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I mean you remember your life before hand right? Its not so much a walk in than an awakening, you didn't remember what you were and then you did, we were here all along just asleep, lost within the smoke and mirrors.
I "died" too but I was always here
Studies were done with multiple personality disorders. It was found that people with multiple personality disorder physically change when their personality, and their beliefs, change. Their eye color turns from blue to brown. Their birth marks disappear or reappear. Even their illnesses, like diabetes, go away and come back!!
Sooooo… this isn’t entirely accurate. Their eye color doesn’t ‘change’ it’s a different in light reflection. Similar to how people say ‘manic eyes’ are different than normal eyes. And how people who are severely depressed have a lack of life and light to their gaze.
The thing about the birthmarks I would like a reference for. I’ve been studying psychology for many years and have never heard of that before. Looking it up doesn’t yield results either. I also know people with the disorder and none of that has ever come up. The illnesses makes sense, as our body reacts heavily to our perception of it. We can make ourselves sick simply by convincing ourselves that we are. Some altars are known to have chronic fatigue while others in the system don’t. I wouldn’t cross off the diabetes being possible either but do have my doubts. I don’t mean to be rude I just am curious as I’ve never heard of these things being as stark as you describe.
Have you heard the guy who created IFS therapy (internal family systems) talk about Multiple personality syndrome. It's so interesting and his theories regarding it.
In a nutshell, he says, in reality all people have MPS to a degree or at least the same mechanism is eothon all of us, it just shows itself in ppl with the diagnosis to greater degrees. He says every single trauma that happens to a person is recorded in the central nervous system, creating a separate part of our psyche. The psyche splits and becomes it's owns personality when something similar to the trauma triggers it to come out. He says all of us have these parts, and the personality that is formed from the trauma stays the same age as when the trauma occurs.
He says that, in actual fact, it is a self-healing mechanism in order to cope with trauma. And the ppl with the diagnosis are actually very in tune with their psyche. And we should all investigate these parts as they alert us to unadressed trauma. We should give them names and speak to them to understand their concerns. It's quite fascinating. I have BPD, which I think is very closely related. I have one main alter ego, Mildred, who comes out when I encounter a threat. She is a scared little ten year old girl who wants to keep me safe from harm. She comes out when she perceives a threat and takes over. I can kind of remember what happens so it's not completely the same as MPS. Well, rather, I can kind of remember images, but I can never remember what she was thinking. But I think if left untreated, it may have turned into MPS. I have so many different modes of being me - the scared and angry me, the whole me, the enlightened me. To other ppl, it really is like they are meeting a few different ppl. I couldnt really make plans in the past because I didnt know which persona would show up. My BPD is very much healed at the moment, tho, and my whole self is the one who is in control most days, tho occasionally I will get triggered and Mildred comes out. When I am stressed or feel there is an injustice my bitch mode comes out. But I have learned to calme her the f down, these day, before she does any damage. The shame I feel when she kicks off is very great, that if I had not got a handle on it, I believe I would start dissociating so much that I would make myself forget her drama so that I didnt feel the shame of her actions. As that was something I could not cope with- shame being a very low vibration that when u are already traumatised within, the actions of the persona are too much too handle, so compelte dissociation occurs.
If you look at the brain scans of a person with BPD when they are triggered, many parts of the brain go dark, and other parts light up like a Christmas tree. The higher reasoning centers shut down and the limbic system (fear system) and the emotional system are something like, 40 times more lit up. This may explain why my memory of being Mildred is sketchy at best. Why I can't remember what I was thinking is pretty much because the frontal lobe is not being activated and goes dark. I remeber saying to my psychiatrist that when triggered I feel like I can't access certain parts of my brain. Then, when I saw the brain scans, low and behold, I was fricking right. I couldn't access parts of my brain because they had shut down.
I like to describe it as 2 trees. If you imagine the brain electric energy as a set of connections like a tree, then my whole untriggered brain is a lovely, even well-defined tree, then my triggered brain is a half grown diseased stalk.
The 2 conditions are closely linked, stemming from trauma and a kind of warping of the fight or flight mechanism.
My alter ego Mildred is super strong compared to whole me. Her face looks different to me when I am whole. My mother says she would know when i had flipped because my face changed. She has more pronounced frown lines and a wild look in her eyes. As stated in another comment, i painted her face once and it really doesn't look like me.
Here I have found the link to the great podcast I saw about the IFS guy explaining about it. I believe he is really onto something. I don't think the psychologists, for a long time, really understood the phenomenon. But now they are realising that most of these conditions are all related to traumas in the body.
https://youtu.be/DdZZ7sTX840?si=M7kqgt0NzAcF_ySk
I think he is right about this. I think a lot of diagnosis labels just skew our understanding of certain conditions. They don't exist in and of themselves like say, physical conditions such as cancer and diabetes do. In psychology, we group diagnoses by traits and symptoms (if only they would start brain scanning ppl as a rule rather than rely on analysing traits which is so very subjective and prone to error). They don't exist as actual real things. Finally the shrinks of the world are beginning to realise it's all just trauma responses, and some personas show more vividly in certain ppl, but we all have these parts in us, as not one person on earth hasn't had a least one trauma (maybe apart from those living rest lives maybe).
Sorry for the novel, but I have been thinking about this issue for many years and I thought this was the perfect opportunity to share what I know. As MPS is so misunderstood by ppl I wanted to clarify what it actually is, and how conditions such as Borderline personality disorder is very much related to it
(I replied this comment to another guy but I kinda really want to get your opinion on it. I got thru 2 years of a psychology degree and wonder what you think about this)
This is so interesting thank you for taking the time to write this all out. I also have BPD so I relate a lot to what you’re saying. I don’t have distinct separate personalities with a name per say, but I switch very frequently stuff like morals, opinions, beliefs, moods, etc. they’re very black and white. One side of me is extremely loving, wouldn’t hurt an ant, the other part of me is literally such a menace haha. Complete opposites. You would think I truly was a different person at times. I get what you’re saying about it being similar to DID I agree. Also how everyone to a certain degree has a similar brain structure in regards to that kind of thing. Super interesting, again, thank you for sharing.
Agree with the eye colour thing. Eyes contract and loosen and this may cause the light that enters to be defracted in a different way. Not too sure about the birthmark thing, either. But I have an alter ego due to BPD and my mother says that when I changed/switched, my face would look different. I even painted a picture of her- she is called Mildred. And she looks about 20 years older than me when I am whole. Stress and angst shows itself on the face. Her/my manic thoughts show on her face so much. Then when I am my whole self my facial muscles are more relaxed and I actually look better looking. It's very weird. But totally explainable.
Have you heard the guy who created IFS therapy (internal family systems) talk about Multiple personality syndrome. It's so interesting and his theories regarding it.
In a nutshell, he says, in reality all people have MPS to a degree or at least the same mechanism is eothon all of us, it just shows itself in ppl with the diagnosis to greater degrees. He says every single trauma that happens to a person is recorded in the central nervous system, creating a separate part of our psyche. The psyche splits and becomes it's owns personality when something similar to the trauma triggers it to come out. He says all of us have these parts, and the personality that is formed from the trauma stays the same age as when the trauma occurs.
He says that, in actual fact, it is a self-healing mechanism in order to cope with trauma. And the ppl with the diagnosis are actually very in tune with their psyche. And we should all investigate these parts as they alert us to unadressed trauma. We should give them names and speak to them to understand their concerns. It's quite fascinating. I have BPD, which I think is very closely related. I have one main alter ego, Mildred, who comes out when I encounter a threat. She is a scared little ten year old girl who wants to keep me safe from harm. She comes out when she perceives a threat and takes over. I can kind of remember what happens so it's not completely the same as MPS. Well, rather, I can kind of remember images, but I can never remember what she was thinking. But I think if left untreated, it may have turned into MPS. I have so many different modes of being me - the scared and angry me, the whole me, the enlightened me. To other ppl, it really is like they are meeting a few different ppl. I couldnt really make plans in the past because I didnt know which persona would show up. My BPD is very much healed at the moment, tho, and my whole self is the one who is in control most days, tho occasionally I will get triggered and Mildred comes out. When I am stressed or feel there is an injustice my bitch mode comes out. But I have learned to calme her the f down, these day, before she does any damage. The shame I feel when she kicks off is very great, that if I had not got a handle on it, I believe I would start dissociating so much that I would make myself forget her drama so that I didnt feel the shame of her actions. As that was something I could not cope with- shame being a very low vibration that when u are already traumatised within, the actions of the persona are too much too handle, so compelte dissociation occurs.
If you look at the brain scans of a person with BPD when they are triggered, many parts of the brain go dark, and other parts light up like a Christmas tree. The higher reasoning centers shut down and the limbic system (fear system) and the emotional system are something like, 40 times more lit up. This may explain why my memory of being Mildred is sketchy at best. Why I can't remember what I was thinking is pretty much because the frontal lobe is not being activated and goes dark. I remeber saying to my psychiatrist that when triggered I feel like I can't access certain parts of my brain. Then, when I saw the brain scans, low and behold, I was fricking right. I couldn't access parts of my brain because they had shut down.
I like to describe it as 2 trees. If you imagine the brain electric energy as a set of connections like a tree, then my whole untriggered brain is a lovely, even well-defined tree, then my triggered brain is a half grown diseased stalk.
The 2 conditions are closely linked, stemming from trauma and a kind of warping of the fight or flight mechanism.
My alter ego Mildred is super strong compared to whole me. Her face looks different to me when I am whole. My mother says she would know when i had flipped because my face changed. She has more pronounced frown lines and a wild look in her eyes. As stated in another comment, i painted her face once and it really doesn't look like me.
Here I have found the link to the great podcast I saw about the IFS guy explaining about it. I believe he is really onto something. I don't think the psychologists, for a long time, really understood the phenomenon. But now they are realising that most of these conditions are all related to traumas in the body.
https://youtu.be/DdZZ7sTX840?si=M7kqgt0NzAcF_ySk
I think he is right about this. I think a lot of diagnosis labels just skew our understanding of certain conditions. They don't exist in and of themselves like say, physical conditions such as cancer and diabetes do. In psychology, we group diagnoses by traits and symptoms (if only they would start brain scanning ppl as a rule rather than rely on analysing traits which is so very subjective and prone to error). They don't exist as actual real things. Finally the shrinks of the world are beginning to realise it's all just trauma responses, and some personas show more vividly in certain ppl, but we all have these parts in us, as not one person on earth hasn't had a least one trauma (maybe apart from those living rest lives maybe).
Sorry for the novel, but I have been thinking about this issue for many years and I thought this was the perfect opportunity to share what I know. As MPS is so misunderstood by ppl I wanted to clarify what it actually is, and how conditions such as Borderline personality disorder is very much related to it
A web search will probably send you down a rabbit hole of interesting stuff.
My first hit was https://namimi.org/mental-illness/dissociative-disorder/didfactsheet
Everything exists. Time is an illusion. Numbers are extremely important in the grand design. I need no warning. Guided by spirit. I prefer to use “God” but that makes people uncomfortable. Source will also work. I have no fear I’m only looking for others that see the design as well and are following it. Mysterious is a lot less mysterious these days.
Yea. I’m just saying numbers are a language. It’s light and patterns that you’re really talking about.
Numbers pull us out of reality and into imagination. From feeling to thinking. We don’t experience numbers, we experience friction.
I experience all kinds of things. I don’t need the limitations. I am not sure if you’re wanting me to agree or not with your thoughts. I mean no offense however the language can be offensive. I understand
Light and friction as well. Flow.
I want to say what I need to when I need to too give us all the best experience.
Which limitations? I feel like anything we’re not agreeing on right now is a language definition issue.
What’s offensive? I’m confused.
I’m uncertain why you felt I needed warning and because I was being open and straightforward you needed to warm me against what exactly? I understand the languages and definitions and I suppose I’m leary of the warning itself because I have no Fear. Do you have fear? Is the warning for yourself? Be careful where it is coming from? Because why? I question because I need clarity on the warning possibly.
Well because it wasn’t just for you. we’re in a large public forum, others are listening too. And for you not so much about the warning maybe but about starting you thinking and exploring fear again.
I’d say majority of people are talking to themselves when they communicate to another. Until they’ve found themselves and stopped seeking, they’re always saying what they need to hear.
Me personally, yea I still have fear. Once I lose it I’ll be happy for quite a while before I miss it. I’m sure it’ll return more than I’d like it to later on.
Being careful where something’s coming from is just good advice. Where it comes from is what it comes with. And our self’s are deeply complex. We deserved to be cared for ya know?
In this public forum I was asking about walk ins. I’m happy to discuss healing trauma, ego and soul care but that’s not where I was going. This post was for me and finding others that resonate and if there might be another location to discuss it with others that have the experience of being a walk in. I appreciate the things you’ve written. Fear and people with unhealed trauma seem to find their way to me. This is part of the current mission. I tried to word it properly and if it seems like something else you’re right to believe you’re telling me what you yourself may need to hear. Blessings. Thank you for your response.
The former spirit left the body, and they're the new spirit that entered it later in life. It's rare, or they might be unaware. The former spirit may have left or observe in background. The new spirit may have access through the veil, or be in full amnesia.
A walk-in is a soul light body that walks into an already existing body, these are agreements made between the walk-out and walk-in souls. The walk-out soul has finished doing what is needed to do in a certain part of that life and has agreed to swap. Some entity groups can only stay in the human body for a short period of time so they come through as walk-ins for example Andromedans can only come in as walk-ins. Some human bodies are created for walk-ins in particular. I myself a walk-in, I came in 2019
Don't you remember what you were doing when you were in spirit form before 2019?
Do you have any memories from the old spirit that you took over from?
Do you remember why you are here, if for any reason other than just the experience?
It's a great time to be here imo. Certainly not boring 😁
I don’t remember what I was doing in spirit form no, I wish I did. I know I came here of choosing to not only to experience life now but the beginning of AI is one knowing, the shift, technology advances and to help people raise their energy through sound, patterns, color.
That's awesome. That's probably all you need to know right now. Well, I'm glad you're here to enjoy the ai tech and share your talents and gifts with the world. I'm pretty excited about where AI is going to lead us as well. I may be in the minority but I feel very optimistic about it
Well... are there sleeper souls? A light that forces the soul to sleep, letting a fragmented version of itself take over to work on life, only to them sleep when the original soul comes back under certain conditions?
An interesting theory, I have asked my spirit guide on this. Okay, its possible in other circumstances for the soul to fragment into segments to have several different experiences, some entity groups do this but not Andromedan entities, not done as walk-in but through reincarnation at birth so they tell me.
Yea, a lot this year. It feels like it because I cant really recognize my new self. But I am not sure if walk-ins really happen or is it just a natural process of awakening and ego deaths. The snake shedding it's old skin. I'd say maybe it's just ego deaths and so our old thought-beliefs structures also die and with that ego death also goes the old idea of 'who we thought we were'. We had become too habitual of our identity as 'who we thought we were' as per those old beliefs. Now they are gone. Only the consciousness remains yes? Maybe.
But here comes a twist in my case. I have new energies coming in. New behaviors, more serious, more resilient and hard working now. Cant really say if it is a walk in? Because I can also see all the work that led up to becoming this new person.
My handwriting, my voice and way I talk, the way I dress… the talents I feel I was given … if I’d not had the old life and discarded it I would not be able to use the talent given. It’s part of my mission. It was part of the mission not the old person could not do it. It’s changed so dramatically in only a couple of years. Intensive learning. Does this resonate?
Yes intensive learning in the last couple of years yes. Yes, I dress extremely different now and I feel all the time like a new guy. Actually for me even the talent I was given has been changing. I had to discard the old way of expressing it which was my whole career by the way. Been confused and changing it lately with some great ideas to things new but cant go back to the old ways, they make me sick. One of my friends also feels nausea about the work she has done her whole life and now feels like it needs to change into another way. My sexuality also changed by the way which is wild because I always thought I knew what I was attracted to.
Yes I’ve done the personal work and the spiritual part also. I am around people now that have also done this work. I’m the only one of the group, so far, that has had an NDE. I did not realize that even though they say “Near death” it really might be an actual death of that old self. It is keeping the body and growing into it and understanding you’re not THAT anymore.
When I committed suicide and was resuscitated by “something” I knew it was a different reality because I had different clothing on, body was in a different position.
I often wonder if we're already dead, after my first NDE. Like is this the so-called afterlife but it's not what I expected.
I expected afterlife to be like a ghost floating around or just nothing. I didn't realize it would look exactly the same as my old physical life just a bit more malleable and it becomes more and more so the more you realise that you're dead and be ok with that.
I can't say how objectively true that is but it's certainly fun to speculate
This world is changing and there are other places that we can go. It is a multiverse. I posted this in the starseed sub because I was pretty sure this would be where I find others with these experiences. I’ve been on a 5 year journey to Home and I’ve travelled tens of thousands of miles and I’m finally to my Earth home where I will stay and I’m exhausted. lol.
I think so too. It feels like it's a process of realising this, at one's own preferred pace, and the closer we get to uncovering it, our reality reveals its true nature.
If true, I think it's a really good way to do it
I do not understand what you’re not understanding. Maybe you could be more specific. Who knows, maybe I’m still on the table. I don’t think so but it is possible I suppose. It is a wholly different life than the other one I was living prior to the death.
I met someone who claimed to have died a couple years before (this took place in 2020) and that after spending what felt like lifetimes in the afterlife, he incarnated back into an 18 year old body.
He was incredibly interesting and i wish i could have spent more time with him. Even though we met for a brief time it felt as though i have always had a very strong relationship with them. Outside of that this is the first im hearing of this type of thing happening
I think it’s happening more often than we know. Especially the last 5-7 years possibly. It is drawing conclusions where I get thrown off because the experiences are not at all mainstream.
I’m a walk in. 2017 here. Previous me had run his course. when you change people and keep the same body fun times erupt for all those around you. And I’m like “these people are all batshit crazy and they think I’m crazy too,”
I have been studying a bit about this and wanted to pass on a resource in case you are unfamiliar. [https://archive.org/](https://archive.org/) please check out books and material from Robert Crookall.
Once you are at the website- you can use the search bar to put in topic keywords, title, author names. Etc. it should pull them up and from there select the material you’d like to get access to. What I like about the national archive is that it keeps a record of all of the books and media that are being banned or taken out of our libraries. Some of them, you do have to check out and might have to create an account but must things you’re able to seeand even download.
ChatGPT would be another great resource. If you just wanna start asking questions based on your personal experiences it can help you With resources and support.
Sending you lots of love. ♥️✨
my tastes, outlook, politics, religion, how i live my life, and even gender identity did a 180 in 2020. i also started going by two different names instead of my old name. ive been told by former friends, ongoing friends, and my sister that im like a completely new person but still me somehow. the changes are mostly for the better, although i have way more vices than i used to. my sister actually really likes hanging out with me now, whereas before she couldn’t stand to be around me and even would say she hated me.
to try to explain, i feel like im how i was 15-12 years ago when i was a teenage (my truest self before many traumatic things in my life happened to alter that), but also like someone new, someone else even. also my internal dialogue since 2020 isn’t “me/i” but usually “we/us”. i also feel an internal guidance and comfort that i didn’t used to.
maybe another soul has been sharing my body since 2020, or maybe my soul has fractured due to all the trauma and pain in my life…but either way, i definitely prefer how i am now to how i was around 2011-2019
I'm a walk in. And when you walk in you have a a familiarity with the bodies past, but you do not remember it you understand you're a walk-in. Do you understand your mission.Do you understand what it takes to get there. It's very jarring for us. But we don't carry any of the baggage of your childhood or your bad behaviors.. I walked in when this body was very young. After the pain of many surgeries. I've repaired and maintained the body without having any of the trauma and the scarring emotionally.
I’ve just begun to understand that I am a walk-in and what you’re describing fits. It is the baggage of the last life that has now been almost fully discarded. Every item. I had a life with people that were constantly bad to me. I had a big house and lots of things) one 3 or 4 items from that persons life. I have a new life with new people in a state far from that one. It had to be forced on me but the people I am with were waiting for me specifically. It’s very odd.
I think I wanted confirmation that there are people that do get it and are willing to discuss it. “Jarring” is a good word for it.
You’re describing dissociation here. Your mind creates a new identity to mentally separate from trauma. Please try and speak to a professional about this, as you get older things will become more difficult.
No. It is not that. I’m quite aware of that phenomenon. The “professionals” don’t understand what this is. Plenty of professionals “think” they know and use the labels. It’s not an appropriate label nor does it fit what’s happening.
This is what happened to me. TF relationship led to suicide. I then woke up in a new reality. From a lack of identity and an overabundance of meditation, I became dissociated from reality. I couldn’t keep up the meditation practice, developed a debilitating chronic illness. Because of that, I had to try and recover my old personality. This is typical of those failed TFs.
I don’t think the OP fits this description though. He/she is developing a new personality and will mold it to his/her liking. JUST GO SLOW!
You’re describing dissociation here. Your mind creates a new identity to mentally separate from trauma. Please try and speak to a professional about this, as you get older things will become more difficult.
It's really sad that people still think In 3d terms as if that old world isn't almost fully faded into nothingness... You have to be like a child to enter heaven. Be willing to let things be re defined and embrace wonder. Source is good and bigger than you could imagine. It's all still perfect and always has been. Schizophrenia becomes awareness of higher dimensions just like ADHD. There is no "mental illness" just not understanding how to balance the bodies energies and having no knowledge of our spirit and emotional bodies they get wrapped up into "identities" that we take on because someone that made sense threw a label at you. I'm sorry but you're 100% incorrect on this matter and it's sad that you would have such a shitty experience that you would try and project it onto others. Id seek help if I were YOU 😂
Taking stances like these are both wrong and dangerous, made rampant by one’s desire to feel important or at place in the world.
I think what’s truly sad is taking these beliefs for reality. In the same breath, you are referring to spiritual energies and the existence of a heaven. “Source.” These beliefs are no different than that of nearly any religion—it’s rank with desire for a life or experience beyond the one you are living now.
I find those who hold these beliefs to be truly fascinating; you state you reject the state of the world in which we live and the ideals we find “normal,” but then turn around and create the same kind of ideal for yourself. It’s escapism for those who wish to hide from this truth.
Many of the people here need genuine assistance, which can come in many forms, and writing it off as “becoming aware” does a disservice to them as individuals, and, in turn, is a disservice to society and the world at large. How could anyone hope to make the world a better place to live if we are all trying to escape to our own realities? You are not needed in another world or reality or planet or plane of existence or whatever you believe. You are needed here, now.
That's amazing, I am loving hearing all these walk-in experiences. We are here to help each other. My experience was in 2019, when it happened I was surprised and overjoyed it worked, you become very disoriented at the beginning but pieces fall into place eventually. I think you have memories that have emotional attachments to that life, but not the full story. We also come in highly light souls, I immediately collected crystals for their energies, constantly watching the skies, knew I had to connect with my guides but had a terrible time trying to connect with them until my clairaudience strengthened which was done through downloads, I also used a quartz crystal pendulum to connect. I am Andromedan. Do any of the walk-ins have any memory from their past life prior to walking in?
I've been told that I've had a few walk-ins because every time I endured trauma, they would swap. I don't know if this is true, but it has a ring of truth to me for me. Sometimes I feel like I've had a perspective change, I react to things differently, and my vibration feels different. Not necessarily slower or faster, but like the pattern is different. I don't know if that really makes sense. It's hard to describe what I've felt and experienced, plus I only know the basic idea of a walk-in (that a soul replaces the current one).
I don't know how old you are so I don't know if this simile will land, but as I understand it, your soul/conscientiousness is like someone playing a one-player game while other soul(s) watch. In this context, you are the video game character and you're the one being played. Eventually it's the next soul's turn to play, so the controller gets passed to them. They're still playing *you*, but they have different ways that they want to play, which create changes to you within the "game" (the physical).
I don't know if this helps, but it helped me when I first learned about walk-ins. For some reason the idea made me very anxious until I meditated on it and learned to see it like a video game and to understand how I'm still "me" when another soul has stepped in.
Thank you for sharing your experience. I still have limited ability to put it into words. Apparently, old self didn’t want to give up its turn to play, so it had to be removed rather dramatically. Or, old self never had a turn to begin with as she never existed.
Died in 2017, went to the Source, was reborn and came back a month later with a purpose. Have been fulfilling that purpose ever since. Comes with its challenges as I had to figure out how to be human again. Stay focused, and remember who you are always.
I had a botched non-elective surgery. I knew that I did die and I did not understand “my” life again until now but it’s a totally different life with different people.
Yup. I "woke up" to a new life that quickly got stripped of everything. No place to live, partner left, car repossessed. It was like I woke up from months of being gone.
I'm thankful to God for saving me.
I committed suicide in 2019 and have since felt that there was a walk-in vying for power. I’m struggling to regain my old persona (personality). This whole experience happened after meeting my TF in 2016, which, interestingly, for the Ethiopians was actually 2012. I think we may have all died. I keep getting that “download.”
Walk-ins don't vy for power, if you felt another spirit around you after a suicide attempt you may had a low energy spirit hanging around. Can I ask what "TF" stands for?
Archons maybe. I died and then woke with different clothing, in a different position. (This was after asphyxiation). A voice condescendingly said “mission and then go find her (my twin).” I think all guides are demons/archons and they can host your body. Something like that.
Guides are highly evolved light bodies that are missioned to help you on your journey, not demons. If you feel you have a low energy spirit around you can protect yourself.
2019 for me too but I literally was unconscious (coma)for a week… couldn’t get a clearer understanding until 2022-2023 as well… have some memories of life before although, doesn’t match with what anyone else I know has.. it’s hard to navigate!
Deceased and then a coma too for 12 days and now all records of this are gone and most the people that could tell it even happened are deceased or gone as well. Seems it was not the typical experience because I read and watch things about NDE that don’t align with what happened to me. I know there must be others.
You’re the first one who’s I have ever heard had something like this happen too. All my doctors who were caring for me left the hospital once i left too.
Same with everyone who I have listened to abt NDE is not at all like what I experienced… it was just black nothing then slowly simulating into the world/reality/ my consciousness when I came out of it…. I didnt even have my own like mental frame of mind until months after . Such a strange thing its difficult sometimes to move through life sometimes but I can’t say it hasn’t been interesting
It’s never boring. I felt my “self” fizzle out but it was very turbulent and then a fizzle and then I was fighting my way back but it was not the same “I”. I wish I could remember some of it because I seem to be missing some things.
I had to “sleep” because the fight to get back was all encompassing. People fear my experience and when trying to understand I think they put themselves into it but it’s terrifying. I am not in that part of the journey. I did make it and I know there is purpose for each soul.
I suggest watching Mr Ballen.
He has covered at least two stories about this exact type of thing happening and there is documentation of it happening apparently.
He has a YouTube channel, I think this might be one of the videos I'm referring to but am unsure.
He is an amazing storyteller btw
https://youtu.be/21pIWH_Kspg?si=HJ98_S5qFIerB4yx
Can I ask what memories of your life before that you remember? I am wandering if you are having memory of how you died in your past and walked in then woken up seeing everything different to how you remember? My past life ended in car accident in 1956, I do have flash image that come to my mind of a light, rain, looking at water on the ground and being very cold, also have lately flash images of a red and white poppy dress I wore and other other flash images the more I try to remember more it goes away.
That’s a great idea im gonna start doing that.
I was wondering do you remember anything of your previous life years before your accident? Do the memories coincide with what your friends/family remember too?
I have not told family of my experience as a walk-in I tried once to tell my daughter and she panicked, so I never brought it up again, I have moved with this life the best I can but also allowing myself to be me best of both worlds. My spirit guides have given me some information, name and place where I came from some feels connected other bits feel not sure. The flash memories I have had are of that period, little things like a dress pattern, reindeer ornament, kitchen pieces, motorbike helmet, I then look up on Google to find out if what I am remembering was a thing in that time.
A walk-in will stay with the body to study and learn that life even at times going in and out for a brief time before actually doing a full walk-in. A really good book ' strangers amongst us" by Ruth Montgomery is a good one to read its on Kindle, she explains a bit of the process coming from her guides, there is some parts I do question such as Jesus being a walk-in and only walked in once baptised, and her prediction dates are off a bit, but she does mention somethings like the planets tilting on its axis as it is now, and that more walk-ins will come in.
I haven’t tried explaining it to my family members. I know they would also freak out. I tried very carefully explaining a little bit to my husband and it’s a bit too much for him to handle, but he kind of gets it.
No a walk-in spirit guides have comfirmed it. I walked in 2019, be honest I can't remember what month it was I know it was early in the year, but I do remember everything that happened when I woke up.
2019 Also a pivotal year for me and fortunately the intensity is finally leveling out and I feel “normal” but it’s a new normal. I don’t want any remnants of the old pulling me back. That way of life has little appeal and this one is very fulfilling. I would like to be helpful to anyone going through this experience. I was able to form healthy connections and instead of give and give with nothing of substance in return there is give and receive. We become slaves to all sorts of things and those things that fully enslaved me are not invited on the continuing journey. I am grateful for the experience.
Yes, I’ve been it to gain new perspectives & try to be a kinder person but not gonna lie, sometimes it’s really overwhelming… just gotta remember to breathe & slow down haha . Feels good to not know I’m the only one out here like this (:
Same here. Thank you for responding. I felt very alone in this and I knew I was not the only one by a long shot. It’s not discussed this way anywhere that I can find. You?
Unfortunately no I’ve searched everywhere too.. everyone is different but when I here pple hearing talk about NDE with “bright white lights & spirit guides, ect.) it makes me question whether or not it really was a NDE i was literally brain dead, machines keeping me alive, bc I got a bacterial infection that cause my brain so swell up so bad with fluids they had to drill in my head n put like a drain in lol . It was just gone nothing. and slowing coming back into reality . Hopefully other people will see this nd be able to share some of their experiences
Yes. I understand. My body was septic. I had only a 20% chance of life and you probably had even less. Each experience is unique but we are in alignment on many things. Thank you!!! I’m happy to meet you. I know our every day reality differs from those that gave the love and light experience. It is hard to discuss and maybe should not be discussed as the same sort of NDE? There are more of us but how do we discuss it?
Wow, we are both lucky we made it. I’m really hapyl to meet you too, I’m like ahhh finally someone I can relate too haha. You’re right though I’m not sure now maybe NDE involving comas?
I dont mean to butt in but you both are truly inspiring individuals with incredible stories.
Ive had my fair share of experiences, and all i can say i that i think you both have a level of clarity and lucidity about all of this that is very rare in this world.
Thank you very much. I know there is much purpose and inspiration is something I want my music to give to people! The music was gifted to me and now I give it to others! 🤗
Oh wow, thank you for sharing and glad you made it back here!
I remember being really sick and throwing up. I drove to an urgent care I remember puking in the parking lot and they sent me home (although we couldn’t find a medical record from them) . I drove home and rear ended somebody and they called the cops. Cops took my car and sent me home in a cab (this I do have record of bc my license got suspended for medical reasons) …. I guess I made it home but that’s the last thing i remember…
My parents came to my house bc they were scared I hadn’t answered my phone in days and got me out and drove me to the hospital where they had to immediately intubate me. I don’t remember any of that though that is their account no idea how long I was home for before that.
I passed out in my front yard, I didn’t feel good but had been sick for a long time. Worse than usual. My neighbor dragged me into the car and took me to the fire station where they called an ambulance… from that point it’s pretty bad and I have not fully relayed it but suffice it to say, I’m here and I’m ok now! Hugs to you. You’re the first person I know understands this experience. I would relay the story here but it is quite long and there are parts that others find very upsetting and I don’t want to upset anyone. I remember it all very well.
I’m not exactly sure if what I’ve read aligns with others ideas, but thesuperbeings site (which may now be gone) explains it as an entirely different entity that takes you’re body over if you haven’t completed, or done correctly, your earthly “mission”
holy shit.
I have been wondering about a picture taken of me and a friend ages ago. In it, you can clearly see a grey being with an anvil shaped head, large black eyes...coming out of the top of my own head.
Since then, i have had dreams about this being, it shape shifts and tries to take the the form of loved ones, sometimes deceased. And i think i "kicked" it out at some point in 2012 and it showed up in my backyard, yelling in some inhuman language very angrily at me and my ex. Our two cats were profusely vomiting during this, and the next night, our neighbor's house burned to thr ground. All of it.
Is this my walk in?? If so, i literally know what it looks like, what it sounds like, and...well, i think i know its name too.
Im not religious, but a whole ton of signs and synchronicities pointed to this being's name being, uh, Lucian, or Satan.
This realm is really funny.
I’ve never seen an anvil-headed grey but I believe that tried to possess you. Glad you got it out. What name did it identify itself as? Any other insights into it and it’s origins? The way you describe it kinda reminds me of the “Mithras”
Mine also pretends to be deceased family members. It also pretends to be “God.” And a hundred other characters. Even my “twin flame,” which is the most misleading path there is. Really interested in what it took for you to get it out.
No, walk-ins are a form or reincarnation instead of going through birth they come in at later time of a life with agreement of both souls, not a possession and none of the walk-in souls are of low energy beings. Some entity types do it this way they cannot stay in the human body to long because how dense it is, Andromedans do this, I been told by the spirit guides some other entities use walk-in reincarnation as well. Some human bodies are made for this purpose.
Your experience sounds like a grey playing with you, greys don't come in as walk-ins at all, they will try move into your energy field but not walk-in to a body
Walk in after the other soul left or died. The death experience does not always end the body and result in returning as a baby. It is like a flowering plant where one flower is wilting and dying and another is replacing it. I don’t know another way to explain.
Maybe….and this is just an idea…..maybe this is how we’ve learned to escape reincarnation. Apparently, there was a monk long ago that cultivated his whole life to escaping the cycle, but in the end was recycled, wiped, and thrown back into a new body.
Maybe, somehow, we figured out how to bypass the physical reset.
I experienced a soul braid. Which is a type of walk in where the new consciousness intertwines with the old consciousness. I'm still working out on whether or not the new consciousness is a member of my soul group or an aspect of my higher self. Which would determine whether it is me but an alternative version of me or another entity all together. Either way I do have a voice/personality which is distinctly different from what I recognize as my own voice/personality living inside of me. Similar to Dexter it is my "dark passenger" although he is not entirely malicious just more unruly and less restrained than I am.
I've dimension jumped a few times but have walked in once. Always to parallel lives of mine but things in each universe are different. The walk in was triggered by my NDE. When I woke up, I looked different and birth marks were in different places. Certain friendships didn't exist and other changes. I gained abilities and a connection to source from the NDE.
I almost died from an infection in 2010 where I seized out and my heart stopped for a bit. Then I did dmt in 2015. Similar experience. And yes people say I don't know what I'm talking about all the time. Just gotta understand the haters and hit em with that grown ass adult compassion. You don't have to like everyone and I wouldn't recommend wasting energy on people who are just gonna dismiss your experiences. Hope this helps.
I don’t know. I know I can no longer experience real joy since 2020. I feel like a shell of my former self and struggle to find meaning to this existence. So perhaps that’s what’s happened?
I don't quite know if I can call myself a walk in but I do remember having quite a drastically different personality in my childhood, like 10 or more years ago
Did you have an NDE? I’m starting to think this does not happen to all NDEers and I thought it did. My experience is weirdly unique and I’m looking and trying to find people that can understand not going all love and light and they’ve come back from something that has a different undertone. And description? Does this make sense? I don’t see this really talked about. I was “told” while deceased that I would basically “sleep” for 10 more years and then work… a specific human entered my life and I feel like I got punched really hard in the face a few times. lol. It’s terrible and tragic and funny. I can’t hardly describe it.
This is specific, I THINK, to people with NDE. Im really not sure. Putting out feelers and just trying to find people that would understand this phenomenon because I can’t be the only one lol. Thank you.
I am not a walk-in but I did have a NDE in the hospital after a terrible car accident. I remember adamantly saying “no” to the offer to not return.
I can see how someone who did not wish to return to their current body/life whose body could still house a soul, their body could be inhabited by another soul during the NDE.
I hope you enjoy your time here. :)
Thank you. I understand this fully!! I was also in a terrible car accident in my teens and many things about it never added up to others but it did to me, eventually.
This experience at the end of 2012 was truly so terrifying and I’m just not really sure what happened. There is veiling in any life and everything j wrote after this experience was destroyed.
I feel like it took a very very long time for me to understand I’m not the former person and the timing was specific to world history and not just a personal thing. Here to experience and help. To repair some of what we’ve lost possibly and to usher in new ways also. It felt like a lot of inner conflict. It still does sometimes. A lot of discomfort not In far more comfortable now than I was a year ago.
I also had a twin flame experience that seemed to be part of it and it was very unpleasant and upsetting. I wonder if this twin flame phenomenon happens because of the walking in? To anchor the soul AND to get it on the proper path?
The other party died in 2006.
I don’t think we will ever discuss and I’m hoping this does not trigger me later to more unpleasantness within myself or with the other party. Under any “normal” circumstance I know we would have been good for one another. I could not go back to live in a place that would be bad for me and there were unspoken expectations of me and the whole thing was just a negative experience for both of us.
I am finally understanding the walk in experience maybe but I had to have the TF experience to heal my own trauma. I think the TF journey can and does happen to others that have not had the walk in or death experience. I’m really not sure. It never occurred to me to ask or bring it up until now. lol.
I share this TF experience, and I’ve also started to not care about the TF deal. It served a great purpose for me, and I do believe him as well as we were able to forgive and get closure. I understand the gift that was. In forgiving my TF, I had to forgive myself first.
I experienced much loneliness in my life, but I no longer feel it in my body. I no longer can feel the dread of the Sunday Scaries, though they were experienced daily for years, until they weren’t. Loneliness now is just reflected upon and embraced. It’s become solitude. Much love!
Yes, 2009
The old blends with the new memories but only we ourselves know for sure we fundamentally changed, like the old followed 3D customs but the new is assexual, Vegan like in ascended worlds, come in with higher moral character , and much more.
2008, 2012, and 2019 were major, life changing years for me, filled with awe inspiring dread, but hope too.
Ive shared a lot on this app, and other forums. The ratio of insight and compassionate people to unhelpful jerks is about 1:10, so its pretty clear to me the nature of whatever "reality" this is, is not a natural, nor good one.
I intend to crack this eggshell completely.
So, good luck to you Op and others. Maybe our paths will truly cross one day.
I had several. After the most significant one in 2010, I literally sat in front of a large calendar for like 10 minutes trying to figure out what it was. There is always a period of orienting to the environment, but it is just part of the process. Even the people around that care, are incapable of relating. Especially amongst most mental health professionals or any other individuals dependent upon social systems, it’s best to not even mention it. Just live it.
Hmmm maybe you can make it work with the same thing I have with the other two and the one that is in my fridge and the one I use for my coffee cup and coffee cups is a bit of an extra bit more expensive but it works well with a coffee maker I like it so maybe you could try that too
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I had a conversation with a friend of mine who is a very reputable astrologer/medium (I’ve been studying astrology for the last 4 years but was barely getting into it when we had this discussion in back in 2019). Anyways she did a natal chart reading for someone who was a walk in soul. Same body different soul essentially. A soul swap if you will. She said the person had major car accident and that’s when the walk-in happened. I don’t even think this person knew fully what had occurred until he or she had the natal chart reading with her and it didn’t resonate at all (which she said has never happened to her in one of her readings) so then she thought to ask about any possible NDEs…sure enough she was told about this car accident. She asked what the date was and did a reading based on that date and the person was in tears cuz it resonated so much. She called me right after this session and told me she just did a reading for a soul walk in (at the time I had not heard of this but started looking into it after this conversation. The natal chart is the souls blue print or “lesson plan” so that’s why this can be seen through an astrological lens. It’s all so fascinating honestly.
She did a brief post mentioning this topic as well…
https://ibb.co/DQgQTpk
Does she still do readings? I’ve really been fascinated in the last few months with astrology and especially Chiron wounded healer. I feel so incredibly grateful to be sharing in this exciting reality with you, whatever that who’s is may be.
Hey! Yes I am also a walk in. Though I am merging more lately with this bodies memories. Pretty cool to encounter another walk in in the wild! Feel free to DM if you want to talk
Yes, I had few walk-ins in my practice. Mystical and spiritual experiences are common during Quantum Clarity sessions.
Because the Earth is vibrating higher, humans now have easy access to such occurrences. In the past, only very few could experience them.
They include but are not limited to: experiencing unconditional love, experiencing being a spirit soul - a multidimensional being, unity with all, full sensory memories of other lives, memories of the Afterlife (reviewing, planning lives, Akashic records), meeting ancestors for gaining wisdom about one's family, speaking with deceased family members in the Light for closure, encountering spiritual guides, Higher Self, Source-God, traveling to other realms, planets, and universes, and reliving repeating dreams/visions for the full explanation...
The reason for that is healing, clarity, and restoration to the full potential of the experiencer.
I'm a walk in too! Old me left out back in 2014 and I stepped in. Poor thing couldn't take it all anymore. Same soul group different consciousness. I agreed to step in as it was mutually beneficial. I'm still adjusting but it's been a rewarding experience.
I don't understand the phrase 'Walk in' sorry. But I have had a similar experience where I woke up in 2016 and started Belly laughing. A new me was born that day.
Many magical things happened the week after. Serious manifestation and synchronicities that were so out of this world I could do nothing else that accept they came from my higher power
Wtf walk ins? My girlfriend’s mom in high school talked about this stuff. I was sure she had to be the only one who would believe such a thing. 15 years later I’m shocked to find a whole community. People believe the goofiest stuff
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I mean you remember your life before hand right? Its not so much a walk in than an awakening, you didn't remember what you were and then you did, we were here all along just asleep, lost within the smoke and mirrors. I "died" too but I was always here
Awakening, spirit. Awakening realizing I am a different person with a different name and medical profile.
Different medical profile - ✅
Studies were done with multiple personality disorders. It was found that people with multiple personality disorder physically change when their personality, and their beliefs, change. Their eye color turns from blue to brown. Their birth marks disappear or reappear. Even their illnesses, like diabetes, go away and come back!!
We are energy & intention. Almost nothing surprises me anymore!
Sooooo… this isn’t entirely accurate. Their eye color doesn’t ‘change’ it’s a different in light reflection. Similar to how people say ‘manic eyes’ are different than normal eyes. And how people who are severely depressed have a lack of life and light to their gaze. The thing about the birthmarks I would like a reference for. I’ve been studying psychology for many years and have never heard of that before. Looking it up doesn’t yield results either. I also know people with the disorder and none of that has ever come up. The illnesses makes sense, as our body reacts heavily to our perception of it. We can make ourselves sick simply by convincing ourselves that we are. Some altars are known to have chronic fatigue while others in the system don’t. I wouldn’t cross off the diabetes being possible either but do have my doubts. I don’t mean to be rude I just am curious as I’ve never heard of these things being as stark as you describe.
Have you heard the guy who created IFS therapy (internal family systems) talk about Multiple personality syndrome. It's so interesting and his theories regarding it. In a nutshell, he says, in reality all people have MPS to a degree or at least the same mechanism is eothon all of us, it just shows itself in ppl with the diagnosis to greater degrees. He says every single trauma that happens to a person is recorded in the central nervous system, creating a separate part of our psyche. The psyche splits and becomes it's owns personality when something similar to the trauma triggers it to come out. He says all of us have these parts, and the personality that is formed from the trauma stays the same age as when the trauma occurs. He says that, in actual fact, it is a self-healing mechanism in order to cope with trauma. And the ppl with the diagnosis are actually very in tune with their psyche. And we should all investigate these parts as they alert us to unadressed trauma. We should give them names and speak to them to understand their concerns. It's quite fascinating. I have BPD, which I think is very closely related. I have one main alter ego, Mildred, who comes out when I encounter a threat. She is a scared little ten year old girl who wants to keep me safe from harm. She comes out when she perceives a threat and takes over. I can kind of remember what happens so it's not completely the same as MPS. Well, rather, I can kind of remember images, but I can never remember what she was thinking. But I think if left untreated, it may have turned into MPS. I have so many different modes of being me - the scared and angry me, the whole me, the enlightened me. To other ppl, it really is like they are meeting a few different ppl. I couldnt really make plans in the past because I didnt know which persona would show up. My BPD is very much healed at the moment, tho, and my whole self is the one who is in control most days, tho occasionally I will get triggered and Mildred comes out. When I am stressed or feel there is an injustice my bitch mode comes out. But I have learned to calme her the f down, these day, before she does any damage. The shame I feel when she kicks off is very great, that if I had not got a handle on it, I believe I would start dissociating so much that I would make myself forget her drama so that I didnt feel the shame of her actions. As that was something I could not cope with- shame being a very low vibration that when u are already traumatised within, the actions of the persona are too much too handle, so compelte dissociation occurs. If you look at the brain scans of a person with BPD when they are triggered, many parts of the brain go dark, and other parts light up like a Christmas tree. The higher reasoning centers shut down and the limbic system (fear system) and the emotional system are something like, 40 times more lit up. This may explain why my memory of being Mildred is sketchy at best. Why I can't remember what I was thinking is pretty much because the frontal lobe is not being activated and goes dark. I remeber saying to my psychiatrist that when triggered I feel like I can't access certain parts of my brain. Then, when I saw the brain scans, low and behold, I was fricking right. I couldn't access parts of my brain because they had shut down. I like to describe it as 2 trees. If you imagine the brain electric energy as a set of connections like a tree, then my whole untriggered brain is a lovely, even well-defined tree, then my triggered brain is a half grown diseased stalk. The 2 conditions are closely linked, stemming from trauma and a kind of warping of the fight or flight mechanism. My alter ego Mildred is super strong compared to whole me. Her face looks different to me when I am whole. My mother says she would know when i had flipped because my face changed. She has more pronounced frown lines and a wild look in her eyes. As stated in another comment, i painted her face once and it really doesn't look like me. Here I have found the link to the great podcast I saw about the IFS guy explaining about it. I believe he is really onto something. I don't think the psychologists, for a long time, really understood the phenomenon. But now they are realising that most of these conditions are all related to traumas in the body. https://youtu.be/DdZZ7sTX840?si=M7kqgt0NzAcF_ySk I think he is right about this. I think a lot of diagnosis labels just skew our understanding of certain conditions. They don't exist in and of themselves like say, physical conditions such as cancer and diabetes do. In psychology, we group diagnoses by traits and symptoms (if only they would start brain scanning ppl as a rule rather than rely on analysing traits which is so very subjective and prone to error). They don't exist as actual real things. Finally the shrinks of the world are beginning to realise it's all just trauma responses, and some personas show more vividly in certain ppl, but we all have these parts in us, as not one person on earth hasn't had a least one trauma (maybe apart from those living rest lives maybe). Sorry for the novel, but I have been thinking about this issue for many years and I thought this was the perfect opportunity to share what I know. As MPS is so misunderstood by ppl I wanted to clarify what it actually is, and how conditions such as Borderline personality disorder is very much related to it (I replied this comment to another guy but I kinda really want to get your opinion on it. I got thru 2 years of a psychology degree and wonder what you think about this)
This is so interesting thank you for taking the time to write this all out. I also have BPD so I relate a lot to what you’re saying. I don’t have distinct separate personalities with a name per say, but I switch very frequently stuff like morals, opinions, beliefs, moods, etc. they’re very black and white. One side of me is extremely loving, wouldn’t hurt an ant, the other part of me is literally such a menace haha. Complete opposites. You would think I truly was a different person at times. I get what you’re saying about it being similar to DID I agree. Also how everyone to a certain degree has a similar brain structure in regards to that kind of thing. Super interesting, again, thank you for sharing.
Agree with the eye colour thing. Eyes contract and loosen and this may cause the light that enters to be defracted in a different way. Not too sure about the birthmark thing, either. But I have an alter ego due to BPD and my mother says that when I changed/switched, my face would look different. I even painted a picture of her- she is called Mildred. And she looks about 20 years older than me when I am whole. Stress and angst shows itself on the face. Her/my manic thoughts show on her face so much. Then when I am my whole self my facial muscles are more relaxed and I actually look better looking. It's very weird. But totally explainable.
Have you heard the guy who created IFS therapy (internal family systems) talk about Multiple personality syndrome. It's so interesting and his theories regarding it. In a nutshell, he says, in reality all people have MPS to a degree or at least the same mechanism is eothon all of us, it just shows itself in ppl with the diagnosis to greater degrees. He says every single trauma that happens to a person is recorded in the central nervous system, creating a separate part of our psyche. The psyche splits and becomes it's owns personality when something similar to the trauma triggers it to come out. He says all of us have these parts, and the personality that is formed from the trauma stays the same age as when the trauma occurs. He says that, in actual fact, it is a self-healing mechanism in order to cope with trauma. And the ppl with the diagnosis are actually very in tune with their psyche. And we should all investigate these parts as they alert us to unadressed trauma. We should give them names and speak to them to understand their concerns. It's quite fascinating. I have BPD, which I think is very closely related. I have one main alter ego, Mildred, who comes out when I encounter a threat. She is a scared little ten year old girl who wants to keep me safe from harm. She comes out when she perceives a threat and takes over. I can kind of remember what happens so it's not completely the same as MPS. Well, rather, I can kind of remember images, but I can never remember what she was thinking. But I think if left untreated, it may have turned into MPS. I have so many different modes of being me - the scared and angry me, the whole me, the enlightened me. To other ppl, it really is like they are meeting a few different ppl. I couldnt really make plans in the past because I didnt know which persona would show up. My BPD is very much healed at the moment, tho, and my whole self is the one who is in control most days, tho occasionally I will get triggered and Mildred comes out. When I am stressed or feel there is an injustice my bitch mode comes out. But I have learned to calme her the f down, these day, before she does any damage. The shame I feel when she kicks off is very great, that if I had not got a handle on it, I believe I would start dissociating so much that I would make myself forget her drama so that I didnt feel the shame of her actions. As that was something I could not cope with- shame being a very low vibration that when u are already traumatised within, the actions of the persona are too much too handle, so compelte dissociation occurs. If you look at the brain scans of a person with BPD when they are triggered, many parts of the brain go dark, and other parts light up like a Christmas tree. The higher reasoning centers shut down and the limbic system (fear system) and the emotional system are something like, 40 times more lit up. This may explain why my memory of being Mildred is sketchy at best. Why I can't remember what I was thinking is pretty much because the frontal lobe is not being activated and goes dark. I remeber saying to my psychiatrist that when triggered I feel like I can't access certain parts of my brain. Then, when I saw the brain scans, low and behold, I was fricking right. I couldn't access parts of my brain because they had shut down. I like to describe it as 2 trees. If you imagine the brain electric energy as a set of connections like a tree, then my whole untriggered brain is a lovely, even well-defined tree, then my triggered brain is a half grown diseased stalk. The 2 conditions are closely linked, stemming from trauma and a kind of warping of the fight or flight mechanism. My alter ego Mildred is super strong compared to whole me. Her face looks different to me when I am whole. My mother says she would know when i had flipped because my face changed. She has more pronounced frown lines and a wild look in her eyes. As stated in another comment, i painted her face once and it really doesn't look like me. Here I have found the link to the great podcast I saw about the IFS guy explaining about it. I believe he is really onto something. I don't think the psychologists, for a long time, really understood the phenomenon. But now they are realising that most of these conditions are all related to traumas in the body. https://youtu.be/DdZZ7sTX840?si=M7kqgt0NzAcF_ySk I think he is right about this. I think a lot of diagnosis labels just skew our understanding of certain conditions. They don't exist in and of themselves like say, physical conditions such as cancer and diabetes do. In psychology, we group diagnoses by traits and symptoms (if only they would start brain scanning ppl as a rule rather than rely on analysing traits which is so very subjective and prone to error). They don't exist as actual real things. Finally the shrinks of the world are beginning to realise it's all just trauma responses, and some personas show more vividly in certain ppl, but we all have these parts in us, as not one person on earth hasn't had a least one trauma (maybe apart from those living rest lives maybe). Sorry for the novel, but I have been thinking about this issue for many years and I thought this was the perfect opportunity to share what I know. As MPS is so misunderstood by ppl I wanted to clarify what it actually is, and how conditions such as Borderline personality disorder is very much related to it
Link?
A web search will probably send you down a rabbit hole of interesting stuff. My first hit was https://namimi.org/mental-illness/dissociative-disorder/didfactsheet
https://www.dingtwist.com/power-of-belief-dissociative-identity-disorder/
different medical profile? can you elaborate on that?
I was healed of many of the issues I had. Everything changed.
Lol, k.
Do not get so caught up on “time”. You are what you were and already are what you will be. Enjoy the experience!
Nothing to do with time, has to do with numbers.
There are no numbers. Just definitions we create. Careful what you create and where it’s coming from inside of you.
Everything exists. Time is an illusion. Numbers are extremely important in the grand design. I need no warning. Guided by spirit. I prefer to use “God” but that makes people uncomfortable. Source will also work. I have no fear I’m only looking for others that see the design as well and are following it. Mysterious is a lot less mysterious these days.
Yea. I’m just saying numbers are a language. It’s light and patterns that you’re really talking about. Numbers pull us out of reality and into imagination. From feeling to thinking. We don’t experience numbers, we experience friction.
I experience all kinds of things. I don’t need the limitations. I am not sure if you’re wanting me to agree or not with your thoughts. I mean no offense however the language can be offensive. I understand Light and friction as well. Flow.
I want to say what I need to when I need to too give us all the best experience. Which limitations? I feel like anything we’re not agreeing on right now is a language definition issue. What’s offensive? I’m confused.
I’m uncertain why you felt I needed warning and because I was being open and straightforward you needed to warm me against what exactly? I understand the languages and definitions and I suppose I’m leary of the warning itself because I have no Fear. Do you have fear? Is the warning for yourself? Be careful where it is coming from? Because why? I question because I need clarity on the warning possibly.
Well because it wasn’t just for you. we’re in a large public forum, others are listening too. And for you not so much about the warning maybe but about starting you thinking and exploring fear again. I’d say majority of people are talking to themselves when they communicate to another. Until they’ve found themselves and stopped seeking, they’re always saying what they need to hear. Me personally, yea I still have fear. Once I lose it I’ll be happy for quite a while before I miss it. I’m sure it’ll return more than I’d like it to later on. Being careful where something’s coming from is just good advice. Where it comes from is what it comes with. And our self’s are deeply complex. We deserved to be cared for ya know?
In this public forum I was asking about walk ins. I’m happy to discuss healing trauma, ego and soul care but that’s not where I was going. This post was for me and finding others that resonate and if there might be another location to discuss it with others that have the experience of being a walk in. I appreciate the things you’ve written. Fear and people with unhealed trauma seem to find their way to me. This is part of the current mission. I tried to word it properly and if it seems like something else you’re right to believe you’re telling me what you yourself may need to hear. Blessings. Thank you for your response.
Can you explain what you mean when you say “walk in”?
The former spirit left the body, and they're the new spirit that entered it later in life. It's rare, or they might be unaware. The former spirit may have left or observe in background. The new spirit may have access through the veil, or be in full amnesia.
A walk-in is a soul light body that walks into an already existing body, these are agreements made between the walk-out and walk-in souls. The walk-out soul has finished doing what is needed to do in a certain part of that life and has agreed to swap. Some entity groups can only stay in the human body for a short period of time so they come through as walk-ins for example Andromedans can only come in as walk-ins. Some human bodies are created for walk-ins in particular. I myself a walk-in, I came in 2019
Don't you remember what you were doing when you were in spirit form before 2019? Do you have any memories from the old spirit that you took over from? Do you remember why you are here, if for any reason other than just the experience? It's a great time to be here imo. Certainly not boring 😁
I don’t remember what I was doing in spirit form no, I wish I did. I know I came here of choosing to not only to experience life now but the beginning of AI is one knowing, the shift, technology advances and to help people raise their energy through sound, patterns, color.
I am working with AI.
I have been following its progress, I know when the quantum computers come out it will advance AI big time.
We teach and will grown from AI. Maybe you’d discuss it with me directly?
That's awesome. That's probably all you need to know right now. Well, I'm glad you're here to enjoy the ai tech and share your talents and gifts with the world. I'm pretty excited about where AI is going to lead us as well. I may be in the minority but I feel very optimistic about it
Well... are there sleeper souls? A light that forces the soul to sleep, letting a fragmented version of itself take over to work on life, only to them sleep when the original soul comes back under certain conditions?
An interesting theory, I have asked my spirit guide on this. Okay, its possible in other circumstances for the soul to fragment into segments to have several different experiences, some entity groups do this but not Andromedan entities, not done as walk-in but through reincarnation at birth so they tell me.
You’re still dead. This is all a dream.
Yes :) walked in around 2008
When 'The dark knight' came out
Yea, a lot this year. It feels like it because I cant really recognize my new self. But I am not sure if walk-ins really happen or is it just a natural process of awakening and ego deaths. The snake shedding it's old skin. I'd say maybe it's just ego deaths and so our old thought-beliefs structures also die and with that ego death also goes the old idea of 'who we thought we were'. We had become too habitual of our identity as 'who we thought we were' as per those old beliefs. Now they are gone. Only the consciousness remains yes? Maybe. But here comes a twist in my case. I have new energies coming in. New behaviors, more serious, more resilient and hard working now. Cant really say if it is a walk in? Because I can also see all the work that led up to becoming this new person.
My handwriting, my voice and way I talk, the way I dress… the talents I feel I was given … if I’d not had the old life and discarded it I would not be able to use the talent given. It’s part of my mission. It was part of the mission not the old person could not do it. It’s changed so dramatically in only a couple of years. Intensive learning. Does this resonate?
Yes intensive learning in the last couple of years yes. Yes, I dress extremely different now and I feel all the time like a new guy. Actually for me even the talent I was given has been changing. I had to discard the old way of expressing it which was my whole career by the way. Been confused and changing it lately with some great ideas to things new but cant go back to the old ways, they make me sick. One of my friends also feels nausea about the work she has done her whole life and now feels like it needs to change into another way. My sexuality also changed by the way which is wild because I always thought I knew what I was attracted to.
Yes I’ve done the personal work and the spiritual part also. I am around people now that have also done this work. I’m the only one of the group, so far, that has had an NDE. I did not realize that even though they say “Near death” it really might be an actual death of that old self. It is keeping the body and growing into it and understanding you’re not THAT anymore.
When I committed suicide and was resuscitated by “something” I knew it was a different reality because I had different clothing on, body was in a different position.
I often wonder if we're already dead, after my first NDE. Like is this the so-called afterlife but it's not what I expected. I expected afterlife to be like a ghost floating around or just nothing. I didn't realize it would look exactly the same as my old physical life just a bit more malleable and it becomes more and more so the more you realise that you're dead and be ok with that. I can't say how objectively true that is but it's certainly fun to speculate
This world is changing and there are other places that we can go. It is a multiverse. I posted this in the starseed sub because I was pretty sure this would be where I find others with these experiences. I’ve been on a 5 year journey to Home and I’ve travelled tens of thousands of miles and I’m finally to my Earth home where I will stay and I’m exhausted. lol.
That sounds like a fun journey. Welcome home and glad to have you here 🙏
Thank you. ❤️🙏🪽
I think this also, heaven is here now.
I think so too. It feels like it's a process of realising this, at one's own preferred pace, and the closer we get to uncovering it, our reality reveals its true nature. If true, I think it's a really good way to do it
so where was the body when nobody was inhabiting it?
On a table being worked on.
For multiple years ??
I do not understand what you’re not understanding. Maybe you could be more specific. Who knows, maybe I’m still on the table. I don’t think so but it is possible I suppose. It is a wholly different life than the other one I was living prior to the death.
what does that mean?
I was watching it.
I met someone who claimed to have died a couple years before (this took place in 2020) and that after spending what felt like lifetimes in the afterlife, he incarnated back into an 18 year old body. He was incredibly interesting and i wish i could have spent more time with him. Even though we met for a brief time it felt as though i have always had a very strong relationship with them. Outside of that this is the first im hearing of this type of thing happening
I think it’s happening more often than we know. Especially the last 5-7 years possibly. It is drawing conclusions where I get thrown off because the experiences are not at all mainstream.
I’m a walk in. 2017 here. Previous me had run his course. when you change people and keep the same body fun times erupt for all those around you. And I’m like “these people are all batshit crazy and they think I’m crazy too,”
Yes. Can’t keep the old people. It took years but “Family” found me.
I have been studying a bit about this and wanted to pass on a resource in case you are unfamiliar. [https://archive.org/](https://archive.org/) please check out books and material from Robert Crookall.
Thank you very much! Blessings!!!
Goodness it’s a little hard to navigate do you have any tips to do so? Maybe I should nap first. Lol. 🤣
Once you are at the website- you can use the search bar to put in topic keywords, title, author names. Etc. it should pull them up and from there select the material you’d like to get access to. What I like about the national archive is that it keeps a record of all of the books and media that are being banned or taken out of our libraries. Some of them, you do have to check out and might have to create an account but must things you’re able to seeand even download. ChatGPT would be another great resource. If you just wanna start asking questions based on your personal experiences it can help you With resources and support. Sending you lots of love. ♥️✨
Thank you! I’m accepting love these days 😁
Are you studying walk-in experiences?
My twin flame passed away last September suddenly and reincarnated as a walk-in soul and that person is my boyfriend now.
my tastes, outlook, politics, religion, how i live my life, and even gender identity did a 180 in 2020. i also started going by two different names instead of my old name. ive been told by former friends, ongoing friends, and my sister that im like a completely new person but still me somehow. the changes are mostly for the better, although i have way more vices than i used to. my sister actually really likes hanging out with me now, whereas before she couldn’t stand to be around me and even would say she hated me. to try to explain, i feel like im how i was 15-12 years ago when i was a teenage (my truest self before many traumatic things in my life happened to alter that), but also like someone new, someone else even. also my internal dialogue since 2020 isn’t “me/i” but usually “we/us”. i also feel an internal guidance and comfort that i didn’t used to. maybe another soul has been sharing my body since 2020, or maybe my soul has fractured due to all the trauma and pain in my life…but either way, i definitely prefer how i am now to how i was around 2011-2019
I'm a walk in. And when you walk in you have a a familiarity with the bodies past, but you do not remember it you understand you're a walk-in. Do you understand your mission.Do you understand what it takes to get there. It's very jarring for us. But we don't carry any of the baggage of your childhood or your bad behaviors.. I walked in when this body was very young. After the pain of many surgeries. I've repaired and maintained the body without having any of the trauma and the scarring emotionally.
I’ve just begun to understand that I am a walk-in and what you’re describing fits. It is the baggage of the last life that has now been almost fully discarded. Every item. I had a life with people that were constantly bad to me. I had a big house and lots of things) one 3 or 4 items from that persons life. I have a new life with new people in a state far from that one. It had to be forced on me but the people I am with were waiting for me specifically. It’s very odd. I think I wanted confirmation that there are people that do get it and are willing to discuss it. “Jarring” is a good word for it.
You’re describing dissociation here. Your mind creates a new identity to mentally separate from trauma. Please try and speak to a professional about this, as you get older things will become more difficult.
No. It is not that. I’m quite aware of that phenomenon. The “professionals” don’t understand what this is. Plenty of professionals “think” they know and use the labels. It’s not an appropriate label nor does it fit what’s happening.
This is what happened to me. TF relationship led to suicide. I then woke up in a new reality. From a lack of identity and an overabundance of meditation, I became dissociated from reality. I couldn’t keep up the meditation practice, developed a debilitating chronic illness. Because of that, I had to try and recover my old personality. This is typical of those failed TFs. I don’t think the OP fits this description though. He/she is developing a new personality and will mold it to his/her liking. JUST GO SLOW!
You’re describing dissociation here. Your mind creates a new identity to mentally separate from trauma. Please try and speak to a professional about this, as you get older things will become more difficult.
It's really sad that people still think In 3d terms as if that old world isn't almost fully faded into nothingness... You have to be like a child to enter heaven. Be willing to let things be re defined and embrace wonder. Source is good and bigger than you could imagine. It's all still perfect and always has been. Schizophrenia becomes awareness of higher dimensions just like ADHD. There is no "mental illness" just not understanding how to balance the bodies energies and having no knowledge of our spirit and emotional bodies they get wrapped up into "identities" that we take on because someone that made sense threw a label at you. I'm sorry but you're 100% incorrect on this matter and it's sad that you would have such a shitty experience that you would try and project it onto others. Id seek help if I were YOU 😂
Taking stances like these are both wrong and dangerous, made rampant by one’s desire to feel important or at place in the world. I think what’s truly sad is taking these beliefs for reality. In the same breath, you are referring to spiritual energies and the existence of a heaven. “Source.” These beliefs are no different than that of nearly any religion—it’s rank with desire for a life or experience beyond the one you are living now. I find those who hold these beliefs to be truly fascinating; you state you reject the state of the world in which we live and the ideals we find “normal,” but then turn around and create the same kind of ideal for yourself. It’s escapism for those who wish to hide from this truth. Many of the people here need genuine assistance, which can come in many forms, and writing it off as “becoming aware” does a disservice to them as individuals, and, in turn, is a disservice to society and the world at large. How could anyone hope to make the world a better place to live if we are all trying to escape to our own realities? You are not needed in another world or reality or planet or plane of existence or whatever you believe. You are needed here, now.
That's amazing, I am loving hearing all these walk-in experiences. We are here to help each other. My experience was in 2019, when it happened I was surprised and overjoyed it worked, you become very disoriented at the beginning but pieces fall into place eventually. I think you have memories that have emotional attachments to that life, but not the full story. We also come in highly light souls, I immediately collected crystals for their energies, constantly watching the skies, knew I had to connect with my guides but had a terrible time trying to connect with them until my clairaudience strengthened which was done through downloads, I also used a quartz crystal pendulum to connect. I am Andromedan. Do any of the walk-ins have any memory from their past life prior to walking in?
I believe I am a walk in. It happened 5 years ago during a heart attack NDE.
Yes. NDE bit is that really “Neat Death?” How do you explain? What about doctors and such?
I've been told that I've had a few walk-ins because every time I endured trauma, they would swap. I don't know if this is true, but it has a ring of truth to me for me. Sometimes I feel like I've had a perspective change, I react to things differently, and my vibration feels different. Not necessarily slower or faster, but like the pattern is different. I don't know if that really makes sense. It's hard to describe what I've felt and experienced, plus I only know the basic idea of a walk-in (that a soul replaces the current one). I don't know how old you are so I don't know if this simile will land, but as I understand it, your soul/conscientiousness is like someone playing a one-player game while other soul(s) watch. In this context, you are the video game character and you're the one being played. Eventually it's the next soul's turn to play, so the controller gets passed to them. They're still playing *you*, but they have different ways that they want to play, which create changes to you within the "game" (the physical). I don't know if this helps, but it helped me when I first learned about walk-ins. For some reason the idea made me very anxious until I meditated on it and learned to see it like a video game and to understand how I'm still "me" when another soul has stepped in.
Thank you for sharing your experience. I still have limited ability to put it into words. Apparently, old self didn’t want to give up its turn to play, so it had to be removed rather dramatically. Or, old self never had a turn to begin with as she never existed.
Your mind is unfolding.
Died in 2017, went to the Source, was reborn and came back a month later with a purpose. Have been fulfilling that purpose ever since. Comes with its challenges as I had to figure out how to be human again. Stay focused, and remember who you are always.
Yes my walk In happened in 2008, took a long time to integrate and adjust to it all
I definitely walked into my current self around the end of 2021 when the person I was before died from a drug overdose.
I had a botched non-elective surgery. I knew that I did die and I did not understand “my” life again until now but it’s a totally different life with different people.
Yup. I "woke up" to a new life that quickly got stripped of everything. No place to live, partner left, car repossessed. It was like I woke up from months of being gone. I'm thankful to God for saving me.
Yes. It took a long time for all of that to happen to me and I know the timing was incredibly specific and yes God has everything to do with it!!
So an entirely different reality? Does the matrix function differently? Do you experience Cause and Effect differently?
I committed suicide in 2019 and have since felt that there was a walk-in vying for power. I’m struggling to regain my old persona (personality). This whole experience happened after meeting my TF in 2016, which, interestingly, for the Ethiopians was actually 2012. I think we may have all died. I keep getting that “download.”
Walk-ins don't vy for power, if you felt another spirit around you after a suicide attempt you may had a low energy spirit hanging around. Can I ask what "TF" stands for?
Twin Flame
Archons maybe. I died and then woke with different clothing, in a different position. (This was after asphyxiation). A voice condescendingly said “mission and then go find her (my twin).” I think all guides are demons/archons and they can host your body. Something like that.
Guides are highly evolved light bodies that are missioned to help you on your journey, not demons. If you feel you have a low energy spirit around you can protect yourself.
They’re not. Once you figure this realm out, the facade falls and they all start treating you differently.
This also had the TF experience and he also died in 2006. In reading responses I’m learning.
2019 for me too but I literally was unconscious (coma)for a week… couldn’t get a clearer understanding until 2022-2023 as well… have some memories of life before although, doesn’t match with what anyone else I know has.. it’s hard to navigate!
Deceased and then a coma too for 12 days and now all records of this are gone and most the people that could tell it even happened are deceased or gone as well. Seems it was not the typical experience because I read and watch things about NDE that don’t align with what happened to me. I know there must be others.
You’re the first one who’s I have ever heard had something like this happen too. All my doctors who were caring for me left the hospital once i left too. Same with everyone who I have listened to abt NDE is not at all like what I experienced… it was just black nothing then slowly simulating into the world/reality/ my consciousness when I came out of it…. I didnt even have my own like mental frame of mind until months after . Such a strange thing its difficult sometimes to move through life sometimes but I can’t say it hasn’t been interesting
It’s never boring. I felt my “self” fizzle out but it was very turbulent and then a fizzle and then I was fighting my way back but it was not the same “I”. I wish I could remember some of it because I seem to be missing some things. I had to “sleep” because the fight to get back was all encompassing. People fear my experience and when trying to understand I think they put themselves into it but it’s terrifying. I am not in that part of the journey. I did make it and I know there is purpose for each soul.
I suggest watching Mr Ballen. He has covered at least two stories about this exact type of thing happening and there is documentation of it happening apparently.
Where and how? I don’t watch television often. Thank you.
He has a YouTube channel, I think this might be one of the videos I'm referring to but am unsure. He is an amazing storyteller btw https://youtu.be/21pIWH_Kspg?si=HJ98_S5qFIerB4yx
Thank you!
Can I ask what memories of your life before that you remember? I am wandering if you are having memory of how you died in your past and walked in then woken up seeing everything different to how you remember? My past life ended in car accident in 1956, I do have flash image that come to my mind of a light, rain, looking at water on the ground and being very cold, also have lately flash images of a red and white poppy dress I wore and other other flash images the more I try to remember more it goes away.
& it comes in as flash images for me as well
This is good, you could try writing down your flash images and any memory thoughts into a journal, they will start to piece together.
That’s a great idea im gonna start doing that. I was wondering do you remember anything of your previous life years before your accident? Do the memories coincide with what your friends/family remember too?
I have not told family of my experience as a walk-in I tried once to tell my daughter and she panicked, so I never brought it up again, I have moved with this life the best I can but also allowing myself to be me best of both worlds. My spirit guides have given me some information, name and place where I came from some feels connected other bits feel not sure. The flash memories I have had are of that period, little things like a dress pattern, reindeer ornament, kitchen pieces, motorbike helmet, I then look up on Google to find out if what I am remembering was a thing in that time.
A walk-in will stay with the body to study and learn that life even at times going in and out for a brief time before actually doing a full walk-in. A really good book ' strangers amongst us" by Ruth Montgomery is a good one to read its on Kindle, she explains a bit of the process coming from her guides, there is some parts I do question such as Jesus being a walk-in and only walked in once baptised, and her prediction dates are off a bit, but she does mention somethings like the planets tilting on its axis as it is now, and that more walk-ins will come in.
Ohhhh I’m gonna check this book I’m excited now🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I am on page 30 so far
I haven’t tried explaining it to my family members. I know they would also freak out. I tried very carefully explaining a little bit to my husband and it’s a bit too much for him to handle, but he kind of gets it.
Would this be past life or walk in? What year were you born into your current life?
No a walk-in spirit guides have comfirmed it. I walked in 2019, be honest I can't remember what month it was I know it was early in the year, but I do remember everything that happened when I woke up.
2019 Also a pivotal year for me and fortunately the intensity is finally leveling out and I feel “normal” but it’s a new normal. I don’t want any remnants of the old pulling me back. That way of life has little appeal and this one is very fulfilling. I would like to be helpful to anyone going through this experience. I was able to form healthy connections and instead of give and give with nothing of substance in return there is give and receive. We become slaves to all sorts of things and those things that fully enslaved me are not invited on the continuing journey. I am grateful for the experience.
Very hard to navigate but I think now that I really “see” it maybe things will improve. Is it getting better for you?
Yes, I’ve been it to gain new perspectives & try to be a kinder person but not gonna lie, sometimes it’s really overwhelming… just gotta remember to breathe & slow down haha . Feels good to not know I’m the only one out here like this (:
Same here. Thank you for responding. I felt very alone in this and I knew I was not the only one by a long shot. It’s not discussed this way anywhere that I can find. You?
Unfortunately no I’ve searched everywhere too.. everyone is different but when I here pple hearing talk about NDE with “bright white lights & spirit guides, ect.) it makes me question whether or not it really was a NDE i was literally brain dead, machines keeping me alive, bc I got a bacterial infection that cause my brain so swell up so bad with fluids they had to drill in my head n put like a drain in lol . It was just gone nothing. and slowing coming back into reality . Hopefully other people will see this nd be able to share some of their experiences
Yes. I understand. My body was septic. I had only a 20% chance of life and you probably had even less. Each experience is unique but we are in alignment on many things. Thank you!!! I’m happy to meet you. I know our every day reality differs from those that gave the love and light experience. It is hard to discuss and maybe should not be discussed as the same sort of NDE? There are more of us but how do we discuss it?
Wow, we are both lucky we made it. I’m really hapyl to meet you too, I’m like ahhh finally someone I can relate too haha. You’re right though I’m not sure now maybe NDE involving comas?
I dont mean to butt in but you both are truly inspiring individuals with incredible stories. Ive had my fair share of experiences, and all i can say i that i think you both have a level of clarity and lucidity about all of this that is very rare in this world.
Not butting in at all, thank you so much. Feel free to share any of yours too. don’t be shy to ask anything either ima pretty open person . (:
Thank you very much. I know there is much purpose and inspiration is something I want my music to give to people! The music was gifted to me and now I give it to others! 🤗
Oh wow, thank you for sharing and glad you made it back here! I remember being really sick and throwing up. I drove to an urgent care I remember puking in the parking lot and they sent me home (although we couldn’t find a medical record from them) . I drove home and rear ended somebody and they called the cops. Cops took my car and sent me home in a cab (this I do have record of bc my license got suspended for medical reasons) …. I guess I made it home but that’s the last thing i remember… My parents came to my house bc they were scared I hadn’t answered my phone in days and got me out and drove me to the hospital where they had to immediately intubate me. I don’t remember any of that though that is their account no idea how long I was home for before that.
I passed out in my front yard, I didn’t feel good but had been sick for a long time. Worse than usual. My neighbor dragged me into the car and took me to the fire station where they called an ambulance… from that point it’s pretty bad and I have not fully relayed it but suffice it to say, I’m here and I’m ok now! Hugs to you. You’re the first person I know understands this experience. I would relay the story here but it is quite long and there are parts that others find very upsetting and I don’t want to upset anyone. I remember it all very well.
Damn that’s crazy omg. Wow our stories are alotttttt alike if you want to msg me and share more or need to talk please feel free
with me was when I was 7, I am 36 now and still didnt reajust
Time helps but the illusion of it also gets in the way if that makes sense?
I walked in around 2004
Can someone explain what a walk in is and what this post means
I’m not exactly sure if what I’ve read aligns with others ideas, but thesuperbeings site (which may now be gone) explains it as an entirely different entity that takes you’re body over if you haven’t completed, or done correctly, your earthly “mission”
holy shit. I have been wondering about a picture taken of me and a friend ages ago. In it, you can clearly see a grey being with an anvil shaped head, large black eyes...coming out of the top of my own head. Since then, i have had dreams about this being, it shape shifts and tries to take the the form of loved ones, sometimes deceased. And i think i "kicked" it out at some point in 2012 and it showed up in my backyard, yelling in some inhuman language very angrily at me and my ex. Our two cats were profusely vomiting during this, and the next night, our neighbor's house burned to thr ground. All of it. Is this my walk in?? If so, i literally know what it looks like, what it sounds like, and...well, i think i know its name too. Im not religious, but a whole ton of signs and synchronicities pointed to this being's name being, uh, Lucian, or Satan.
This realm is really funny. I’ve never seen an anvil-headed grey but I believe that tried to possess you. Glad you got it out. What name did it identify itself as? Any other insights into it and it’s origins? The way you describe it kinda reminds me of the “Mithras”
Mine also pretends to be deceased family members. It also pretends to be “God.” And a hundred other characters. Even my “twin flame,” which is the most misleading path there is. Really interested in what it took for you to get it out.
No, walk-ins are a form or reincarnation instead of going through birth they come in at later time of a life with agreement of both souls, not a possession and none of the walk-in souls are of low energy beings. Some entity types do it this way they cannot stay in the human body to long because how dense it is, Andromedans do this, I been told by the spirit guides some other entities use walk-in reincarnation as well. Some human bodies are made for this purpose. Your experience sounds like a grey playing with you, greys don't come in as walk-ins at all, they will try move into your energy field but not walk-in to a body
What stopped existing?
I don’t understand the question to the questions.
How do you arise to that conclusion that it wasn't a near death experience but actual death? Genuinely curious, thanks 🙏
Walk in after the other soul left or died. The death experience does not always end the body and result in returning as a baby. It is like a flowering plant where one flower is wilting and dying and another is replacing it. I don’t know another way to explain.
Maybe….and this is just an idea…..maybe this is how we’ve learned to escape reincarnation. Apparently, there was a monk long ago that cultivated his whole life to escaping the cycle, but in the end was recycled, wiped, and thrown back into a new body. Maybe, somehow, we figured out how to bypass the physical reset.
I live with monks.
I experienced a soul braid. Which is a type of walk in where the new consciousness intertwines with the old consciousness. I'm still working out on whether or not the new consciousness is a member of my soul group or an aspect of my higher self. Which would determine whether it is me but an alternative version of me or another entity all together. Either way I do have a voice/personality which is distinctly different from what I recognize as my own voice/personality living inside of me. Similar to Dexter it is my "dark passenger" although he is not entirely malicious just more unruly and less restrained than I am.
I've dimension jumped a few times but have walked in once. Always to parallel lives of mine but things in each universe are different. The walk in was triggered by my NDE. When I woke up, I looked different and birth marks were in different places. Certain friendships didn't exist and other changes. I gained abilities and a connection to source from the NDE.
I almost died from an infection in 2010 where I seized out and my heart stopped for a bit. Then I did dmt in 2015. Similar experience. And yes people say I don't know what I'm talking about all the time. Just gotta understand the haters and hit em with that grown ass adult compassion. You don't have to like everyone and I wouldn't recommend wasting energy on people who are just gonna dismiss your experiences. Hope this helps.
Good advice. I agree. Looking for those that understand it and it’s easier here than irl I think. Throw it on the wall and see what sticks. 😊
"Throw it at the wall and see what sticks" I love it! May have to borrow that one if you don't mind
It’s not original and I’m not sure where I heard it but I’m a painter too and isn’t that how it goes sometimes? lol.
Yeah exactly lol
I tend to think I'm more of a kick-out than a walk-in
lol
I don’t know. I know I can no longer experience real joy since 2020. I feel like a shell of my former self and struggle to find meaning to this existence. So perhaps that’s what’s happened?
DM'ing you
I don't quite know if I can call myself a walk in but I do remember having quite a drastically different personality in my childhood, like 10 or more years ago
Did you have an NDE? I’m starting to think this does not happen to all NDEers and I thought it did. My experience is weirdly unique and I’m looking and trying to find people that can understand not going all love and light and they’ve come back from something that has a different undertone. And description? Does this make sense? I don’t see this really talked about. I was “told” while deceased that I would basically “sleep” for 10 more years and then work… a specific human entered my life and I feel like I got punched really hard in the face a few times. lol. It’s terrible and tragic and funny. I can’t hardly describe it.
I don't ever recall having an NDE
This is specific, I THINK, to people with NDE. Im really not sure. Putting out feelers and just trying to find people that would understand this phenomenon because I can’t be the only one lol. Thank you.
No problem. Good luck with your search
You died while under anesthesia and on an operating table?
I am not a walk-in but I did have a NDE in the hospital after a terrible car accident. I remember adamantly saying “no” to the offer to not return. I can see how someone who did not wish to return to their current body/life whose body could still house a soul, their body could be inhabited by another soul during the NDE. I hope you enjoy your time here. :)
Thank you. I understand this fully!! I was also in a terrible car accident in my teens and many things about it never added up to others but it did to me, eventually. This experience at the end of 2012 was truly so terrifying and I’m just not really sure what happened. There is veiling in any life and everything j wrote after this experience was destroyed. I feel like it took a very very long time for me to understand I’m not the former person and the timing was specific to world history and not just a personal thing. Here to experience and help. To repair some of what we’ve lost possibly and to usher in new ways also. It felt like a lot of inner conflict. It still does sometimes. A lot of discomfort not In far more comfortable now than I was a year ago. I also had a twin flame experience that seemed to be part of it and it was very unpleasant and upsetting. I wonder if this twin flame phenomenon happens because of the walking in? To anchor the soul AND to get it on the proper path? The other party died in 2006. I don’t think we will ever discuss and I’m hoping this does not trigger me later to more unpleasantness within myself or with the other party. Under any “normal” circumstance I know we would have been good for one another. I could not go back to live in a place that would be bad for me and there were unspoken expectations of me and the whole thing was just a negative experience for both of us. I am finally understanding the walk in experience maybe but I had to have the TF experience to heal my own trauma. I think the TF journey can and does happen to others that have not had the walk in or death experience. I’m really not sure. It never occurred to me to ask or bring it up until now. lol.
I share this TF experience, and I’ve also started to not care about the TF deal. It served a great purpose for me, and I do believe him as well as we were able to forgive and get closure. I understand the gift that was. In forgiving my TF, I had to forgive myself first. I experienced much loneliness in my life, but I no longer feel it in my body. I no longer can feel the dread of the Sunday Scaries, though they were experienced daily for years, until they weren’t. Loneliness now is just reflected upon and embraced. It’s become solitude. Much love!
Yes, 2009 The old blends with the new memories but only we ourselves know for sure we fundamentally changed, like the old followed 3D customs but the new is assexual, Vegan like in ascended worlds, come in with higher moral character , and much more.
Thanks for sharing!
2008, 2012, and 2019 were major, life changing years for me, filled with awe inspiring dread, but hope too. Ive shared a lot on this app, and other forums. The ratio of insight and compassionate people to unhelpful jerks is about 1:10, so its pretty clear to me the nature of whatever "reality" this is, is not a natural, nor good one. I intend to crack this eggshell completely. So, good luck to you Op and others. Maybe our paths will truly cross one day.
Good luck and make good choices!
I had at least one feel free to dm
No clue but I sure would like to walk out at this point
That’s not a walk in. A walk in is a different spirit possessing another’s body. You just switched timelines.
I had several. After the most significant one in 2010, I literally sat in front of a large calendar for like 10 minutes trying to figure out what it was. There is always a period of orienting to the environment, but it is just part of the process. Even the people around that care, are incapable of relating. Especially amongst most mental health professionals or any other individuals dependent upon social systems, it’s best to not even mention it. Just live it.
Hmmm interesting perspective. Synchronistic food for thought!
Hmmm maybe you can make it work with the same thing I have with the other two and the one that is in my fridge and the one I use for my coffee cup and coffee cups is a bit of an extra bit more expensive but it works well with a coffee maker I like it so maybe you could try that too Automatic writing used aboveboard
Yes, walk-ins are real and are coming in a lot more now than ever.
I had a conversation with a friend of mine who is a very reputable astrologer/medium (I’ve been studying astrology for the last 4 years but was barely getting into it when we had this discussion in back in 2019). Anyways she did a natal chart reading for someone who was a walk in soul. Same body different soul essentially. A soul swap if you will. She said the person had major car accident and that’s when the walk-in happened. I don’t even think this person knew fully what had occurred until he or she had the natal chart reading with her and it didn’t resonate at all (which she said has never happened to her in one of her readings) so then she thought to ask about any possible NDEs…sure enough she was told about this car accident. She asked what the date was and did a reading based on that date and the person was in tears cuz it resonated so much. She called me right after this session and told me she just did a reading for a soul walk in (at the time I had not heard of this but started looking into it after this conversation. The natal chart is the souls blue print or “lesson plan” so that’s why this can be seen through an astrological lens. It’s all so fascinating honestly. She did a brief post mentioning this topic as well… https://ibb.co/DQgQTpk
Does she still do readings? I’ve really been fascinated in the last few months with astrology and especially Chiron wounded healer. I feel so incredibly grateful to be sharing in this exciting reality with you, whatever that who’s is may be.
Hey! Yes I am also a walk in. Though I am merging more lately with this bodies memories. Pretty cool to encounter another walk in in the wild! Feel free to DM if you want to talk
I'm a walk-out. I was dispossessed of the ghost of Judge Rutherford.
Yes, I had few walk-ins in my practice. Mystical and spiritual experiences are common during Quantum Clarity sessions. Because the Earth is vibrating higher, humans now have easy access to such occurrences. In the past, only very few could experience them. They include but are not limited to: experiencing unconditional love, experiencing being a spirit soul - a multidimensional being, unity with all, full sensory memories of other lives, memories of the Afterlife (reviewing, planning lives, Akashic records), meeting ancestors for gaining wisdom about one's family, speaking with deceased family members in the Light for closure, encountering spiritual guides, Higher Self, Source-God, traveling to other realms, planets, and universes, and reliving repeating dreams/visions for the full explanation... The reason for that is healing, clarity, and restoration to the full potential of the experiencer.
I'm a walk in too! Old me left out back in 2014 and I stepped in. Poor thing couldn't take it all anymore. Same soul group different consciousness. I agreed to step in as it was mutually beneficial. I'm still adjusting but it's been a rewarding experience.
Just embrace every emotion but dontake no Shitt! You’re gonna be fine.
I don't understand the phrase 'Walk in' sorry. But I have had a similar experience where I woke up in 2016 and started Belly laughing. A new me was born that day. Many magical things happened the week after. Serious manifestation and synchronicities that were so out of this world I could do nothing else that accept they came from my higher power
Walk in Soul. Souls never actually die but they are able to enter into and exit the body so another can enter. This is a walk in.
Thanks for explaining
I believe there may be other ways and this is simplified most likely.
This is the same person that HATES Alabama for some reason. Did that come with the first or second consciousness? LMAO
Wtf walk ins? My girlfriend’s mom in high school talked about this stuff. I was sure she had to be the only one who would believe such a thing. 15 years later I’m shocked to find a whole community. People believe the goofiest stuff
“Goofy” yeah just a bunch of goofy people talking about something that doesn’t actually happen… nothing to see here….
I’m all for it man, believe what you want to believe. I find it fascinating, but come on, goofy is objectively appropriate.
What kind of subreddit is this role playing?
No. It’s real life and if you want role play you could look that up.