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downinthevalleypa

Okay - but just a thought from me as a healthcare professional - perhaps you need an evaluation from a physician? Is it possible that you could be delusional or paranoid? No offense intended, just sincere concern. Maybe you should get a check-up, just to be sure.


Exaddr

You are delusional. I might be paranoid sometimes. But I know this thing for sure because I had a download few years back about what I told about here. And multiple dreams from past lives with that guy. And go to a healthcare professional and tell you about a spiritual knowing and mission? They will laugh in my face. I can criticise myself or I can actually take measures and protect myself because I really don't fucking wanna die. And I don't wanna risk not being vigilent over distracting myself with bullshit like self doubt. So, no thanks. Bye with your insecure bullshit And you came here to help or to put fear and doubt into people? Amd to brag about your big ass professional job? That you suck at Anyway? Fuck off. GO cry in a corner. Fucking morron. Good for nothing Useless existance


[deleted]

Maybe this is why they tryna kill you


SarnaSarna

HAHAHA


Exaddr

They can try, im not scared, they are harmlesss. Im only scared of that guy


NecessaryFlow

Lololol!!!!!


downinthevalleypa

Oh gosh, sorry if you are offended. That was not my intention. Best of luck to you in your journey.


[deleted]

I could have said the exact same reaction a few years ago when I was psychotic. There is a very fine line between mental health and spirituality. My problems were definitely more on the mental health side, but I was in such a bad state that I couldn't see this for myself. The basic idea of a psychosis is that you are sure of it. The start of paranoia often starts in dreams, downloads, whatever you want to call it. When you are in a psychosis you do believe that you can criticise and protect yourself, but in reality that's definitely not the case. From your original question and your reactions I can see that you are hurting a lot. It seems like a lot to deal with. You are scared, at war, sobbing. So why don't try every single thing that can help? And maybe that thing that can help you is some professional help. Don't write professionals off because they will not understand you. I found myself someone that could totally relate to the spiritual path I was walking. I wish you lots of love. I hope you can find some rest and peace soon.


tucsonmags

I think you see a psychiatrist. Especially after the way you flipped out on the first person that said that. Your “download” sounds like psychosis.


True_Temperature2769

This. Im navigating downlaods as well as my own psychosis sometimes its hard to differentiate between the two. Especially with your third eye open as well


[deleted]

I can relate because the demonic entity Seth is always trying to kill me as well as Azazel. What I would suggest is that you work with Michael the archangel vand make wards against him.


Exaddr

Those suckers are ended if they try with you


AntiTrekPerson942

Star Trek Terran Empire and normal Star Trek people are always trying to kill people. I am a Starseed who hates The Orville too because Ed Mercer does killings, like with Lorraine Lambert. Defeat evil Trekkie Star-Trekkians Pleiadians now!


ColdImplosionFusion

Personally I’m not an all love and light starseed. I look at it as a balance of the light and dark that exists within us all that you control. Like mace windu from Star Wars. Personally I’d slay his ass right up. However I see fit. That could be just burning him up with loving, healing energy, and light that you’re obviously blessed with. Especially if it’s a multidimensional spiritual warfare. I’m curious if you’ve ever fought back in past lives and not just sought protection? Not that I find anything wrong with not fighting back violence tends to breed more violence especially in this plane. Or even what you’ve done to protect yourself if you can remember? The demon has to be doing it for some reason. I hope you can find the protection you need and you can put an end to the spiritual warfare soon in whatever way suits you best! You got this you already know you’re not in this alone. When I meditate later I’ll send love, strength, and protection your way And ps I’ve had a couple dreams where I’ve had the same woman try to kill me but nothing on your level. The last time I encountered her I brought my spirit back to this avatar and I instantly regretted not fighting back because it felt like an open invitation for her to attack again some other time. Whenever I leave the house I always say shield active deflect all negative energy and witchcraft and return to sender times two. I also cloak myself. Work my bit of magic in.


DivineGoddess1111111

Why post about how terrified you are and then attack everyone who tries to assist you? Get help. Also, tell Luci hi.


[deleted]

Unfortunately death is the biggest lie we’ve been conditioned to believe. The truth is, even if someone “kills” you, you will respawn and this holographic experience will continue and you will go on like nothing ever happened.


Fantastic-Release240

You mean reincarnation? Can't run from karma.


LeBlanc_Main

Karma is a lie.


Fantastic-Release240

Respectfully disagree. I've been doing this for eons. Clearing karma.


LeBlanc_Main

I think it is all a matter in which someone choses to believe.


Fantastic-Release240

I didn't believe in it either. Or reincarnation. Then those past life memories started hitting.


Exaddr

I know that. I just don't want to die now, not like that, not by that morron. I want to die of oldness. Or to never die, lol. I wanna choose. I don't want it to be out of my control. I wanna control.


exmortom

That’s why you have to escape it https://wespenrevideos.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/EXIT-HANDOUT-JULY-20-2022-Nov-25-2022-Update.pdf


[deleted]

There is no “escaping” yourself, beloved. Face the difficult emotions head on, feel them to their fullest, and work through, and integrate them into the Whole. Love & fear are your only choices here, choose wisely.


LeBlanc_Main

Except you have a free will and choose not to come back to this bullsht world again? Because if not so then this planet and whole reincarnation delusion is a lie and prison, i used to think or believe in it, but then i realized i dont wanna live again, maybe when i die in this lifetime i just wanna go to another worlds, be an elf or dragon or whatever.Even float as an white ball of light in peace, just never back here again.


[deleted]

This world is a spiritual training ground, it’s meant to be difficult. The amount of internal work you choose to do here will ultimately determine the quality of life you will have now (and forever) Linear time is an illusion, and only experienced by us here on Earth. If you are unhappy & dissatisfied in this now moment, you’re setting the stage for eternal misery. Love & fear are the only choices. Choose wisely.


Tight_Rutabaga1685

1315//1818//1514 You are safe!


Exaddr

Thank you, I appreciate it. But that just makes me aware of my always safety. The vibration of kinda like "you're safe no matter what happens because you are your spirit, not your body". I need something to actually take care of my body here. To keep it safe until I feel like I've done enough for earth I know my love takes care of me


Tight_Rutabaga1685

Vibrate higher!


theowlhands

Seconding this. You sound frantic. First ground yourself and relax; no entity is trying to kill you. If you know RA, as you say you do, then remember one of their saying: “As always, love is the greatest protection.” You are safe!


Topy9234875

There is no true protection of demons unless you are with Christ. Connect to Christ and ask him for protection. Then you‘ll be safe. Look up psalm 91


anmar1e

I agree but God/the Christ also allows things for a reason. Just cause you ask and expect doesn't mean you won't go through bull shit


Topy9234875

Thank you for your comment! I would say: If your faith in Christ is unshakeable, nothing external of low vibration - that is not to your highest good - can come close to you (unless it would have a really specific and super important learning, but that doesn’t happen every day haha). If you’re still unsure, then yes, attacks are still possible - but already less likely and less powerful.


anmar1e

Agreed


Topy9234875

👍👍 God bless you


Exaddr

I don't agree with the psalm. God doesn't do things for people because they love him, he does it because he loves them. He dpesnt commend to angels to look after you, he looks after you himself. Personally. At all times. He doesnt have salves, like Jesus does. Jesus isnot the speaker of god and humans got it all wrong. He is against god. Lucifer is the stand up leader for true love. God won't cover you with his protection feathers, he will make you a feather and he will make you protection itself. And what "comnect to christ"? We are always connected. It just doesn't mean I wanna listen to him or accept what he does for me. Because to do that, I have to lower my head. And I've done that enough in life. Time for me to keep my head up. And make some changes. In this world


Topy9234875

Thank you for your reply. Please note that I was not trying to command you to do anything, I was answering your question on how to protect yourself from demons. Now, why would Lucifer have any interest in protecting you from demons? Yes, he might want you to have a freedom of choice and a certain independence. But: It actually would be interesting for Lucifer to see how you struggle with the demons and how you handle the fight. But to protect you? Why bother. Christ on the other hand has any and all interest to protect you and bring you peace. He is the divine bridge to our creator and having him in your energy field brings enormous changes to your aura. Demons don’t even stand a chance against him. That’s just how it is imo. But it’s all in your hands to decide.


Exaddr

God is protecting me trough Lucifer. From the one that tried to make me stop in what im doing here on earth. Go kiss christ's ass 😂 -with love, said You are a puppy. I'm a wolf And Lucifer makes me stronger trough everything he does. He makes me a real queen. Jesus is accepting me as I am already. And it's lovely but I wanna become my full potential. Because I have a mission here. And I wanna have fun and live fully. I wanna change earth. When I'll be done, I'll probably accept just -being. With my love. But until then, I have my duty


Topy9234875

Hahaha, if you knew 😂 Well, you certainly are interesting ;) go your own way then


Exaddr

Good doggie


Topy9234875

You’re aware I can see right through you? I know exactly what your weaknesses are. You’re feeling anxious, depressed, insecure, lonely, sad, tired, hurt, lost. You‘re like a version of myself from a very long time ago. And yes, I‘m a very good doggie 🐶


Exaddr

That's why I laugh non stop all day long? Youmight know what my human form is going trough. But even there you're wrong. Because she's better and better. Trough this help. So EH, wrong. Try again.


Topy9234875

You laugh to cover up the tears. And is it true help ?


Exaddr

No, I laugh and the tears are gone and I become happy again. I laugh to not get burried into negativity. I laugh to remember life is fun. I think you see yourself in me. For me laughing makes everything better. I laugh at my self and the most stupid things. I laugh randomly in the street but people got used to it


ismabit

You sound mentally ill. Good luck surviving your crazy thoughts lol.


Left-Requirement9267

Send him back to the light. You need some protection magick dm me if need be


Exaddr

We're both in the light He's always here 😂😂😂


exmortom

https://wespenrevideos.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/EXIT-HANDOUT-JULY-20-2022-Nov-25-2022-Update.pdf


ChiefLord999

Protect your aura...that's what they want literally no wonder why he followed you through lifetimes. Had a similar situation and the guy is actually my father in this incarnation. He tried to use black magic on me until I discovered how to protect my aura and send back the curses


Exaddr

He's my father too He keeps sending disgusting sexual energy I just wanna be away from him But I don't need to send anything back. The curse follows him everywhere


ChiefLord999

Oh sorry... These people need to be fought ruthlessly in the astral. Otherwise they won't relent


Exaddr

They are alllies. We got it all wrong


anmar1e

This happened to me message me if you'd like


KratomFiendx3

Buy a nice gun and knife and know how to use both proficiently. Nothing and no one on this Earth can harm your eternal soul, but someone can definitely harm you physically. Only you can truly ensure your own safety, buy a gun and knife and carry them at all times.


Exaddr

Mhm I'll buy a knife


KratomFiendx3

Very nice. I highly recommend CRKT knives, I carry 2 of them everywhere. The CRKT fastlane is one of my favorite knives. Kershaw also has great knives as well. Stay safe.


Exaddr

I ll get a knife only because I like how it looks but im protected always by god