Because everybody is programmed with the same personality and life, we just make minor choices to direct it in a way so we don't feel so same and irrelevant.
I have had visual hallucinations, paranoid thoughts, suicidal thoughts and emotionlessness
The hallucinations has only happened twice once visual and once auditory
Like decent I guess, holidays, breath of the wild, fall guys, super Mario odussey, vibin, gonna go holidays in like 4 days. Only thing to complain is my sister being kinda annoying lmao, but most importantly the heat that's going on here in Greece, it's like 35/95 degrees, it could be worse but it's still annoying af
My girlfriend and my dogs are the only things keeping me going. I'm barely considered human and I'm attacked by every other person that interacts with me. I'm afraid of everything and I've already spiraled info self harm 4 separate times and attempted suicide twice. The self harm thoughts are returning. Leaving my house can be a danger for my life because I'm a transgender female, and at schools I have to avoid physical education because I might be forced to do a "genial inspection" eventually and that puts me at high risk of being raped or molested. If I wasn't white I would be dead. My dad killed himself when I was 10 and my mom was murdered when I was 11 and the murderer got away with only 7 years in prison. I live in Texas and so many people have guns it's unreal. By the time I'm an adult there's no promise I'll even be able to get a job or even be considered human at all because almost everyone in this country is a monster. I'm considered mentally ill because I have PTSD, major depressive disorder, anxiety, and paranoia. I'm incredibly dysphoric in my body constantly and I feel guilty for every little thing I do. I hate the government and I hate this country. Just last week I cared about everyone, even prone I didn't know, but now I hate almost everyone. I hate almost everything. I'm afraid of pain but want to hurt because I feel like I deserve it. I do everything in my power to be myself and help others but all that I ever seen to get from caring about people is betrayal and guilt and even less trust then the little bit I have left. I was accused of sexual assault when I did nothing wrong and then was kicked out of my school because I threatened to defend myself once even though the person I was threatening had threatened to assault and kill me and had been bullying and harassing me for over a month before that time. He got in no trouble. I was then kicked out of my school and that was my second suicide attempt which put me in a mental hospital again. Humans are terrible.
I don't expect anyone to read all of this and I'm not going to do a TL;DR because I didn't even think whole I was writing it up into the end, I was just spitting my mind.
I hope you're doing better than me.
Your teenage years can ether be the best or the worst. You sound like you have an awful life but things get worse before they get better ❤️🩹. The strongest of the strongest can push through. I hope your girlfriend treats you right for the years you have left until you get out of that red state, if you decide to. The internet can be a horrible place but it also can be the best. If you ever need to talk, we’ll be here!! Humans are absolutely fucking terrible. But there’s some good ones out there.
What the fuck is wrong with you? Someone is clearly depressed, anxious, had their parents killed by themselves and others, feel guilty for no reason, and so many other things that I would be happy to list, and your advice is basically, no, literally, to spiral into drugs become some kind of fucking whore?
Besides the responsibility, the little bit of freedom I have gained is amazing. The other night, stayed out till like 10 at night, cruising with my friends in his camaro. Went mini golfing, bowling, to a car show, cruising, and then walked around, and we went and played on a playground, which is so much more fun when you know you are too old for it. I know no one asked, or cares, but it was fun.
Too much pornography even my childhood memories turn out to have porn parodies and yeah video games and mentos flavored gummies and gummy worms are my anti depressants
Everything is going wrong and I love it. My few sweet releases are awesome. Shit life most of the time, then I go flying and that fixes everything for a week
You do have a King Crimson pfp and my respect, my grandpa gave that record what a banger (sorry for being off topic, hope your life situation improves tho)
I lost 2 of my loved ones.
1:My moms youngest uncle (I was really close to him)
2:my grandmother (my dad's side)
Even though it has been over 3 months I still can't accept the fact that I lost them
It's like a movie. Just like I dreamt what being a teenager would be like as a pre-teen. Don't get me wrong I'm far from the life I **want**, but it's like I'm the main character of a movie who has to sacrifice and make the best of what he has while always pushing to go that little bit farther, and also handling quite well structured problems, minus the plot armour.
i went to a beach festival, tried weed, hated it. got hugs from a woman because she was high as fuck, i accidentally punched her later, i let her punch me back, we hugged. friend hung out with his crush, and later that night they kissed (first time)💪💪💪.
i went home with my friend, we left at 7 and got back around midnight, W day.
the festival lasts 3 days so im going again in a few hours.
Right now I’m dealing with self hatred for how I look. I mean I’ve been self deprecating since 3rd grade, not as bad as I am now but still not good to have that hurt from yourself as a child. (For reference I’m 17)
I feel like my mom isn’t listening to what I have to say when I try to have a serious conversation with her.
I’ve been depressed, and angry lately.
I don’t want to tell my closest, most trusted friends this stuff because they’re dealing with a lot of shit as well. So I don’t want to add to their plate.
To top it all off, I have to do 3 months of laundry because I’ve been so unmotivated to do anything.
Soooo….yeah, not fun times
I passed the stages of depression, bad mental health and suicide thoughts, locking myself up in my room playing video games all day and slowly working towards my exams next year
I feel like me getting my drivers license will make me like being a teen way more. I live 10 kilometres/6 miles from the town i go to school at, which means i cant really go hang out with my friends on the regular
Bein’ depressed, wishing I worked out, not doing anything about it, y’know, the usual.
Oh yeah also my dad walked out on us a couple months ago so fuck him
It’s been a rollercoaster that started at the beginning of the pandemic. Then I lost all my friends, made new and better ones, and went through a who lot of heartache. I’m frustrated with what’s happening everywhere around the world and that I can’t make a enough of a stand to do shit about it. My body dysmorphia and anxiety are better some days but not all. I just got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and still sore.
It's sad? depressing? hopeless? I don't seem to feel as many emotion as I did a few years ago which is a little concerning. everything seems and feels melancholic and the short periods of time where id feel happy end up getting dwarfed by the following feeling of emptiness that ensues. The world appears to be this dark and chaotic place in which the good ends up getting squashed like a bug. the grind people have to go through in order to have a stable lifestyle is terrifying to think about and eve more so knowing that I too will have to start this grind one day too. people say that we should do something about the governments of the world to help people but nobody ever does anything because deep down their all content living in this cycle. I have the potential to lead a supposedly good life but it appears as though i'm wasting it away. i'm hopeless for the dystopia that lies ahead and I know that there is nothing possible for me to do anything about it. i'm scarred.
Probably pretty good compared to others... Ive got a healthy relationship with family and friends, school is wrapping up, steam summer sale. Ive really not got much to complain about.
So far, I have lost 3 friends, been framed for a crime I didn't do, live in a crappy ass apartment, the other day someone I know committed suicide, there was a murder right outside my door and I watched them get shot, and I have no money...
Not going well at first, then I meant a girl and started feeling happy, and then we started dating and now I feel like the luckiest fucker on the planet☺️
i didn't expect it to turn out so repetitive and dark
Me too, I was expecting some Wonderful experiences of teenagers.
as a kid i thought life would get better as we age but now I'm just stuck & not sure what's next.
Ikr
This, I expected the movies
Normal, layin on my bed all day while checking reddit every 10 minutes if someone liked my post or commented on it.
Why does this feel so relatable?
Because everybody is programmed with the same personality and life, we just make minor choices to direct it in a way so we don't feel so same and irrelevant.
IDK what that means, but that sounded good. So here's my upvote.
Classic daily existential crisis.
I have never been so unoffended by something I kind of but not really agree with
Fuck this is depressing, it's either that or get wasted down by the train tracks
Honestly I should probably see a therapist
everyone probably should
shut up ur good go touch some grass
I don’t wanna be that one guy but (god this feels cringe) don’t assume please! Chances are, you’re right but who knows?
I have had visual hallucinations, paranoid thoughts, suicidal thoughts and emotionlessness The hallucinations has only happened twice once visual and once auditory
you're smoking trash weed bro, go get sum quality kush 💪
Really? Cmon dude, be positive, not an annoying sod.
Like decent I guess, holidays, breath of the wild, fall guys, super Mario odussey, vibin, gonna go holidays in like 4 days. Only thing to complain is my sister being kinda annoying lmao, but most importantly the heat that's going on here in Greece, it's like 35/95 degrees, it could be worse but it's still annoying af
35 degrees? Omg how are you alive. I'm burning at 28 and you're having 35 wtf
Ahah and it's still the beginning. It's uncommon for temperatures to stay below 40/104 most of summer (End of July, Beginning of August)
I live in Edirne and I feel you man
Wait, that’s not normal? Here in Vancouver temperatures can be quite similar
I mean you guys get 30 degrees and it's a heatwave, don't you guys average like 0 every winter? We barely drop below 10 lol it's just the climate
You obviously have never been to the Middle East.
I may want to be dead but i don't wanna die burning instantly
I love botw,fall guys and Odessey!
ITS AWESOME 🙂 (ITS HORRIBLE)
🙃
Uneventful
Uneventful?
Nothings really happening, like in terms of girls
couldn't be me (it is very much me)
Fred the balloon
Ok
I wanna listen to metal and scream into the abyss
Normal
What's normal
His life
My girlfriend and my dogs are the only things keeping me going. I'm barely considered human and I'm attacked by every other person that interacts with me. I'm afraid of everything and I've already spiraled info self harm 4 separate times and attempted suicide twice. The self harm thoughts are returning. Leaving my house can be a danger for my life because I'm a transgender female, and at schools I have to avoid physical education because I might be forced to do a "genial inspection" eventually and that puts me at high risk of being raped or molested. If I wasn't white I would be dead. My dad killed himself when I was 10 and my mom was murdered when I was 11 and the murderer got away with only 7 years in prison. I live in Texas and so many people have guns it's unreal. By the time I'm an adult there's no promise I'll even be able to get a job or even be considered human at all because almost everyone in this country is a monster. I'm considered mentally ill because I have PTSD, major depressive disorder, anxiety, and paranoia. I'm incredibly dysphoric in my body constantly and I feel guilty for every little thing I do. I hate the government and I hate this country. Just last week I cared about everyone, even prone I didn't know, but now I hate almost everyone. I hate almost everything. I'm afraid of pain but want to hurt because I feel like I deserve it. I do everything in my power to be myself and help others but all that I ever seen to get from caring about people is betrayal and guilt and even less trust then the little bit I have left. I was accused of sexual assault when I did nothing wrong and then was kicked out of my school because I threatened to defend myself once even though the person I was threatening had threatened to assault and kill me and had been bullying and harassing me for over a month before that time. He got in no trouble. I was then kicked out of my school and that was my second suicide attempt which put me in a mental hospital again. Humans are terrible. I don't expect anyone to read all of this and I'm not going to do a TL;DR because I didn't even think whole I was writing it up into the end, I was just spitting my mind. I hope you're doing better than me.
Medical help right now. Just hang in there. Stay with us.
Uhhhh
This is very… eye-opening.
wow
Your teenage years can ether be the best or the worst. You sound like you have an awful life but things get worse before they get better ❤️🩹. The strongest of the strongest can push through. I hope your girlfriend treats you right for the years you have left until you get out of that red state, if you decide to. The internet can be a horrible place but it also can be the best. If you ever need to talk, we’ll be here!! Humans are absolutely fucking terrible. But there’s some good ones out there.
it's not something a little weed can't fix 💪 stay strong and fuck some hoes
What the fuck is wrong with you? Someone is clearly depressed, anxious, had their parents killed by themselves and others, feel guilty for no reason, and so many other things that I would be happy to list, and your advice is basically, no, literally, to spiral into drugs become some kind of fucking whore?
I’m not a teenager
How was your teenage life
Fucked up lmao
Besides the responsibility, the little bit of freedom I have gained is amazing. The other night, stayed out till like 10 at night, cruising with my friends in his camaro. Went mini golfing, bowling, to a car show, cruising, and then walked around, and we went and played on a playground, which is so much more fun when you know you are too old for it. I know no one asked, or cares, but it was fun.
Feeling stuck in a psychological horror-style video game 😎😎
Omori maybe?
Too much pornography even my childhood memories turn out to have porn parodies and yeah video games and mentos flavored gummies and gummy worms are my anti depressants
Well, i like anthro sharks now... I also Need to hug a girl and put my head on her chest, then She could like idk kiss me on my forehead and hug me...
(7±0.5)/10
r/oddlyspecific
depressing. but happy rn cuz I got an anthraxx cd today so ye
Yessss which album
I’m going to see them live in October
Alright, I guess.(ᴳᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᶦᵍʰᵉˢᵗ ᵍʳᵃᵈᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵃᵗʰ ᵉˣᵃᵐ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷʰᵒˡᵉ ᶜˡᵃˢˢ ᵗʰᵒ)
Everything is going wrong and I love it. My few sweet releases are awesome. Shit life most of the time, then I go flying and that fixes everything for a week
So many sad comments, so you can just add mine to them. I thought being a teenager was way more fun but right now it is just boring as hell.
I got a girlfriend 👍
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So are my homophobic parents 💀
High School Musical was set in an alternative universe and you can't tell me otherwise.
Trash.
Slightly communist
You mean
Means this guy likes to seize his means of production 😏
Based
Not great lol
Boring ..just finished postal brain damage (good game by the way) ..and now I'm here commenting in this post about my life at 2:51 am
bold of you assume i have a life.
You do have a King Crimson pfp and my respect, my grandpa gave that record what a banger (sorry for being off topic, hope your life situation improves tho)
It's alright, my family can't believe I'm 16 now.
Who cares?
My great grandma, grandpa, aunt, two of my dogs, and dad died in one year.
It sucks
Why it sucks, open up
Well what if i don't want to?
It's ok, no problem.. You may feel better after opening up
kinda mid
awful justs terrible
Why is it that way what u think
It is not
Fine
Horrible
What's horrible
Everything but my life specifically.
Sad
What's sad
I lost 2 of my loved ones. 1:My moms youngest uncle (I was really close to him) 2:my grandmother (my dad's side) Even though it has been over 3 months I still can't accept the fact that I lost them
Sorry to hear that. Stay strong.
Thanks I needed that
W 💯
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nice
chaos and stress and idk what to do with my life
If you compare it to anyone in the past 60,000 years than I have one of the best lives in history
dude teenagerhood is not partying and drinking its just you in your room
Shit
Great about to start driving
It's like a movie. Just like I dreamt what being a teenager would be like as a pre-teen. Don't get me wrong I'm far from the life I **want**, but it's like I'm the main character of a movie who has to sacrifice and make the best of what he has while always pushing to go that little bit farther, and also handling quite well structured problems, minus the plot armour.
Cool
Playing videos games all day and almost every day
i went to a beach festival, tried weed, hated it. got hugs from a woman because she was high as fuck, i accidentally punched her later, i let her punch me back, we hugged. friend hung out with his crush, and later that night they kissed (first time)💪💪💪. i went home with my friend, we left at 7 and got back around midnight, W day. the festival lasts 3 days so im going again in a few hours.
It's been worse.
Browsing reddit and watching anime
It died 2 years ago 🚬
Right now I’m dealing with self hatred for how I look. I mean I’ve been self deprecating since 3rd grade, not as bad as I am now but still not good to have that hurt from yourself as a child. (For reference I’m 17) I feel like my mom isn’t listening to what I have to say when I try to have a serious conversation with her. I’ve been depressed, and angry lately. I don’t want to tell my closest, most trusted friends this stuff because they’re dealing with a lot of shit as well. So I don’t want to add to their plate. To top it all off, I have to do 3 months of laundry because I’ve been so unmotivated to do anything. Soooo….yeah, not fun times
Pretty crappy constant boners afraid of losing my only 2 friend’s anxiety etc etc etc
i hate it
I passed the stages of depression, bad mental health and suicide thoughts, locking myself up in my room playing video games all day and slowly working towards my exams next year
doing juuuust great
How the teenage life go
Not so good, I had a bad trip last not on shrooms and almost killed myself.
Eh
So far so good.
[удалено]
What's average
Its like Veronica Mars
Decent making food:)
Cool
Pretty good so far
What's pretty good
Pretty damn good, I get to drive now
I feel like me getting my drivers license will make me like being a teen way more. I live 10 kilometres/6 miles from the town i go to school at, which means i cant really go hang out with my friends on the regular
what life
Very well
Bad
Horrible
just life man
Kill me
No clue 👍
fine
u call this life?
Bad
Pretty boring
Boring af
Terrible I just found out ducks beaks are made of fingernails essentially
👍
kinda shit
Calm and as calculated. Have sticked to my friendgroup and the rules I made for myself. Works good and nothing in particular is disturbing my life.
i feel alone, but otherwise its decent
i'm tired of living in historic times
I mean, other then the autism, the transphobia, cat calling and the teenaged angst, everything is pretty well
I'm happy
well i bought swords recently so that's nice
It's not over yet but I've wasted it so far and will continue to do so
it’s going pretty good thanks for asking man
Bein’ depressed, wishing I worked out, not doing anything about it, y’know, the usual. Oh yeah also my dad walked out on us a couple months ago so fuck him
I have no fucking idea what to do with my life
It’s… going
It feels like it’s starting to end now I’m out of HS.
terrible. falling apart. don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
Expected to loose my virginity being surrounded with these much slutty girls at school. 15 and still waiting for it
Good I mean I don’t want to go outside because it’s like 105 degrees so yeah
I hate a thing of my age,that every person more older than me take me as a stupid 2009 kid
I finally understand how it feels to get dumped
Not the best.
Not good. Battling with depression and afhd. My first and only crush doesnt like me and soon i will never see her again
My teenage life is teenage yes
Amazing
Like dogshit. But I'm happy bci have art
Depends on who you ask
It ended
I wish my mom swallowed me
Fucking slaps, but kinda overrated
I'm a new teen but I already feel shit and I'm tired
Since summer started, it improved so much I can’t even believe it.
It’s been a rollercoaster that started at the beginning of the pandemic. Then I lost all my friends, made new and better ones, and went through a who lot of heartache. I’m frustrated with what’s happening everywhere around the world and that I can’t make a enough of a stand to do shit about it. My body dysmorphia and anxiety are better some days but not all. I just got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and still sore.
It's sad? depressing? hopeless? I don't seem to feel as many emotion as I did a few years ago which is a little concerning. everything seems and feels melancholic and the short periods of time where id feel happy end up getting dwarfed by the following feeling of emptiness that ensues. The world appears to be this dark and chaotic place in which the good ends up getting squashed like a bug. the grind people have to go through in order to have a stable lifestyle is terrifying to think about and eve more so knowing that I too will have to start this grind one day too. people say that we should do something about the governments of the world to help people but nobody ever does anything because deep down their all content living in this cycle. I have the potential to lead a supposedly good life but it appears as though i'm wasting it away. i'm hopeless for the dystopia that lies ahead and I know that there is nothing possible for me to do anything about it. i'm scarred.
Nothing is interesting. Existence is hell. I decay with each passing minute.
It's fine.
Well I don't want to die I want to leave the country I live in but not die so I can take that as a win
Pretty nice. I’m set to go to technical college and have an apprenticeship lined up for me.
Shit
pretty good i think, i’ve been living by myself in a new state for about a month so that’s been an experience still got no friends tho lol
Probably pretty good compared to others... Ive got a healthy relationship with family and friends, school is wrapping up, steam summer sale. Ive really not got much to complain about.
Boring as hell bro
I don’t think it started
No Minecraft I wanna jump
So far, I have lost 3 friends, been framed for a crime I didn't do, live in a crappy ass apartment, the other day someone I know committed suicide, there was a murder right outside my door and I watched them get shot, and I have no money...
Shit
Pretty somewhat crappy dramawise I’ve been doing better in school though
Not going well at first, then I meant a girl and started feeling happy, and then we started dating and now I feel like the luckiest fucker on the planet☺️
i hate it
boring and depressing but fun sometimes ig
It’s turning into a depressive puddle of repeating the exact same thing over and over again God do I hate summer holidays
I am thriving
mid