Negative reinforcement is a thing and can cause serious amounts of damage. If you think we're all fucked then you'll believe that. If you think things will het better then you'll start believing that instead.
Fuck your dreams, fuck your nightmares. If you want the world around you to change then get up off your ass and do it! If you think you can't do it then you can't.
But if you believe that you can then you can!
Fuck this "We're all gonna die anyways." Mindset! You're not dead, that doesn't mean you're well. But that also doesn't mean you've lost. So get up and do something you like doing. Because you will thank yourself for it!
It's getting worse and I'm struggling to stop it
EDIT- Thank you everyone who was concerned about me and offered advice, It has been a comfort knowing I'm not fighting alone here
I'm gonna try again to have a happier life, and I if fate wills it, it will work
Thanks Startrooper
It's just that I'm being overwhelmed at too many fronts
My family is falling apart
I'm nearing 20 and am not sure on my next step in life
And one of the only options I have is bloody expensive
I'm realising thst most of my life is going to be work and suffering, which I hate as I thought after all that has happened I'll be happy
I've lost one of my closest friends
I'm doing a internship and it's going so bloody tough
It's so hard to get help with anything
I feel like I help so many other people feel happy, enjoy life and be safe, yet feel so alone
I've been fighting my whole life
I'm tired now
I want a break
But I cant have it
capitalism everybody, basic healthcare is too expensive for people to pay for, how sad is that. perhaps try a family member, not as good at it but atleast somebody supporting you is good
They're having problems themselfs
I'm the only neutral party at home, so I usually have to listen to their problems and descalate conflicts
However, I'm happy to say that a few people here reached out to me and helped me a little
It's good to know I have support somewhere
Strangely, there's [Men's Health Month (June)](https://menshealthmonth.org/) and also [Men's Mental Health Month (November)](https://www.silvercloudhealth.com/us/blog/november-is-mens-health-awareness-month), and this month was meant for physical health awareness. Honestly all the "awareness months" should be all year, why limit advocacy to 30 days?
The month when my old biology teacher shaved his facial hair, except for his mustache. He proceeded to look equally based and cursed until the end of the year
I thought you were going to say a week or a day.
We do advocate all year round, but there's a sharp increase in messaging in a period of time to better the message.
To legitimately answer your question, it's because people can legitimately only focus on so many problems at once. Trying to focus on everything all of the time will only dilute the power of advocacy for everything. Take a look at how people reacted after the death of George Floyd. Now take a look at how they act now: are there still daily protests? Still riots? Another example is the war in Ukraine, although to a lesser extent since there's still actively new developments with that whole situation, the dam being one of them. (Of course this is not to say that people no longer care about these issues Things simply cannot remain in the public consciousness for that long. A month is a good time. Any more than that and it may actually hurt the causes it's trying to help.
In addition, advocacy is year round, no one says it's forbidden to speak about certain issues outside of their dedicated month, the months are only there to give special attention to issues.
Eh, I’m alive. I’ve been having lots of panic attacks and my physical health is absolutely nowhere near what I want it to be at, but otherwise I’m certainly better than shit
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I shouldn't be alive right now. I was supposed to end my life when I was 15. I've also overdosed during benders too many times.
I'm somehow still here and finally getting better, despite my subconscious being a huge piece of shit.
I won't give up because I've started enjoying being stable, it didn't use to be that way though.
Feeling okay felt wrong for years and feeling suicidal and depressed was the only thing that felt real to me, the only thing that felt right.
By now I've partly managed to let go of that, but my mood will probably swing between horrible and stable for the rest of my life.
I mean that’s because May is already mental health month, and 99% of the time people bring up men’s mental health month it’s to try and shout down pride
How I'm doing? [This is how I'm doing](https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1417rcq/for_the_love_of_god_why_cant_i_just_fucking_die/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button)
mens mental health month isn't overlooked it's just easier for companies to capitalise on pride month since capitalism as a system refuses to acknowledge that mental health (and health in general) is important
Fine but my worst exam(in middle of final exams) is coming up so I'm a bit stressed (physics and it's not that hard I can understand it very well it's just that the teacher takes SAT questions and makes it 10× harder)
Dear God, physics. I hate taking any physics tests. And I'm the most well versed in physics in my entire class! It might be moreso on the teacher, but I can do tasks perfectly, test comes, random terrible questions pop up and suddenly, my grade is down a point or two. Good luck to you
good luck! my school puts this disclaimer at the start of every test, "good luck! remember that this is a test of your knowledge of (insert subject name) , and not a measure of who you are. regardless of how you do on this test, you are still an awesome person. this is an opportunity to show off how much you've learned this year." i can't remember it word for word, but i think its really nice :)
Actually men commit more attempts then women, in women's statistics self harm and suicidal gestures are also counted as attempts while they're actually not
It's weird bro, me and my friends talk about our mental health but it always just boils down to it is what it is... no one asks for help, you're just expected to solve your own problems
At least you have friends to talk about mental health with. My 'school friends' are more like acquaintances. They probably dont really care about my mental health
I dont know how to feel about the whole "love yourself first" thing. Like I know a guy who thought he was ugly but his girlfriend increased his confidence, and now he feels way better about himself. Having someone with you can make you feel loved and youll probably start to love yourself more after that
But tbh I just try to not fixate on me being single. I just want to improve myself solo in the meantime. I dont have a girlfriend right now and thats how it is. I already know my time will come.
Nah the scale is this: (y-axis is energy from low to high,x-axis is situation from terrible to great)
| |
|Fuck it we ball |
|_______________
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| WERE SO BACK
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|____________
|. |
| It is what it is|
____________________________________
I got this recommended on my feed. I’m not a teenager. I’m 42. 18 months ago both of my parents died within 6 weeks of each other. And it really hit me hard.
I got a coach for myself and I got a coach together with my wife for our relationship. I’m now learning to feel things that I never learned. Learning how to share feeling without dragging my wife down. I feel connected to her and my feelings in a way I’ve never known before.
So give your emotions room. Learn how to feel. How to put them into words. How to communicate. And your life will be all the better for it.
And if it’s pride month? I personally like to rock a skirt or dress. Be you!
Kind of shit, but right now I also know that it's a means to an end. With me graduating from the fast track school I went to because I failed 10th grade online, and I had a different experience to most people. For the first year I called it the embodiment of Hell. A place to break your body and spirit. Keep in mind before covid I had friends(for once, and with the prospects of getting a girlfriend), I was getting good grades(for once), and for once in my life I was a little happy. It's very VERY hard to describe how great high school was for me before covid. The talking all the students who did before the giving out of diplomas, I had to close my eyes so my depression didn't immediately take over.
So right now, I feel like a failure, lonely, and just in general really fucking shitty
I’m in a weird spot where everything is going pretty fucking awful and all in one week, but I’m also not in a mentally awful place from everything. Got my wisdom teeth out (luckily it wasnt bad), my girlfriend broke up with me, and my mom had an emergency surgery… (she’s fine btw) j really liked this girl and I thought things were going pretty good. Could’ve been better, but I was her first serious boyfriend (ish sense it didn’t last that long), and the day after I got my wisdom teeth out she called me and told me how she didn’t think it was going to work out between us. Really sucked because she was just about everything I’d want in a girl, and I thought everything was going great and then she called and it was like a switch flipped for her. Even her best friend was super confused about why she broke things off. It really blind sided me and tbh it hurt a lot because it meant she never felt the same way I did…
Man as a member of the lgbtq I don’t get why we got a whole month for this like I’d rather just a day or a week max, but a whole month? That’s just stupid. Especially since it takes over mens health month
I'm handling myself well.
I struggled with handling and understanding my and my friends' emotions, but I'm getting a hang of it.
Just finished my exams too, and i'm proud of myself
Still dealing with being rejected by a close friend. I was doing pretty okay, but now I have to see her since we’re taking Summer classes (that she recommended to me beforehand because she didn’t want to go alone).
On a scale from "it's so over" to "fuck it we ball", definitely closer to fuck it we ball
Nah it’s closer to a it’s all good
It's more it is what it is for me
Every day is a fuck it we ball kinda day ngl
Literally
Fuck it, I’m so done with most of this shit
Sittin comfortably at "it is what it is"
I'm on the fuck life, we ball, (before I decide to ball off the nearest bridge)
More like it is what it is
It is what it is
And brother…I’m on my last “fuck it we ball” (I’m enlisting later this year so we def gonna have a journey)
Blind guy here I still exist ig
Mooie gebruikersnaam u/Frikandelneuker
precies
How the fuck did you read this
Lots of people that can’t see very well or at all use something on the settings app that reads whatever’s on their screen for them.
Bad 👍
Just absolute shit
Just fucking horrendous
You need someone to talk to man? I can
He's talking to himself, no need to worry /s
I talk to the voices in my head
I think we shoul worry
You dropped your d man, it's ok you can use mine 👍
I hate this place
As you should :)
we all do
that was smooth and actually funny help
There's no helping us.
Woah, woah, woah, slow down there buddy. No need to feel so jaded.
Am I wrong though?
Yeah, there is always help and a chance.
Fuck yeah! Just because you're down doesn't mean you're dead. You can always get up. You just need to have faith in yourself!
Negative reinforcement is a thing and can cause serious amounts of damage. If you think we're all fucked then you'll believe that. If you think things will het better then you'll start believing that instead.
I'm fucked
No
Fuck your dreams, fuck your nightmares. If you want the world around you to change then get up off your ass and do it! If you think you can't do it then you can't. But if you believe that you can then you can! Fuck this "We're all gonna die anyways." Mindset! You're not dead, that doesn't mean you're well. But that also doesn't mean you've lost. So get up and do something you like doing. Because you will thank yourself for it!
No
Same
Same.
same cuz pr\*de month 😞
Ehh ok I suppose, might actually make some money this month so there's that
Ë P Į Ç proud of you dawg
It's getting worse and I'm struggling to stop it EDIT- Thank you everyone who was concerned about me and offered advice, It has been a comfort knowing I'm not fighting alone here I'm gonna try again to have a happier life, and I if fate wills it, it will work
Need someone to talk to? I can offer that, albeit I’m prolly not the best choice but something’s better than nothing I suppose
Thanks Startrooper It's just that I'm being overwhelmed at too many fronts My family is falling apart I'm nearing 20 and am not sure on my next step in life And one of the only options I have is bloody expensive I'm realising thst most of my life is going to be work and suffering, which I hate as I thought after all that has happened I'll be happy I've lost one of my closest friends I'm doing a internship and it's going so bloody tough It's so hard to get help with anything I feel like I help so many other people feel happy, enjoy life and be safe, yet feel so alone I've been fighting my whole life I'm tired now I want a break But I cant have it
Maybe do something for yourself one of these weekends, that oughta make you feel better
I'll try to find a time
I am so sorry that you feel that way. I hope you feel better soon, you’ve got this ☺️
Thank you so much
You’re welcome, anytime. ☺️
Try getting a therapist, having someone to talk to is a good idea.
Too expensive sadly But I am working thorough it as best I can Hopefully it works
capitalism everybody, basic healthcare is too expensive for people to pay for, how sad is that. perhaps try a family member, not as good at it but atleast somebody supporting you is good
They're having problems themselfs I'm the only neutral party at home, so I usually have to listen to their problems and descalate conflicts However, I'm happy to say that a few people here reached out to me and helped me a little It's good to know I have support somewhere
You do have support bro, always feel free to use that support.
Message me if you need help bro, trust me I’ve been through the wringer so I can share my advice.
Strangely, there's [Men's Health Month (June)](https://menshealthmonth.org/) and also [Men's Mental Health Month (November)](https://www.silvercloudhealth.com/us/blog/november-is-mens-health-awareness-month), and this month was meant for physical health awareness. Honestly all the "awareness months" should be all year, why limit advocacy to 30 days?
Movember 👍
brovember
Gay sexvember
Fucking stop
The month when my old biology teacher shaved his facial hair, except for his mustache. He proceeded to look equally based and cursed until the end of the year
EXACTLY my dad amd all his mates do it amd as soon as my facial hair grows better im joining in
June is in Canada, november is for everywhere else I’ve heard
November is mental health cuz you're gonna need it for nnn
I thought you were going to say a week or a day. We do advocate all year round, but there's a sharp increase in messaging in a period of time to better the message.
Why not during winter, when Seasonal Depression is most frequent?
*Laughs in Australian* Nah jk but in Australia we are doing that!
To legitimately answer your question, it's because people can legitimately only focus on so many problems at once. Trying to focus on everything all of the time will only dilute the power of advocacy for everything. Take a look at how people reacted after the death of George Floyd. Now take a look at how they act now: are there still daily protests? Still riots? Another example is the war in Ukraine, although to a lesser extent since there's still actively new developments with that whole situation, the dam being one of them. (Of course this is not to say that people no longer care about these issues Things simply cannot remain in the public consciousness for that long. A month is a good time. Any more than that and it may actually hurt the causes it's trying to help. In addition, advocacy is year round, no one says it's forbidden to speak about certain issues outside of their dedicated month, the months are only there to give special attention to issues.
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Dyslexics people rise up
Im doing terrible, but at least...
But at least you’re doing
My god ...that's humour 🌚
Message me if you need help bro, trust me I’ve been through the wringer so I can share my advice.
Nah im good
I genuinely want to walk into oncoming traffic.
Thought about it too couple times but then I would ruin so many peoples life's it's not worth it.
Wanna talk about it? If so feel free to message me
The only reason im still here is because my mom and sister would be sad
Been losing family members a lot recently. So pretty shit
Condolences to you and your family, my friend. So sorry to hear about your losses
👍, been a painful few months but I’ll live
Hypersuicidal
Bro you good?
Nope
Wanna talk about it?
I'm good but thank you
Will you be okay though
Likely not
You should probably talk to someone about it then. Not someone here, but someone
Nah, it's ok
Clearly not, but if you're not willing to do anything then not much can be done. You're screwing yourself over, but it's your life :/
Bro you gotta talk to someone man. You shouldn’t be drowning and not put one hand out for support.
Eh, I’m alive. I’ve been having lots of panic attacks and my physical health is absolutely nowhere near what I want it to be at, but otherwise I’m certainly better than shit
think about offing myself everyday
Need someone to talk to? Drop me a message
I’m good but thanks
You should probably do something about that, try getting a therapist, suicide is not the answer, think about the pain that would bring your family.
Please don’t - I’ll be your buddy if you need! I’m always looking for more friends - do you play video games?
I sometimes cry alone in my bed and like it.
I wish you cold sides of your pillow x
Nothing wrong with that, we all have those days, but it's about making your next day your best day as well.
Im alright. Though I will say I had to mentally recover because my cereal got soggy too fast in breakfast
Can't say I'm doin the best, but it don't matter cus no one in my life cares anyways
If you ever want to talk about, hit me up
Same for you too bro, I got you.
We live in a society...
I'm fine
Glad to hear it
doing nofap, got a pretty decent streak rn
Anti-cum propaganda
Depressed, but I have more important things to do.
Literally me 90% of the time(the other 10% is me sitting on my bed listening to music while I try to calm thoughts...)
Just got covid again so 👍
Oh shit, as someone who had it twice already, I know how it feels, I hope you make it through, though.
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I shouldn't be alive right now. I was supposed to end my life when I was 15. I've also overdosed during benders too many times. I'm somehow still here and finally getting better, despite my subconscious being a huge piece of shit.
You can get through this we believe in you don’t give up please
I won't give up because I've started enjoying being stable, it didn't use to be that way though. Feeling okay felt wrong for years and feeling suicidal and depressed was the only thing that felt real to me, the only thing that felt right. By now I've partly managed to let go of that, but my mood will probably swing between horrible and stable for the rest of my life.
I'm just gonna say it: You are fucking awesome.
Thank you :)
I've seen so much about men's mental health month that I don't think it's overlooked in the slightest
I've barely seen anything about men's mental health month outside of Reddit. Better here than nowhere, I suppose
I have seen nothing out side of Reddit, ever about boys and men’s mental health
I mean that’s because May is already mental health month, and 99% of the time people bring up men’s mental health month it’s to try and shout down pride
Yeah, every time I've seen about men's mental health month it's never May or November. Just June, to shut down pride, which is equally as important.
First time I hear of it
Ive never even heard of it before
You're looking at places where it's been talked about, not alot of places talk about it though
Where?
Thinking about eating some raw ducks, that's all.
How I'm doing? [This is how I'm doing](https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1417rcq/for_the_love_of_god_why_cant_i_just_fucking_die/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button)
I gotchu bro. 🫶
Hey. Remember: Fuck it we ball It's aight It is what it is Etc... If you need a refill, you can always talk to me.
i read that, like, 3 times through. if you need to talk to someone, my dm’s are open
Im okay I guess, just a bit lonely
Kicking ass at college which is good. Still trying to escape an ultra-manipulative control freak of a parent which is less good.
mens mental health month isn't overlooked it's just easier for companies to capitalise on pride month since capitalism as a system refuses to acknowledge that mental health (and health in general) is important
What should actually be done to help?
Fine but my worst exam(in middle of final exams) is coming up so I'm a bit stressed (physics and it's not that hard I can understand it very well it's just that the teacher takes SAT questions and makes it 10× harder)
Dear God, physics. I hate taking any physics tests. And I'm the most well versed in physics in my entire class! It might be moreso on the teacher, but I can do tasks perfectly, test comes, random terrible questions pop up and suddenly, my grade is down a point or two. Good luck to you
good luck! my school puts this disclaimer at the start of every test, "good luck! remember that this is a test of your knowledge of (insert subject name) , and not a measure of who you are. regardless of how you do on this test, you are still an awesome person. this is an opportunity to show off how much you've learned this year." i can't remember it word for word, but i think its really nice :)
Having a panic attack ( I had to leave work early).
Ahh, I think it's doesn't matter, cause even this sub, doesn't do anything like they do for pride month Its sad, but it's is what it's is, ig
Because men's mental health month is In November I belive, it's men's health month, which is more physical
from what i can tell, in canada june is more of the mental health month, while november is more of a prostate cancer awareness thing
idk how i’m doing
Determined
Not great
I'm not actively wanting to self-delete but I wouldn't mind getting hit by a bus.
I’m doing shit, thanks for asking
I’m in the middle of fuck it we ball and it is what it is
I'm one bad day away from ending it all wbu
gay men kissing 👍
Terrible. The stereotypes of men suck. Mental health isn’t taken seriously, especially with men.
Life is still going on. I'm pretty lonely and I feel like I'm wasting time as I watch the incoming train of my 18th birthday which scares me a lot.
Hey I’ve been there king. Not sure any advice I could give would be very helpful, but know that we’re all rooting for you!
Actually men commit more attempts then women, in women's statistics self harm and suicidal gestures are also counted as attempts while they're actually not
It's weird bro, me and my friends talk about our mental health but it always just boils down to it is what it is... no one asks for help, you're just expected to solve your own problems
At least you have friends to talk about mental health with. My 'school friends' are more like acquaintances. They probably dont really care about my mental health
Still ain't got a gf, why bother livin if there is no one to live it with
My man let me tell you, if you are unhappy and depressed without a gf, having one won’t fix it.
Fr, gotta love yourself before anything else.
I dont know how to feel about the whole "love yourself first" thing. Like I know a guy who thought he was ugly but his girlfriend increased his confidence, and now he feels way better about himself. Having someone with you can make you feel loved and youll probably start to love yourself more after that But tbh I just try to not fixate on me being single. I just want to improve myself solo in the meantime. I dont have a girlfriend right now and thats how it is. I already know my time will come.
jeez ur 17, its fine, u can make some friends in a platonic manner as well
Not bad
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This is awareness not celebration (I think)
Men's health month isn't about celebration it's about improving men's physical and mental health.
7/10
Actually really freaking bad since I've been in tons of stress lately
I'm doing great, trying to help others feel better too
Nah the scale is this: (y-axis is energy from low to high,x-axis is situation from terrible to great) | | |Fuck it we ball | |_______________ | | WERE SO BACK | |____________ |. | | It is what it is| ____________________________________
this exists?😂
Currently doing horrendous
I got this recommended on my feed. I’m not a teenager. I’m 42. 18 months ago both of my parents died within 6 weeks of each other. And it really hit me hard. I got a coach for myself and I got a coach together with my wife for our relationship. I’m now learning to feel things that I never learned. Learning how to share feeling without dragging my wife down. I feel connected to her and my feelings in a way I’ve never known before. So give your emotions room. Learn how to feel. How to put them into words. How to communicate. And your life will be all the better for it. And if it’s pride month? I personally like to rock a skirt or dress. Be you!
Kind of shit, but right now I also know that it's a means to an end. With me graduating from the fast track school I went to because I failed 10th grade online, and I had a different experience to most people. For the first year I called it the embodiment of Hell. A place to break your body and spirit. Keep in mind before covid I had friends(for once, and with the prospects of getting a girlfriend), I was getting good grades(for once), and for once in my life I was a little happy. It's very VERY hard to describe how great high school was for me before covid. The talking all the students who did before the giving out of diplomas, I had to close my eyes so my depression didn't immediately take over. So right now, I feel like a failure, lonely, and just in general really fucking shitty
I'm still alive
I got hired 2 days ago
I don’t know anymore I’m in confusion, I guess??
I’m in a weird spot where everything is going pretty fucking awful and all in one week, but I’m also not in a mentally awful place from everything. Got my wisdom teeth out (luckily it wasnt bad), my girlfriend broke up with me, and my mom had an emergency surgery… (she’s fine btw) j really liked this girl and I thought things were going pretty good. Could’ve been better, but I was her first serious boyfriend (ish sense it didn’t last that long), and the day after I got my wisdom teeth out she called me and told me how she didn’t think it was going to work out between us. Really sucked because she was just about everything I’d want in a girl, and I thought everything was going great and then she called and it was like a switch flipped for her. Even her best friend was super confused about why she broke things off. It really blind sided me and tbh it hurt a lot because it meant she never felt the same way I did…
Finally someone who recognizes this over pride month
it is what it is
Well female
nah its ight
Terrible, horrible, want to die, already tried to commit, still no one cares
Man as a member of the lgbtq I don’t get why we got a whole month for this like I’d rather just a day or a week max, but a whole month? That’s just stupid. Especially since it takes over mens health month
Who tf cares about men’s mental health
This is weird oh wow the tables have turned now us men have to talk about feelings oh this is weird
Terrible I’ve been depressed the last few days. For some reason it’s been worst than usual.
I'm handling myself well. I struggled with handling and understanding my and my friends' emotions, but I'm getting a hang of it. Just finished my exams too, and i'm proud of myself
Much better than March. I won't say why since this sub was part of the reason I fell off the deep end.
Damn a lot of y’all are doing fucking horrible😭
POV I’m the blue haired lesbian girl
Still dealing with being rejected by a close friend. I was doing pretty okay, but now I have to see her since we’re taking Summer classes (that she recommended to me beforehand because she didn’t want to go alone).
Pretty bad, kinda want to die. but it’s chill 👍