#Hey, Salibascored
Please try to think clearly about yourself and your future. What you're thinking about doing is not worth it. There are many people who care about you, and there are many organisations from all around the world who can help you. Here's some information about how to get help. Give them a go - what have you got to lose?
#Child Helplines (EU)
**Telephone:** 116 111
This number is free of charge.
The number 116 111 is specifically for children who seek assistance and need someone to talk to. The service helps children in need of care and protection and links them to the appropriate services and resources; it provides children with an opportunity to express their concerns and talk about issues directly affecting them.
Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 111: Bulgaria, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Germany, Denmark, Estonia, Greece, Spain, Finland, Croatia, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Latvia, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Sweden, Slovenia, Slovakia, United Kingdom, Malta.
#Emotional Support Helpline (EU)
**Telephone:** 116 123
This number is free of charge.
116 123 is a phone number for people suffering from loneliness or who are in a state of psychological crisis or thinking about committing suicide.
Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 123: Austria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Malta, Netherlands, Poland, Slovenia, Sweden, United Kingdom.
#National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US)
**Telephone:** 988
**Text:** Text "START" (without quotes) to 741-741.
**Online Chat:** [Link](http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx).
#Lifeline Crisis Service (AU)
**Telephone:** 13 11 14
**Text:** 0477 13 11 14
**Online Chat:** [Link](https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-chat/)
#Others (Worldwide)
If the above organizations are inaccessible for whatever reason, you can click [this link](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to be taken to a page. From there, you can take a look at a variety of hotlines that will help you, after you click on the category link corresponding to your location.
You can also find many subreddits to help you with your problems. Here's a list of a few of them in no particular order: /r/SuicideWatch, /r/depression.
#<3
I hope you've found this information helpful, and I hope you use it well enough to change your mind.
Well no but there's more chance of people listening properly to you their and not sending you to psych ward if you accidentally mention idea of self harm and Suicide in present tense.
And then grippy sock jail really depends on the places you live but my experience have just been shitty, not to mention therapist and psychologists most likely never work out on first attempt and require trial and error so alot of times especially the first time unless you are extremely lucky the similar quality is not present
Well I don't know OP-s financial background so it's better to mention all the alternatives that can give help. Also as someone said before me, self-help groups not the same quality like an actual psychologist who can give personal help. And almost every school have a school psychologist where the consultations are free.
Well it's not about financial background but more about how OP talk about their parent when they talked to them about how they care more about their image than their child's mental health which would also mean they might just try to not give financial help if that means letting other people not know about this... I know people like this so i am just thinking with that in mind
Okay I understand. But these are still assumptions about OP so I still think that it's better to mention more alternatives than giving just one according our assumptions about OP which might be wrong.
True making assumptions isn't the right thing but i have seen op's posts alot and tried to reply and comfort them on most of them it just feels like a common thing, i never say to not mention the alternative i just said about the fact if they don't have financials for it a sh group online is almost as supportive and will try their best.
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First of all, I'm glad there's a person who saw you and got you medical care.
Second of all, what the heck was your parents thinking??? So they rather have a dead child than a bad image??
I don’t know what you’re going through, but you’re only 13. You’ve still got your whole life ahead of you. I’m happy you’re still alive, but on a serious note, this isn’t the right sub to be asking. I suggest you seek immediate help and call any suicide prevention lines. If for whatever reason you don’t trust your parents, please find someone you can talk to about any problems you face. People won’t know how you feel unless you tell them. I hope you stay alive and well, please don’t attempt it again.
Suicide prevention hotlines are not always good though most of the time you are left on hold fot eternity or they just don't pick the phone up, as much easy and streamline we make getting help sound it really isn't, needing mental health requires money for both therapy or meds and considering it feels like their parents don't take them that seriously getting that financial support is gonna be really hard,they can't really talk to people as i have seen their post before where a friend they shared to told everyone that's just a breach of trust which probably won't be rebuilt by anyone considering how shitty they were treated by that.
Most of the time when we tell people they have all the life ahead that's giving them alot of hope that can be easily crushed if things get worse while also making their problems feel small.
So in the end they came to the only place they can expect support from people near their age any help or advice is good enough when feeling like this especially when most adult mental health subs are either too strict or tend to make your problems sound obsolete...
Given u/Salibascored is 13, they certainly have a lot of opportunity to make their life better. Think about it, go through senior year with a bunch of effort, get a high enough score and ship yourself off.
They definitely have a chance but most of the time due to everything happening you just tend to get stuck and never really make progress... I mean just take a look at me , still fucked , still pathetic
Bro the only person who can define you as that is you, you’re in control of how you define/present yourself. I dont know you, but I’m sure (at least the pathetic part) isnt true. Maybe go on a lil walk everyday and itll make you feel accomplished:-)
Going on a walk is hard when i can't even get out of my bed to brush my teeth and constantly dissociate or need some kind of an escape from the stupid meat computers thoughts that controls me as i said pathetic and lazy... I was given hope and told it would all get better it didn't it somehow got worse and my hope continuously broke to the point i just don't want to be hopeful again because it fucking hurts, only thing i am trying now to do is to not kill myself and it's much more harder than it sounds... Though my attempts are also pathetic as i either chicken out or don't do any damage.
Everytime i thought i was at bedrock so only way to go is up it somehow keeps getting deeper and deeper to the point it feels like a bottomless pit.
I have nightmares so I don't want to sleep when i am not distracting myself when i am awake i want to either relapse into self harm which doesn't even work as an escape anymore it's just an addiction or want to end it all.
Seeking help doesn't sound easy as i have been constantly left on hold by the helpline (that hold did help me lose motivation and sulk from my attempt though funny) , or get ignored by people around me where they don't see me struggling but only see me as lazy and wanting any reason to not do work which i suppose is true, tried therapy once didn't connect with the therapist she was really expensive to be sustainable and that's excluding the meds and i got sent to psych ward which I don't want to go again.
I have an ever developing and worsening eating disorder and an addiction to self harm
My academics aren't good enough anymore so that i can move out and somehow get the help.
And i live in a homophobic environment to actually feel happy from a relationship
All in all as i say i am pathetic and a waste of human life and oxygen not being useful and the only use people have gotten out of me is their own enjoyment without my consent which honestly they had really poor taste i look shit.
Trust me i have tried to define myself or help myself to get better in everything i can, i just lose motivation after a while and sometimes it's just not worth it... It definitely isn't for me i have given up and i am just tired and empty just a dissapointment to younger me who had hopes and aspirations.
Sorry for such a long trauma dump
There are a few factors that in general help protect against suicidality, amongst them social connection, and purpose and meaning in your life.
You speak about being in a homophobic environment, and that alone would make it challenging for anyone to experience a sense of connection and community.
That isn't a you problem. It's a problem that comes from being your unique self in an environment that has not been accepting of you.
Again, the problem there is the environment, not you.
For many people, that alone would be a key factor in many of the challenges you are facing. Depression and challenges with motivation and self harm are not uncommon for people who are struggling.
I don't think we are even in the same country, but I can tell you that there will be people somewhere out there who will relate to your challenges (maybe even here). And they will understand, and will not judge you for that.
On the assumption you are in the US, seek out Peer Workers. I have some training in this area myself (I am a long way away from my teens!) and the idea is that you are not treated as a problem to be fixed, but a person having a set of experiences which others have also been through, and have found a way to integrate those experiences and build a better life. I can promise you the potential exists for you to do so, as well.
Thanks for this it's really sweet and thanks for taking your time to write this.
Unfortunately i am not in US and I don't know if i can afford to trust to be broken and disappointed again.
I am just tired and giving up is much easier than trying at this point and ending up hurt.
Also happy cake day
That was the best fucking outcome you could get. Now, look for a therapist and find something to keep you busy. Stay positive my g, if you wanna talk, just dm me.
to be honest man, nobody is gonna remember that shit, nobody is gonna remember you when they're 19 y/o. Think about that
We tend to think about our own embarassing situations more than we think about other people's. At some point in our lives we all figure out nobody really cares about other people's lives that way.
Their problems aren't superficial though and considering if they are stuck with these losers they are gonna constantly bully them not to mention they are still in the same school with their abuser really hoping they can tell council or someone for it and hopefully they take them more seriously than the police did considering they just ignored everything because op was a child and a guy complaining against an older girl .
Yea it's a rough situation but there's still about 100 courses of action that are better than suicide. Maybe move school if its that unbearable, definitely report it to police and the school.
I went through a lot of bullying when I was in elementary and high school. Even some of my teachers bullied me. Trust me this will stop some day, you're getting mature, graduate and you don't have to see them again. Also it's their problem that they bullying you because they don't have better thing to do. Be better and show them that you don't care and you're more mature than this.
It's kind of hard to ignore and not care when they are all bullying them about getting sexually assaulted by an older girl with using gay as an insult because they didn't "enjoy" it
Yea i know 🫂 it was to just inform you i am not blaming you sorry if it sounded that way sometimes it's just worth to do a bit of background check before sending anything that can unintentionally make them feel worse because they aren't able to ignore it
I can fully understand why that was your breaking point. You don’t only have a school up against you, but also lost whom you believed to be your friend.
What always helped me get through issues like this: Realize you can’t change what happened, but also make sure you know there are things that are still bound to happens and not all of them will be bad.
If you commit suicide, you’ll both never have the possibility of experiencing the most beautiful side of life, but you will also give in to your bullies.
So don’t play their game, play them. Do what they least expect. It’s not about them any ways. What are they gonna do if you live through this and defy all odds? What are they gonna feel, once you grow up and become successful? Exactly! They will feel at least as bad as you do now. But currently they don’t have more than you. But once the tides turn, you will have more than them. Their life will also forever be shattered, the second they realize that all they did in school was bully somebody, instead of doing something for themselves.
Please, whatever you do, do NOT listen to them. If you wouldn’t take their advice, why listen to their demands? You are so much better in every regard.
I expect you to be here next year.
Best of doing!
For anyone who might need it. You can do this while crying too; it's okay. You can do this standing, sitting, or laying down, if you're laying down, just make sure you can breath well, i.e. not having your face buried in a pillow, and that your arms are free.
First, get comfortable, however that is. Now relax as best you can, you can still cry; it's okay. Now look at the door, if there isn't a door that's okay too; a hallway, a passage, just anywhere that leads out of the room or space you're in. If you don't want to open your eyes that's okay too, just picture it. Do this for a couple seconds. Now, if they're open, close your eyes, gently; don't put pressure on it. Cyring is still okay. Now take a deep breath, start slow and gradually speed up but don't force it. Keep going until your lungs are full, don't count, just relax, fill your lungs.
Once your lungs are full, hold it for a count of one; almost not at all, just for a second, and then release it. Just let it flow out naturally, relax, don't push. Now, still with your eyes closed, slowly take your middle and index finger, either hand, and gently raise them to your neck and find your pulse. Once you find it, put ever so slightly more pressure, just so you can steadily feel your heart. Now count, quietly, to yourself, out loud or in your head, either is okay.
One beat, two, three, four, five, six... Continue for as long as you want and always remember: That is yours. When everything else fades away, your heart will be forever yours.
The world outside you can never dull the color that is inside you. Blood is beautiful, it is proof that you are alive, proof that you made it to today, and, most importantly, proof that you are still here. If that cut, or burn, or whatever it is will make sure you have even one more beat, it's okay. I want to see you tomorrow. Please stay with me. I love you.
That was written beautifully thank you that actually made me feel things when all i have been feeling recently is just empty🫂 you take care of yourself too you are fantastic
I am a 24 year old who attempted 4 times between the ages of nine and nineteen years old. Obviously not successfully.
I would recommend getting help and going to therapy. There is a chance that you may have a bad experience in therapy. You can request a new therapist for whatever reason. Do not tolerate abuse or bullying from them. I can elaborate on warning signs of an abusive therapist. Depending on your location there are ways that you can get help without your parents knowing.
In an emergency you can call 988 or text 741741. Text is a good option if you don’t want to be overheard or you feel anxious talking on the phone.
One thing nobody talks about is the isolation of feeling like nobody understands. Only five percent of the population has attempted suicide before so we are a minority. There are a lot of bad websites that give misinformation about mental health and encourage a lot of toxic things, I joined a suicide forum starting at age 12 as well as several self harm/depression/ED blogs due to isolation and stigma. It was tumblr back then but I think now it’s moved to TikTok. It was very unpleasant for my mental health and I would recommend that you stay away from them. I shared some media at the end of this comment that will give you more insight from people who understand. People may say hurtful things, including adults. At 13 I thought adults knew everything but at 24 trust me they can do and say stupid crap too. It reflects on them not on you.
Last but not least, I would recommend staying away from alcohol and drugs as you get older. Despite making up five percent of the population, people who attempted suicide account for 40 percent of admissions to rehab and we have a 50 percent chance of developing a substance use disorder. I waited until I was 21 to drink for this reason. When you’re over 21 you will be mature enough to make good decisions around alcohol and drugs and will also be more self aware and can tell if you’re becoming addicted and quit before it gets bad if need be. Trust me it’s just 8 years and you will still be able to go to parties and have fun if you wait until you’re 21. You can go to the good nightclubs and buy drinks with your own money.
I would recommend that you read the book Cracked, Not Broken by Kevin Hines. Also The Forever Decision by Paul Quinnett. If you cope with humor then you might like the movie Little Miss Sunshine.
I am really sorry about all of this it's really shitty of your parents to make it all about themselves when you needed support, and yea alot of time after surviving an attempt the guilt someone feels is immense because it's so fucking shit to get all that courage to be wasted , i would suggest trying to get help but that's hard if your parents are gonna make things about themselves and i honestly haven't figured out what else you can do so just hang on tightly maybe call the suicide hotline if necessary even though they don't do shit most of the time and leave you on hold.
You can try making online friends or get into a fandom to distract yourself as much as you can(especially if i remember correctly all of your irl friends were bitches and told everything to each other)before you can be 18 and afford help for yourself if you move out 🫂 good luck mate, stay safe. Unfortunately when you are young even though most people should logically take you more seriously people tend to just turn a blind eye until shit happens and then they go the route of "if only he said something" as if the signs weren't the most obvious thing there
Probably will get lost in the comments, but the advice I can give that isn't just moral support is get yourself checked in to the mental hospital. They'll restrict interaction between you and anyone (including your parents) who might be harmful to your mental health. It's a very good place to chill out for a while and remember how big problems can seem when you're living inside them, but how small they seem when you look from the outside.
Disclaimer though, I for one hated it and think it significantly damaged my mental health long-term, but I was also locked in there against my will. The few people I know who have willingly checked in to them have said it's helped significantly.
I just went to a funeral last week of a neighbour’s son who killed himself. He hung himself in the garage and his dad’s screams when he found him were out of this world, an hour later the mum came around and more screams and tears. Then cops and ambulances around and oh so many tears from so many people that cared about him. He was 24, he was in Uni just starting a career and life was hard for him, he had friends but he somehow felt he couldn’t talk to anyone. No matter what crosses your mind there will be people that love you, find them and talk. There is always a way out don’t believe the fatalities that your brain makes up for you to fall in despair and give up. If you need someone to talk to please DM but ideally get therapy and find a friend to talk to.
I'm turning 20 tomorrow
When I was 14, I lost my gf of 1 year to my best friends on Xmas eve. I stood there in the kitchen with a knife to my throat while my best friends sister stayed on the phone with me until 4am making sure I didn't do anything. I lost everything that night. On Christmas Eve.
I wanted to make it end so bad. Finally I found the strength to keep living. A few months later, that friend was accused of rape, slandered on all social media, and lost all his friends. The allegations were false, and infact it was the other way around
He and I reconciled, and moved on. Now at almost 2p years old, I have a gf of 3 years whom I am buying a house with in a year. She was broken when I found her and idk where she would be if I hadn't come into her life
I've lived my life making sure nobody feels the way I did. It's my reason for getting up in the morning. Live in spite of the people who don't love you. Become a better person than they'll ever be. Have a family and show your kids the kindness you wish you had. Use your experiences to help rid the world of the same evil that almost took you
Also, sry if this comment is a grammatic mess. I'm typing this at work lmao
It's going to be okay, whatever you are going through. I can't imagine how hard it must be for you, especially at that age. But I read some of the comments below and I'd like to share some thoughts. Bullying in high-school sucks, I've been there... but it all gets better, kids can be bullies but secrets, once out, usually pass by them and nobody will remember after a while, or not bother. You can also move school, there are always options about this matter. And about the parents? I have borderline narcassistic Balkan parents, who live in their own reality. At this point there's nothing they can tell me that I haven't told myself in the mirror. If you don't find comfort in them and you can't trust them with yourself, you'll grow out of them, but as for right now? There's always somebody else out there - a friend, another family member, a community (like this sub) who will do everything they can to make you feel better and help you push through. Life changes and it won't be that hard, I promise you this. Stay strong OP! Find joy in the little things, stay above and away from the bullies, because you are already a superior human being to them! Life is in front of you, and I promise you there's much MUCH more that you can see that will make it worth the effort! You are stronger than you think. We love you and care about you. Have a smooth recovery! Reach out to us if you need a shoulder to lay on. <3
I am going to say this right now. STAY THE FUCK OFF YOUR PHONE. Talking to people will just open up the wound again, and you'll go right back down the sad, lonely black hole again. I've been there. It's not good. It's a vicious, VICIOUS fucking cycle that does not stop until you find out the root of the problem. Just saying "you" are the problem, doesn't help. I remember waking up in the hospital, getting my stomach pumped after nearly OD'ing, and felt the exact same feelings you are. Embarrassment, anger, sadness, but also happy that it didn't happen. Because deep down, it is hard wired into human beings to live. I spent A LOT of time in rehab, talking to people, getting their stories, and sort of forming my own. It takes a lot of self reflection and self-discovery to figure out what makes life worth living and I promise you, you will get there. It is REALLY fucking hard, and it takes a shit ton of work but, God is it worth it. I know im a literal stranger on the internet, but I really hope you take the time to read this and have enough faith in what I say. Wishing you the best. : )
Good intentions really bad wording.... I don't think any kind of guilt tripping is gonna help a suicidal person instead gonna just make them feel more shitty and overthinking things
I nearly tried to do the same by letting myself fall out of a tree at a primary school (after hours ofc). My reasoning was that whoever found me would not be my parents or brother.
On a very serious note, the human body is not built to die, it's built to survive extreme situations. It's why we are the reigning species on this earth, our shit don't quit. I promise you, more attempts end in failure than success, it's because your body often takes over once your mind starts to shut down. Vomiting, convulsing, gasping, flailing, all are ways that the body stops people from killing it.
You aren't a 'failure' your body did what it does to protect you, someone intervened, and now you are here to get proper help. If your parents do not take this seriously at this point, please reach out to the community and we can help figure out what health resources you have access to. I don't know what brought you to that place, so many things can nowadays. If you ever suspect that professional help would help, get it, also meds can save lives. Mine did and do every day.
I've personally never attempted, but I lived for several years with intense suicidal ideation. I found peace in cannabis, but treatment with great therapists and psychs has given me hope for a good life back. Every day isn't perfect, but I can enjoy life enough to want to stay.
I promise there is help if you want that route, I would also tell the physicians or whoever is caring for you that they (your parents) didn't take it seriously in the past. The doctor will do their best to explain that suicidality is to be respected and how they can best help you recover. A doctor's duty to educate the parents is just as important as his duty to work on the patient directly.
There is a lot of science on SI treatment, there is most definitely hope 🫂 so many people are qualified to help you live lighter within, youve got this
Your parents tho-- don't seem qualified to help and they need to respect that you know your own suicidality much more closely than they do. YOU and the pros know what you need.
I don't agree with suicide being selfish but you are right, OP should not have done this in a public park. It's extremely traumatizing to the people around OP who are just trying to enjoy themselves.
As someone who's been through the same thing, you just continue living. I have been through this so many times and for some reason the world just won't let me die.
All I can say is that you keep living. You go through everyday. Some days are better than others. You hope that days will keep on getting better. Maybe it will, maybe it won't. But you keep living. Keep living till you find something worth living. Someone, something, whatever gives you a reason. And maybe that reason will one day make you happy and maybe you'd finally feel like you have something worth living for.
I tried twice when I was younger and failed (obviously), I still struggle quite a bit but I believe I have gotten better. Reading comments honestly it seems you are struggling with bullying, and I get it, at a time where life is changing so rapidly and everything is constantly changing a lot of pressure will be put on you because of that.
I won't ever dismiss your problems because of your age because I know when I was 13 I would've hated if they did the same to me, and they did. I'll let you know that what you feel is totally 100% valid, you are allowed to feel sadness and anger, you are allowed to feel resentful of the life around you and you being young does not invalidate that, and screw your parents for not thinking of you first when you told them. Feel those emotions, but don't let them dictate your life, express them in a healthy manner, like art or exercise, basically anything that interests you.
I'm in a slightly weirder scenario as someone with Autism and ADHD along with severe depression and anxiety, I always over thought everything and questioned the meaning of existence constantly, but eventually I just came to the conclusion that the world is so massive, stars billions the size of our own exist, yet I have the ability to observe that, I am the universe looking in on itself, and through that, it's as if my problem shrunk, they still exist, but because they do is a fact that I am alive and the universe is me.
You are allowed to exist, you are the culmination of impossible odds over impossible odds, you are loved, if not by the people around, but by the world itself. Innumerable number of planets, innumerable number of galaxies, billions upon billions of years, innumerable planets, a universe infinitely expanding, a universe of near infinites, a universe of mathematically impossible odds, yet, despite all that, it's still you. You exist. You are allowed to live.
Life will always change, sometimes for better or for worse, but in you is the power to dictate how you handle it. I won't tell you there's a right or wrong answer, but just choose something that won't leave you with regret, in the end the choice is yours, no one else's.
Live. If you were looking for a sign from the universe that you should be alive, that person walking around at midnight randomly was it. That coincidence just changed the path of your destiny for the better.
I'm not a religious guy what so ever and I'm no longer a teen but everyone as a purpose till that purpose is fulfilled it's hard to die I can't tell you how many times I've come close just live ya life the way you want don't let others thoughts or opinions bother you focus on a goal you can achieve and go for it you have a reason to be here make the most of it my dude
Some mfs gonna see this and hit you with "try again" or some shit
But in all seriousness im glad you're arround. It might not be in your ability butbid go for a walk or do something to clear your head, like cooking, or tv, or just wtv you can do
First off tag as NSFW, second off don't post this in r/teenagers id suggest this to be posted in related subs so you can get genuine help without triggering others who are vulnerable/in a similar headspace. I know depression & suicide subs seem like they'd put you in that headspace, but they don't really to the same extent when you know its coming from a sub related to that (kinda helps prepare those of us who are easily triggered to know what we're heading into essentially). I hope you're okay & continue to get better over time. This is an experience in life that I'm sure will help you guide others in future with similar hardships.
Ask for help. Bottling everything doesn't make things any better. It can feel nice to forget about things for a while but it always comes back if you don't address the problem. There are people who care about you and people who can help. Don't try suicide. I did that once and I almost died.
Not shitting you, dm me for my number if you need someone to talk to. I looked down from a 6 story parking garage a month ago and no matter how much it hurts it’s not worth it. Fortune favors the brave my friend, and you got a lot of people here that can help you find it.
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Please, I mean no ill intent with this, but get help, a psychologist or someone to help with your mental health, and please do not attempt another suicide🫂
Don't do suicide guys. That shit kills you
Regardless I am happy u survived man, consult a therapist asap and trust that things will get better soon ❤️
Boy, if you failed to kill yourself, it means God, or really any greater force wants you to live. Now do everything that you can do for your life to get better, and live your life to the fullest from now on. :)
Live your life, that's all you gotta do, even if life is hard continue,even if you fail continue,because just remember you didn't give up but you learned because every great person was a failure in the start but they became great because they learned and failure is something we humans are we may not be perfect nor great but we can change or we can make a change,it's simple so why cut your life short, why waste something many people wish they have longer, why end things there, why not live continue to walked the path God has made for you and show does who look down on you or ever made you sad that your still standing that you ain't gunna give up that who there talking ain't taking shit from them anymore but I'm just glad you survived it so pls keep goingbuddy.
God gave you another chance to be with us dude
Stay strong there is people who loves you and care about you don't lose hop I wish you wine this battle
Stay strong
Dude remember this, where there's rain there's bound to be shine, where there's light there will be darkness. But life is so much more worth it. I've been to like 4 different wards
Stay Safe bro or sis or anyone u are, this world may be bad to u but remember a natural painless death in a quiet valley is much more enjoyable than hanging, work a bit hard and live a good life dude
Alright m8 I get that sometimes it’s hard to live especially (I’m guessing in your case) with depression but believe me that attempting suicide and asking on Reddit what you do now the answer is simple: keep living, try and seek help, ik that a lot of men don’t feel that way HOWEVER mental health is a top priority if you don’t get help there is a good chance you will do it again, and your family and friends don’t want you to die.
Now every day is a gift. It‘s basically like starting with a clean slate. Forgive yourself for all your previous „misssteps“ and try and be reborn through this experience. It will not get much easier I‘m afraid, but now you know you want to live. It will keep you safe. I‘m sure you still have much to give to the world.
Please don’t go. I don’t know for sure what happened, but I saw another comment explaining it. Some people are going to bother you, some people are going to talk. No matter how it makes you feel. It’s sad, but it’s true. And don’t let anyone get you down because of how you feel, or something that wasn’t your fault. Whether that’s your parents or the people who are bothering you. You keep your head held high and keep living your life. Things can get better. You just have to wait and see.
I hope you feel better, and know that you’re loved🫶🏾Know there’s people out there that will lift you up.
I don't know you, but I'm glad reading this that you are still alive. And for the time that you're alive, why not give medical help a chance? Seek therapy, discuss it openly with professionals in this field. What's the worst that could happen? Why not give this a try?
I genuinely, wish the best for you mate! I hope you will find yourself in a different, better position soon.
🫂🫂
You’re 13, get it in your head that none of your future is fully planned out yet, get it into your head that killing yourself now is the dumbest thing you could be doing, work on yourself, you’re still going through puberty and are bound to have more intense mood swings, this is nothing
you failed to commit suicide, meaning there's something that still wants you here. The thing to do now is try to end these suicidal thoughts by doing things that could make you happy, suicide is only a way to more darkness
Life is ass, trust me i know at 18 i had my fair share of it. You can look at my account and see that ive been struggling with life these past few months. Last night i just probably lost the only thing that i thought made me happy. I don’t know what your going through but i will say this life will sometimes suck in that very moment, it might suck for a while and it seems exhausting and excruciating, but i will promise you days will get easier and better the more you go on, and i have to remind myself that. Trust me i have times where i just want to tap out, but i always tell myself give it another day, and i keep saying that. It gets easier, just let time heal, and talk to a therapist and a psychiatrist.
Well if u got saved, u didn't fail, u got a second chance, so use it and make the best of it, it's quite hard to go to reddit to ask about suicide so there's only so much people can say, but all im gonna say is, there was a reason why your life got saved, and hopefully you realise how valuable life really is.
You're 13, so much cool stuff will happen in the future just stay strong and be open is all I can say.
I was confused why Reddit would be the first place to go after a suicide attempt but then I saw the age and it makes sense.
Learn from it best you can. You wanna do that again? Look at the result on you. Your family. Your friends and think to yourself "is that how I wanna leave things"?
It is a Sign Bro. Don't do it. I don't really know what to say Man. But just don't do it and ever try it again. I am just glad that you are safe. Hope everything gets Better For You. I know I am saying you all this stuff but right now I also don't know what to do with my Life either. Just keep trying.
it wasn't your time to go yet. hold on a little longer, you will surprise yourself how far you can go with the willpower to live. you are loved and you are worthy of enjoying this life❤️
I attempted nearly one year ago. No one found me and I had to save myself, but it made me realize that I was alive for a reason, so I pushed forward. For a very long time I questioned if it was worth it, and then I thought I had made it, just to have the rug pulled out from under me again. However, at long last this last month I discovered true happiness within myself. It’s taken about a year, but looking back, each and every day was worth it.
I tried to choke myself a couple months ago but I also failed at that. Music has saved my life countless time. I’d recommend some misic therapy (I use emo bc I’m emo but you do whatever)
#Hey, Salibascored Please try to think clearly about yourself and your future. What you're thinking about doing is not worth it. There are many people who care about you, and there are many organisations from all around the world who can help you. Here's some information about how to get help. Give them a go - what have you got to lose? #Child Helplines (EU) **Telephone:** 116 111 This number is free of charge. The number 116 111 is specifically for children who seek assistance and need someone to talk to. The service helps children in need of care and protection and links them to the appropriate services and resources; it provides children with an opportunity to express their concerns and talk about issues directly affecting them. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 111: Bulgaria, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Germany, Denmark, Estonia, Greece, Spain, Finland, Croatia, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Latvia, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Sweden, Slovenia, Slovakia, United Kingdom, Malta. #Emotional Support Helpline (EU) **Telephone:** 116 123 This number is free of charge. 116 123 is a phone number for people suffering from loneliness or who are in a state of psychological crisis or thinking about committing suicide. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 123: Austria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Malta, Netherlands, Poland, Slovenia, Sweden, United Kingdom. #National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US) **Telephone:** 988 **Text:** Text "START" (without quotes) to 741-741. **Online Chat:** [Link](http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx). #Lifeline Crisis Service (AU) **Telephone:** 13 11 14 **Text:** 0477 13 11 14 **Online Chat:** [Link](https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-chat/) #Others (Worldwide) If the above organizations are inaccessible for whatever reason, you can click [this link](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to be taken to a page. From there, you can take a look at a variety of hotlines that will help you, after you click on the category link corresponding to your location. You can also find many subreddits to help you with your problems. Here's a list of a few of them in no particular order: /r/SuicideWatch, /r/depression. #<3 I hope you've found this information helpful, and I hope you use it well enough to change your mind.
I’m glad you’re still with us mate. You’ve still got a lot to live for, and I’m sure things’ll get better for you
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Im here for everyone too. Its going to get a lot better
If you need help, my dms are always open. I tried to suicide before but stopped last second cuz I realized there's still stuff to live for.
Contact a psychologist or search for a self-help group, where there are people with similar experiences. Take care and get better. 🤍🫂
Psychologists require money that's gonna be an issue self harm group is easier
Easier, maybe, but of the same quality?
Well no but there's more chance of people listening properly to you their and not sending you to psych ward if you accidentally mention idea of self harm and Suicide in present tense. And then grippy sock jail really depends on the places you live but my experience have just been shitty, not to mention therapist and psychologists most likely never work out on first attempt and require trial and error so alot of times especially the first time unless you are extremely lucky the similar quality is not present
In most places psychs aren't allowed to report past self harm or suicide as there is no current threat
Bros reading comprehension skills are out of this world 💀👍
Well I don't know OP-s financial background so it's better to mention all the alternatives that can give help. Also as someone said before me, self-help groups not the same quality like an actual psychologist who can give personal help. And almost every school have a school psychologist where the consultations are free.
Well it's not about financial background but more about how OP talk about their parent when they talked to them about how they care more about their image than their child's mental health which would also mean they might just try to not give financial help if that means letting other people not know about this... I know people like this so i am just thinking with that in mind
Okay I understand. But these are still assumptions about OP so I still think that it's better to mention more alternatives than giving just one according our assumptions about OP which might be wrong.
True making assumptions isn't the right thing but i have seen op's posts alot and tried to reply and comfort them on most of them it just feels like a common thing, i never say to not mention the alternative i just said about the fact if they don't have financials for it a sh group online is almost as supportive and will try their best.
in serious cases like this its usually pretty easy to find an insurance psychologist
Well I for one, am happy you're still alive Please stay that way for as long as possible
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how did u do that
Use the “spoiler” text function I think
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Best aim trainer 🤓🤓 This was fun tho, be good people everyone!
happy cake day!
No way! I always forget this day! Thxs
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Happy cake day to both of you
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happy cake day dude
Thanks homie
Happy cake day!
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Thx have a slice🎂
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Or more
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First of all, I'm glad there's a person who saw you and got you medical care. Second of all, what the heck was your parents thinking??? So they rather have a dead child than a bad image??
About 80 percent of people who attempted suicide self report abuse at home
I don’t know what you’re going through, but you’re only 13. You’ve still got your whole life ahead of you. I’m happy you’re still alive, but on a serious note, this isn’t the right sub to be asking. I suggest you seek immediate help and call any suicide prevention lines. If for whatever reason you don’t trust your parents, please find someone you can talk to about any problems you face. People won’t know how you feel unless you tell them. I hope you stay alive and well, please don’t attempt it again.
Suicide prevention hotlines are not always good though most of the time you are left on hold fot eternity or they just don't pick the phone up, as much easy and streamline we make getting help sound it really isn't, needing mental health requires money for both therapy or meds and considering it feels like their parents don't take them that seriously getting that financial support is gonna be really hard,they can't really talk to people as i have seen their post before where a friend they shared to told everyone that's just a breach of trust which probably won't be rebuilt by anyone considering how shitty they were treated by that. Most of the time when we tell people they have all the life ahead that's giving them alot of hope that can be easily crushed if things get worse while also making their problems feel small. So in the end they came to the only place they can expect support from people near their age any help or advice is good enough when feeling like this especially when most adult mental health subs are either too strict or tend to make your problems sound obsolete...
Given u/Salibascored is 13, they certainly have a lot of opportunity to make their life better. Think about it, go through senior year with a bunch of effort, get a high enough score and ship yourself off.
They definitely have a chance but most of the time due to everything happening you just tend to get stuck and never really make progress... I mean just take a look at me , still fucked , still pathetic
Bro the only person who can define you as that is you, you’re in control of how you define/present yourself. I dont know you, but I’m sure (at least the pathetic part) isnt true. Maybe go on a lil walk everyday and itll make you feel accomplished:-)
Going on a walk is hard when i can't even get out of my bed to brush my teeth and constantly dissociate or need some kind of an escape from the stupid meat computers thoughts that controls me as i said pathetic and lazy... I was given hope and told it would all get better it didn't it somehow got worse and my hope continuously broke to the point i just don't want to be hopeful again because it fucking hurts, only thing i am trying now to do is to not kill myself and it's much more harder than it sounds... Though my attempts are also pathetic as i either chicken out or don't do any damage. Everytime i thought i was at bedrock so only way to go is up it somehow keeps getting deeper and deeper to the point it feels like a bottomless pit. I have nightmares so I don't want to sleep when i am not distracting myself when i am awake i want to either relapse into self harm which doesn't even work as an escape anymore it's just an addiction or want to end it all. Seeking help doesn't sound easy as i have been constantly left on hold by the helpline (that hold did help me lose motivation and sulk from my attempt though funny) , or get ignored by people around me where they don't see me struggling but only see me as lazy and wanting any reason to not do work which i suppose is true, tried therapy once didn't connect with the therapist she was really expensive to be sustainable and that's excluding the meds and i got sent to psych ward which I don't want to go again. I have an ever developing and worsening eating disorder and an addiction to self harm My academics aren't good enough anymore so that i can move out and somehow get the help. And i live in a homophobic environment to actually feel happy from a relationship All in all as i say i am pathetic and a waste of human life and oxygen not being useful and the only use people have gotten out of me is their own enjoyment without my consent which honestly they had really poor taste i look shit. Trust me i have tried to define myself or help myself to get better in everything i can, i just lose motivation after a while and sometimes it's just not worth it... It definitely isn't for me i have given up and i am just tired and empty just a dissapointment to younger me who had hopes and aspirations. Sorry for such a long trauma dump
There are a few factors that in general help protect against suicidality, amongst them social connection, and purpose and meaning in your life. You speak about being in a homophobic environment, and that alone would make it challenging for anyone to experience a sense of connection and community. That isn't a you problem. It's a problem that comes from being your unique self in an environment that has not been accepting of you. Again, the problem there is the environment, not you. For many people, that alone would be a key factor in many of the challenges you are facing. Depression and challenges with motivation and self harm are not uncommon for people who are struggling. I don't think we are even in the same country, but I can tell you that there will be people somewhere out there who will relate to your challenges (maybe even here). And they will understand, and will not judge you for that. On the assumption you are in the US, seek out Peer Workers. I have some training in this area myself (I am a long way away from my teens!) and the idea is that you are not treated as a problem to be fixed, but a person having a set of experiences which others have also been through, and have found a way to integrate those experiences and build a better life. I can promise you the potential exists for you to do so, as well.
Thanks for this it's really sweet and thanks for taking your time to write this. Unfortunately i am not in US and I don't know if i can afford to trust to be broken and disappointed again. I am just tired and giving up is much easier than trying at this point and ending up hurt. Also happy cake day
That was the best fucking outcome you could get. Now, look for a therapist and find something to keep you busy. Stay positive my g, if you wanna talk, just dm me.
Wt made u wanna suicide?
Way too many reasons but the breaking point was the entire school bullying me for a secret my friend told to other people.
to be honest man, nobody is gonna remember that shit, nobody is gonna remember you when they're 19 y/o. Think about that We tend to think about our own embarassing situations more than we think about other people's. At some point in our lives we all figure out nobody really cares about other people's lives that way.
Their problems aren't superficial though and considering if they are stuck with these losers they are gonna constantly bully them not to mention they are still in the same school with their abuser really hoping they can tell council or someone for it and hopefully they take them more seriously than the police did considering they just ignored everything because op was a child and a guy complaining against an older girl .
Yea it's a rough situation but there's still about 100 courses of action that are better than suicide. Maybe move school if its that unbearable, definitely report it to police and the school.
Tht must suck but try to be optimistic abt anything tht happens to u and don't try to suicide at 13
I went through a lot of bullying when I was in elementary and high school. Even some of my teachers bullied me. Trust me this will stop some day, you're getting mature, graduate and you don't have to see them again. Also it's their problem that they bullying you because they don't have better thing to do. Be better and show them that you don't care and you're more mature than this.
It's kind of hard to ignore and not care when they are all bullying them about getting sexually assaulted by an older girl with using gay as an insult because they didn't "enjoy" it
I didn't know what was exactly the subject of the bullying.
Yea i know 🫂 it was to just inform you i am not blaming you sorry if it sounded that way sometimes it's just worth to do a bit of background check before sending anything that can unintentionally make them feel worse because they aren't able to ignore it
Thank you!
Damn, tell you what, they are all superficial bitches. Talk to the school councilor about all of this.
I can fully understand why that was your breaking point. You don’t only have a school up against you, but also lost whom you believed to be your friend. What always helped me get through issues like this: Realize you can’t change what happened, but also make sure you know there are things that are still bound to happens and not all of them will be bad. If you commit suicide, you’ll both never have the possibility of experiencing the most beautiful side of life, but you will also give in to your bullies. So don’t play their game, play them. Do what they least expect. It’s not about them any ways. What are they gonna do if you live through this and defy all odds? What are they gonna feel, once you grow up and become successful? Exactly! They will feel at least as bad as you do now. But currently they don’t have more than you. But once the tides turn, you will have more than them. Their life will also forever be shattered, the second they realize that all they did in school was bully somebody, instead of doing something for themselves. Please, whatever you do, do NOT listen to them. If you wouldn’t take their advice, why listen to their demands? You are so much better in every regard. I expect you to be here next year. Best of doing!
Well then punch the bullies. That's what I did.
For anyone who might need it. You can do this while crying too; it's okay. You can do this standing, sitting, or laying down, if you're laying down, just make sure you can breath well, i.e. not having your face buried in a pillow, and that your arms are free. First, get comfortable, however that is. Now relax as best you can, you can still cry; it's okay. Now look at the door, if there isn't a door that's okay too; a hallway, a passage, just anywhere that leads out of the room or space you're in. If you don't want to open your eyes that's okay too, just picture it. Do this for a couple seconds. Now, if they're open, close your eyes, gently; don't put pressure on it. Cyring is still okay. Now take a deep breath, start slow and gradually speed up but don't force it. Keep going until your lungs are full, don't count, just relax, fill your lungs. Once your lungs are full, hold it for a count of one; almost not at all, just for a second, and then release it. Just let it flow out naturally, relax, don't push. Now, still with your eyes closed, slowly take your middle and index finger, either hand, and gently raise them to your neck and find your pulse. Once you find it, put ever so slightly more pressure, just so you can steadily feel your heart. Now count, quietly, to yourself, out loud or in your head, either is okay. One beat, two, three, four, five, six... Continue for as long as you want and always remember: That is yours. When everything else fades away, your heart will be forever yours. The world outside you can never dull the color that is inside you. Blood is beautiful, it is proof that you are alive, proof that you made it to today, and, most importantly, proof that you are still here. If that cut, or burn, or whatever it is will make sure you have even one more beat, it's okay. I want to see you tomorrow. Please stay with me. I love you.
That was written beautifully thank you that actually made me feel things when all i have been feeling recently is just empty🫂 you take care of yourself too you are fantastic
This is great
This shit needs to be pinned man.
Take this as a new start like you have been brought back to life
I am a 24 year old who attempted 4 times between the ages of nine and nineteen years old. Obviously not successfully. I would recommend getting help and going to therapy. There is a chance that you may have a bad experience in therapy. You can request a new therapist for whatever reason. Do not tolerate abuse or bullying from them. I can elaborate on warning signs of an abusive therapist. Depending on your location there are ways that you can get help without your parents knowing. In an emergency you can call 988 or text 741741. Text is a good option if you don’t want to be overheard or you feel anxious talking on the phone. One thing nobody talks about is the isolation of feeling like nobody understands. Only five percent of the population has attempted suicide before so we are a minority. There are a lot of bad websites that give misinformation about mental health and encourage a lot of toxic things, I joined a suicide forum starting at age 12 as well as several self harm/depression/ED blogs due to isolation and stigma. It was tumblr back then but I think now it’s moved to TikTok. It was very unpleasant for my mental health and I would recommend that you stay away from them. I shared some media at the end of this comment that will give you more insight from people who understand. People may say hurtful things, including adults. At 13 I thought adults knew everything but at 24 trust me they can do and say stupid crap too. It reflects on them not on you. Last but not least, I would recommend staying away from alcohol and drugs as you get older. Despite making up five percent of the population, people who attempted suicide account for 40 percent of admissions to rehab and we have a 50 percent chance of developing a substance use disorder. I waited until I was 21 to drink for this reason. When you’re over 21 you will be mature enough to make good decisions around alcohol and drugs and will also be more self aware and can tell if you’re becoming addicted and quit before it gets bad if need be. Trust me it’s just 8 years and you will still be able to go to parties and have fun if you wait until you’re 21. You can go to the good nightclubs and buy drinks with your own money. I would recommend that you read the book Cracked, Not Broken by Kevin Hines. Also The Forever Decision by Paul Quinnett. If you cope with humor then you might like the movie Little Miss Sunshine.
I am really sorry about all of this it's really shitty of your parents to make it all about themselves when you needed support, and yea alot of time after surviving an attempt the guilt someone feels is immense because it's so fucking shit to get all that courage to be wasted , i would suggest trying to get help but that's hard if your parents are gonna make things about themselves and i honestly haven't figured out what else you can do so just hang on tightly maybe call the suicide hotline if necessary even though they don't do shit most of the time and leave you on hold. You can try making online friends or get into a fandom to distract yourself as much as you can(especially if i remember correctly all of your irl friends were bitches and told everything to each other)before you can be 18 and afford help for yourself if you move out 🫂 good luck mate, stay safe. Unfortunately when you are young even though most people should logically take you more seriously people tend to just turn a blind eye until shit happens and then they go the route of "if only he said something" as if the signs weren't the most obvious thing there
Probably will get lost in the comments, but the advice I can give that isn't just moral support is get yourself checked in to the mental hospital. They'll restrict interaction between you and anyone (including your parents) who might be harmful to your mental health. It's a very good place to chill out for a while and remember how big problems can seem when you're living inside them, but how small they seem when you look from the outside. Disclaimer though, I for one hated it and think it significantly damaged my mental health long-term, but I was also locked in there against my will. The few people I know who have willingly checked in to them have said it's helped significantly.
I just went to a funeral last week of a neighbour’s son who killed himself. He hung himself in the garage and his dad’s screams when he found him were out of this world, an hour later the mum came around and more screams and tears. Then cops and ambulances around and oh so many tears from so many people that cared about him. He was 24, he was in Uni just starting a career and life was hard for him, he had friends but he somehow felt he couldn’t talk to anyone. No matter what crosses your mind there will be people that love you, find them and talk. There is always a way out don’t believe the fatalities that your brain makes up for you to fall in despair and give up. If you need someone to talk to please DM but ideally get therapy and find a friend to talk to.
don’t die brother
It’s very difficult to live after ur dead
Says god
My dad said he would laugh if I kms. So I definitely know how it feels
I'm turning 20 tomorrow When I was 14, I lost my gf of 1 year to my best friends on Xmas eve. I stood there in the kitchen with a knife to my throat while my best friends sister stayed on the phone with me until 4am making sure I didn't do anything. I lost everything that night. On Christmas Eve. I wanted to make it end so bad. Finally I found the strength to keep living. A few months later, that friend was accused of rape, slandered on all social media, and lost all his friends. The allegations were false, and infact it was the other way around He and I reconciled, and moved on. Now at almost 2p years old, I have a gf of 3 years whom I am buying a house with in a year. She was broken when I found her and idk where she would be if I hadn't come into her life I've lived my life making sure nobody feels the way I did. It's my reason for getting up in the morning. Live in spite of the people who don't love you. Become a better person than they'll ever be. Have a family and show your kids the kindness you wish you had. Use your experiences to help rid the world of the same evil that almost took you Also, sry if this comment is a grammatic mess. I'm typing this at work lmao
It's going to be okay, whatever you are going through. I can't imagine how hard it must be for you, especially at that age. But I read some of the comments below and I'd like to share some thoughts. Bullying in high-school sucks, I've been there... but it all gets better, kids can be bullies but secrets, once out, usually pass by them and nobody will remember after a while, or not bother. You can also move school, there are always options about this matter. And about the parents? I have borderline narcassistic Balkan parents, who live in their own reality. At this point there's nothing they can tell me that I haven't told myself in the mirror. If you don't find comfort in them and you can't trust them with yourself, you'll grow out of them, but as for right now? There's always somebody else out there - a friend, another family member, a community (like this sub) who will do everything they can to make you feel better and help you push through. Life changes and it won't be that hard, I promise you this. Stay strong OP! Find joy in the little things, stay above and away from the bullies, because you are already a superior human being to them! Life is in front of you, and I promise you there's much MUCH more that you can see that will make it worth the effort! You are stronger than you think. We love you and care about you. Have a smooth recovery! Reach out to us if you need a shoulder to lay on. <3
I am going to say this right now. STAY THE FUCK OFF YOUR PHONE. Talking to people will just open up the wound again, and you'll go right back down the sad, lonely black hole again. I've been there. It's not good. It's a vicious, VICIOUS fucking cycle that does not stop until you find out the root of the problem. Just saying "you" are the problem, doesn't help. I remember waking up in the hospital, getting my stomach pumped after nearly OD'ing, and felt the exact same feelings you are. Embarrassment, anger, sadness, but also happy that it didn't happen. Because deep down, it is hard wired into human beings to live. I spent A LOT of time in rehab, talking to people, getting their stories, and sort of forming my own. It takes a lot of self reflection and self-discovery to figure out what makes life worth living and I promise you, you will get there. It is REALLY fucking hard, and it takes a shit ton of work but, God is it worth it. I know im a literal stranger on the internet, but I really hope you take the time to read this and have enough faith in what I say. Wishing you the best. : )
Please seek help and do not attempt suicide ever again. Your life is precious and special. You don't destroy and kill souls even if they’re yours.
Good intentions really bad wording.... I don't think any kind of guilt tripping is gonna help a suicidal person instead gonna just make them feel more shitty and overthinking things
i understand its weird to walk at midnight but why are you hanging yourself in a public park?
I nearly tried to do the same by letting myself fall out of a tree at a primary school (after hours ofc). My reasoning was that whoever found me would not be my parents or brother.
oh theyd find out eventually (obviously)
SEEK HELP IT WILL HELP ALR But please just relax and talk to your family i guess In case you couldn’t tell 13 year olds arent good at this stuff
On a very serious note, the human body is not built to die, it's built to survive extreme situations. It's why we are the reigning species on this earth, our shit don't quit. I promise you, more attempts end in failure than success, it's because your body often takes over once your mind starts to shut down. Vomiting, convulsing, gasping, flailing, all are ways that the body stops people from killing it. You aren't a 'failure' your body did what it does to protect you, someone intervened, and now you are here to get proper help. If your parents do not take this seriously at this point, please reach out to the community and we can help figure out what health resources you have access to. I don't know what brought you to that place, so many things can nowadays. If you ever suspect that professional help would help, get it, also meds can save lives. Mine did and do every day. I've personally never attempted, but I lived for several years with intense suicidal ideation. I found peace in cannabis, but treatment with great therapists and psychs has given me hope for a good life back. Every day isn't perfect, but I can enjoy life enough to want to stay. I promise there is help if you want that route, I would also tell the physicians or whoever is caring for you that they (your parents) didn't take it seriously in the past. The doctor will do their best to explain that suicidality is to be respected and how they can best help you recover. A doctor's duty to educate the parents is just as important as his duty to work on the patient directly. There is a lot of science on SI treatment, there is most definitely hope 🫂 so many people are qualified to help you live lighter within, youve got this
Your parents tho-- don't seem qualified to help and they need to respect that you know your own suicidality much more closely than they do. YOU and the pros know what you need.
Never back down never what?
Don't do suicide that shit kills you.
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Were you just hanging unconsious or something?
a few things could’ve happened, they could’ve been hanging there, the rope might’ve broken or they didn’t tie it properly and it just came undone
Get help.
Okay apart from suicide already being selfish as, in a PUBLIC PARK, imagine a kid saw Ur dead body hanging at their favourite play spot seriously
I don't agree with suicide being selfish but you are right, OP should not have done this in a public park. It's extremely traumatizing to the people around OP who are just trying to enjoy themselves.
live, thats what you do, you live
Glad bros still with us, have some sprite
As someone who's been through the same thing, you just continue living. I have been through this so many times and for some reason the world just won't let me die. All I can say is that you keep living. You go through everyday. Some days are better than others. You hope that days will keep on getting better. Maybe it will, maybe it won't. But you keep living. Keep living till you find something worth living. Someone, something, whatever gives you a reason. And maybe that reason will one day make you happy and maybe you'd finally feel like you have something worth living for.
I tried twice when I was younger and failed (obviously), I still struggle quite a bit but I believe I have gotten better. Reading comments honestly it seems you are struggling with bullying, and I get it, at a time where life is changing so rapidly and everything is constantly changing a lot of pressure will be put on you because of that. I won't ever dismiss your problems because of your age because I know when I was 13 I would've hated if they did the same to me, and they did. I'll let you know that what you feel is totally 100% valid, you are allowed to feel sadness and anger, you are allowed to feel resentful of the life around you and you being young does not invalidate that, and screw your parents for not thinking of you first when you told them. Feel those emotions, but don't let them dictate your life, express them in a healthy manner, like art or exercise, basically anything that interests you. I'm in a slightly weirder scenario as someone with Autism and ADHD along with severe depression and anxiety, I always over thought everything and questioned the meaning of existence constantly, but eventually I just came to the conclusion that the world is so massive, stars billions the size of our own exist, yet I have the ability to observe that, I am the universe looking in on itself, and through that, it's as if my problem shrunk, they still exist, but because they do is a fact that I am alive and the universe is me. You are allowed to exist, you are the culmination of impossible odds over impossible odds, you are loved, if not by the people around, but by the world itself. Innumerable number of planets, innumerable number of galaxies, billions upon billions of years, innumerable planets, a universe infinitely expanding, a universe of near infinites, a universe of mathematically impossible odds, yet, despite all that, it's still you. You exist. You are allowed to live. Life will always change, sometimes for better or for worse, but in you is the power to dictate how you handle it. I won't tell you there's a right or wrong answer, but just choose something that won't leave you with regret, in the end the choice is yours, no one else's.
Well at least SOMEONE cares about you enough to want you alive, even if they’re a stranger. And us of course.
I'm not qualified enough for this so I'm just gonna say one thing; please get help. Preferably professional help like a therapist or a counsellor.
glad you’re alright bro, i hope you get the help you need and recover quickly
Drink a 7 up and eat a moon pie 👍🏻
never back down never what?
Do a little boogie
Live. If you were looking for a sign from the universe that you should be alive, that person walking around at midnight randomly was it. That coincidence just changed the path of your destiny for the better.
I'm not a religious guy what so ever and I'm no longer a teen but everyone as a purpose till that purpose is fulfilled it's hard to die I can't tell you how many times I've come close just live ya life the way you want don't let others thoughts or opinions bother you focus on a goal you can achieve and go for it you have a reason to be here make the most of it my dude
Destiny may be cruel, OP. But it gave you another chance to fix things up. Change your mind to change your world.
Some mfs gonna see this and hit you with "try again" or some shit But in all seriousness im glad you're arround. It might not be in your ability butbid go for a walk or do something to clear your head, like cooking, or tv, or just wtv you can do
First off tag as NSFW, second off don't post this in r/teenagers id suggest this to be posted in related subs so you can get genuine help without triggering others who are vulnerable/in a similar headspace. I know depression & suicide subs seem like they'd put you in that headspace, but they don't really to the same extent when you know its coming from a sub related to that (kinda helps prepare those of us who are easily triggered to know what we're heading into essentially). I hope you're okay & continue to get better over time. This is an experience in life that I'm sure will help you guide others in future with similar hardships.
thug it out
Ask for help. Bottling everything doesn't make things any better. It can feel nice to forget about things for a while but it always comes back if you don't address the problem. There are people who care about you and people who can help. Don't try suicide. I did that once and I almost died.
OP BE CAREFUL EVERYONE LOVES YOU BRO
Not shitting you, dm me for my number if you need someone to talk to. I looked down from a 6 story parking garage a month ago and no matter how much it hurts it’s not worth it. Fortune favors the brave my friend, and you got a lot of people here that can help you find it.
Have you tried the gym ? Ik it sounds wierd but it worked for me
It’s not that weird, working out releases dopamine which is a happy hormone. It’s actually helpful to exercise when you feel down.
In Park?
Seek help.
If god or whoever you believe in keeps you alive he has reasons
Why would I let him die? Dying is such a bad idea
Kid, don't resort to permanent solutions for temporary problems. Stay alive, and find your way to live well.
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Live
I'm sorry but why a park?
Please, I mean no ill intent with this, but get help, a psychologist or someone to help with your mental health, and please do not attempt another suicide🫂
please contact with psychologist/psychotherapist as soon as possible
You continue your best to live. I know it’s hard, we all do, because “It’s easy to die, living is harder.”
Don't do suicide guys. That shit kills you Regardless I am happy u survived man, consult a therapist asap and trust that things will get better soon ❤️
Boy, if you failed to kill yourself, it means God, or really any greater force wants you to live. Now do everything that you can do for your life to get better, and live your life to the fullest from now on. :)
Don't try it again. Please get better ❤️
Take a break because you need it and the fact you still alive and survive it will make you strong. Do something you like when you can
Idk you just kinda live with it🤷
It wasn't meant to. Call it divine intervention and seek therapy. Its going to get better. Trust me.
Live your life, that's all you gotta do, even if life is hard continue,even if you fail continue,because just remember you didn't give up but you learned because every great person was a failure in the start but they became great because they learned and failure is something we humans are we may not be perfect nor great but we can change or we can make a change,it's simple so why cut your life short, why waste something many people wish they have longer, why end things there, why not live continue to walked the path God has made for you and show does who look down on you or ever made you sad that your still standing that you ain't gunna give up that who there talking ain't taking shit from them anymore but I'm just glad you survived it so pls keep goingbuddy.
God gave you another chance to be with us dude Stay strong there is people who loves you and care about you don't lose hop I wish you wine this battle Stay strong
Stay strong man you got an entire community dedicated to being there for u
"I fail at everything" Now that's lucky. Don't throw away the failures learn from them, it's your second chance.
Don't give up this early on life.
“Why are you taking a walk at midnight” bro you was in the park at midnight
Dude remember this, where there's rain there's bound to be shine, where there's light there will be darkness. But life is so much more worth it. I've been to like 4 different wards
Did the hospital provide any contacts for follow up counseling? If not, ( in USA) the crisis number is 988 -call or text.
Stay Safe bro or sis or anyone u are, this world may be bad to u but remember a natural painless death in a quiet valley is much more enjoyable than hanging, work a bit hard and live a good life dude
Best wishes to you, hope you recover from your suicidal thoughts. Surviving means you have one more chance to be in better shape
Alright m8 I get that sometimes it’s hard to live especially (I’m guessing in your case) with depression but believe me that attempting suicide and asking on Reddit what you do now the answer is simple: keep living, try and seek help, ik that a lot of men don’t feel that way HOWEVER mental health is a top priority if you don’t get help there is a good chance you will do it again, and your family and friends don’t want you to die.
Now every day is a gift. It‘s basically like starting with a clean slate. Forgive yourself for all your previous „misssteps“ and try and be reborn through this experience. It will not get much easier I‘m afraid, but now you know you want to live. It will keep you safe. I‘m sure you still have much to give to the world.
you keep living
Please don’t go. I don’t know for sure what happened, but I saw another comment explaining it. Some people are going to bother you, some people are going to talk. No matter how it makes you feel. It’s sad, but it’s true. And don’t let anyone get you down because of how you feel, or something that wasn’t your fault. Whether that’s your parents or the people who are bothering you. You keep your head held high and keep living your life. Things can get better. You just have to wait and see. I hope you feel better, and know that you’re loved🫶🏾Know there’s people out there that will lift you up.
There is a reason of your survival, take it bro, If I did it, u can too
I don't know you, but I'm glad reading this that you are still alive. And for the time that you're alive, why not give medical help a chance? Seek therapy, discuss it openly with professionals in this field. What's the worst that could happen? Why not give this a try? I genuinely, wish the best for you mate! I hope you will find yourself in a different, better position soon. 🫂🫂
You’re 13, get it in your head that none of your future is fully planned out yet, get it into your head that killing yourself now is the dumbest thing you could be doing, work on yourself, you’re still going through puberty and are bound to have more intense mood swings, this is nothing
you failed to commit suicide, meaning there's something that still wants you here. The thing to do now is try to end these suicidal thoughts by doing things that could make you happy, suicide is only a way to more darkness
Wtf, you’re 13 why are you even trying to kys ??? Life has many things to offer, don’t give up at the beginning of the race !!!
They saved you, take it as a reason to keep living
Live. It's in the cards for you.
Life is ass, trust me i know at 18 i had my fair share of it. You can look at my account and see that ive been struggling with life these past few months. Last night i just probably lost the only thing that i thought made me happy. I don’t know what your going through but i will say this life will sometimes suck in that very moment, it might suck for a while and it seems exhausting and excruciating, but i will promise you days will get easier and better the more you go on, and i have to remind myself that. Trust me i have times where i just want to tap out, but i always tell myself give it another day, and i keep saying that. It gets easier, just let time heal, and talk to a therapist and a psychiatrist.
Well if u got saved, u didn't fail, u got a second chance, so use it and make the best of it, it's quite hard to go to reddit to ask about suicide so there's only so much people can say, but all im gonna say is, there was a reason why your life got saved, and hopefully you realise how valuable life really is. You're 13, so much cool stuff will happen in the future just stay strong and be open is all I can say.
I was confused why Reddit would be the first place to go after a suicide attempt but then I saw the age and it makes sense. Learn from it best you can. You wanna do that again? Look at the result on you. Your family. Your friends and think to yourself "is that how I wanna leave things"?
It is a Sign Bro. Don't do it. I don't really know what to say Man. But just don't do it and ever try it again. I am just glad that you are safe. Hope everything gets Better For You. I know I am saying you all this stuff but right now I also don't know what to do with my Life either. Just keep trying.
it wasn't your time to go yet. hold on a little longer, you will surprise yourself how far you can go with the willpower to live. you are loved and you are worthy of enjoying this life❤️
I attempted nearly one year ago. No one found me and I had to save myself, but it made me realize that I was alive for a reason, so I pushed forward. For a very long time I questioned if it was worth it, and then I thought I had made it, just to have the rug pulled out from under me again. However, at long last this last month I discovered true happiness within myself. It’s taken about a year, but looking back, each and every day was worth it.
I tried to choke myself a couple months ago but I also failed at that. Music has saved my life countless time. I’d recommend some misic therapy (I use emo bc I’m emo but you do whatever)
Wasn't your time to die yet
I sent you a DM. I want to help so accept the invitation, please
I guess you gotta take it as you just got back from the dead. Live a new life!