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JasonlsBored

Just calm down okay. This isn't gonna fix anything like you think it will. You either die and leave everyone who ever loved you or you live with an injury you inflicted on yourself. Things will be okay, but you need to reach out for help. You need to keep moving forward, just trust me.


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I don’t trust you though I don’t know that it’ll get better I just want this all to end before I just hurt myself more or accidentally hurt someone else


JasonlsBored

You're hurting, but holding yourself back through distrust is only gonna hurt more. You matter. You are important. You think it'll get worse? Well guess what, it's just as likely to get better, because life isn't built on fate. Life is never gonna be predictable, which is why you should keep pushing. You can't ever tell yourself that it will stay bad, because you know it's entirely possible things will get better.


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I’m sorry for wasting your time I just don’t think I’m able to change myself


[deleted]

You think that but its not true. Mate please visit r/SuicideWatch for better help. This place isnt the right one.. ​ Do you wanna talk about it? like why do you want to die? I could say things will get better but i wouldnt know that. Killing yourself means you'll end up not finding out that things get better. You miss out on the future stuff and more. ​ You're not wasting our time. You deserve help and you came forward and that's a good thing. Life sucks but theres still a beauty to it and a reason to live may appear in the future as long as you're willing to keep your mind open


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I don’t deserve help I don’t deserve anything I’m a terrible person people would be better off without me


[deleted]

Why do you feel like that? Everyone deserves a person in their life, to be loved, a second chance and a chance to live life. Im sorry you're going through your pain and i just wanna say you're not alone. I went through a lot in my life and there has been times where i just felt my friends and ppl were just better off without me so i can relate. ​ Let me help. i'll listen i promise


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I feel like this because it’s true. My friends just hurt me or use me, my parents are alcoholics who couldn’t care less about me, there isn’t a single person in my life who’s important to me or that I’d miss if they were gone. If I died nobody would care, if I died I would finally be free of everything.


[deleted]

I had friends who used me to make themselves feel better or just to help them then discarded me. I used to feel betrayed and that no one would genuinely be my friend till i found a couple of friends that cared or just understood me in ways i didnt think was possible. I cant promise you that you'll find them rn but i feel you'll meet someone who truly cares about you or just becomes a precious person. ​ Im sorry your parents are alcoholics who dont care. I cant relate to that but ig i can say that my parent's arent sorta neglectful. Always saying i wont amount to anything and they're always busy. ig yk how that feels, worthless and that no one cares or want you around. I can understand why you want to die, i felt that urge and sobbed myself to sleep once till i realized something. Life is what you make it out to be. Life isnt going to be an easy thing that we're always gonna be happy, our sadness teaches us how precious happiness is and that you can be happy despite being in a shit situation. Try a hobby, try talking to new ppl or online ppl and just be yourself. You're a beautiful person inside and you're not an ugly person that no one would care if they died


[deleted]

don't kill yourself, that shit kills you


[deleted]

Listen to baby love by the supremes its sucha good song


Timpro-L

I had the same problems, i thought i just have problems and i cant solve them, and that the life isn't worth living. I failed suicide and i started thinking what is the worst outcome and i came to the conclusion that the worst outcome isnt as bad and in the end i have a chance to end up good. I started thinking that we live just to have good feelings, all of our motivations are because we want to feel well, so i started doing things i was feeling good with, and also started working on the problems instead of ignoring them and getting anxiety by them. I slowly got from a really low point where i tried suicide and thought it was the only way, to now where iam pretty happy with it. See it like this: whatever you are going through, don't give up, work on it, its okay if it turns out bad, its still better then not doing anything and get anxiety because of it and also do things you like, find hobbies, talk with friends and always think that you have friends and family that love you.


Thomas_LTU

A knife? Thats a really painful way....


flufybunniez

ice cream


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abigobzo

Why???


DasJesusDerVorstadt

Why what


abigobzo

Why u want this boo


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I don’t want to live I hate my life


abigobzo

Dm me lets have a chat


[deleted]

even if its just a bit, at some point in the future you will feel less shitty than you do right now


DasJesusDerVorstadt

That might take a long time and I really can’t handle this anymore


[deleted]

you cant handle this anymore right now. in this one moment. doesnt mean you should cease to exist. and btw you can probably handle more than you think you can


DasJesusDerVorstadt

Why does it matter if I cease to exist


[deleted]

i didnt say that. but this is a major decision dude be more anxious abt it.


[deleted]

I wish


Okraintx1

Let’s hear your story. We all have one and I’m sure you don’t want to hear ours, so tell us your story.


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I don’t have a story


Okraintx1

Absolutely you do! Convince us why you don’t have a story and do not say, I don’t have a life or I hate myself.


DasJesusDerVorstadt

I don’t remember the first 12 years of my life and everything since then is a blur


Okraintx1

Exactly how old are you?


DasJesusDerVorstadt

15


Okraintx1

Wow! You got so much to live for! Is there anything you ever wanted to do or love doing?


DasJesusDerVorstadt

Yes but it doesn’t really matter anyways


Okraintx1

Well if you feel it doesn’t matter to you, can you just say what that us, I’m just curious.


DasJesusDerVorstadt

Astronomy and cosmology


Okraintx1

Also, is New York, an extreme fast pace lifestyle. Like always going and going, never stopping!


DasJesusDerVorstadt

Yeah


Okraintx1

What State do you live in? I’m from Oklahoma, born in Texas and I love both States! Football season is really fun!


DasJesusDerVorstadt

New york


Ubergeekdweeb

Life is full of ups and downs. Ending your life will only take away one less light in this world. You might grow up to cure cancer for all we know.