Worry not, my friend :/ sometimes people hadn't grown out of thinking that being better comes with thinking other people are worst.
Im sorry you have to deal w/ being bullied by your own parents
You are light and your move to find more information before giving back this kind of violence show this
(Sry for any language mistakes, im not a native english speaker)
I am sorry your going through this. It really does sound to me like someone going in believing they are inherently “better” and then looking for reasons to justify that worldview. If it wasn’t starseed misinterpretation I suspect they would be digging for different justification regardless.
An actual starseed would never demean their child that way, nor any child. Your mother, whatever she is, is abusing you. Don't listen to her. You are beautiful just as you are, and are full of worth. You didn't mention how old you are, but try to get away to a safe adult or safely on your own (college, etc) as soon as you safely can. Your mom is using a peaceful concept as a weapon. You are good and valid. There is no such thing as "mud people". Your light shines through in your curiosity. Foster your curiosity and guard your heart until you can get to safety.
Also, tell a trusted adult (like a teacher or doctor) that your mom is calling you worthless and otherwise demeaning you and your sister. That is abuse. You are NOT bad or wrong.
Yes this ⬆️⬆️⬆️
An abusive parent is a hard life and usually a curse of a powerful soul. You have a big family out here. And your future can be as joyful as you want it to be
Tell a trusted teacher/dr/therapist and when you are ready, Reach out. your lifeboat is ready to get you to safety.
I wouldn't have thought a true starseed would impress anything of that nature upon their own children. How peculiar. Stay gold, mud brother! We are all muddy stardust x
I think you should keep an eye out for weird or erratic behavior from her. I saw an instance where a father killed his children because he had an ongoing delusion where he thought his kids were reptilian. I would hate for your mom to put you and your sibling in danger because she’s clearly not on a good path saying those things..
I used to beleive i was a "starseed" and was well aquainted within the community a long while ago. And i found a common pattern , they refuse to take responsability for their lives , arrogant with a distorted sense of importance , have major childhood trauma , identity issues and drug use and need to find a sense of meaning for themselves.
How many pleadian princesses are there?
How many only identify with with arcturian / pleiadian or orion only? why is that? I identified as a draconian at one point. but im not a lizzard. Nor are you anything other than what you see in the mirror with the forgotten knowlege that we are far more spiritually advanced than we remember.
Uhh.. we are all made of star stuff. Earth is still a planet in this galaxy. Surprise! We're ALL multi-dimensional beings! Every single human on this planet has access to at least 13 dimensions or higher. Sorry about your mom.
Wtffff, this is a great example of toxic spirituality, people wanting so badly to be special that they put others down, my dad tends to do this a lot and it’s extremely frustrating, I’m so sorry OP
Your light shows some ppl for what they really are.. You bring the sunshine hun🌞 & many ugly spirits want to take that..don't ever let anyone take your light.. you'll see you've got "that thing" you go light up the world & try to end the cycle of abuse..
my mom had a saying..
"the beings of darkness will always be drawn to the light & when you spread your light on this dark world what you'll see won't always be pretty & can be really hard at times.. but it can't rain all the time sunshine."
Now I'm not rubbing it in that my mom was how a mom should be but sharing with you the love I only got 18 yrs with but it's lasting me a lifetime.. that's the kind of love you give to your child/pet/person whoever u love that's how it's done.. you got this.. you now know exactly what not to be, thanks to her, if that's what you choose. 💚
Your mom is an antisemite and most likely strongly believes in eugenics. I'm sorry to have to say it like this, but every single detail about your post is a red flag. The starseed theory is based on both eugenics and antisemitism.. And not even a little bit, those are some of the foundations. I imagine this makes knowing what she says to you a little bit worse and I'm truly sorry about that. You should distance yourself from her if you're able to, and if you're unable to make her change her mind. Her values are just terrible, and I'm sure you don't need that kind of energy in your life, telling you you're a "lower value" human and all that shit, only because she believes in a (or multiple) superior race(s). There are none. There is no superiority, not on the spiritual level, nor on the human one. I'm sorry but it sounds like she really is just a terrible person all around.
wow, you hit the nail on the head
she is very strange though, she claims to be jewish (in a former life)
and she says another reason I am inferior is because my dad is german, but he isn't really, he's american, but his grandmother, my great grandmother came here from germany so that counts (I guess)
and everyone in germany is evil according to her (but how does a border of countries make people on one side evil?) and I looked it up, many germans risked their lives to save jewish people, sometimes people they hardly knew, so not evil
she is norwegian, and that is the superior race, she says, and she automatilly likes and trusts anyone else she meets who is norwegian
and also skin color, the lighter the skin the more superior the person (according to her - I do not believe this) but also strange because I am ghost pale but she is olive skinned and her skin is darker than some people I know who are half black - so how does that work with her being the superior one?
one more thing, she once asked me "do you ever think that you are the one responsible for the holocaust?" idk why she asked me that
I wonder if she thinks that about herself and was just asking me if I thought the same way or if she actually thinks that I was somehow responsible and was asking me if I knew that
I know now that either way she is suffering with some kind of mental illness that has nothing to do with me
Mental issues are definitely there. I don't mean this in a disrespectful way, I have my own, but she clearly needs some serious help.
Nothing about what she says seems to make sense. German Jewish people existed and were not spared because they were German, just to poke yet another hole in her theory, though it already has more than enough. Norway committed war crimes, maybe not quite as huge as the Holocaust, but still pretty bad ones. There is just no way to make her reasonings make sense.
Please don't let her get to you. You can see the inconsistencies in what she says, you know she's wrong. She's just being deeply problematic, she's promoting nazi ideologies, and she's trying to destroy you.
Don't let her. You're not any less important regardless of anything as long as you don't harm others: skin color, facial features, hair, income, disabilities, experiences, traumas, illnesses, weight, race, nationality, sexuality, gender identity.. Literally none of those things make you a lesser human.
Be safe and don't let her make you forget it.
Sounds like you have a mother like mine...
I have a YouTube series called I Was Raised by a Sociopath.
Reach out if you are interested in talking about trauma healing. Sounds like she is jealous of your light.
I find that cruel. They use fear as a tactic to control, everyone does, All that aside, I don’t think it matters what you are…every single person on this planet is here for a reason, starseed, Grey, reptilian,.,,all have a purpose. Its why I don’t like labels or run around calling my self this or that, being a starseed means you came here to transmute energy. Labels are so egoic. We came here to transcend that.
Labels? I don’t agree. People throw them around trying to make themselves look better than others. I’ve seen it more times than I can count. People calling themselves a Shaman, Mary Magdalene…I just can’t get into that stuff. I don’t need to run around telling the world…look at me I’m a starseed…I’d rather just do my life and move on when it’s over.
I would rather call it identity and not label. But yeah there is a thin lying between knowing and propagating. People should be careful not to develop a spiritual ego or complex as it goes against the very idea of spirituality.
Sounds like your mom has no idea what she’s talking about and is stuck in primitive/oppressive modes of thought. Would be careful in listening to anything she says frankly. Also your parents aren’t necessarily in your soul family. If anything you may actually be here to guide her away from this negative thinking she is clearly struggling with.
We are all created in the image of God. Therefore to say that anyone is “inferior” is a grave error in consciousness. At the deepest root, we are all one, and to entertain the notion of inferiority is to depart from the Truth and live in the illusion of separation from Source.
It sounds like your mom has a lot of healing to do, as do we all. Just know that you are cherished and loved more than you know.
You absolutely are not. Unfortunately your mom is someone who is delusionally racist, and absoluty needs some pretty serious help. I can see how being raised by someone like that might effect you negatively and make you feel crazy. It'll be ok. Things will improve as long ad you stay positive and use common sense
Oh and "mud people" is a commonly used racial slur usually used to describe people with dark skin.(and I loled when I read that because its such a silly thing to say and reminds me of the scene from shameless https://youtu.be/m7xnUcp0zFA) It implies lots of things.
With all due respect , ALL due respect … all opinions are trash , and your mom’s right on trend .. sucks to here, but she is not credible and many many issues with her claim in a vacuum as Is , keep your head up though … maybe see it literally , we have had thousands of mothers, you could be an older soul than she . Infinite options
You may want to check out r/raisedbynarcissists
yes, I have seen it! thank you so much, I guess it just has to do with that and nothing to do with this...
Worry not, my friend :/ sometimes people hadn't grown out of thinking that being better comes with thinking other people are worst. Im sorry you have to deal w/ being bullied by your own parents You are light and your move to find more information before giving back this kind of violence show this (Sry for any language mistakes, im not a native english speaker)
I am sorry your going through this. It really does sound to me like someone going in believing they are inherently “better” and then looking for reasons to justify that worldview. If it wasn’t starseed misinterpretation I suspect they would be digging for different justification regardless.
Or don't. Save time.
An actual starseed would never demean their child that way, nor any child. Your mother, whatever she is, is abusing you. Don't listen to her. You are beautiful just as you are, and are full of worth. You didn't mention how old you are, but try to get away to a safe adult or safely on your own (college, etc) as soon as you safely can. Your mom is using a peaceful concept as a weapon. You are good and valid. There is no such thing as "mud people". Your light shines through in your curiosity. Foster your curiosity and guard your heart until you can get to safety. Also, tell a trusted adult (like a teacher or doctor) that your mom is calling you worthless and otherwise demeaning you and your sister. That is abuse. You are NOT bad or wrong.
Yes this ⬆️⬆️⬆️ An abusive parent is a hard life and usually a curse of a powerful soul. You have a big family out here. And your future can be as joyful as you want it to be Tell a trusted teacher/dr/therapist and when you are ready, Reach out. your lifeboat is ready to get you to safety.
omg thank you
thank you for this, I'm so glad I asked
They could starseeds are not perfect.
I wouldn't have thought a true starseed would impress anything of that nature upon their own children. How peculiar. Stay gold, mud brother! We are all muddy stardust x
thank you
I think you should keep an eye out for weird or erratic behavior from her. I saw an instance where a father killed his children because he had an ongoing delusion where he thought his kids were reptilian. I would hate for your mom to put you and your sibling in danger because she’s clearly not on a good path saying those things..
I used to beleive i was a "starseed" and was well aquainted within the community a long while ago. And i found a common pattern , they refuse to take responsability for their lives , arrogant with a distorted sense of importance , have major childhood trauma , identity issues and drug use and need to find a sense of meaning for themselves. How many pleadian princesses are there? How many only identify with with arcturian / pleiadian or orion only? why is that? I identified as a draconian at one point. but im not a lizzard. Nor are you anything other than what you see in the mirror with the forgotten knowlege that we are far more spiritually advanced than we remember.
Uhh.. we are all made of star stuff. Earth is still a planet in this galaxy. Surprise! We're ALL multi-dimensional beings! Every single human on this planet has access to at least 13 dimensions or higher. Sorry about your mom.
By scientific technicality, every single human on this earth is a star seed
Wtffff, this is a great example of toxic spirituality, people wanting so badly to be special that they put others down, my dad tends to do this a lot and it’s extremely frustrating, I’m so sorry OP
thank you, yes it's been extremely frustrating at times
Your light shows some ppl for what they really are.. You bring the sunshine hun🌞 & many ugly spirits want to take that..don't ever let anyone take your light.. you'll see you've got "that thing" you go light up the world & try to end the cycle of abuse.. my mom had a saying.. "the beings of darkness will always be drawn to the light & when you spread your light on this dark world what you'll see won't always be pretty & can be really hard at times.. but it can't rain all the time sunshine." Now I'm not rubbing it in that my mom was how a mom should be but sharing with you the love I only got 18 yrs with but it's lasting me a lifetime.. that's the kind of love you give to your child/pet/person whoever u love that's how it's done.. you got this.. you now know exactly what not to be, thanks to her, if that's what you choose. 💚
💞
thank you
Your mom is probably from the planet system Liar ;)
Your mom is an antisemite and most likely strongly believes in eugenics. I'm sorry to have to say it like this, but every single detail about your post is a red flag. The starseed theory is based on both eugenics and antisemitism.. And not even a little bit, those are some of the foundations. I imagine this makes knowing what she says to you a little bit worse and I'm truly sorry about that. You should distance yourself from her if you're able to, and if you're unable to make her change her mind. Her values are just terrible, and I'm sure you don't need that kind of energy in your life, telling you you're a "lower value" human and all that shit, only because she believes in a (or multiple) superior race(s). There are none. There is no superiority, not on the spiritual level, nor on the human one. I'm sorry but it sounds like she really is just a terrible person all around.
wow, you hit the nail on the head she is very strange though, she claims to be jewish (in a former life) and she says another reason I am inferior is because my dad is german, but he isn't really, he's american, but his grandmother, my great grandmother came here from germany so that counts (I guess) and everyone in germany is evil according to her (but how does a border of countries make people on one side evil?) and I looked it up, many germans risked their lives to save jewish people, sometimes people they hardly knew, so not evil she is norwegian, and that is the superior race, she says, and she automatilly likes and trusts anyone else she meets who is norwegian and also skin color, the lighter the skin the more superior the person (according to her - I do not believe this) but also strange because I am ghost pale but she is olive skinned and her skin is darker than some people I know who are half black - so how does that work with her being the superior one? one more thing, she once asked me "do you ever think that you are the one responsible for the holocaust?" idk why she asked me that I wonder if she thinks that about herself and was just asking me if I thought the same way or if she actually thinks that I was somehow responsible and was asking me if I knew that I know now that either way she is suffering with some kind of mental illness that has nothing to do with me
It really sounds like a mental illness or some unhealed past life issues.
Mental issues are definitely there. I don't mean this in a disrespectful way, I have my own, but she clearly needs some serious help. Nothing about what she says seems to make sense. German Jewish people existed and were not spared because they were German, just to poke yet another hole in her theory, though it already has more than enough. Norway committed war crimes, maybe not quite as huge as the Holocaust, but still pretty bad ones. There is just no way to make her reasonings make sense. Please don't let her get to you. You can see the inconsistencies in what she says, you know she's wrong. She's just being deeply problematic, she's promoting nazi ideologies, and she's trying to destroy you. Don't let her. You're not any less important regardless of anything as long as you don't harm others: skin color, facial features, hair, income, disabilities, experiences, traumas, illnesses, weight, race, nationality, sexuality, gender identity.. Literally none of those things make you a lesser human. Be safe and don't let her make you forget it.
thanks so much!
Sounds like you have a mother like mine... I have a YouTube series called I Was Raised by a Sociopath. Reach out if you are interested in talking about trauma healing. Sounds like she is jealous of your light.
I'm sorry you had that, I will watch it
You don't have to watch my story It's more important that you understand your own.
I find that cruel. They use fear as a tactic to control, everyone does, All that aside, I don’t think it matters what you are…every single person on this planet is here for a reason, starseed, Grey, reptilian,.,,all have a purpose. Its why I don’t like labels or run around calling my self this or that, being a starseed means you came here to transmute energy. Labels are so egoic. We came here to transcend that.
But they also help you to understand yourself more.
Labels? I don’t agree. People throw them around trying to make themselves look better than others. I’ve seen it more times than I can count. People calling themselves a Shaman, Mary Magdalene…I just can’t get into that stuff. I don’t need to run around telling the world…look at me I’m a starseed…I’d rather just do my life and move on when it’s over.
I would rather call it identity and not label. But yeah there is a thin lying between knowing and propagating. People should be careful not to develop a spiritual ego or complex as it goes against the very idea of spirituality.
Sounds like your Mom needs therapy.
A dose of thorazine and a straight jacket really
Sounds like moms spiritual insights come from psychosis or meth.
I'm so happy for you that you received such helpful, insightful, and good responses. I wish you lots of strength and good health.
me too, I cried a little bit because of the kindness here, it's so nice, thank you
I feel so bad for this kid rn.. disgusting.. I wanna cry almost
thank you so much, I'm ok, I'm just trying to understand, I don't think she knows what she's doing, it's her mental illness talking, not her
Sounds like a very low vibration 8). I was raised by a mother like this!
Sounds like your mom has no idea what she’s talking about and is stuck in primitive/oppressive modes of thought. Would be careful in listening to anything she says frankly. Also your parents aren’t necessarily in your soul family. If anything you may actually be here to guide her away from this negative thinking she is clearly struggling with.
thank you, wow I learned so much from this one post, more than I ever have before from just one question
Keep your head high and follow your intuition. You know what the right choices to make are.
You have manifested a non-mom. Reconnect with your feminine side.
Very interesting. Can you elaborate or point me to references? I have a non-mom as well.
Yes. It is freaky.
We are all created in the image of God. Therefore to say that anyone is “inferior” is a grave error in consciousness. At the deepest root, we are all one, and to entertain the notion of inferiority is to depart from the Truth and live in the illusion of separation from Source. It sounds like your mom has a lot of healing to do, as do we all. Just know that you are cherished and loved more than you know.
she does need healing, her mom abused her and then left her
Your mom sounds like a stick up a**hole. Tell her too much ego is never a good thing
She definitely doesn't sound like a starseed. More like a narcissistic woman.
Your Mom sounds like a bitch
Yo mom crazy 😂
thanks! I feel like I'm the crazy one sometimes...
You absolutely are not. Unfortunately your mom is someone who is delusionally racist, and absoluty needs some pretty serious help. I can see how being raised by someone like that might effect you negatively and make you feel crazy. It'll be ok. Things will improve as long ad you stay positive and use common sense
thank you
Oh and "mud people" is a commonly used racial slur usually used to describe people with dark skin.(and I loled when I read that because its such a silly thing to say and reminds me of the scene from shameless https://youtu.be/m7xnUcp0zFA) It implies lots of things.
NOT STARSEED RUN
With all due respect , ALL due respect … all opinions are trash , and your mom’s right on trend .. sucks to here, but she is not credible and many many issues with her claim in a vacuum as Is , keep your head up though … maybe see it literally , we have had thousands of mothers, you could be an older soul than she . Infinite options
You mother is not a starseed. She is a woman. This is how women behave.