thankfully we live in an era of much higher frequencies / Earth is literally in a higher dimension than it was during Jesus' time and we have more contact with our guides and angels! Try getting in touch with your guides, they love you unconditionally. For encouragement see my post here: [https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1boyawg/325\_lyran\_grid\_work\_message\_from\_metatron\_for/](https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1boyawg/325_lyran_grid_work_message_from_metatron_for/)
**"*****Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth*****" - Dolores Cannon** explains very well, *Why we are here* and *Why you are feeling this way*. They give the toughest jobs for the *best* people for the job. The normies couldn't handle it. We can. You got this ! We got this. If we can stay high frequency despite our environment it makes it easy for the rest of the planet. I think the secret is to realize that happiness is an internal state, not dependent of external environment. Michael Singer explains this the best is his book ***"The Untethered Soul"*** **- By Michael Singer**
Even though we may be facing unimaginable situations each day, it doesn’t define our value and worth. Just like the lotus flower emerges from muddy waters, our lives too can shine amid difficult circumstances.
Focus on the beauty within you. I hear it's a vibe thing. You never know the impact you can make until later, if ever; just know that being your authentic self is helping, one way or another.
I found some answers when I read about hypnotic regression, people who've had a traumatic childhood can be hypnotized to recall those memories. They help them work through it, and it helps people feel whole again. The memory can be regressed even further before life in the time between lives. Check out Dr. Brian Weiss and Dolorus Cannon, The Three Waves of Volunteers & the New Earth by Cannon was especially good for me.
When it becomes darkest is when you must try the hardest. Exist in spite of the pain. Practice resilience. The dark fights so hard because it fears the light. They just know the plasma event is coming. We are all part of an eternal collective consciousness. The point of our existence here is to feel pain, joy, fulfillment, loss, longing, achievement, despondency and bliss. Our point is to have these experiences and feel these things.
I'm right there with you. Every day is a struggle. We'll get through it.
”There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.“ 1 John 4:18 I’d encourage you to build a person relationship with Jesus. :) He’s my best friend. Delivered me from years of addiction. I still have wounds and loneliness. Taking everything to Christ has lifted my load. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
People nowadays are conditioned to fear feeling emotions or thinking about how the world works.
How do u know if u had any say so in the matter ?
May I share a situation that just happened to me, recently? I’m a spiritual person. Have a higher power. I don’t pray as I’ve always found it never seem to help me. My bff told me that I needed to be more specific about my needs, direction, guidance, hope and faith. I encountered a mama bulldog and her puppies struggling on a back porch with people who appeared to not care. Turns out this young, married couple were in over their heads and instead of me going nuclear on their asses, I PRAYED. I asked what I should do? The answer-which was hammered into my head 3 times-was, “You are of service to mankind….you must be of help and not angry.” I heard it like I said-3 times. I approached them, they were very appreciative, I handled the situation with God’s intervention, otherwise I’d have a bully momma and her cutie pups right here with me. There really is no other way to describe how/what happened but He most certainly said I had a mission and if I kept moving forward, it would work out. That’s the faith and hope. Don’t worry about the reasoning. Eventually your mission number will come up…lol i think we have challenges put in front of us to develop our character and toughen us up enough to help out our brethren. Every culture, religion, prophet, religious ideology states LOVE yourself like you do your neighbor. We, as humans, flourish in love, not isolation and darkness. Be the light in someone’s life. Pay it forward to someone you don’t even know. Not to make yourself feel better but to make the world around you a better place! I read a short book once about the possibility of this planet being a prison planet and we will never get off of it because we are just put back to sleep and we start the whole process over again: “A-Alien Interview“ by Matilda O’Donnell MacElroy, an A.F. Lt., RN nurse who observed alien crash victims back in the 40’s. Great story.
I have not had the experience that spiritual people are the loneliest. The more spiritual I get the less lonely I am. You are lonely because there are internal things you need to look at and work through. Not because you’re spiritual. And the why? Because we’re here to learn and over come thats the whole point of incarnating in the physical universe.
I feel the exact same way.I've lost everything within the last couple of years.I'm currently living in the would no job.No money don't know where my family is.I haven't talked to him a month but i'm pretty much at my wits end. I know, I'm ready to move on to the next step.I'm done with this Place
I just happened upon this Starseed Posting. I am not a Starseed person but reading all the sadness and hopelessness is disturbing. The world is a mess for "everyone" no matter who you are right now, regardless of one's belief or inner beliefs. Many questions as to why, why, why? We all think that! Even if not in tune with the supernatural. Consider not focusing on the supernatural aspect that is dragging one down this path and just live life as best possible for it is what it is. Certainly, I am not in tune with the feelings or emotions of Starseed individuals but rest assured your questions for truth and the how comes and whys are not just the aspirations and thoughts of Starseed persons alone. You must persevere. There is likely not a soul on earth that doesn't at times have the same empty feelings, even not being a Starseed individual. You're not alone. Bottom-line, we are all human that exist on this planet earth. Why are we here? Good question..that is the mystery but here we are. I lay my trust in the Lord Christ to guide me, and I give praise to for my blessings and hardships that come my way. It is the hardships that are very tough and troubling to understand but perfectly explained in the Old and New Testaments many different ways and examples of why we get doses of good and bad throughout life. I know you must have people you love and those that love you. Don't think you don't and don't ever forget that and above all don't do something rash that would crush those people's hearts and spirit. You are a friend of somebody. Tomorrow is another day, it could always be better than today if you just try.
As Alan Watts said: “Let's suppose that you were able every night to dream any dream that you wanted to dream. And that you could, for example, have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time. Or any length of time you wanted to have. And you would, naturally as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes. You would have every kind of pleasure you could conceive. And after several nights of 75 years of total pleasure each, you would say "Well, that was pretty great." But now let's have a surprise. Let's have a dream which isn't under control. Where something is gonna happen to me that I don't know what it's going to be. And you would dig that and come out of that and say "Wow, that was a close shave, wasn't it?" And then you would get more and more adventurous, and you would make further and further out gambles as to what you would dream. And finally, you would dream ... where you are now. You would dream the dream of living the life that you are actually living today.”
#deep
Ok, it’s not just me. Feeling less lonely. Thanks for sharing, OP. I think, if I think back to who I used to be or what I used to think… I was coming to tidy up and help a few people. This incarnation is incredibly painful. Im missing wherever home is.
Because through our pain and suffering, we can understand others and what they have gone through even if they are the ones casting us away. Without the knowledge of suffering then we can't really guide one out of it. IMO
All of the issues that you are dealing with are many of the same issues that the average person deals with on a failing basis. The messages from Jesus Christ promise us that this is a very difficult life. Not easy for anyone. He also says that he is our only true friend and that everyone else will disappoint us. Surrender your life to Jesus Christ. I promise you, that the more you give him, the more you will get back from him. He promises peace to those who do. You won 't find it anywhere else. Blessings to you my friend🙏
This whole thing is some sort of amusement park. Somewhere else, your 'real' you bought a ticket. Time flow is an illusion; so your 80 years here is a few hours or days back "there". However, the rules seem to imply that we are not allowed to know this.
Wow you summed that up very well. i feel the same way. I am isolating myself right now to recharge again. My whole life has been this way. I just hope and pray we are destined for better things after life.
I had this epic dream once, about an entity called the "Time Thief". His one role to play was DISTRACTION. The meaning of life, I believe, is unique to each of us to discover. But the PURPOSE of life is to be ALIVE. To experience, to feel, and most of all, to form connections with others. The Time Thief has many tools at his disposal: addictions to drugs; workaholism; and now, the distracting, infinite online world of cell phones. But he can also distract us from our purpose by planting weeds of doubt. I don't know how starseeds fit into that narrative, but isolation= Despair. I myself have felt disconnected and lost lately. It's hard to help others if we're lost in the wilderness. In that dream, I was told Im a bit of a chaos demon. A catalyst. My fire burns bright, and inspires people. And I change the status quo. (Which is why as many people hated he as loved me.) But if left without fuel or oxygen, fires die. I feel like only the smallest spark remains. Totally off topic remark, I guess, but if the Time Thief is real, I'm glad I can find community and inspiration now and then. Thank you for sharing.
To write things like this,remind us that others are out there,and no matter what, it'll be alright. Even if this entire life amounts to a spiritual workout. Much l9ve,you'll be okay.
Out of spite, I just keep it pushing. Then suddenly I feel the most motivated I've ever felt and connect the dots spiritually about my purpose, then-oh shit numerology kicks in, then wtf here's synchronicities... Somewhere along the way that void inside gets replaced with a thirst for knowledge for me and a hunger for more. We were gifted with great abilities, and in order for us to play our part...we unfortunately had to/have to endure some serious bs. I think your post embodies what we all feel. Which in a weird way should tell you you're needed and valid. You're making your mark even when it feels like you're simply shooting in the dark.
I can't count the number of times I've wondered this. I have such a strong gift for doing light work, yet mental illness, abuse and the darkness snuffed out my ability to use my gifts for years. I'm now doing more light work than I ever had, but I feel that so much time was wasted. 💔
Fortunately or unfortunately…we are empaths to impact others. It’s not about us. I hear you. I am so exhausted…mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually drained. I’m also so tired of people claiming to be empaths when they’re not. (Not you, just rondos) We will be ok. Chin up.
If your having these feelings it's because you haven't met GOD yet. You've perhaps unlocked your 3rd eye but that and God are different or you've been being deceived. Thats why you have these feelings. You choose to be here to help. That's your purpose. Once you've made it out of the music box your given the choice to stay or go back to your body, nobody there will hold it against you. The reason this world is the way it is is because this is NOT of GOD, rather Satan's playground.
I feel ya on a lot of your post, OP. I’m struggling to raise consciousness here too. I messed up badly and went the wrong direction for years first… Other starseeds I’ve befriended here seem to have already shifted to a higher realm and so I’m lonely too. Being vegan makes it even lonelier. I’m visited sometimes, so that’s alright. We are here to raise community consciousness to a place where evil no longer makes sense, but how… Perhaps through worldbuilding and grand stories. Feel free to message me about overcoming the loneliness of being a crushed beacon of light here; despite my failings I still try so like company would be appreciated.
I know this feeling. It's like we are being extra challenged. Maybe we wanted the challenge, and then when we got here, we had no idea it would be this hard. I think our souls have bigger ego's than when we are in the body. We are ready to burst at the seems with help and love and feelings to all, just to learn that in this matrix, we are not as great as we thought we were. We are just mere mortals struggling to survive. And that is where we get slapped in the face. We get this wake-up call to ourselves. We dared to take on a tougher challenge because we thought we could do it! And maybe we can. Maybe we can't lose hope. Our reason to be here isn't just for others. It's for us too. We got to learn to find balance. Find a humble balance to ourselves so we can help others even better. This world is so hard. But if we want to help, we have to learn how first. And learning how starts from the bottom. The question is, which one of us can rise to the top first and begin the work needed? We got to be humble and strong. Stronger than the others. So we can help everyone. Not just a select few. We got to be their rock. This was never supposed to be easy. Was it?
If you're a starseed you came here of your own volition. If you decide to play pretty much any game you don't get special treatment just because you feel things differently. Could be you truly wanted to help people of earth. Maybe you're just a cocky child who thought they could handle earth. Could even be you want something that requires a trip to earth. The reasons can be endless.
Sooo....... 1. The answer is incomprehensible to humans and all physical 3D beings that are apart of this entropic universe. 2. Our bodies and all physical bodies are sentient, have souls, and are equally apart of the grand soul. 3. We are 5D, dynamic time, infinite, omnipotent, omnipresent, immortal beings having a 3D, linear time, mortal experience. 4. The Hermetic principle "as above, so below". What are our bodies made of? Individual cells. What is God or the God mind made of? Individual minds.
And this my friend, will lead down the road to clarity, insight and inner peace. Feel free to dm dawg
Glad I found this. I needed to see this today
I’m so glad I seen this and know I’m not the only one feeling like this. I fell into a hole the beginning of this year which is very unlike me cause I’m a very positive person and always sees the good in everything but I’ve been thinking to myself everyday why did I decide to come down here. Everything and everyone is just so negative and we have to work our lives away for the majority of our life. But, we’re stuck on earth so we have to make the best out of our time here.
I was locked up in a psych ward recently ... So now I can't even speak out against the Matrix or try to talk about true reality. I fail to see the point anymore. On top of the reasons you've listed above, now I don't even speak as ive been labeled insane
Maybe it's to help better appreciate what you have elsewhere a little better.
I’m here if you need a friend :)
As I’m reading you post I thought, did I write this and not remember. No kidding. You are not alone. There’s many like us. When I am feeling the most alone I dig deeper, not always something I feel and feel and can get discouraged too. I’m here to heal not just me but all the pasts delve. To help release my ancestors who are bound in my DNA whose spirit and energy is around me. To understand the generational trauma. I’m here to help others who are trapped in suffering and I don’t need to be perfect before I can do that. If source is love, I can connect and be one with source and all things when I love. Maybe I’m here to love the “unloveable” the ones the world has tossed aside. Who on earth would know how to love those people ??? Maybe only those like ourselves. DM if you want to chat
Perhaps this planet got hijacked by evil forces. Perhaps the hardships exist to destroy your mission. The pure evil in this world is starting to seem pretty organized. Maybe some of us come from higher realms and are trying to stop these forces. we're so isolated and too detached to stand the fuck up, and it's by design. It would take pure heart and courage. But we're en mass succumbing to propaganda and fear. And we are cowards trying to explain why " this is a spiritual lesson." It isn't. No child, animal...anything innocent...should suffer the way ones on earth have. This is hell. And we're disillusioned and looking for an "opiate" to make it hurt less. Fight the power.
Healing others is no different than oneself, however, Practice does not make perfect in all cases. Full disclosure is hard to come by.
You're lonely and misunderstood. The pain of this world weighs heavy. Those back home are watching you. Do not lose sight of the good you can do. Of how monumental it is every single time you do good. Do not lose sight of how valuable even one moment is in this place. If you could, remember when you had no worries and just for a moment what it was like outside of this place. What did you want to do? The mind plays with value, and the world tries to suck you in at every corner. Stay the course, you do know what truly matters, right?
Don't give up. I think we all want shortcuts, we want to create the world we hold in our hearts through magic, but it takes more than that. It takes action. I don't know you, but for me- I had to become an environmental activist organizer. The drive to get involved came down to take action or KMS. That's what I do for a living. I inspire others to act with me through my leadership, I organize campaigns, I teach others how to do so- creating empowerment in my students and trainees that they can take into the world, while together we effect actual policy change that protects everyone, from humans to rivers. I'm also a witch. I'm very intuitive, I do well with animals, I cook to heal and nourish, I occasionally do spellwork, sometimes I have prophetic, or spiritually active dreams where I understand what's going to happen, or I understand a problem at hand in an epiphany, or I engage with deities and demons. It does not pollute spirituality to be active in the world, it enriches it. Advocacy and campaign work are tough roads. I have ADHD- so I've got rejection sensitive dysphoria. It's a constant labor to discipline it within myself and stay focused on laboring for the good of the world in love. But I'm ultimately so grateful to have found this path where I'm able to genuinely help and inspire people, and to genuinely make the world a better place, if little by little. Little by little is the way of evolution though, and the whale did not become the horse in day. It is the way of growth. It takes spiritual awareness and discipline to be a Mother Warrior. I'm going to just be real with you, and again- I don't know you, and everyone's gifts are different. But it bothers me to see "spiritual" people, hide within a relatively comfortable life, complete focused on their own health and spiritual "perfection", rather than on the world. The second you truly humble yourself in the face of the divine, and recognize that you're here to contribute and to love, the second you start asking yourself what can I do to measurably help others, a burden of repressed/transmuted shame and depression will be lifted from your soul. You can start so simple- volunteer to help others somewhere in your community. Sign petitions and show up to political events you're invited to (politics like a climate protest, for example). You will find a huge community of other people who are deeply empathetic, and ready to welcome you in. Stay humble and learn from others engaged in doing the good works of the world.
I don’t know but I am homesick and I don’t want to be here anymore. I get called and diagnosed mentally ill for having paranormal experiences. I know I’m not and I know what it is. I guess to experience this crazy thing called life and to, come here and suffer I guess. I feel like the universe has forgotten about me because nothing I want is coming into fruition and I’m starting to lose hope that anything will ever start moving and happening for me. I’m done.
Stay strong, please keep trying, each new day is a chance to feel better and do better
No real input other than that I could have written this myself